[QUOTE=BlueFlash;25943758]
tl;dr version: I like a girl, but don't know much about her, she stares at me, I want to become better friends with her and also find out why she stares at me.[/QUOTE]
well, if she stares at you, and you both have been talking so much, she definitely is interested in you/knowing you better.
Otherwise, why would she stare at you?
Came to class baked, ugly chick talked to me & for some fucking reason I blushed and my friend pointed out I was blushing now everyone thinks I like her
[QUOTE=Charlievrw;25944876]Came to class baked, ugly chick talked to me & for some fucking reason I blushed and my friend pointed out I was blushing now everyone thinks I like her[/QUOTE]
Don't go to class baked, problem solved. That's just your own undoing :colbert:
[QUOTE=Elizer;25944940]Didn't go to class baked enough, problem solved. That's just your own undoing :colbert:[/QUOTE]
Fixed.
I could write a whole novel on how terrible my life is, and feel sorry for myself, but I think I can summarize it in a paragraph:
I look happy to everyone on the outside but I'm actually dying on the inside. People think they can push me around and I let them because I like making them feel better about themselves in exchange for my own happiness. I've contemplated suicide on more than one occasion but I could not think of a good reason why and gave up before even coming up with a method. I'm afraid of becoming an adult and know that my future holds absolutely nothing because of my lack of drive to DO something. I take a look at my future and I don't know what I want to be, and I am starting to care less and less because I will eventually join the shuffling masses. Stress is practically immobilizing me with the weight on my shoulders, I cannot eat, I cannot sleep, I can hardly function because of how frightened I am of messing something up and throwing off my whole day. I'm ugly and I know it, but I really wish people would stop judging my appearance and start judging my actions because that's a lot more fair, my appearance is not my fault. Overall, there are a lot of things I could get off my chest, but I don't really expect anyone to take me seriously because nobody ever does. My self esteem is plummeting and it's not my fault, but everyone continually blames it on me which just makes it worse.
I think that's pretty much it. I want to tell a real physical person all of this stuff someday, but the internet will have to do for now.
[QUOTE=IAmAnooB;25934464]People that has no future view for themselves and/or can't make up their mind pisses me off sooo badly. And one of my best friends is sometimes like that :unsmith:.[/QUOTE]
Maybe some people just don't want to set a path for themselves. Lots of people can't live with a concrete plan - I'm one of them.
[editline]8th November 2010[/editline]
[QUOTE=Doomish;25946044]Stress is practically immobilizing me with the weight on my shoulders, I cannot eat, I cannot sleep, I can hardly function because of how frightened I am of messing something up and throwing off my whole day.[/quote]
Just remember that there is literally nothing you can do short of dying or killing multiple people that will permanently fuck you over. Nothing.
[QUOTE=Doomish;25946044]I'm ugly and I know it, but I really wish people would stop judging my appearance and start judging my actions because that's a lot more fair, my appearance is not my fault. Overall, there are a lot of things I could get off my chest, but I don't really expect anyone to take me seriously because nobody ever does. My self esteem is plummeting and it's not my fault, but everyone continually blames it on me which just makes it worse.[/quote]
I feel for you man. I once saw a guy with half of his face burned who I thought was better looking than I am.
I'm overwhelmed by my opportunities.
It sucks, guys. It's why I became a pastafarian.
Yes, I'm a pastafarian. There, I said it.
[editline]9th November 2010[/editline]
[QUOTE=ZekeTwo;25946196]Just remember that there are literally many things you can do short of dying or killing multiple people that will permanently fuck you over. A many.[/QUOTE]
Fixed.
being poor sucks.
I like... MW2.
Jesus that was hard.
Coming down with bronchitis infection sucks. It's like you're constantly drowning 24 hours a day.
There's this girl that moved into my Jrotc class this year. I'm in the leadership class where all the hardcore cadets that worked their asses off to get here are at. I was one of the lucky ones and she so happened to be one of those kinds of cadets too. I talked to her and got to know her. She was asian like me, the class commander for her third period rotc at her school and so was I. She wanted to joined the military like me, she was close to her sister like I was, she cussed like a sailor and I thought she was perfect and thought things were really hitting off. But then I talked to my other rotc friends that got close to her and they informed me on how she already has a boyfriend back at her old school and they've been together for a long time. Now I've stolen girls from other guys before, but my pride doesn't allow me to meddle with relationships that have been going on forever. So I have to settle with being her friend. Sitting back and watching her getting hit on by other guys, keeping her company, leaving me to think about all the things I've ever wanted to say to her. It's bullshit.
[editline]9th November 2010[/editline]
Also, can someone post that inspirational speech some dude posted on 4chan. It had a picture of a couple of tigers in a pool and was enclosed in a motivational poster with the caption: Motivation; you're actually doing it right /b/. Or something along those lines. That post always made me feel better
The worst thing happening to me right now is mostly is that:
I have only one friend that visits me now, I used to have many friends that I hung at at school with, but I found out I was being picked on and my grades were slipping from it so my dad made me go to an ALC.I also have 3 others but one cannot come over unless he has a way back home, one has other friends and my dad doesn't like him, and one just stopped coming over after a year and I don't know why.
[QUOTE=Runar;25942452]I just bought Black Ops :saddowns:[/QUOTE]
Where the fuck are you from to get it this early? its 10pm EST...and the game doesn't release for another 2 hours here...
I often subconsciously do things wrong or different so people notice, just to see what happens.
Also i don't hold shift when i want to type a capital letter, i just hit caps lock on/off real quick.
[editline]8th November 2010[/editline]
[QUOTE=Doomish;25946044]I could write a whole novel on how terrible my life is, and feel sorry for myself, but I think I can summarize it in a paragraph:
I look happy to everyone on the outside but I'm actually dying on the inside. People think they can push me around and I let them because I like making them feel better about themselves in exchange for my own happiness. I've contemplated suicide on more than one occasion but I could not think of a good reason why and gave up before even coming up with a method. I'm afraid of becoming an adult and know that my future holds absolutely nothing because of my lack of drive to DO something. I take a look at my future and I don't know what I want to be, and I am starting to care less and less because I will eventually join the shuffling masses. Stress is practically immobilizing me with the weight on my shoulders, I cannot eat, I cannot sleep, I can hardly function because of how frightened I am of messing something up and throwing off my whole day. I'm ugly and I know it, but I really wish people would stop judging my appearance and start judging my actions because that's a lot more fair, my appearance is not my fault. Overall, there are a lot of things I could get off my chest, but I don't really expect anyone to take me seriously because nobody ever does. My self esteem is plummeting and it's not my fault, but everyone continually blames it on me which just makes it worse.
I think that's pretty much it. I want to tell a real physical person all of this stuff someday, but the internet will have to do for now.[/QUOTE]
You and along with 70% of FP.
[QUOTE=Vmonkey;25948007]Where the fuck are you from to get it this early? its 10pm EST...and the game doesn't release for another 2 hours here...[/QUOTE]
He said he bought it, that doesn't necessarily mean he owns it yet. He could've got it on Amazon or something.
Ugh, I know a lot of people have it worse off than me, but I still can't help feeling pathetic and worthless as shit a lot of times. I know it'll come to pass but eh...
I'm Caucasian and I like fried chicken and watermelon
So its me again the black kid :v:..
So in my small group of friends theres this girl i like lets call her c weve known eachother for a while and we are like bestfriends. We talk about things good and bad and im just happy being with her. Should i ask her out?
[QUOTE=kwkws;25948316]So its me again the black kid :v:..
So in my small group of friends theres this girl i like lets call her c weve known eachother for a while and we are like bestfriends. We talk about things good and bad and im just happy being with her. Should i ask her out?[/QUOTE]
She sounds more of a sister than a girlfriend, but go for it. If she really enjous your company, she'll be cool with you even if she says no.
God, I hate love triangles.
[QUOTE=kamikaze470;25948630]God, I hate love triangles.[/QUOTE]
Fucking hate that shit, too. Happened with me and my ex early this year. After a break up, one of her ex boyfriends gets in the picture and he's almost exactly like her personality-wise so they were really close, talk about anything. Well she still had feelings for me but still had feelings for him, too. In the end I won, for having more sex appeal and being one of the funniest guys she knows according to her. Didn't last too long after that, she broke up with me over text messages. Load'sa bullshit, one week away from Valentine's day, too. Oh well, at least the last couple of days before that I spent three days in a row plowing her from behind and cumming inside her. I always loved making a grand exit...and the best part: she tried to go back to her ex but he pushed her away and never wants to see or talk to her again. In the end, I'm really the one who won. She went to those schools made for dumb people or with behavioral problems that just so happened to be literally on the same campus. Then she got kicked out of that. Hahahaha, stupid bitch. I feel so much better typing that out, I could care less of what happens to her now.
I don't have any friends in real life. Just a few classmates that I talk to about assignments now and then. I have a friend online that I talk to everyday. I go home from school and wait for him to get on. I wait for him hours, or even days, some days he might show up, some days he might not. Once that popup pops up saying _____ is now online. It's one of the happiest moments I could have.
I stumbled upon facepunch a few years ago, mainly lurking, made an account but then I got banned. I got rated dumbs and all that and I felt alone. I couldn't even fit in facepunch. So thats what I thought of it. As the ratings system came out. I made a new account - Optimistic, hoping to fit in facepunch a little bit more. Getting all these ratings makes me feel good about myself.
I always imagine myself with a girlfriend, laughing, kissing, anything a normal couple would do. But I know it'll never happen. I'm a fat overweight basterd. No motivation to do shit. My parents believe in me but I fail them too. My grades are utter shit and I'm in the 11th grade.
You guys all seem to go to school with the biggest ass holes.
[QUOTE=Error_404;25943230]Finding or starting a band is probably one of the best things you could do for yourself; musical talent can be expressed in solo form (such as Satriani's brilliant solo guitar work), or can be enhanced and develop in a band (Jordan Rudess, for example; an absolute brilliant keyboardist and pianist).
The reason a band would be better is because if you find the right people with similar musical direction, you'll have a support group for your musical talent.
And if you do get into a band then there's a good chance you can "make it", if you have good songwriting and work well together. It doesn't have to be the next supergroup or anything, but it can bring a decent income which will shut up all those people who said "stay in school, toil over maths".
I'm about to finish my final year of high school and play keys in a band, so don't fault me for being optimistic :)[/QUOTE]
I'm in a prog rock band, it's just I live in Adelaide, so all anyone here is interested in is fucking hardcore and pop. Don't want to sound up myself but we have some good stuff, and we all play really well together, it just pisses me off that there's no-one around that likes the sort of music we play. I'm going to Europe as soon as I can after I leave school.
Oh also I just failed an audition and had what I think is pretty much the worst day of my life so far, hooray for relatives dying and dickhead "friends"!
[QUOTE=kitthehacker;25950339]I'm in a prog rock band, it's just I live in Adelaide, so all anyone here is interested in is fucking hardcore and pop. Don't want to sound up myself but we have some good stuff, and we all play really well together, it just pisses me off that there's no-one around that likes the sort of music we play. I'm going to Europe as soon as I can after I leave school.
Oh also I just failed an audition and had what I think is pretty much the worst day of my life so far, hooray for relatives dying and dickhead "friends"![/QUOTE]
You're shitting me. What part of Adelaide? Understandable that you wouldn't find much of an audience here then, but you'd probably be able to find a larger audience over the net.
The band I'm starting in will probably run into the same problem, since we'll be playing prog rock/metal, and Adelaide really doesn't have a large fanbase for it (unless its a DT concert).
Asked a girl if she smokes and she said no. Someone else asked her if she smokes and she says "I wouldn't consider myself a smoker, if that's what you are asking."
Like what the fuck, seriously.
[QUOTE=kitthehacker;25950339]I'm in a prog rock band, it's just I live in Adelaide, so all anyone here is interested in is fucking hardcore and pop. Don't want to sound up myself but we have some good stuff, and we all play really well together, it just pisses me off that there's no-one around that likes the sort of music we play. I'm going to Europe as soon as I can after I leave school.
Oh also I just failed an audition and had what I think is pretty much the worst day of my life so far, hooray for relatives dying and dickhead "friends"![/QUOTE]
Prog rock is fucking awesome man.
I have a little list.
I wish I could personally punch every single person who has a kid and smoke cigarettes.
I think anyone who has more than 2 children and is on welfare and or paying child support for more than two kids should be sterilized.
I think people should be required to go through a screening in order to have a kid in the first place.
I hate with a passion people who think they know everything and talk with their eyes closed.
I wish they would make emergency exits small so that natural selection would come into the factor to all the fat asses who don't know how to control their stomachs.
In person I'm a very well tempered and most people think i'm one of the most relaxed not caring people in the world. Honestly I think one day I will pull an american psycho and go crazy due to everything I don't say/do.
I have urges to do strange things such as when riding/driving a car if i have anything in my hand I have an extreme urge to throw it out the window.
I also have an urge to drop babies when I'm holding them(I hate babies). I would never harm one though. I'm vegetarian and believe in human/animal rights.
When near cliffs/high buildings I have urges to jump although I'm not suicidal at all.
My mood changes very spontaneously, My sister even says that I have three of me, One normal, One crazy, and one angry.
I lack a lot of faith in man kind.
I hate any large media and wish freedom of the press would be taken away.
I think most people in the world today are oversensitive and should learn to grow out of their diapers.
I'm an extreme hypocrite and will gladly admit it.
I have anxiety attacks and go into a beserk and punch either the floor or the wall and won't feel pain until I snap out of it.
I want to join the military but am too afraid of death to even consider realistically joining.
I try not to judge people but I think i judge people harder than anyone else I know.
Ever since I got out of a pretty bad relationship with an ex girlfriend two years ago, I hate that I see the warning signs of bad relationships with every woman I attempt to get to know. I've thought over the years maybe it's just a defense mechanism I've built for myself and Maybe my attempts to shrug it off as "I never felt anything for my ex girlfriend" is really just that same defense mechanism trying to stop me from getting hurt again.
I don't feel a thing for my ex girlfriend anymore, Things ended so bad that I get this underlying feeling of nausea when I even think about getting back with her. I just hate the fact that all the bad memories surface in things other women say. I'll be having a conversation with one and I swear ill hear something my ex girlfriend said before and get instantly turned off.
Then again, I've tried being an asshole to women and noticed it works, the more you ignore them the more they crave and seek your attention. This makes me unhappy, It's not me, and I feel I do this to every girl I meet now just to make it seem to them that I don't give a damn about them, when in reality I'm very much interested. I guess it's just time to man the fuck up and start fresh..
sincerely,
The only post ill ever put on face punch of this nature.
//I really do feel better after writing this all out, kinda puts things in perspective.
Feels like I don't have any more private space in my life. The sooner I move out of my dad's place, the better.
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