Really pissed off because people assume I'm going to do something against my will and don't let me voice my opinion on it.
Don't know how to say this but....I jerked off before. Yep
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I've been trying to toughen up my feet by running too much and I think I may have damaged my ankle.
Fuck.
Kind of afraid that I'll be alone in this city without any close friends for another few years.
Guess I should be used to that by now though.
I'm so mad and depressed right now I'm confusing myself.
[QUOTE=Nonikai;27906681]No, no no. How is it possible that I havent even had my license for a year and I get into 3 accidents. Why am I so careless. It's gonna be a bad day tomorrow.[/QUOTE]
You need to just slow down, turn off the radio, and focus. Your insurance is going to be a disaster if you keep it up this way.
Don't worry about it.
[QUOTE=MindMuncher;27903776]That's odd. I like it here pretty well.
What city/town do you live in?[/QUOTE]
I live outside OKC.(i don't want to be specific for obvious reasons. :P)
I hate almost everyone at my school. I have friends but I'm really not that close too any of them and don't know anyone who I can really trust. Shit sucks.
Something's really bothering me, but I don't know what.
"No time for love, my education is more important. I'll focus on it in college."
Grades starting to slip below average.
if it is of any significance to my previous posts, after seeing our dent in better light i'm not too upset about our car (it's not like it'll be cheap or easy, but it's not ugly if you know what i mean)
like adius said, it's just the insurance that we have to worry about and to be fair to my dad i'm gonna start helping him pay it
the guy who i reversed on is a friend of mine and my dad's and when he came out and saw the car he was like "it's okay daniel, it's not the end of the world it's just a car man"
when we fill out the report i'm sure i'll feel better, but i think i'll stick to walking from now on unless i need to use the car
saves gas and chances on me being careless as usual
I hate how my best friend has turned into a manipulative bitch. I love her with all my heart, and I just can't say no to her. I miss the days when we had long talks about everything - now talks with her seem to be about not saying something even a bit about me and my problems. I can't talk this over with her, since she denies having changed and blames it all on me. The other way is to talk the other people in our friend group to discuss this change of character with her, but, again, who would listen to me over her?
Fuck this shit, man. Why can't (some) things be like in summer. :smith:
Which is better?
A person you love turns out to be lesbian
or
She is straight but seeks a boyfriend even though you love her more than anything
you only truly love somebody if you are happy for them no matter what happens
Looks like I'm on my own for another year and a half.
Hopefully summer will brighten things up a bit.
I've said this before and I'll say it again:
[I]"The person who cares less about the relationship is the one who is in control"[/I]
right facepunchers get ur teeth into this one - there is this girl i like..... quite a lot BUT and its a big but .............. i am only just coming to terms with the fact im gay.... ish ...... HELP
[QUOTE=Archy;27888212]i'm going to be honest and this is complete unrelated to everything
i don't understand why atheists have to be so angry all the time. i mean, i look at the people on this site, all of them talk about how depressed they are and this and that, and they always sound so angry whenever religion is even so much as brought up.
if this is the kind of lifestyle atheism brings out i don't want to have anything to do with it.[/QUOTE]
Some people care about truth.
Well I'm pretty bummed about the current situation I'm in with college and where I'll be living for the next year or so. Feel like a few doors of opportunity closed while some stay open or seem to be slightly shutting. At least I found a college here that offers exactly what I'm looking for.
And a continuing mystery will keep on being a mystery. But then again, who doesn't like a good mystery?
So I guess things are ok for now but far from ideal.
[editline]7th February 2011[/editline]
Guess I'm in a happy sad mood.
So I was single for about half a year, then just when i started to wonder if the last one had been a fluke and i wouldn't find another girl, I meet a fairly cute chick who likes me. I think, "why not, it'll pass the time, and she's cool", and we start dating.
At which point I find out that two other, even hotter and fun girls are into me.
Conclusion: Girls are like buses. You wait ages, then three turn up. And one of them has a baby in them.
No, really.
I think my parents hate me now :frown:
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My sister's boyfriend is a fucking loser and my sister is a fucking retard for dating him.
They met online when she was like... 13. She's 18 now. Apparently they were just friends till she was like 15 and have been e-dating since then.
There for a while, our parents just thought "Oh, it's her first boyfriend.. Love is blind. Wait till they brake up and she'll be normal again".
Three years later, same bullshit.
She's on her computer... every.. single..... moment.. She stays up till like midnight all night every night, just IMing with him. And if she's in a car or somewhere away from a computer, she's texting him... every.. single..... moment..
Then around Christmas time one year, my sister spends like $200 on stuff for him (and only like $10 for each of her immediate family members :v: ) and mails it to him.
He sends her a cheap Teddy Bear.
She tells us that he and his family's supposedly somewhat poor and can't afford much.
Bull-motherfucking-shit.
This guy can obviously afford a very nice phone plan, with unlimited texting/calling, he obviously owns a computer and high-speed internet, and he obviously has enough money to not require him getting a job (he was out of high school at the time and not going to college).
Not to mention the fact that he has an iPod and all next-gen gaming consoles, seeing that my sister bought him a bunch of iTunes cards and video games for Christmas with the $300.
One night.. it was so long ago I don't even remember what for, but my parents took away her phone for a week... Owait, I think it's because she ran up the bill like shit with all her texting (which is ironic because the reason she was texting was because they took her laptop away from her).
It's irrelevant, though. Anyway, my parents kept the phone with them, and within one hour of it not being with her, the guy had called literally 100+ times, left around 80 voice mails, and sent 43 goddamn text messages. My parents kinda freak out and tell my sister that the guy obviously has attachment issues and probably has mental disorders out the wazoo. They advise her against continuing the relationship (though, being fair and letting her make her own decisions, they don't force her to break up with him), and she just nods her head.
Then, he calls our house phone. My parents ask her if she gave him the house number (not angrily, just curious) and she says no. Even she was freaking out a bit then, seeing as he pretty much tracked her down, found out her parents' names (since of course my sister, being like 17 at the time wasn't in any phone book or registry or anything, only our parents), and found our home number.
Week's up, she gets her phone back, immediately calls him, being overjoyed to talk to him.
Then pretty much same ol' stuff happened for like a year. She was talking to him nonstop, and not a lot of big stuff happened.
Senior year, she's getting ready to be looking at colleges. Our parents ask her what colleges she wants to go to, and she mentions ones in Florida, where the guy lives.
Our parents tell her that if she goes to Florida to go to college and live with that guy, they won't help her pay for it because she won't have as many/any scholarships for schools there, whereas she has a lot over here, enough to pay for a very nice chunk of her education.
The reason the guy wants her to go to school near him is because he's a lazy-ass piece of shit who wants her to live with him and take care of him. He also wants my sister to get a good job and make all the money, while he sits on his ass and plays video games all fucking day long.
She gets really [i]really[/i] upset, I think she even cried at one point.
Eventually, after like a month of talking to her she reluctantly decides to go to school somewhere local.
Though now she's talking about going down to Florida for a few months this summer (after she graduates high school) to go hang out with him.
Yet she has no idea that she can't just type sv_warp 2 his house pls into console and magically be brought there. Of course my parents don't support the relationship, and they don't really know their way to Florida, so they can't/won't drive her. And since money is somewhat tight they don't want to fund a trip like that, seeing how unnecessary it is.
She doesn't realize that:
A) She fucking sucks at driving. She barely knows her way to cities thirty minutes from home.
B) A trip like that is going to cost quite a bit, if you count gas and all that.
C) Where the hell is she going to get food/bill money/etc at? That little asshole doesn't have a job. She can't get a job in a place she doesn't live at very easily, especially with no college eduction. She keeps picturing herself getting a tan on the beach all day erryday, when in all actuality she'll be getting a tan sitting on the sidewalks holding a sign saying "Will derp for food" all day erryday.
My parents are trying to talk her out of it constantly.
In fact, there's this one guy at our school. He's really smart, as in smart enough to be the valedictorian or at least salutatorian of their graduating year. He's athletic and in shape. He's really respectful. One time my sister, him, and a few other people were doing a project for school. They all came over to our house to work on it and ate dinner with us. He was one of the only people to actually say "Please", "Thank you", and all that. He even complimented my parents on making it and thanked them for letting him come over to work on the project.
My parents ask him why she doesn't date him.
Her answer, word for word:
"He's not my type"
Okay, I guess that's reasonable.. Everyone has their own types of people they like to date... but... he's like... perfect...... Fuck, seeing as my sister isn't marrying him, I think I will. (no homo :P)
But then I wondered.... What [i]is[/i] her type? Dumb asses who can't support themselves, have no urge to support themselves, have no sense of pride or reward.. "Men" (if you could call that asshole a man) who take no shame in wishing for a woman to do his every whim, depending on a woman to bring in money so that he can eat, depending on a woman to keep the house in good standing, depending on a woman for everything.
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU I'M SO THIRSTY
Today was kind of.. bad.
Eh.
If you want to talk about it I'm here, already offered to help earlier..
Basing my mood for the entire week on something that might not even happen is probably a bad idea.
I'm getting my hopes up too much.
[QUOTE=Makol;27920627]Well I'm pretty bummed about the current situation I'm in with college and where I'll be living for the next year or so. Feel like a few doors of opportunity closed while some stay open or seem to be slightly shutting. At least I found a college here that offers exactly what I'm looking for.
And a continuing mystery will keep on being a mystery. But then again, who doesn't like a good mystery?
So I guess things are ok for now but far from ideal.
[editline]7th February 2011[/editline]
Guess I'm in a happy sad mood.[/QUOTE]
Yeah earlier today I wasn't in that good of a mood because of what happened in the morning. But I looked on the bright side of things and realized that I'm going to go to a good college now, a lot of places are hiring and I'll pretty much take what I can, I'm living in a new state for a while to get back on my feet, my new career choice will get me back into shape physically, and despite all of this changing up some plans I had made I still have my best friend (and two other awesome guys)...
So why am I suddenly in a bad mood and not happy with how things turned out? I have no idea.
it must be that time of month then makol
You're right... I totally forgot I was a girl!
Thanks Dragon!
I'm relatively emotionally comatose at the moment.
Kinda not feeling anything at all.
Must be my desensitizing process kicking in.
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