The get stuff off of your chest thread. - General

Where do I begin - I may or may not have killed my neighbors cat when I was 11. It was in my yard pissing me off because it wouldn't stop fucking up my sand castle that I was making in my sand box so I took him and threw him over the fence. Problem was I threw him over the wrong side and into my other neighbors that had three rottweilers. Never found out if he made it back or not. - Back when I was relatively new to guitar, I thought it would be funny to tune all of my friend's guitar strings up to the highest they would go before snapping. When he went to play most of them snapped and because it was a relatively kind of cheap guitar (like $150) the neck snapped as well and one of the strings fired back and ended up cutting him across the face. He was crying for like a week straight and when he asked if I knew what happened I told him that maybe his mentally retarded sister messed with it. He then proceeded to get grounded for like a month for slapping her. I felt bad afterwards but never told him what really happened.

Austin you're a cunt Nathan stop being depressed go build bombs you have fun with that Tori stop being a rumor-spreading bitch Justin, Ryan, you're awesome, stop being sad Mary you're a nice girl albeit a little weird and I don't know why everyone thinks you're a whore God damn, that felt great.

[QUOTE=D0C H.;25893992]Edi, could you remind me of what game your avatar is?[/QUOTE] Oddworld. I think.

I wish my friends would stop being idiots around me to entertain me. I don't fucking need to be entertained 24/7, I just want to have a regular conversation.

You dick. [editline]6th November 2010[/editline] @ w 1 z.

Im secretly a huge weeaboo

I am also terrible in relationships. Whenever I get a girl I want I immediately decide I don't want her anymore because the chase is always more fun. I've gone for a girl I REALLY like then a few weeks into our relationship I'll cheat on her because it seems more fun to me, I am never happy in a secure relationship :/ And I always regret it once I break up with them, I'm still nuts about my ex girlfriend and I have absolutely no idea why I broke up with her, I always sabotage my own happiness :/

Wow...... Seriously? Youre lucky enough to get a girlfriend, and you ruin it because its more [u]fun[/u]? Youre messed up.

[QUOTE=Hallucinate;25894548]I am also terrible in relationships. Whenever I get a girl I want I immediately decide I don't want her anymore because the chase is always more fun. I've gone for a girl I REALLY like then a few weeks into our relationship I'll cheat on her because it seems more fun to me, I am never happy in a secure relationship :/ And I always regret it once I break up with them, I'm still nuts about my ex girlfriend and I have absolutely no idea why I broke up with her, I always sabotage my own happiness :/[/QUOTE] You kinda remind me of Happy from Death Of A Salesman.

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I lie about very subtle things in everyday life. I realize it and want to stop because I hate people who lie. But I just don't.

[QUOTE=Frostbyte113;25894351]Im secretly a huge weeaboo[/QUOTE] [img]http://75.101.147.23/image.php?u=70786&dateline=1281736858[/img]

[QUOTE=Hallucinate;25894548]I am also terrible in relationships. Whenever I get a girl I want I immediately decide I don't want her anymore because the chase is always more fun. I've gone for a girl I REALLY like then a few weeks into our relationship I'll cheat on her because it seems more fun to me, I am never happy in a secure relationship :/ And I always regret it once I break up with them, I'm still nuts about my ex girlfriend and I have absolutely no idea why I broke up with her, I always sabotage my own happiness :/[/QUOTE] a few weeks isn't a "secure relationship". i tend to be like that, though. just fight it. you know what you're doing was wrong so just let the feelings pass.

Im all alone, and i dont see it changing anytime :(. + Im depressed for like 2 months now. Fuck it all...

I am shy as hell. On top of that, I have a vision disability. Which makes me feel inferior to others and lowers my self-confidence and self-esteem. I never feel happy. I would be in the middle of a sentence and I just cut off and say nothing and walk away. That makes me feel like a dumbass. More people fucked with me than have cared about me (outside-of-family-wise). But there are people who do give a shit about me, thank God. I have only recently ventured outside. I have lived a sheltered life for sixteen years. Meaning I have no idea how to talk to a Goddamn girl. But I'm improving; I'm talking to more girls now, even if it's just a quick "Hi, bye." I think I'm depressed. Fuck, I need a drink. Maybe getting totally smashed [I][B]once[/B][/I] will help me out.

[QUOTE=AmericanInfantry;25894914] I think I'm depressed. Fuck, I need a drink. Maybe getting totally smashed [I][B]once[/B][/I] will help me out.[/QUOTE] This didn't help me, I got hammered last week and ended up telling a girl I used to like that I loved her. I only found out next day.

I'm coming clean. I'm one massive dickhead. I#m a total prick to everyone but they all say they don't mind and that the love me because they say its my sarcastic humor and that every friendship group needs a dick. But I don't like the way I am. Being a cynic-depressive I always feel bad or pleasantly happy. I feel bad more and more often and its been steadily getting worse. TLDR Been a dick to everyone, everyone still loves me for some reason. Don't want to be a prick anymore, can't stop. Been depressed since the start of the year.

I've got something to tell you all... LOL I TROL YOU [editline]6th November 2010[/editline] No but seriously I've shown this girl on skype my cock.

[QUOTE=technologic;25895128]I'm coming clean. I'm one massive dickhead. I#m a total prick to everyone but they all say they don't mind and that the love me because they say its my sarcastic humor and that every friendship group needs a dick. But I don't like the way I am. Being a cynic-depressive I always feel bad or pleasantly happy. I feel bad more and more often and its been steadily getting worse. TLDR Been a dick to everyone, everyone still loves me for some reason. Don't want to be a prick anymore, can't stop. Been depressed since the start of the year.[/QUOTE] at least you feel guilty about it. depression sucks but i'm not sure what advice i could give you on dealing with that. just curious, how old are you? i ask because i suffered from depression for a few years in my younger teens, but when i got older it went away.

[QUOTE=Nerts;25879365]I've got a hell of a crush on a friend of mine who's straight and has a girlfriend, I'm good friends with her too, but I'd still do him in a heartbeat if I got the chance. :ohdear:[/QUOTE] you are? male? female?

[QUOTE=Water Bear;25895815]you are? male? female?[/QUOTE] Male, his friend is straight and has a girlfriend.

Feeling rather shitty now. Feel so empty.

My mom used to tell me that I was the biggest mistake of her life, and one day while I was out of town with my dad she packed her bags and left. She won't pick up the phone when I call her and she has taken my college money and won't give it back. Whenever I talk about her I always say how much I hate her and all that garbage but I really wish she would just come home and love me.

Got my first girlfriend and she is amazing. I just love being around her, she's funny, sensitive, beautiful, everything. And now she's starting to spew the "I see you more as a friend" bullshit that every girl says to me. I just don't understand, everything was going so well and then this came out of nowhere.

I am being medically discharged from the Army because my heart was badly damaged when it began swelling during physical training, causing it to press against my ribs, which are sunken into a bowl-like shape because of a birth defect called pectus excavatum. The pressure caused my heart to shift within my chest, damaging its walls. For the past ten months, I've been exhausting every possible option to appeal for the surgery I need to repair the damage, but the official stance the army has taken is that because what caused the actual damage was a birth defect, the condition will be labeled preexisting; or at best, aggravated. This means that I will be discharged from the service with either no additional benefits, or with separation pay amounting to no more than a few thousand dollars. All the die have been cast, and the Army's final decision on both my surgery and my continued service will be arriving Monday--though everybody already knows what the answer will be, and I'm likely to be back home in less than three weeks, wondering what the hell happened to the last fourteen months of my life and trying to figure out how to recover from it.

[QUOTE=Big Dumb American;25896125]This means that I will be discharged from the service with either no additional benefits, or with separation pay amounting to no more than a few thousand dollars.[/QUOTE] That's fucking bullshit. You practically volunteered to sign away a good portion of your life and they should, at the very least, cover your medical expenses for the rest of your life. Why do they not feel the need to look after their own? This is why I can't understand why people join the military (no offense), you're just a number to them.

I'm so sick and tired of life. I'm starting to think that suicide is the only real way for me to get away from it, but I don't have to balls to do it. I waste my life on the computer, watching porn, masturbating, playing games, and listening to music. I mostly have internet friends, and only one actual best friend in my life. My school work is all trash. I never do it and I don't know why; all of it is so easy to me. I have the smarts, but I can never apply myself correctly to do the work. I've tried killing myself 3 or more times already, but each time has failed miserably, or I never had the balls to go through with it. I don't fit in with people too well because I'm a social outcast, and I'm losing all my friends day by fucking day. Whenever I get a girlfriend, I'm happy, because I know that someone loves me enough to want to be in a relationship, but I always feel inadequate. I end up ruining the relationship, or the girl cheats on me or breaks it off. It happens every single time and I can never bother with trying to love anymore because no girl would want to deal with me. I try to keep myself sheltered from everybody, even my family, the people that love me the most. I don't know what to do. All I see in my future is an old bum, drinking his life away on the streets or taking drugs in the alleyways. I tried fixing my problems, but it never works, I always get shot right back to square one. I'm lost and I honestly don't know what to do anymore.

[QUOTE=Biotoxsin;25881568]I need to fap less and toke more.[/QUOTE] Nah man. Toke more. Fap more.

So my best friend was dating the girl I liked alot, and he knew I liked her. He made me really jealous but I didn't do anything until he said he was going to have sex with her on Friday and so I spread lies to make him break up with her. After he did, I felt like a total selfish asshole and I still do :C

[QUOTE=Kirad;25896480]So my best friend was dating the girl I liked alot, and he knew I liked her. He made me really jealous but I didn't do anything until he said he was going to have sex with her on Friday and so I spread lies to make him break up with her. After he did, I felt like a total selfish asshole and I still do :C[/QUOTE] Wait was he flaunting her around [i]just[/i] to annoy/piss you off? If so he deserved it. If not you're a [QUOTE=Kirad;25896480]total selfish asshole[/QUOTE]