Well how do i start...
When i came to my current school district in 4th grade evertyhing was fine but when i got to middle school i started getting made fun of about my skin color every single day how ugly i was and how i had no friends. In sixth grade i had no friends whatsoever except my littlebrother.
By 8th grade i got my first girlfriend to bad she got made fun of by going out with me which caused her to become a lesbian. By freshmen year people still call me charcoal black and ugly but i managed to become friends with a. Small group of hipsters and normal people. :smith:
Im now a sophomore but I still hate school and everything i just want to be treated like everyone else and maybe even get girls to look at me.
my phone broke when I was talking to this girl I liked
welp
[QUOTE=Soldier32;25932104]my phone broke when I was talking to this girl I liked
welp[/QUOTE]
same thing happened to me, i dropped it in a fucking puddle.
[QUOTE=kwkws;25932041]When i came to my current school district in 4th grade evertyhing was fine but when i got to middle school i started getting made fun of [B]about my skin color every single day[/B] how ugly i was and how i had no friends. In sixth grade i had no friends whatsoever except my littlebrother.
By 8th grade i got my first girlfriend to bad she got made fun of by going out with me which caused her to become a lesbian. [B]By freshmen year people still call me charcoal black[/B] and ugly but i managed to become friends with a. Small group of hipsters and normal people. :smith:
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That's absolutely terrible.
I'm too shy to talk to anyone on the internet.
[QUOTE=kwkws;25932041]Well how do i start...
When i came to my current school district in 4th grade evertyhing was fine but when i got to middle school i started getting made fun of about my skin color every single day how ugly i was and how i had no friends. In sixth grade i had no friends whatsoever except my littlebrother.
By 8th grade i got my first girlfriend to bad she got made fun of by going out with me which caused her to become a lesbian. By freshmen year people still call me charcoal black and ugly but i managed to become friends with a. Small group of hipsters and normal people. :smith:
Im now a sophomore but I still hate school and everything i just want to be treated like everyone else and maybe even get girls to look at me.[/QUOTE]
That's blatant racism, report it to the fucking school board. If they do nothing, write the local paper. Be sure to mention the names of the staff who are not doing their jobs properly.
[QUOTE=Alvaldi;25932569]I'm too shy to talk to anyone on the internet.[/QUOTE]
Why the shy? Talk to me bro.
I love you guys though.
[QUOTE=PN_Redux;25930621]Ugh this is what I have to deal with when I just try and talk to my friends about me being down
Just what the hell...[/QUOTE]
stop attention whoring
Hmm.
Well.
Here it goes.
My brother keeps dating these girls. I think his checklist consists of:
Anorexic; TICK
Short; TICK
Blonde; TICK
Obsessive; TICK
Needy; TICK
Dumb; TICK
Lazy; TICK
Can't cook; TICK
His current one drives me crazy. She has no real future career prospects, when I asked her what she wants to do as a career, she said "I don't know, I don't like studying so I think I'll just get pregnant and be a home stay mom."
As a woman, she pisses me off.
As a sister, she pisses me off.
As a Harry Potter fan, she pisses me off. ("Harry Potter is like, so stupid and like, doesn't make sense. Magic doesn't exist"), that and she likes Twilight.
She also hates movies like Sherlock Holmes, King Arthur, Troy- anything mildly interesting or mildly educational or mildly thought-provoking bores her.
Point: proven.
you should seduce him
[quote]You 11:25pm
I hope she finds security in parties and random hookups, cheating and lying to steal boyfriends, being an insecure bitch and hurting people, and lying so she can fit into whatever social group she's trying to alienate. That's just the way she is.
But I don't want to hear about it. I hope she has a good life and doesn't end up like most college party girls. Hell, she'll probably be a politician. She's good at manipulating people into following her blindly, it'll play to her strengths.
So tell her I wish her good luck, and I mean that sincerely. Also, however, I'd like to issue a solid fuck you, and good riddance.
Laura 11:28 pm
You don't have to keep saying you don't care. ): I know you do because she hurt you. But saying you don't care and using hateful words will help you convince yourself that you don't need her. So I won't discourage it.
You 11:31 pm
You're right. I want something to hurt her the way she hurt me. And I know that that's guaranteed to happen, it's just the way she is. And I don't want her to have a good life. I want her to have a miserable life. I want her to realize that she's not a good person, and that if she ends up alone it's her fault and she deserves it. I hope she builds up a huge following when she's a lawyer or governor or whatever she is, and I want her to collapse under pressure. I want her to realize that a house made of manipulation and lies doesn't stand, and I hope it falls square onto her shoulders. I doubt she's capable of handling that kind of pressure or that she could bear the thought of owning up to it, and I wish, WISH I could see what happens when that day comes.
But I know I can't, and so I say it again. I don't care what happens to her. She's not dead to me, she's just never existed. Her positive impact is negligible, I guarantee nothing she's done can make a lasting impression on me. She left her mark on my purely by time and the fact that we were connected at one point, but nothing that she's done will stick with me. There are better people I can waste my time with, and I certainly don't intend to waste any breath talking or thinking about her anymore. So again, for emphasis, I just don't care about her.[/quote]
That felt good to say. But you know what else felt good? The fact that it's all true.
Don't know why I'm saying it here because you're all about as likely to understand as my friends are.
School and I don't agree with each other. I've been fed this bullshit about having to do maths and physics to get anywhere in life and partly because of this theology, I've decided that I just don't want it. It's not for me, I see it as a boring mundane existence. I know it's a cliche, but believe me when I say this, music is my life. It's been a part of my life since I was about 3, when I started playing piano, but in the last 3 or so years it's become the one thing I'm desperately passionate about, and I want to be a musician, I don't care what type, I just want to do that. I understand that it's a tough life, and that I'm not going to make enough money to live a solid, definitely secure lifestyle, but in the end I don't care, it's the one thing in my life that makes me feel. Now whenever I'm asked what I want to do and I tell people, all I'm given is a snigger, or the whole "you should aspire to a real job" speech. I don't envision myself to be successful, but that's not stopping me.
Now here's where I suppose I start sounding a bit crazy. I have a calling. Not one of those bullshit "I need to do this" callings but a literal one. My mind won't stop telling me to do this. No matter what I do, it's always there, somewhere in the back, or right on the forefront. It won't stop. I'm ok with it, because I know that it's what I want, and in a way it's driving me towards what I truly want. But no-one understands. I've told one person about this and they looked at me as if I was completely fucked up. And then proceeded to make fun of me for it again. I just want to punch my friends in the face because they just don't fucking get it. To tell the truth neither do I. But I know it's real, and I know it's what I want.
Not sure what that accomplished, but it's good type it out actually. So what do you think? Am I like this because it's what I'm supposed to do? Or am I straight up crazy?
[QUOTE=Smooth-e;25930304]Wanna hang :v:[/QUOTE]
Sure if you ever get lost [img]http://www.zeeinzicht.nl/vleet/images/hq/koeien-friesland-pingjum-og.jpg[/img] between the cattle in northern netherlands be sure to call me :v:
But to stay ontopic, what I find more ''depressing'' is the pity that is towards people that are loners than actual asking of how loners feel about being alone. I had the conversation like 3 times on teamspeak, but they were quite understanding. Seems like most gamers I come across enjoy alone time :V:
Also if you are considered the weirdo of the school then you could say I make a good first impression, at the end of high school I heard people thought I was gay. Wouldn't be so bad if it were true, but I like the ladies. I think that's the biggest cockblock you can get.
[editline]8th November 2010[/editline]
[QUOTE=kitthehacker;25933846]Don't know why I'm saying it here because you're all about as likely to understand as my friends are.
School and I don't agree with each other. I've been fed this bullshit about having to do maths and physics to get anywhere in life and partly because of this theology, I've decided that I just don't want it. It's not for me, I see it as a boring mundane existence. I know it's a cliche, but believe me when I say this, music is my life. It's been a part of my life since I was about 3, when I started playing piano, but in the last 3 or so years it's become the one thing I'm desperately passionate about, and I want to be a musician, I don't care what type, I just want to do that. I understand that it's a tough life, and that I'm not going to make enough money to live a solid, definitely secure lifestyle, but in the end I don't care, it's the one thing in my life that makes me feel. Now whenever I'm asked what I want to do and I tell people, all I'm given is a snigger, or the whole "you should aspire to a real job" speech. I don't envision myself to be successful, but that's not stopping me.
Now here's where I suppose I start sounding a bit crazy. I have a calling. Not one of those bullshit "I need to do this" callings but a literal one. My mind won't stop telling me to do this. No matter what I do, it's always there, somewhere in the back, or right on the forefront. It won't stop. I'm ok with it, because I know that it's what I want, and in a way it's driving me towards what I truly want. But no-one understands. I've told one person about this and they looked at me as if I was completely fucked up. And then proceeded to make fun of me for it again. I just want to punch my friends in the face because they just don't fucking get it. To tell the truth neither do I. But I know it's real, and I know it's what I want.
Not sure what that accomplished, but it's good type it out actually. So what do you think? Am I like this because it's what I'm supposed to do? Or am I straight up crazy?[/QUOTE]
I wouldn't say crazy, just ''overly'' passionate. But if you are surrounded with people who are obsessed getting a 9 to 6 job, have 3 children, 2 cars, 2 houses and a nice green front yard then they will never understand. But even more the case is people who don't like music, or don't hear / see it as you do will never get it.
I am not a spiritual man or anything, but I always feel ''connected'' with the music I listen. When I explain it I say it kind of resonates within.
[editline]8th November 2010[/editline]
[QUOTE=PN_Redux;25930621]Ugh this is what I have to deal with when I just try and talk to my friends about me being down
Just what the hell...[/QUOTE]
Don't take this the wrong way, but how often are you depressed and talk depressed against your friends? Cause in the end it could feel a bit like the boy who cried wolf to your friends. I don't try to say it isn't serious, but it could be seen as tiring for your friends.
[QUOTE=Mizzy;25933503]Hmm.
As a Harry Potter fan, she pisses me off. ("Harry Potter is like, so stupid and like, doesn't make sense. Magic doesn't exist"), that and she likes Twilight.
She also hates movies like Sherlock Holmes, King Arthur,[B] Troy[/B]- anything mildly interesting or mildly educational or mildly thought-provoking bores her.
Point: proven.[/QUOTE]
Bro, I hate to break this to you... Troy is very similar to this thread. One long, unbearable piece of shit.
[QUOTE=Da Jester;25934140]Bro, I hate to break this to you... Troy is very similar to this thread. One long, unbearable piece of shit.[/QUOTE]
I liked it because of the accuracy behind the characters and their stories. Not that it's historically accurate.
But Troy is better than Twilight.
It's like Clash of the Titans; the movie is crap but the stories behind it makes it alright. Like how Athena cursed Medusa. The source of "Achilles heel", etc.
[QUOTE=Mizzy;25933503]Hmm.
Well.
Here it goes.
My brother keeps dating these girls. I think his checklist consists of:
Anorexic; TICK
Short; TICK
Blonde; TICK
Obsessive; TICK
Needy; TICK
Dumb; TICK
Lazy; TICK
Can't cook; TICK
His current one drives me crazy. [b]She has no real future career prospects, when I asked her what she wants to do as a career, she said "I don't know, I don't like studying so I think I'll just get pregnant and be a home stay mom."[/b]
As a woman, she pisses me off.
As a sister, she pisses me off.
As a Harry Potter fan, she pisses me off. ("Harry Potter is like, so stupid and like, doesn't make sense. Magic doesn't exist"), that and she likes Twilight.
She also hates movies like Sherlock Holmes, King Arthur, Troy- anything mildly interesting or mildly educational or mildly thought-provoking bores her.
Point: proven.[/QUOTE]
People that has no future view for themselves and/or can't make up their mind pisses me off sooo badly. And one of my best friends is sometimes like that :unsmith:.
My brother saw me looking at porn :saddowns:
you should seduce him
So today was probably the worse day at school ever.
I've not been talking to my best friend properly for 2 weeks, the first week my room was being decorated so I didn't have my computer, the second week I was just really busy. So, last night we had this big argument, and I confided in my other friend (Let's call her M). M apparently sent A(best friend) a really horrible email this morning, and A has it in her head that it was my fault.
A tells S (A's friend) and S is a big mouth. Everyone in the year thinks that I'm a twat, so the little number of friends I had decreased.
Yeah, sure I was a twat for not talking to her, I realise that, but I think it's blown out of proportion. Urgh.
This isn't so much a "Getting stuff off my chest" than "Have a rant at the world in general".
My friend got beaten up by a group of chavs, and had his phone stolen in the process. I failed my chemistry work because I didn't understand it. I had to skip my lunch to catch up on a variety of pieces of work. I rushed a piece of homework I had forgotten in about ten minutes, only for the teacher to completely forget about it. My friends seemed hell-bent on pissing me off, making fun of me, being generally stupid and I don't particularly want to ruin our friendship by shouting at them. A kid on the bus wouldn't shut the hell up making weird high-pitched noises and no one would tell him to stop.
And to top it all off, my cat pissed over a pile of clean washing, so now I have to put them back through the cycle.
Fuck this, I need a cup of tea.
[editline]8th November 2010[/editline]
Must be Monday...
I'm feeling really inadequate because i've met someone who's totally better than me at every thing I do. And now he's going out with my friend who i've recently developed the HUGEST crush on.
God, breaking up sucks. Yesterday, I was feeling fine. I was thinking I was better off without her. Now I miss her. Fucking rollercoaster.
Shit happens.
I saw Lizzie again today.
I defiantly think she likes me. How do I ask her out?
[QUOTE=Thedashingrogue;25937935]I saw Lizzie again today.
I defiantly think she likes me. How do I ask her out?[/QUOTE]
"Hey, wanna go out?"
"Hey, wanna do x on y?"
"Feel like doing x on y?"
Take your pick. Do [b]not[/b] say "hang out".
I don't want to be, like, a total FREAK by just saying "hey, wanna go out?"
BAAH THIS IS SO HARD.
[sp]Like your mom's clit last night[/sp]
[QUOTE=Thedashingrogue;25938073]I don't want to be, like, a total FREAK by just saying "hey, wanna go out?"
BAAH THIS IS SO HARD.
[sp]Like your mom's clit last night[/sp][/QUOTE]
It's only as [i]hard[/i] as you make it. :wink:
You wouldn't be like a total freak, because you'd throw that in while you're having a conversation.
I want to punch people that say the word "nigga" every other sentence
But it seems so [i]desperate.[/i]
This sucks.
[sp]Also like your mom last night[/sp]
[QUOTE=Thedashingrogue;25938156]But it seems so [i]desperate.[/i]
This sucks.
[sp]Also like your mom last night[/sp][/QUOTE]
It's not desperate unless you make it sound desperate. You don't just walk up to her and go "Hey wanna g-g-g-g-o to the c-c-c-c-inema t-t-t-t-to watch a m-m-m-movie" stuttering along, as that would obviously sound desperate and creepy (No offence to people with natural stutters) You just throw it in nearing the end of the conversation.
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