This girl I used to know back in freshman year was really cool. She was really shy and had a cute personality. I had a completely normal conversation with her all the way to her train once. I didn't have feelings for her, we were just friends.
Then towards the end of the year she started hanging out with some people, now in sophomore year she's COMPLETELY different. I say 'hi' to her like on the first day and she says 'hi' back like we'd never even met before. I mean we weren't anything like bffs 4 lyfe or anything but goddamn she was just a total bitch.
I actually really miss the shy, open with people version of her.
Fuck :frown:
When I was eleven I had a wank in a changing room.
[QUOTE=Melnek;25879651]are you and your friends 9 years old[/QUOTE]
No. Collecting figures etc. in general already make me rage, but a fallout figure without ever playing a single fallout game...
[img]http://t0.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:mvoYu-bVxFKhxM:http://st162.net/forums/images/smilies/ughh.gif[/img]
I signed up for pornhub :)
I want to get a life but I don't know how, and I'm not stupid enough to kill myself over it.
Oh, and I have a large collection of empty FUZE bottles.
[QUOTE=KingKombat;25879842]This girl I used to know back in freshman year was really cool. She was really shy and had a cute personality. I had a completely normal conversation with her all the way to her train once. I didn't have feelings for her, we were just friends.
Then towards the end of the year she started hanging out with some people, now in sophomore year she's COMPLETELY different. I say 'hi' to her like on the first day and she says 'hi' back like we'd never even met before. I mean we weren't anything like bffs 4 lyfe or anything but goddamn she was just a total bitch.
I actually really miss the shy, open with people version of her.
Fuck :frown:[/QUOTE]
Or, y' know, maybe she got tired of hanging out with socially awkward people.
I don't shower regularly.
My armpits smell like ass when it's hot.
[QUOTE=john_frohman;25879994]I don't shower regularly.
My armpits smell like ass when it's hot.[/QUOTE]
What the hell man, start showering daily.
[editline]6th November 2010[/editline]
It'll make your life so much better, believe me.
[QUOTE=Leaf Runner;25879960]Or, y' know, maybe she got tired of hanging out with socially awkward people.[/QUOTE]
So she just completely disregards me and forgets about the fact that I am-- WAS a friend? The very least she could do is say fucking 'HI' back to me when I do so. Goddamn is it really that hard to do so?
This annoying mole I got.
I should be smart, but I feel like crying because I can't do my work right. It pisses me off :frown:
And when people who aren't as good as me suddenly do better than me within a day it makes me feel like shit, e.g. writing longer and having more ideas.
I hate people who smoke, sometimes those who drink. Sometimes, if a friend who was a virgin prior to a while ago is no longer one via nowadays, I suddenly die a little inside because no-one likes me :frown:
This too:
[QUOTE=NuclearAnnhilation;25880409]The fact that I have no self esteem and no self confidence, and everyone thinks I'm the happiest person on earth.
The fact that I've been shot down every single time I try with a girl. No, I don't ask every girl out after a day of talking to them. I only actually like a girl who isn't some blonde bimbo stuck up bitch once a year pretty much it seems and I put so much effort and hard work into it, talking to them all the time, trying to hang out and all that. It isn't some business deal, I end up really liking them if I bother to put this much effort into it and it all goes to waste, every time. Thats a great confidence crusher that has affected me in all other fields too. Bad grades don't help either even though I try and all my parents do is yell, wishing I'd do better when I try.
I just typed all this to the internet.
:smith:[/QUOTE]
[QUOTE=Black-Ice;25880070]I should be smart, but I feel like crying because I can't do my work right. It pisses me off :frown:
And when people who aren't as good as me suddenly do better than me within a day it makes me feel like shit, e.g. writing longer and having more ideas.
I hate people who smoke, sometimes those who drink. Sometimes, if a friend who was a virgin prior to a while ago is no longer one via nowadays, I suddenly die a little inside because no-one likes me :frown:[/QUOTE]
Holy shit. I'm exactly the same way. :respek:
[QUOTE=***zer0***;25879498]I nerdrage [b]BADLY[/b] everytime someone does something like this.
For example, i have a friend who has never touched a single fallout game , yet he bought a vaultboy figure. (Well, he has seen me playing fallout 2, [b]O N C E [/b])
And as i was visiting him, he told me to check out his pip-boy.
[img_thumb]http://i161.photobucket.com/albums/t221/AbusePuppy/NerdRage.jpg[/img_thumb][/QUOTE]
Pretty sure he wanted you to look at his junk.
my mouth smells like a dog's anus
[QUOTE=KingKombat;25880029]So she just completely disregards me and forgets about the fact that I am-- WAS a friend? The very least she could do is say fucking 'HI' back to me when I do so. Goddamn is it really that hard to do so?[/QUOTE]
Yes.
[QUOTE=Frisk;25880176]Yes.[/QUOTE]
:frog:
I think I'm straight. I feel bad.
Willy Bum Bum is my favorite video on youtube.
Sometimes it feels like my future is gone, Like I will never be succesfull in anything I try to do in life.
The fact that I have no self esteem and no self confidence, and everyone thinks I'm the happiest person on earth.
The fact that I've been shot down every single time I try with a girl. No, I don't ask every girl out after a day of talking to them. I only actually like a girl who isn't some blonde bimbo stuck up bitch once a year pretty much it seems and I put so much effort and hard work into it, talking to them all the time, trying to hang out and all that. It isn't some business deal, I end up really liking them if I bother to put this much effort into it and it all goes to waste, every time. Thats a great confidence crusher that has affected me in all other fields too. Bad grades don't help either even though I try and all my parents do is yell, wishing I'd do better when I try.
I just typed all this to the internet.
:smith:
[editline]5th November 2010[/editline]
[QUOTE=Black-Ice;25880070]I should be smart, but I feel like crying because I can't do my work right. It pisses me off :frown:
And when people who aren't as good as me suddenly do better than me within a day it makes me feel like shit, e.g. writing longer and having more ideas.
I hate people who smoke, sometimes those who drink. Sometimes, if a friend who was a virgin prior to a while ago is no longer one via nowadays, I suddenly die a little inside because no-one likes me :frown:[/QUOTE]
Since I'm in a position of shittieness too, I'll just say, you're not alone with the shitty grades part :(
[QUOTE=NuclearAnnhilation;25880409]The fact that I have no self esteem and no self confidence, and everyone thinks I'm the happiest person on earth.
The fact that I've been shot down every single time I try with a girl. No, I don't ask every girl out after a day of talking to them. I only actually like a girl who isn't some blonde bimbo stuck up bitch once a year pretty much it seems and I put so much effort and hard work into it, talking to them all the time, trying to hang out and all that. It isn't some business deal, I end up really liking them if I bother to put this much effort into it and it all goes to waste, every time. Thats a great confidence crusher that has affected me in all other fields too. Bad grades don't help either even though I try and all my parents do is yell, wishing I'd do better when I try.
I just typed all this to the internet.
:smith:
[editline]5th November 2010[/editline]
Since I'm in a position of shittieness too, I'll just say, you're not alone with the shitty grades part :([/QUOTE]
Shit, I forgot to include this too.
I hate the fact that I spend less time thinking about girls I've had and more time thinking about the ones that got away.
Even more so since I still can't change that cycle.
Oh forgot to mention this one too, it's awful when all your friends, like a fucking movie, get taken one by one. They all get girlfriends and its like being the last one picked for dodgeball. Except you never get picked and you just go home...
God I'm depressing
I've also been bullied most my life for my disabilities, one of these is very-well known and is used wrongly on here, and that is Autism. I do have it, that is no lie, it is Aspergers, again no lie. I am you, I'm no different. The way I acted when I grew up was what caused this. Others saw me as freaky, others saw me as retarded (technically speaking they are right, but in the way that is an insult), spaz, idiot, fucktard, etc
I've got so many pains from my life, I hear that alot of people wish they were younger, I am horrified at the thought of me being younger. I got called Nazi and shit like that just because I didn't know the consequences of telling ONE person that I was born in Germany but have lived in Britain since I was 1 & a half.
Before 2010 I had a steady balance of money/no money, but now, 2010 has come along, and I'm scared that I might lose my home before 2011. It can happen, we just don't need anymore problems to happen that makes us have to fork out money. My life has been hell so far, and I know some have had it worse, but I sometimes wish I could see life from the other side, what would be different if I wasn't here?
[editline]6th November 2010[/editline]
[QUOTE=NuclearAnnhilation;25880602]Oh forgot to mention this one too, it's awful when all your friends, like a fucking movie, get taken one by one. They all get girlfriends and its like being the last one picked for dodgeball. Except you never get picked and you just go home...
God I'm depressing[/QUOTE]
So...much...in...common...
i've been in a relationship with someone for about a year and a half now and was pretty convinced i had this "relationship" business down, but
-snipped this part because people.-
several times i've honestly considered breaking up with the person i'm with even though that wouldn't solve anything, plus i've done that a couple times in the past and it always ended up with both of us feeling completely terrible.
being emotional sucks :|
on the bright side the meds i'm on make me nearly emotionless for about 12 hours at a time as a side effect of helping me succeed in school, though i'm a year behind in my classes anyway..
also, i'm sick of my friends insisting adderall is a placebo and telling me i could just try harder in school. i WANT to get good grades. it's fucking impossible to do anything when i'm off my meds, no matter how hard i try - it sickens me that they just assume i have it as easy as they do.
I think my mums having an early menopause. She was yelling for no reason at me earlier on and pretty much called me a failure. :smith:
[QUOTE=Black-Ice;25880614]I've also been bullied most my life for my disabilities, one of these is very-well known and is used wrongly on here, and that is Autism. I do have it, that is no lie, it is Aspergers, again no lie. I am you, I'm no different. The way I acted when I grew up was what caused this. Others saw me as freaky, others saw me as retarded (technically speaking they are right, but in the way that is an insult), spaz, idiot, fucktard, etc
I've got so many pains from my life, I hear that alot of people wish they were younger, I am horrified at the thought of me being younger. I got called Nazi and shit like that just because I didn't know the consequences of telling ONE person that I was born in Germany but have lived in Britain since I was 1 & a half.
Before 2010 I had a steady balance of money/no money, but now, 2010 has come along, and I'm scared that I might lose my home before 2011. It can happen, we just don't need anymore problems to happen that makes us have to fork out money. My life has been hell so far, and I know some have had it worse, but I sometimes wish I could see life from the other side, what would be different if I wasn't here?
[editline]6th November 2010[/editline]
So...much...in...common...[/QUOTE]
I hate bullies in every possible way. I personally have never been bullied, wait, maybe I have. I have red hair but I disregard ginger jokes as people being assholes and I just ignore them or give em a punch in the arm. I can't stand them and you should kick their ass. I wish I could relate to you about financial problems but alas, I'm an American junior in high school. You seem p. cool and you even post in the STALKER megathread. What bad can you have about yourself :v:
My best friend doesn't talk to me as much she used to anymore, and she stresses all of the time because of her douche boyfriend
[QUOTE=NuclearAnnhilation;25880786]I hate bullies in every possible way. I personally have never been bullied, wait, maybe I have. I have red hair but I disregard ginger jokes as people being assholes and I just ignore them or give em a punch in the arm. I can't stand them and you should kick their ass. I wish I could relate to you about financial problems but alas, I'm an American junior in high school. You seem p. cool and you even post in the STALKER megathread. What bad can you have about yourself :v:[/QUOTE]
I don't recall posting in the STALKER megathread, maybe that was a different guy with the name 'Black' and something else. TH89?
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