The get stuff off of your chest thread. - General

Sometimes I wish I could read people's minds and see what they really think about me.

I lost my virginity to this really nasty whore of a girl, kinda wish it was more special but whatever....

I think I'm the only teenager in my school without a mobile phone. I've never really seen the need for one, nobody talks to me outside of school anyways. Today, my parents took my little brother to the nearest city to go shopping. No big, right? They just got back, they bought him loads of shit and took him to eat in a restaurant etc. They didn't even wake me up to say bye, or ask me if I wanted to go. I feel like they love him more than me.

[QUOTE=Asrue2;25915132]I think I'm the only teenager in my school without a mobile phone. I've never really seen the need for one, nobody talks to me outside of school anyways. Today, my parents took my little brother to the nearest city to go shopping. No big, right? They just got back, they bought him loads of shit and took him to eat in a restaurant etc. They didn't even wake me up to say bye, or ask me if I wanted to go. I feel like they love him more than me.[/QUOTE] Have you expresssed interest in doing things like this with your family? Perhaps your parents thought they'd be putting a burden on you if they forced you to go, so they let you sleep in.

I made a fake facebook and added my friends younger sister on it so i could kinda stalk her and her 14 y/o friends and i saved all the hotish pics from their FBs and have them in a secret folder. im 16 shes 14 :sigh: ~ And last friday i stole my moms car for 45 minutes without getting caught (i never drove before, was p fun)

Im 13, And i feel really out-of-place. I matured already, while everyone else stayed behind. I very nearly grew up sexually confused because i still hadnt had "the talk" but my friends kept that from happening. The only problem is my older brother has [i]no[/i] mental problems, and he pretty much is a five year old. I think its because he's still confused. He even says "boobies" sometimes, atleast my little brother is bearable. :sigh: Edit: Also im homeschooled :saddowns: Double Edit: Why is this being rated dumb? :frown:

[QUOTE=NateDude;25915399]Im 13, And i feel really out-of-place. I matured already, while everyone else stayed behind.[/QUOTE] Dude, same here, except I'm a tad younger. :saddowns:

[QUOTE=Tacosheller;25883003]It's the same with me And on top of that I have to be everyone's goddamn therapist[/QUOTE] hello brother

[QUOTE=NateDude;25915399]Im 13, And i feel really out-of-place. I matured already, while everyone else stayed behind. [/QUOTE] dude don't worry about it, when you're 15/16 it's a good thing to be the most matured.

Truth is, im a joke. I get people to love me for the stupid things I do rather than who I am, and whenever i actually am myself nobody accepts me. I guess I just have to keep living... I love life and I want to survive. Im depressed as a result, and my grades are plummeting, but im still here. ...i just want to live a little longer.

I have sworn to myself that I won't "cry" about my problems to internet but this thread made me break my promise. I go to school in a different city so I have gained friends there and I kinda don't feel like I belong to my current city anymore. I haven't seen almost any of my friends for some time and it feels like they don't even care, and I'm starting to feel that way too. And after the summer when we had to start at the new school one of my friends has started hating me and it seems that there is not any real reason for it. We were best friends for nine years and now he just goes all "I hate that guy" on me. I don't know the reason if there even is any and I don't even want to know it anymore. Maybe I should just move to where I go school now, but it doesn't feel right when I think about it. Maybe it's just me, maybe it's just the fact that it's a different place and I wont be able to see my family so often. thats it

i've become distant with my best bud of a few years because of his friend being a complete dick and neither me or my best bud can figure out why

[QUOTE=Oversoul;25915639]Truth is, im a joke. I get people to love me for the stupid things I do rather than who I am, and whenever i actually am myself nobody accepts me. I guess I just have to keep living... I love life and I want to survive. Im depressed as a result, and my grades are plummeting, but im still here. ...i just want to live a little longer.[/QUOTE] this too my automerge!

Nothing goes well in my life, everytime I think that things are good it's like kind of an illusion and after a few moments I realize how bad things are. It fucking sucks

Isn't it funny how most girls want there boyfriend to be taller then them?

I was put into school really early, and I'm currently near top of my class being enrolled in AP courses and all high levels, etc. I'm also an athlete (year-round runner) who has pretty good times (latest PR for a 5K is 19:03). I'm fifteen and a junior in high school. I feel really out of place in my age group, even though I'm taller and more mature looking than most of the sixteen and seventeen year-olds in my grade. I've been incredibly successful so far in life, taking courses at Yale Uni after my freshman year, a program at Wesleyan Uni for filmmaking last summer, and for this upcoming summer, I'm organizing a trip to Africa to teach English in a slum in Kibera, Kenya, and I'll also be making a documentary. I'm also in the process of applying to Philips-Exeter and Phillips-Andover Academies. Despite my successes, though, I feel really out of place. I never really date, either because I feel too awkward with a girl that's older than me, or I'm just too afraid to approach a girl. I dress as if I'm older, and in sort of an elitist manner. I wear a lot of cardigans, skinny jeans, Adidas shoes and dress shirts, and while I'm told I look good, a lot of others call me gay. I have a lot of self-confidence, and while I can usually turn it around on them and make them look like an asshole, I still don't appreciate it. About a week ago, I was diagnosed with depression, which I'm not all that happy about either. I'm really great at conversing with people, but I don't like to talk to most of the kids in my high school. I lived in New Haven for about two years, and then moved back to a suburban community where all the kids attempt to be black, and I just can't stand it. I really don't like about eighty to ninety percent of my school's inbred, ignorant population, just for that reason. I just feel like I shouldn't be in my grade based on my age, but I should be ahead of it because of my intellect. It's an awkward scenario for me. I just needed to get this off my chest.

[QUOTE=SystemGS;25916104] I'm really great at conversing with people, but I don't like to talk to most of the kids in my high school. I lived in New Haven for about two years[/QUOTE] I read that in a Claptrap's voice because of "New Haven".

[QUOTE=darcy010;25911952]I am in love with my best friend[/QUOTE] Daawwwwwwww! [editline]7th November 2010[/editline] [QUOTE=SystemGS;25916104]I was put into school really early, and I'm currently near top of my class being enrolled in AP courses and all high levels, etc. I'm also an athlete (year-round runner) who has pretty good times (latest PR for a 5K is 19:03). I'm fifteen and a junior in high school. I feel really out of place in my age group, even though I'm taller and more mature looking than most of the sixteen and seventeen year-olds in my grade. I've been incredibly successful so far in life, taking courses at Yale Uni after my freshman year, a program at Wesleyan Uni for filmmaking last summer, and for this upcoming summer, I'm organizing a trip to Africa to teach English in a slum in Kibera, Kenya, and I'll also be making a documentary. I'm also in the process of applying to Philips-Exeter and Phillips-Andover Academies. Despite my successes, though, I feel really out of place. I never really date, either because I feel too awkward with a girl that's older than me, or I'm just too afraid to approach a girl. I dress as if I'm older, and in sort of an elitist manner. I wear a lot of cardigans, skinny jeans, Adidas shoes and dress shirts, and while I'm told I look good, a lot of others call me gay. I have a lot of self-confidence, and while I can usually turn it around on them and make them look like an asshole, I still don't appreciate it. About a week ago, I was diagnosed with depression, which I'm not all that happy about either. I'm really great at conversing with people, but I don't like to talk to most of the kids in my high school. I lived in New Haven for about two years, and then moved back to a suburban community where all the kids attempt to be black, and I just can't stand it. I really don't like about eighty to ninety percent of my school's inbred, ignorant population, just for that reason. I just feel like I shouldn't be in my grade based on my age, but I should be ahead of it because of my intellect. It's an awkward scenario for me. I just needed to get this off my chest.[/QUOTE] I can kinda see where you're coming from as one of my close friends is 16 and a freshman in college. And honestly don't be afraid to dress like an awesome kid, because dressing awesomely is quite awesome. :downs:

Distance fucking sucks.

[QUOTE=Oversoul;25915639]Truth is, im a joke. I get people to love me for the stupid things I do rather than who I am, and whenever i actually am myself nobody accepts me. I guess I just have to keep living... I love life and I want to survive. Im depressed as a result, and my grades are plummeting, but im still here. ...i just want to live a little longer.[/QUOTE] Dont worry im a joke to. Who am I trying to kid in my friend group. No one really knows who I am. Ive hidden it so well. No one knows what ive truly done in the past. Its quite sad that ive done this. Ive done this for so long that even I dont know my real personality. Just throw yourself out there. be yourself and if no one accepts screw them and get new firends.

I miss being a level 3 on runescape and making friends :(

Sometimes before I shower, I like to urinate on myself and masturbate after. Then I start showering.

[QUOTE=Cold Finger;25916673]Sometimes before I shower, I like to urinate on myself and masturbate after. Then I start showering.[/QUOTE] Wat

Reading this thread makes me happy. Some others have it worse than me, and althoguh that is the douche move feeling happy about it. I still feel happy. On-topic: Rumors going round my school about me and weed (obviously untrue), and a teacher heard. Thursday is parents evening and I am seeing said teacher with my Mum and Dad. I think I am horribly fucked.

[QUOTE=PN_Redux;25916595]Dont worry im a joke to. Who am I trying to kid in my friend group. No one really knows who I am. Ive hidden it so well. No one knows what ive truly done in the past. Its quite sad that ive done this. Ive done this for so long that even I dont know my real personality. Just throw yourself out there. be yourself and if no one accepts screw them and get new firends.[/QUOTE] Added as friend.

[QUOTE=technologic;25917033]Reading this thread makes me happy. Some others have it worse than me, and althoguh that is the douche move feeling happy about it. I still feel happy. On-topic: Rumors going round my school about me and weed (obviously untrue), and a teacher heard. Thursday is parents evening and I am seeing said teacher with my Mum and Dad. I think I am horribly fucked.[/QUOTE] :eek:

[QUOTE=Oversoul;25917067]Added as friend.[/QUOTE] Added. Also on this note anyone who just need someone to rant to you are more than welcome to talk to me. Ill listen to you and try and help you as best as I can. Just add me here or friend me on my facebook [url]http://www.facebook.com/PeachNinja[/url] As since it can be personal thing just pm me. im here for you all

[QUOTE=Thedashingrogue;25915501]Dude, same here, except I'm a tad younger. :saddowns:[/QUOTE] :smile: Adding on to that, When my brother is on my/a shared account, I litterally shit bricks when he uses the chat. Guy: Hey, Im recording. Stargazer487: Hi youtube Stargazer487: woo woo woo YEAH YOUTUBE Everyone else: ō_ō Yes, StarGazer487 was my idea. We use it for joined accounts.

I'm a little embarrassed to be around a friend of mine because he knows I have sexual feelings for him Might I add I don't have many friends, so that complicates things

I know where the body is buried. :ohdear: