I really don't like that my friends can't accept me as an introverted guy. I've turned down numerous party invitations, told them that I simply dislike going out, I think they've got the idea, but they still feel like I need to be "saved". Just accept that I like to be alone, dang. I mean I like talking to people, but not all the time, it just exhausts me. Furthermore, I've never had a girlfriend, but I don't really want one either. I'm sure it'd be really nice, but I just don't care enough.
Also I hate this shitty ass town I live in. The mayor is a corrupt asshole, it's full of assholes and there isn't anything interesting to do. Thank god I'm moving away in a few years.
Another thing is that I have some sort of "disorder" (don't know what to call it). Basically I'm sleepy/tired all day, no matter how much sleep I get. There's also this weird feeling in my head, like if there was a thick fog around it, fuck I can't describe it. I've had blood tests, MRI, EEG but nothing. The worst is that no one believes me. Some days it's so bad I can't even think straight, or do anything at all. I just stare at a wall, or mindlessly browse forums(That's what I'm doing now). This especially sucks when I'd have work to do but I simply can't force myself to do it. Eventually I end up doing it at the latest possible time.
I'm just a boring and uninteresting guy anyway.
I texted my girlfriend about Facepunch and she checked it out
She hasnt replied since Thursday
There's a boy at school who has a crush on me, and so he doesn't leave me alone. It wouldn't be so bad if he wasn't really weird - every single sentence he says is as if he learning how to speak a new language and is doing a test, where he has to ask the most simple questions like how many pets you have or what your hobbies are.
I don't want to upset him or to be rude so I don't ask him to go away. I would just avoid him in the first place but then it seems that every single person at my school is a massive homophobe and I'll feel really guilty if I treat him the way everyone else does.
That's not the hardest thing about being me but it's the most recent :(
[QUOTE=Ehm;25879318]people who say that they've changed but they haven't
for example
"I used to be a huge emofag but I've changed I swear!"[/QUOTE]
i used to be homosexual but i changed
Am a tran-girl.
:buddy:
I chose the wrong education as a machinist, I'd much rather be a graphic designer. Because of that I'm going to go to college for it, but I'll already be four years behind everyone else in arts. Some girl who saw my work said that despite being a second year machinist (at the time, 3rd year now) I was better than all of her classmates in arts and would've aced the entry test :smith:
[QUOTE=JoeSkylynx;25881163]I'm a completely bigot retard who tries to act like something else to find some form of social group. I've twiddled a gun on my tongue before, and have contemplated just offing myself for the better of those around me... In my 16 years of life I've never accomplished anything.
I'm not educated. (I quit highschool.)
I'm basically a socially awkward isolationist.
I'm a closet alcoholic.
I've been arrested twice.
You know what? I have no value.Even though I hate the fact... It's the sad fucking truth. I'm not going to off myself over it, but I hate how I've thrown away any opportunity, any chance, anything and everything which could of taken me out of the shitter, and could of taught me life lessons.
I won't get into description of how I try to talk to people on the internet to find amusement in my life or self fortune, but yeah... It sucks to be me.[/QUOTE]
Wow thanks for putting things into perspective
[QUOTE=Altefnegy;25892097]Another thing is that I have some sort of "disorder" (don't know what to call it). Basically I'm sleepy/tired all day, no matter how much sleep I get. There's also this weird feeling in my head, like if there was a thick fog around it, fuck I can't describe it. I've had blood tests, MRI, EEG but nothing. The worst is that no one believes me. Some days it's so bad I can't even think straight, or do anything at all. I just stare at a wall, or mindlessly browse forums(That's what I'm doing now). This especially sucks when I'd have work to do but I simply can't force myself to do it. Eventually I end up doing it at the latest possible time.[/QUOTE]
You probably have low blood pressure, either normally or caused by going into puberty and then growing a lot in height, your blood vessels are then thin because they haven't caught up yet. I'm saying this because I had the latter diagnosed and I feel the same way as you describe sometimes.
TL;DR: Drink coffee
There was this time when this prick realizes he's not finding his pen and starts to whine about it then thinks it was this other prick who stole it. The confusion get's bigger and bigger when the teacher tells both of them to get out of class. You can imagine the class' reaction then.
[editline]6th November 2010[/editline]
Nobody since then found the pen.
I hate never having money, but I guess it's part of being a student.
I'm the only one in my house, and I think, on my course, with a job but don't have enough time off my course to get more hours. My housemates parents are all divorced so they get extra help from the government via bursary's because of their lower household incomes, apparently this is fair, because their parents earn less they should get an easier ride through uni. It really pisses me off that they spend all their free time dicking around and buying things on a whim while I have to work very hard to afford to stay at uni. I hate that the government assumes that because my parents earn over a certain amount that they can afford to pay for things for me.
tl;dr Tell mundane stories nobody really cares about, receive virtual ratings shaped like hearts to feel better about yourself.
[QUOTE=Hallucinate;25892867] because spend all their free time dicking around and buying things on a whim while I have to work very hard to afford to stay at uni. I hate that the government assumes that because my parents earn over a certain amount that they can afford to pay for things for me.[/QUOTE]
The government assumes you're spending your money wisely. The government doesn't know exactly what they're buying (unless it's that type of country then I got nothing) so therefore they think people will buy things they need, not random crap. Hence they assume because you earn and spend a certain amount they can afford things for you.
You just have to deal with it. I picked up a job on top of a sport that takes a large amount of my time and AP classes. Sure, I'm not in university and this may be something different for you but I kinda lost my decent social life.
Maybe try to convince your parents that they shouldn't be buying random shit and giving you some money?
[QUOTE=Leaf Runner;25892951]tl;dr Tell mundane stories nobody really cares about, receive virtual ratings shaped like hearts to feel better about yourself.[/QUOTE]
And then never be thought of again.
I hate it when people spit in public.
Should i tell my parents About my depression? (read post 363 for more info)
[QUOTE=Mega1mpact;25893024]Should i tell my parents About my depression? (read post 363 for more info)[/QUOTE]
Yeah. It's better they know than not.
[QUOTE=Symmetry;25893017]I hate it when people spit in public.[/QUOTE]
seeing someone spit makes me gag a little, regardless of the context. i think it's incredibly gross somehow.
[QUOTE=Altefnegy;25892097]Another thing is that I have some sort of "disorder" (don't know what to call it). Basically I'm sleepy/tired all day, no matter how much sleep I get. There's also this weird feeling in my head, like if there was a thick fog around it, fuck I can't describe it. I've had blood tests, MRI, EEG but nothing. The worst is that no one believes me..[/QUOTE]
I have the same. It sucks. I can't concitrate at school. It's even so bad that my teachers thought i was doing drugs. So they had me tested and I came out negative for every drug.
I feel really horrible talking to people because I have a lazy tongue and am a bit dyslexic. People don't point it out to me except those that try to hurt me about it. I've tried slowing down my talking speed but that doesn't help it and makes me look slow.
I jizz all over the bathroom mirrors and shit on the floor in the school toilets....
Only once but...
[QUOTE=Mega1mpact;25893095]I have the same. It sucks. I can't concitrate at school. It's even so bad that my teachers thought i was doing drugs. So they had me tested and I came out negative for every drug.[/QUOTE]
If your blood pressure is low, but your heartbeat is normal or fast then you have this:
[QUOTE=wewt!;25892731]You probably have low blood pressure, either normally or caused by [B]going into puberty and then growing a lot in height, your blood vessels are then thin because they haven't caught up yet.[/B] I'm saying this because I had the latter diagnosed and I feel the same way as you describe sometimes.
[B]TL;DR: Drink coffee[/B][/QUOTE]
Another symptom is if you stand up too fast and get dizzy
[QUOTE=Big-Bear;25882693]a girl named Stevie.[/QUOTE]
What
I have a vagina THIS big
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[QUOTE=Xenoyia v2;25893342]I have a vagina THIS big
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wat
This thread makes me believe that Facepunch still has good in it for something other than hunting down animal abusers on YouTube.
I don't know how to talk to girls, and I have no self-confidence because I secretly browse facepunch and play computer games all day everyday, and my friends don't really know that I am a total geek. I just don't know how to approach a girl without even knowing them in the first place. And I'm too shy if a girl even talks to me like I am unworthy or something. What is worse is that my cousin who used to play Runescape and Maplestory all day and was even worse of a nerd than me COMPLETELY changed over the summer and got a girlfriend. I feel like my friends are going to abandon me if I don't get one. I am also 16, is this bad?
[QUOTE=DirgeMarksman;25888853]+1 Self esteem. This lightened my view on both this forum and people in general. I Reall figured posting a problum on FP was going to get me dumbs and rainbows.
Gonna stop typeing before i get cheesy :)[/QUOTE]
Facepunch will rip you up. Facepunch doesnt care about your problem. Facepunch doesnt want to listen to them.
BUT sometimes.....just SOMETIMES..... you will find a sliver of light where people will actually listen and not try to make your day horrible. Thats here (and a couple of other threads). Dont let the rest of FP deter you. The nice people are hard to find but exist here. :buddy:
[editline]6th November 2010[/editline]
Also I havnt felt down since I vented last night. I actually woke up not upset. :v:
I wish my boyfriend would accept the fact I'm not comfortable with my gender... I don't like being a girl :c
[QUOTE=Passerby Silver;25893671]I wish my boyfriend would accept the fact I'm not comfortable with my gender... I don't like being a girl :c[/QUOTE]
you and me both
i hate defining myself as one gender or the other, contrary to my name and avatar
[QUOTE=BagMinge104;25884134]protip don't do band[/QUOTE]
Why?
I used to be fucking funny, now I can't think of anything. Meh.
Edi, could you remind me of what game your avatar is?
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