The get stuff off of your chest thread. - General

Every emotion i feel- sadness, anger, pain, whatever- i hold it in, because i've always been punished if i ever showed an emotion. One day, i'm going to snap, and whoever is on the receiving end of it will be hurt, and it will probably ruin my life.

[QUOTE=Thedashingrogue;25898488]But I do! I swear, I would take a bullet for her, whether she liked me or not.[/QUOTE] And yet joo do have 'ze courage to tell her your feelinz' for her? My god you are most likely more feminine that her!

If you want something badly enough you'll get it, no questions about it. edit If you want it but don't get it then you're just a mopey dolt that refuses to pursue what they want.

The only way i feel accepted is by being funny. Everything i do around my friends is to get a reaction of joy from them. [editline]6th November 2010[/editline] ninja'd really.

[QUOTE=Patriarch;25898599]And yet joo do have 'ze courage to tell her your feelinz' for her? My god you are most likely more feminine that her![/QUOTE] But.. But.... [sp]Shut up[/sp]

I used to have girl problems, as in I wasn't getting any, but I just learned to stop giving a shit. I'm 15, so I have like, 60 years to get laid. Might as well not spend my best years crying about it. Also, my life has been improving. I'm fat and socially awkward, so I've been taking charge and exercising, dieting, and putting a filter on what I say and talking to people who I share a common interest with. Plus, I'm planning on joining wrestling once the season starts. I'll be going into the unlimited weight class, but that doesn't bother me.

[QUOTE=Thedashingrogue;25898696]But.. But.... [sp]Shut up[/sp][/QUOTE] Well... You zee... [sp]Fuck you[/sp]

[QUOTE=MightyMax;25898598]Every emotion i feel- sadness, anger, pain, whatever- i hold it in, because i've always been punished if i ever showed an emotion. One day, i'm going to snap, and whoever is on the receiving end of it will be hurt, and it will probably ruin my life.[/QUOTE] Find an outlet for your emotion.

[QUOTE=Big Dumb American;25896125]I am being medically discharged from the Army because my heart was badly damaged when it began swelling during physical training, causing it to press against my ribs, which are sunken into a bowl-like shape because of a birth defect called pectus excavatum. The pressure caused my heart to shift within my chest, damaging its walls. For the past ten months, I've been exhausting every possible option to appeal for the surgery I need to repair the damage, but the official stance the army has taken is that because what caused the actual damage was a birth defect, the condition will be labeled preexisting; or at best, aggravated. This means that I will be discharged from the service with either no additional benefits, or with separation pay amounting to no more than a few thousand dollars. All the die have been cast, and the Army's final decision on both my surgery and my continued service will be arriving Monday--though everybody already knows what the answer will be, and I'm likely to be back home in less than three weeks, wondering what the hell happened to the last fourteen months of my life and trying to figure out how to recover from it.[/QUOTE] My brother is in the army, has been deployed to Iraq once, and in a week is going to get surgery for his pectus excavatum.

I don't really want to post in this thread, as I have a tendency to come across as a whiny bitch, but what the hell. I hate my peers. I hate where I am in life, and I hate the way I pretend to be. Y'see, I'm one of those quiet types. I don't talk a lot, don't go out much, and don't do anything a "normal" 15/16 year old would. However, about 60% of the people I go to school with are scum. I don't mean that in a "I'm better than these people because I'm a goody two-shoes" way. I mean in the "go out, get drunk, harass the elderly, get into fights and bitch at the police for stopping them" way. All day, I have to put up with them going on and on about how they kicked the shit out of somebody who looked at them funny, and whining that the police arrested them when all they did was "throw a glass bottle at a bunch of fuckin' pakis" (I shit you not, that is actually what they said). I suppose I'd better get to the point here. After 11 years of abuse for being different, listening to different music and having different hobbies, I feel I'm getting close to snapping. I've developed agoraphobia. I'm scared that I might bump into these types while I'm out, so I've stopped leaving the house unless absolutely necessary. I've only got about 6 months of mandatory education left, but I'm unsure if I can last that long before I fuck up. Well, that felt suprisingly good.

[QUOTE=haloguy234;25897548]Hating her for doing that makes you no better than she. I'm not trying to pull this whiteknight moral garbage, but adding hate on top of hate doesn't make anything better. It just makes you feel worse about what happened. I don't understand people that get angry or sad over bad things in their life. If you really don't like it, then why think about it?[/QUOTE] because there's not a single [I]real[/I] reason for him to hate his mother, right?

Might as well post something else, although on a somewhat lighter note. I can't stand to see others unhappy. I have no idea why, but I can't. Kind of ironic as I'm on antidepressants, but whatever. I tend to go out of my own way to cheer others up, which usually leads to me neglecting whatever I'm meant to be doing. It's also why I make a lot of jokes. I feel that if others are happy, then I'll be happy too.

[QUOTE=wewt!;25899159]because there's not a single [I]real[/I] reason for him to hate his mother, right?[/QUOTE] He has every reason to hate her. But having reasons to doesn't make it right.

i gt pised 2nite :L xx

[QUOTE=haloguy234;25899542]He has every reason to hate her. But having reasons to doesn't make it right.[/QUOTE] People don't work that way

[QUOTE=Jidkut;25899573]i gt pised 2nite :L xx[/QUOTE] Go make some random names. :v:

[QUOTE=wewt!;25899612]People don't work that way[/QUOTE] I work that way. It doesn't make any sense to me to stack hate on top of hate and make myself feel worse about something that already angers me.

I am a giant pussy at asking girls out because I am afraid of what it will do to our current status. Hopefully by next weekend this will change.

Good luck taco.

[QUOTE=insane taco;25899937]I am a giant pussy at asking girls out because I am afraid of what it will do to our current status. Hopefully by next weekend this will change.[/QUOTE] Keep this in mind. You are awesome. You are the only guy in the world. Nothing this girl says to you can bring you down, because you're looking down on the world. Go ahead, go get her. I'm [b]trying[/b] to have the same outlook on breaking up with my girlfriend. Ah well. Egoism only goes so far.

[QUOTE=MrJazzy;25880018][B]What the hell man, start showering daily.[/B] [editline]6th November 2010[/editline] It'll make your life so much better, believe me.[/QUOTE] I did that. Then there was something wrong with my ear and I had to go to the doctor. :saddowns: I fap to furry porn! :buddy: not... :colbert:

[QUOTE=I Broke The Sun!;25898118]I know, and I love it. But I always get shit from guys when I tell them that I play it.[/QUOTE] You know that the size of your cylindrical instrument is directly proportional to the size of your penis. That's why I play the bassoon. :smug: But in all seriousness, an instrument is an instrument in my opinion. It doesn't matter whether you're playing a heavy metal bass or a kazoo, it only matters to me if you're good. So get practicing! :buddy: [editline]6th November 2010[/editline] I like this thread better than the confessionals thread, because here you don't have to stay anonymous, and you can say whatever little thing is nagging you.

I have schizoid personality disorder and I hate it

[QUOTE=myng;25899078]My brother is in the army, has been deployed to Iraq once, and in a week is going to get surgery for his pectus excavatum.[/QUOTE] Yeah, that makes sense. It's a lot easier to get surgery for a preexisting condition if you've already been deployed, and chances are pretty good that if he was able to be deployed, his wasn't effecting him much, or at all, and is mostly just cosmetic. That's where I thought I was, but instead of lessening as I grew older, which is what generally happens, mine grew more pronounced, and after I started doing heavy PT in the army, I guess some stuff in there kind of wiggled around into no-good positions. I'll need to have surgery to correct the deformity, because the pressure it's exerting on my torso is now causing damage. This could lead to some serious problems down the road, but the doctors are saying that if I fix the root of the problem now, the damage to the heart will probably repair itself--though the weakening of my lungs may not be reversible, because of how long they've been subjected to the pressure. I've been fighting to have the army fix it, both so I can stay in and because the only way I could get this surgery civilian-side was if my dad and I pooled our resources and filed for bankruptcy, but the answer coming at the beginning of next week isn't likely to be a good one for me.

[QUOTE=Skunky;25900090] I fap to furry porn! :buddy: not... :colbert:[/QUOTE] Why would you mention it if you don't watch it?

A friend of mine kinda introduced me to this guy, and he's cute and all, and we kinda flirted for a little bit, and it ended with him telling me to add him on Facebook. Well I added him but he hasn't accepted the friend request yet, and I know he's been on FB because he's had multiple status updates today (it shows up on your newsfeed now when a request is pending). Anyway, it's his birthday so I know he's been busy but I'm afraid he's kinda blowing me off. I'm not particularly attractive nor interesting, and he's this real cute interesting guy. I'm probably overreacting and he's probably waiting for time when he can to talk to me, but I'm stressing over this like nothing else. Thought I'd get that off my chest. I'm also closet-bi so it doesn't help not being able to talk to any of my other friends.

Elton john bummed me into next week

[QUOTE=haloguy234;25899671]I work that way. It doesn't make any sense to me to stack hate on top of hate and make myself feel worse about something that already angers me.[/QUOTE] If you can say that you work differently, why can't you acknowledge that other people work differently as well?

[QUOTE=haloguy234;25897548]Hating her for doing that makes you no better than she. I'm not trying to pull this whiteknight moral garbage, but adding hate on top of hate doesn't make anything better. It just makes you feel worse about what happened. I don't understand people that get angry or sad over bad things in their life. If you really don't like it, then why think about it?[/QUOTE] I don't hate her. Learn to read.

[QUOTE=Thedashingrogue;25898381]But.. On the internet I go all out as a happy, energetic, loving kinda guy. I guess this is sort of the real me. Just, fun. Because I don't actually know any of you, I feel like I can just sort of piss around and be myself. Whereas IRL.. I am generally a fucking shy as cow dick nipple shit person. I have never had a relationship with anyone whom hasn't been asked out by a friend FOR me. I suck at talking to anyone, let alone GIRLS. But I think she likes me a bit, but I'm not 100% sure.[/QUOTE] You won't learn to accept rejection unless you experience it a few times. Asking her out will both: A) Tell you whether she feels the same about you. B) Get yourself a date. Knocking out two birds with one stone. And if you "love" her, you won't have a problem if she says no, just don't make it awkward and move on like you never asked. Oh and be direct when asking her, I've lost a few girls SIMPLY because I didn't seem serious when asking said girl out (Girls want to be a 100% sure you ACTUALLY like them back) And last but not least, go get 'em tiger :smile: