[QUOTE=Pascall;27807250]Help me go after my goals and then I will help you with yours yO[/QUOTE]
Your goals are a lot easier to accomplish.
lmao idk bout that
we'll see I guess.
[QUOTE=Pascall;27807287]lmao idk bout that
we'll see I guess.[/QUOTE]
Well I mean the way you are it'll be easy to accomplish your goals.
I could list a million reasons why I'll fall flat on my ass.
But to do that here, I'd have to say my goals, and I really don't feel like being laughed at.
I'm going to sleep.
I have a similar predicament to you, Hobo. But I don't really have any goals
I like Red. It's a good color.
How come no matter how much help I get and how much I want to, I can't feel better about anything.
I think something is wrong with me.
Helping others doesn't always end with the one doing the helping feel better.
I've just been constantly feeling terrible.
I'm not sure if "sad" is the best way to describe it, but that's the first word that came to my mind.
The thing is, I really don't have anything major to feel that way about. If anything I should be happy all the time right now. But I'm not.
You're worrying for someone else it seems.
[QUOTE=TheBrokenHobo;27806975]I have 0 tolerance for cheaters.
Ruin her life.[/QUOTE]
-snip-
Too much of a dick move for my taste
[QUOTE=Makol;27807500]You're worrying for someone else it seems.[/QUOTE]
That's part of it. It's kind of a big part too since I know there's nothing I can do, nor is there anything that person would want/care I do, about it.
I'm also worrying for myself.
I just wish I could fast-forward about 2 years and get all this shit past me and be happy. But I can't, 2 years is a long time. And I'm going to have to sit through about a year long preview of the happiness I'm missing out on.
[QUOTE=TheBrokenHobo;27807554]That's part of it. It's kind of a big part too since I know there's nothing I can do, nor is there anything that person would want/care I do, about it.
I'm also worrying for myself.
I just wish I could fast-forward about 2 years and get all this shit past me and be happy. But I can't, 2 years is a long time. And I'm going to have to sit through about a year long preview of the happiness I'm missing out on.[/QUOTE]
At least you didn't bring everything to a sudden halt and have no chance of going back like someone I know.
And I've been feeling this way for a while before I started worrying about that person.
I guess it's just adding on to it.
[editline]1st February 2011[/editline]
[QUOTE=Makol;27807578]At least you didn't bring everything to a sudden halt and have no chance of going back like someone I know.[/QUOTE]
What do you mean?
[QUOTE=TheBrokenHobo;27807586]And I've been feeling this way for a while before I started worrying about that person.
I guess it's just adding on to it.
[editline]1st February 2011[/editline]
What do you mean?[/QUOTE]
You're stressing yourself over this person and yourself.
And nothing. Not important.
I'm just sick of worrying and stressing about things.
I've been constantly worried about things almost my whole life.
I guess lately I'm just getting sick of it.
I had a talk last night with a certain someone about most of this.
I am aware of it but that's all.
And maybe the things I stress about may be dumb to other people, but they're what stress me horribly and I can't really help it.
[editline]2nd February 2011[/editline]
[QUOTE=Makol;27807696]I am aware of it but that's all.[/QUOTE]
Aware of what? The conversation? Or what it was about?
[editline]2nd February 2011[/editline]
I have too much time on my hands to think and worry about things. I need a hobby or something, but there's not really anything I'm good at.
[editline]2nd February 2011[/editline]
why is it suddenly so silent in here?
I worry about absolutely everything. You know the phrase "mountains out of molehills"? That defines me perfectly
I just got back from my girlfriend's house, after having an absolutely perfect night with her, and I'm constantly making myself wonder and worry that I might've slipped up and done something stupid while I was there. I just don't want to do or say anything stupid, and then ruin her opinion of me. And now I worry that she thinks bad of me BECAUSE I worry about everything
I really wish I could stop. :/
[QUOTE=Saheil;27807906]I worry about absolutely everything. You know the phrase "mountains out of molehills"? That defines me perfectly
I just got back from my girlfriend's house, after having an absolutely perfect night with her, and I'm constantly making myself wonder and worry that I might've slipped up and done something stupid while I was there. I just don't want to do or say anything stupid, and then ruin her opinion of me. And now I worry that she thinks bad of me BECAUSE I worry about everything
I really wish I could stop. :/[/QUOTE]
I feel your pain.
Well, minus the girlfriend part.
[editline]2nd February 2011[/editline]
I'm also incredibly paranoid and I always assume people are talking about me behind my back.
[editline]2nd February 2011[/editline]
I've just been sitting here watching the thred do nothing for forever.
I need something to do.
[QUOTE=SpasticPinoy;27807534]I'm talking to her right now pretending like nothing happened. I figure I'll keep pretending like nothing's wrong and I'm oblivious to what she did. I'm not the best talker but I can manage talking her into giving me head. And if that works, I'll sneak pictures, pass it around the school. And maybe here. But I'm really gonna have to plan this out, back-up plans in case certain things fail, blah blah.[/QUOTE]
You're screwed up.
Why has no one tried telling you not to do this? Seriously, this whole thread should be trying to dissuade you from performing this "prank". It's going to royally bite you in the ass if you take pics like that. Another note to bring up might be that by getting back at her for life choices she made makes you a complete dick.
She had an orgy. So what? Yes, it could be an affront to your morals and your gods, but it's what [i]she[/i] did, not you. She didn't include you in it, she hasn't given you some sort of disease by concealing information from you. She has not directly caused you harm in any way, except some misplaced emotional damage, and you want to get her back?
Don't do that.
Unrelated to the post above.
I would gladly take a bullet for him.
For any of them.
[QUOTE=MindMuncher;27808583]You're screwed up.
Why has no one tried telling you not to do this? Seriously, this whole thread should be trying to dissuade you from performing this "prank". It's going to royally bite you in the ass if you take pics like that. Another note to bring up might be that by getting back at her for life choices she made makes you a complete dick.
She had an orgy. So what? Yes, it could be an affront to your morals and your gods, but it's what [i]she[/i] did, not you. She didn't include you in it, she hasn't given you some sort of disease by concealing information from you. She has not directly caused you harm in any way, except some misplaced emotional damage, and you want to get her back?
Don't do that.[/QUOTE]
Yeah I thought about that. That's too much of a dick move even for me. PLUS I could be fined for the pictures considering we're underaged. So screw what I said that's too much but I'm still gonna plan something
[QUOTE=SpasticPinoy;27809653]Yeah I thought about that. That's too much of a dick move even for me. PLUS I could be fined for the pictures considering we're underaged. So screw what I said that's too much but I'm still gonna plan something[/QUOTE]
What she did happened. I understand that she played you like that but she's not your girlfriend. If she was, be fucking pissed off, but that's not what happened. Just let it go, man. Be mad for a day or two but after that, eh.
Today is the day I make of the biggest decisions ever. A lot stuff is going to go down. The reactions I'll get probably won't be the best but all I need to know is that I did what is in my best interest. Yes I may have taken too long to realize what I was doing was not what I wanted but now I do. I'll already have a plan if what to do and I hope it's accepted by those involved in my current situation. I never made this big of a decision on my own so why start thinking for myself now, I mean I'm going to be 20 this year and I can make my own life choices regardless of what other think or tell me.
I guess a new chapter starts today.
I get on the computer today, and I had a friend telling me he tried to commit suicide. 2 times.
:ohdear:
[QUOTE=Makol;27812275]Today is the day I make of the biggest decisions ever. A lot stuff is going to go down. The reactions I'll get probably won't be the best but all I need to know is that I did what is in my best interest. Yes I may have taken too long to realize what I was doing was not what I wanted but now I do. I'll already have a plan if what to do and I hope it's accepted by those involved in my current situation. I never made this big of a decision on my own so why start thinking for myself now, I mean I'm going to be 20 this year and I can make my own life choices regardless of what other think or tell me.
I guess a new chapter starts today.[/QUOTE]
I find it interesting how you're narrating these "chapters" of your life, yet you're being extremely vague as to what the subject actually is.
I keep remembering these stupid things I did years ago and then start hating myself for them again. Not even anything important, just times I said something inappropriate or otherwise made an awkward situation.
The freaking power in my house just went out because we're experiencing outages because of how cold it is outside. How am I supposed to get ready for school?
Winter is ultra gay.
[QUOTE=Lordgeorge16;27812457]I find it interesting how you're narrating these "chapters" of your life, yet you're being extremely vague as to what the subject actually is.[/QUOTE]
Got a problem with that?
[QUOTE=Makol;27812754]Got a problem with that?[/QUOTE]
No, not at all. It adds to the mystery behind the real story.
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