I'm shitting bricks about going to Uni, partially because I'll be living away from home for a long-ass period of time and partially because I'll have to cater for myself.
Not gonna lie, I've got it pretty good at home, my parents do just about everything for me (which is really just cook and wash my clothes) but oh god I'm shit at cooking I only know how to make chicken pies.
I know i talk about hugging a lot, but it's because I love them. I think that if it was okay in our society to just hug someone spontaneously, it would make that person's day. they might have been planning to give up on the world and commit suicide, or maybe murder someone. But no matter what, it will make them feel better about themselves. But in our society you'd be arrested and sent to a mental hospital.
[editline]3rd February 2011[/editline]
I'm getting new personas for Firefox, which one should I get? I'll bookmark them either way.
The Wall:
[url]http://www.getpersonas.com/en-US/persona/88154[/url]
Revolver (animated):
[url]http://www.getpersonas.com/en-US/persona/181742[/url]
Wish You Were Here:
[url]http://www.getpersonas.com/en-US/persona/66604[/url]
Sgt. Pepper's Lonely Hearts Club Band:
[url]http://www.getpersonas.com/en-US/persona/153344[/url]
Various Rush Albums:
[url]http://www.getpersonas.com/en-US/persona/73376[/url]
Beatles For Sale:
[url]http://www.getpersonas.com/en-US/persona/114374[/url]
Rush Starman:
[url]http://www.getpersonas.com/en-US/persona/74908[/url]
[editline]3rd February 2011[/editline]
I personally like the Starman.
[editline]3rd February 2011[/editline]
I'll use the Starman for now.
[QUOTE=SpasticPinoy;27821939]Yeah and if I ever want to live up to what my friends believe me to be then I should take a less dick approach. My alternative which I think I'll most likely follow through with is send her a sing-a-gram thing we have going around at my school for Valentine's day. The choir class goes to each person, sings them a love song, and then hands them a card that the person who sent it can write whatever they want. I'll have a poem saying, "Roses are red, violets are blue, I know what you did at Delta and I'm ashamed of you." The good thing about it too is that I can keep it anonymous.[/QUOTE]
Do it ! Do it !Do it !Do it !Do it !Do it !Do it !Do it !Do it !Do it !Do it !Do it !Do it !Do it !Do it !Do it !Do it !Do it !Do it !Do it !Do it !Do it !Do it !
@Pascall
you're fabulous !
I tried to repair a friendship with a former friend of mine and I was willing to accept the blame for how things got so messed up. But he refused the apology and blamed all of his problems on me. So I said fuck it, it's not my fault he got into drugs and started smoking. But motherfucker my friends sided with him on the matter and are completely oblivious to the truth. The worst part is, every single time I hang out with this one friend, he brings up how he misses the son of a bitch. Next time, I think I'll just kick the living hell out of him. I hate this friend and he's partially responsible for how paranoid my friends are about each other.
Thanks FacePunch, totally needed that.
[QUOTE=MindMuncher;27826144]Is Pong still considered gaming?[/QUOTE]
I like Pong
Life update time. I'm going to go see NOFX tonight with a bunch of friends. A really close female friend of mine that I'm potentially going to date is also going. She's very pretty and has an awesome personality. Has good taste in music and is a really intelligent and talented individual. Should be fun.
My ex is saying she wants me back but at the same time she feels like it would be selfish for her to put me through the depression she's feeling. So i'm trying to move on. I really care about her but I'm trying to move on. She's talking about dropping out of college and moving to California to take a break from everyone and everything. I've tried to tell her to at least finish this semester since she already has paid for it. She's acting like she'll stay for the semester now but who knows. It's really strange how everything between us was fine and then she just exploded into another person. Fuck if i know, i'm going to try to be there for her and be a good friend but i don't think i can be in a relationship with someone that unstable
^^don't jump the gun soon. Let the water calm down after tides.
[QUOTE=fritzel;27835448]^^don't jump the gun soon. Let the water calm down after tides.[/QUOTE]
I believe that he has given her several weeks break and she's not straightened out...
[QUOTE=hammerheadshark;27827520]I hate how I always get on this thread after it dies.
[editline]3rd February 2011[/editline]
Idk I just need some good friends, and not just someone to hang out with, I mean someone who I can really talk to and not be embarrassed. That's why I want a girlfriend. And not one who just talks to me and agrees with me. I need someone to hug. :)[/QUOTE]
I empathize with this statement so much that I feel like that little 'agree' is not doing it justice at all, but that's really all I can do.
Then again, I have a friend like that... I just don't want to screw it up by doing the whole "oh, now I feel a romantic attachment towards you that you don't share" thing that guys tend to do with really good friends of the opposite gender.
I feel a lot better today for some reason.
Girls, romance and relationships confuse the shit out of me. I like things to be logical and linear; as in you know exactly what you have to do, it's just a question of practicing until you're good enough at it. I like to have clearly defined golas that I can work towards; stuff where, if you do it right and do it well enough, you will succeed.
Relationships aren't like that, and it messes me up. I can talk to girls fine until I become interested in them romantically. Then, I get nervous as fuck. I constantly go over everything they've said to me/I've said to them, looking for clues, subtle signs as to how they feel about me. I think back about what I said, making sure I didn't screw up; obsessing about every retarded thing I said when I could have said something much better.
I'm thinking of suicide...
[QUOTE=Ronan Dex;27840455]I'm thinking of suicide...[/QUOTE]Explain?
[QUOTE=PrusseluskenV2;27842007]I want to find someone to share my pathetic life with. I'm so incredibly lonely right now and I have nothing to think about other than suicide. Fuck.
I need someone.[/QUOTE]
Sorry but you're an idiot. Go run a race. Go climb a mountain. Go punch a bear. Everything is possible but you dont even want to try.
You're not the only one in a shit situation.
My latest annoyance: [QUOTE=Teracotta;27835678]Watch this, I'm gonna get a bunch of boxes and x's.
All this shit about wikileaks is retarded. They are drama whores led by a drama whore. All they do is cause problems and endanger lives. And to those who say it can't hurt anyone, it has exposed the names of many agents in hostile lands. And for those who think this isn't a problem, try to collect intelligence from hostile governments when they know everything about you.[/QUOTE]
Wikileaks, the "whistle blowing website". What whistles have they blown? What great mysteries in life have they solved? All they have done is endanger people and post govenment secrets. They soldier that helped release them should get treason, but nooo, too many pussies are in the government for that. Assange is a drama whore with a death wish. Sooner or later, he and his "whistle blowing" friends will dissapear. Not that I will shed a tear mind you, all they've done is cause harm.
Then go do something! You have the power to do literally ANYTHING you want to. You are in control. You can do whatever you wish and make a change in your life.
Also, if someone wants to talk one on one where it's not in the open: [url]http://steamcommunity.com/groups/lifeadvice[/url]
People that say they want to commit suicide make me sad, why would you waste your life when you could have been the one who cures cancer, or ends a war. You could be so much, why would anyone take that away from themselves?
People who want to commit suicide are fucking retarded. As harsh as that sounds, it's true. You're taking the easy (and pussy) way out of life, and you'll end up badly hurting the people that knew you. You'll end up doing alot of bad for your friends and relatives, and make them sad
Just saw the Daily Show.
DAMN YOU JUSTIN BIEBER! YOU HAVE BESMIRCHED THE SACRED BODY OF JON STEWART! YOU HAVE TAINTED HIS SACRED TAILBONE WITH YOUR VILE INK APPLIED BY WAY OF NEEDLE!
[QUOTE=Glitch360;27842518]You're taking the easy (and pussy) way out of life,[/QUOTE]
As opposed to what? Living a hard life, that has very little hope of ending up rewarding you in any way?
I'm guessing you've never felt truly suicidal. I have. For most of my life, I was rejected by everyone. I had one friend, he lived in my neighborhood, and he was a jackass. But I was friends with him because I had no one else. This story went on for the first 15 years of my life. I was asocial. Socially awkward. Whatever you want to call it. Whatever it was, it was causing no one to want to be my friend. This isn't the only reason why I was suicidal. I have no talents. I'm paranoid, so I thought everyone hated my guts for every little thing I did, including my own parents. THAT is depression.
ADHD version: you have no idea what you're talking about.
Hey FPers, I need your help. I luv you all. I feel so good to be on this forum again.
But I want to forget someone, forget her completely. I want to erase every fucking memory of her. I want to forget if I ever met her. I want to start again with an awesome life. And it's hard for me because her profile is on internet and every now and then I check her profile which refreshes everything. I tried not to check her profile but fails everytime.
Help me out !
[QUOTE=wulfe8857;27846129]As opposed to what? Living a hard life, that has very little hope of ending up rewarding you in any way?
I'm guessing you've never felt truly suicidal. I have. For most of my life, I was rejected by everyone. I had one friend, he lived in my neighborhood, and he was a jackass. But I was friends with him because I had no one else. This story went on for the first 15 years of my life. I was asocial. Socially awkward. Whatever you want to call it. Whatever it was, it was causing no one to want to be my friend. This isn't the only reason why I was suicidal. I have no talents. I'm paranoid, so I thought everyone hated my guts for every little thing I did, including my own parents. THAT is depression.
ADHD version: you have no idea what you're talking about.[/QUOTE]
I've considered suicide too and I'm sure there are several others as well.
I still consider suicide a cheap and cowardly way out. Not to mention selfish.
There's really no way to justify taking your own life unless you're already close to death or if you're sacrificing your own life for another's.
Speaking of suicide... The poster above me stopped me from doing it.
[QUOTE=wulfe8857;27846129]As opposed to what? Living a hard life, that has very little hope of ending up rewarding you in any way?
I'm guessing you've never felt truly suicidal. I have. For most of my life, I was rejected by everyone. I had one friend, he lived in my neighborhood, and he was a jackass. But I was friends with him because I had no one else. This story went on for the first 15 years of my life. I was asocial. Socially awkward. Whatever you want to call it. Whatever it was, it was causing no one to want to be my friend. This isn't the only reason why I was suicidal. I have no talents. I'm paranoid, so I thought everyone hated my guts for every little thing I did, including my own parents. THAT is depression.
ADHD version: you have no idea what you're talking about.[/QUOTE]Except I've experienced pretty much everything you listed, and more. I am extremely paranoid over the smallest things, and I constantly worry about things that shouldn't matter; this has a major effect on my ability to make friends. My parents are divorced, I have never had a girlfriend, I have few friends that are actually friends, I don't have a job, and I don't have money. I have social anxiety, and I find it hard to do social things. I don't have any useful skills and my hobbies are basically smoking pot and drinking alcohol. Of course I knew what I'm talking about, otherwise I wouldn't be talking about it.
[QUOTE=Glitch360;27842518]People who want to commit suicide are fucking retarded. As harsh as that sounds, it's true. You're taking the easy (and pussy) way out of life, and you'll end up badly hurting the people that knew you. You'll end up doing alot of bad for your friends and relatives, and make them sad[/QUOTE]
You're stupid.
Suicide is a dumb solution to a lot of things but are you seriously ragging on people whose problems, actual or just perceived, have driven them that far? Not counting jerks who just say so for drama and attention, most people in that situation literally cannot think rationally enough to judge how bad their problems are.
I hate when people say 'nuff said' at the end of a sentence. Don't know why but it makes me rage inside.
[QUOTE=Glitch360;27846383]Except I've experienced pretty much everything you listed, and more. I am extremely paranoid over the smallest things, and I constantly worry about things that shouldn't matter; this has a major effect on my ability to make friends. My parents are divorced, I have never had a girlfriend, I have few friends that are actually friends, I don't have a job, and I don't have money. I have social anxiety, and I find it hard to do social things. I don't have any useful skills and my hobbies are basically smoking pot and drinking alcohol. Of course I knew what I'm talking about, otherwise I wouldn't be talking about it.[/QUOTE]
Half of this is true for me. Everything after the words "I don't have money" is untrue. But I do know what I'm talking about.
[editline]4th February 2011[/editline]
[QUOTE=humpy;27850330]I hate when people say 'nuff said' at the end of a sentence. Don't know why but it makes me rage inside.[/QUOTE]
Everything people do today makes me rage inside.
[QUOTE=wulfe8857;27846129]As opposed to what? Living a hard life, that has very little hope of ending up rewarding you in any way?
I'm guessing you've never felt truly suicidal. I have. For most of my life, I was rejected by everyone. I had one friend, he lived in my neighborhood, and he was a jackass. But I was friends with him because I had no one else. This story went on for the first 15 years of my life. I was asocial. Socially awkward. Whatever you want to call it. Whatever it was, it was causing no one to want to be my friend. This isn't the only reason why I was suicidal. I have no talents. I'm paranoid, so I thought everyone hated my guts for every little thing I did, including my own parents. THAT is depression.
[/QUOTE]
That's a pretty good description of how I felt for almost my entire life, and how I still feel a lot.
Oh wait, except I'm not suicidal.
Seriously, there's no reason to ever kill yourself. I don't care how many problems you have. Even at my worst, I've never ever considered suicide.
[editline]4th February 2011[/editline]
On another note, I think I'm too empathetic.
When people around me feel bad, it causes me to feel horrible inside.
Today, I unknowingly had a sip of 2 month old coke which someone had put chewing gum in.
I only figured it out when I noticed the minty aftertaste.
It was nice knowing you guys.
Gross.
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