My biggest problem today: I am bored out of my mind.
I think I fell in love
[QUOTE=Pascall;27874684]Waiting for him to text me.
Kinda bored.
I realize that I don't have much to do when all my friends are asleep or gone somewhere.[/QUOTE]
Yeah, I realize that too. When no one is around I just sit there waiting for a response to a text I sent, sometime I wait a hour or so, or wait for someone to get on Skype or Steam.
Not sure why I just sit there and not read or play a game.
[QUOTE=Makol;27878028]Yeah, I realize that too. When no one is around I just sit there waiting for a response to a text I sent, sometime I wait a hour or so, or wait for someone to get on Skype or Steam.
Not sure why I just sit there and not read or play a game.[/QUOTE]
I do this too.
I had a horrid dream last night that everyone i care about told me that they only hung out with me so they could collaborate and make fun of me. It felt horrible. I woke up and I felt so lonely and betrayed.
My day got better though. I talked to my friend and we made plans to meet next weekend and go out door climbing with the girl i like.
I'm bad at starting and maintaining conversations. I must be boring to talk to or something.
Same here. I hate the awkard silences in between
Yeah, that bugs the hell out of me.
love is hell and for that i don't take it too seriously
I'm so bad at rejecting dates. I keep accidentally giving them false hope.
I kinda miss the days when I didn't have to deal with this.
i'm going to be honest and this is complete unrelated to everything
i don't understand why atheists have to be so angry all the time. i mean, i look at the people on this site, all of them talk about how depressed they are and this and that, and they always sound so angry whenever religion is even so much as brought up.
if this is the kind of lifestyle atheism brings out i don't want to have anything to do with it.
[QUOTE=Archy;27888212]i'm going to be honest and this is complete unrelated to everything
i don't understand why atheists have to be so angry all the time. i mean, i look at the people on this site, all of them talk about how depressed they are and this and that, and they always sound so angry whenever religion is even so much as brought up.
if this is the kind of lifestyle atheism brings out i don't want to have anything to do with it.[/QUOTE]
Atheism has nothing to do with it, baby. We're all sociopaths and unlucky folk. Good people don't end up here.
I hate living in Oklahoma. Terrible weather, never acomplished much, unimportant middle of the US state. And there is this. :(
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At the end of the south park episode where they are stuck on a mountain and keep thinking about ice cream, the last scene where ms. crabtree is with the trucker, it still makes me cry
Doing pretty much fine and I don't want to relapse again.
Given my current situation and a few other things I don't know if it's really worth persuing an interest anymore. I want to but there are some and possibly more things keeping me from doing that.
:frown:
Remind me on 15th (belated Valentines) that I will be writing to her for the last time, hoping to get her back one day. I don't wish to be in love with someone else again.
Things are definitely looking up for me.
Got a lot of things I've been wanting to do forever done this weekend. This week shouldn't be too bad school-wise. Friday I find out whether or not something is going to happen that will be amazing if it does.
Things are looking good.
[QUOTE=Pascall;27888061]I'm so bad at rejecting dates. I keep accidentally giving them false hope.
I kinda miss the days when I didn't have to deal with this.[/QUOTE]
I basically had to tell my friend that they were basically leading me on.
They told they are "so sorry" they just were bad with words so they didn't know how to reject me.
You being in the same boat as her in a way, can I ask you, why is the phrase "were just friends" so hard to tell someone?
[QUOTE=Teracotta;27889811]I hate living in Oklahoma. Terrible weather, never acomplished much, unimportant middle of the US state. And there is this. :(
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That's odd. I like it here pretty well.
What city/town do you live in?
[QUOTE=ScoutKing;27902083]I basically had to tell my friend that they were basically leading me on.
They told they are "so sorry" they just were bad with words so they didn't know how to reject me.
You being in the same boat as her in a way, can I ask you, why is the phrase "were just friends" so hard to tell someone?[/QUOTE]
When you've had an experience with a guy who freaked out and started stalking you because you told him that you were just friends, you're kind of reluctant to take that same route again.
Every day after valentines reminds me of how I got back stabbed and my heart broken by someone who I thought liked me. Worst day of the year for me.
For the third time, I've fucked up. I did it again. I REVERSED ON A CAR?!
Third car related accident I've been in since I got my license. Am I that careless? I'm a hopeless driver and I think I'm just gonna use my two feet. This is costing my family money and I can't imagine what my dad is gonna say in the morning when he finds out.
Even though only the bumpers are ruined it still makes me feel like a total motherfucker.
I'm absolutely worthless.
[QUOTE=Pascall;27904406]When you've had an experience with a guy who freaked out and started stalking you because you told him that you were just friends, you're kind of reluctant to take that same route again.[/QUOTE]
if the guys stalking you, the best thing to do is get away.. like far away..
You can't try and address stalkers/obsessive people by being nice to them.
[editline]7th February 2011[/editline]
[QUOTE=Nonikai;27905004]For the third time, I've fucked up. I did it again. I REVERSED ON A CAR?!
Third car related accident I've been in since I got my license. Am I that careless? I'm a hopeless driver and I think I'm just gonna use my two feet. This is costing my family money and I can't imagine what my dad is gonna say in the morning when he finds out.
Even though only the bumpers are ruined it still makes me feel like a total motherfucker.
I'm absolutely worthless.[/QUOTE]
nah, you're just a new driver, everyone is rubbish at first.
[QUOTE=Pascall;27904406]When you've had an experience with a guy who freaked out and started stalking you because you told him that you were just friends, you're kind of reluctant to take that same route again.[/QUOTE]
Restraining order.
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I really shouldn't be posting this stuff here anymore, cause one of my friends is actually starting to read FP. bleh idontknow
speaking of which
I've made a lot of posts here i regret and i think i have made some enemies here, but i don't really mean any harm.
I don't do this for hearts or anything, i just want to get it out.
No, no no. How is it possible that I havent even had my license for a year and I get into 3 accidents. Why am I so careless. It's gonna be a bad day tomorrow.
[QUOTE=Chekko;27906434]I've made a lot of posts here i regret and i think i have made some enemies here, but i don't really mean any harm.
I don't do this for hearts or anything, i just want to get it out.[/QUOTE]
god, ive pissed so many people off lately.
I am expecting the renovation post for my account anytime now.
Just realized that I'm pretty unsatisfied with myself and my life. Time to shake things up a bit
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