[QUOTE=Black-Ice;25880916]I don't recall posting in the STALKER megathread, maybe that was a different guy with the name 'Black' and something else. TH89?[/QUOTE]
Oh, I thought you did. My bad brooooo. Well anyway, you don't seem so bad :buddy:
Y'all need to wank.
I've been playing the guitar for a little over a year now and every time I see these great, talented guitarists I can't help but feel weak and meaningless, like I have no chance in the world to become successful because there already is thousands upon thousands of people who are in a much bigger league than I am.
It's wrong to think like that, I have only been playing a year and I have made some tremendously nice progress for just a year, too. But anyway, can't help to feel like that.
I'm a completely bigot retard who tries to act like something else to find some form of social group. I've twiddled a gun on my tongue before, and have contemplated just offing myself for the better of those around me... In my 16 years of life I've never accomplished anything.
I'm not educated. (I quit highschool.)
I'm basically a socially awkward isolationist.
I'm a closet alcoholic.
I've been arrested twice.
You know what? I have no value.Even though I hate the fact... It's the sad fucking truth. I'm not going to off myself over it, but I hate how I've thrown away any opportunity, any chance, anything and everything which could of taken me out of the shitter, and could of taught me life lessons.
I won't get into description of how I try to talk to people on the internet to find amusement in my life or self fortune, but yeah... It sucks to be me.
I only have one friend.
Coincidentally I am his only friend.
[QUOTE=NuclearAnnhilation;25880602]Oh forgot to mention this one too, it's awful when all your friends, like a fucking movie, get taken one by one. They all get girlfriends and its like being the last one picked for dodgeball. Except you never get picked and you just go home...
God I'm depressing[/QUOTE]
Same boat... Same boat, dude.
[editline]5th November 2010[/editline]
[QUOTE=Vizip;25879717]FMLpunch?[/QUOTE]
I propose a subforum in custom forums for this. Would be fucking perfect.
High school girl troubles, I want to ask her out but I'm a socially awkward shy bastard, hopeless romantic blah blah blah, I love everything about her, but I think so little of myself that it just feels like I'm setting myself up for failure, that no matter what I do, what I say, how I say it, I'll just crash and burn, get rejected, and I won't move on, because I'll see her every day for the next two years. I want to try something, I convince myself that I will, but I never do, I never find the right moment or the courage to come out of my shell and just go for it.
Also, I'm highly gifted but I lack motivation, I'm screwing myself over in school not because I can't do the work, but because I never do it.
i dont like boys
[editline]5th November 2010[/editline]
praise jesus
Sometimes I get scared I'll amount to nothing and end up in a dead end job making little money. I'm also scared I'll never get a girlfriend and end up lonely. I guess these are sort of normal doubts?
I try so hard to look good and make a good impression around girls, and my other friends just act awkward and nerdy around girls and the girls go for them instead of me. I met this awesome hot girl at a party the other day (it was like the only party I got invited to this year :sigh: ) and I got really drunk, and was a mess, and the girl stayed with me the whole night and looked after me, even after I threw up on her. She fucking waited by my side until I fell asleep. And she still was friendly the day after. The horrible catch is... she's a lesbian.
It's not that I'm not confident about my abilities to get girls, it's just that I'm not around girls enough to get anywhere with them, because I don't get invited to parties, my school is small (there's 4 people in my class, 1 girl, she's not attractive) and my close friends are all guys, so my social life involves no girls. So what am I meant to do?
[QUOTE=CommanderMayhem;25880265]Willy Bum Bum is my favorite video on youtube.[/QUOTE]
Willy Bum Bum gave me an erection.
[QUOTE=JoeSkylynx;25881163]I'm a completely bigot retard who tries to act like something else to find some form of social group. I've twiddled a gun on my tongue before, and have contemplated just offing myself for the better of those around me... In my 16 years of life I've never accomplished anything.
I'm not educated. (I quit highschool.)
I'm basically a socially awkward isolationist.
I'm a closet alcoholic.
I've been arrested twice.
You know what? I have no value.Even though I hate the fact... It's the sad fucking truth. I'm not going to off myself over it, but I hate how I've thrown away any opportunity, any chance, anything and everything which could of taken me out of the shitter, and could of taught me life lessons.
I won't get into description of how I try to talk to people on the internet to find amusement in my life or self fortune, but yeah... It sucks to be me.[/QUOTE]
Go take night classes.
Take social therapy or something.
Find support with someone to help you quit.
Not saying it's that easy, but you act so defeatist.
[QUOTE=JoeSkylynx;25881163]I'm a completely bigot retard who tries to act like something else to find some form of social group. I've twiddled a gun on my tongue before, and have contemplated just offing myself for the better of those around me... In my 16 years of life I've never accomplished anything.
I'm not educated. (I quit highschool.)
I'm basically a socially awkward isolationist.
I'm a closet alcoholic.
I've been arrested twice.
You know what? I have no value.Even though I hate the fact... It's the sad fucking truth. I'm not going to off myself over it, but I hate how I've thrown away any opportunity, any chance, anything and everything which could of taken me out of the shitter, and could of taught me life lessons.
I won't get into description of how I try to talk to people on the internet to find amusement in my life or self fortune, but yeah... It sucks to be me.[/QUOTE]
It's not too late to become something, just don't give up.
I procrastinate too fucking much. Over assignments, over going to movies and stuff with friends, going to get food. Pisses me off.
I'm liked by tons of people, but it's difficult for me to actually make good friends.
[editline]6th November 2010[/editline]
[QUOTE=Mooe94;25881409]It's not too late to become something, just don't give up.[/QUOTE]
said it better
[img]http://www.cubeupload.com/files/864a3eyouareawesome.jpg[/img]
You are all awesome. You are better then most of the teenagers/kids out there these days. You are some of the best people on the planet. How intolerant or biased you might be you are awesome. The world needs more people like you.
If I wasn't so [img]http://static.facepunch.com/fp/ratings/rainbow.png[/img] then I'd be a mess right now, I just gotta keep looking up, the sky is the limit. It's one of my qualities I'm proud of. And I mean that as optimistic, not gay.
[QUOTE=JoeSkylynx;25881163]I'm a completely [b]bigot[/b] retard who tries to act like something else to find some form of social group. I've twiddled a gun on my tongue before, and have contemplated just offing myself for the better of those around me... In my 16 years of life I've never accomplished anything.
I'm not educated. (I quit highschool.)
I'm basically a socially awkward isolationist.
I'm a closet alcoholic.
I've been arrested twice.
You know what? I have no value.Even though I hate the fact... It's the sad fucking truth. I'm not going to off myself over it, but I hate how I've thrown away any opportunity, any chance, anything and everything which could of taken me out of the shitter, and could of taught me life lessons.
I won't get into description of how I try to talk to people on the internet to find amusement in my life or self fortune, but yeah... It sucks to be me.[/QUOTE]
wait if you realize you are a "bigot" and those beliefs are wrong how are you a bigot?
my brother is totally getting my dad's will
I need to fap less and toke more.
Best streaming porn sites anyone?
I used to be bi curious. Know I'm bi. Think i may even be gay. heh.
[QUOTE=kevinseven;25881475][img_thumb]http://www.cubeupload.com/files/864a3eyouareawesome.jpg[/img_thumb]
You are all awesome. You are better then most of the teenagers/kids out there these days. You are some of the best people on the planet. How intolerant or biased you might be you are awesome. The world needs more people like you.[/QUOTE]
My role model is Napoleon should I kill millions of people and nearly take over Europe.
I think Modern Warfare 2 was a fantastic game.
I also tend to (tend, heh) procrastinate over work assignments on school and such. I have always looked for a solution to this, whether it be discipline or simple motivation but the only thing that is keeping me going is pressure. When I sense pressure, I start doing my work. This is extremely unforgiving and it rarely keeps me in a good mood. I just wish I could be "one of those" students who study every other day and actually finishes work gradually rather than instantly over one day, like I do. I start doing my homework the day before I need to turn it in and it is tearing me apart. I can't fucking handle the anxiety.
I also think that I portray the schoolwork with really high importance. Sure, it should be important but I treat homework like it is some kind of fucking ritual that needs to be doing or you are dead. But still, I procrastinate almost every school project or homework.
I will fix this. Tomorrow maybe. Just not today.
I want to ride BMX professionally one day. I don't know why I feel I need to admit that. I always get told I'll just get a regular job like everyone else, that I can't be one of the few lucky ones, but why not? It's not destiny, if I try hard enough I know I can do it. I hope...
[QUOTE=Sobotnik;25881615]My role model is Napoleon should I kill millions of people and nearly take over Europe.[/QUOTE]
Sounds good to me.
I wish there was an internal notebook installed in your head or something. Every single time I need to take notes of something I have to do, should do, or want to do I just don't seem to have any notebook and pen nearby, then I just think "oh I will remember it" and then I fucking don't. It is so frustrating.
I hate when a girls gives the wrong answer and then says "Oh just kidding..."
No. You weren't kidding, you were wrong. It's ok to be wrong, but just accept it.
Also when they say "Awkward!!!!!111" when it's just not awkward at all.
[QUOTE=Barnhouse;25881647]I want to ride BMX professionally one day. I don't know why I feel I need to admit that. I always get told I'll just get a regular job like everyone else, that I can't be one of the few lucky ones, but why not? It's not destiny, if I try hard enough I know I can do it. I hope...[/QUOTE]
Sometimes you need to admit it in order to understand why you want to do it and see how you can do it, with or without help of others. Believe in yourself and you will be fine, as long as you have a passion for what you do.
Most people here seem to have a very common problem, it is called youth! Bet the majority of you are still at school and living with your parents, it may shock you to hear this but everything will change in a few years, you will move off to university far away, create a new life and make new friends. Everything you currently think of as your life won't last more than a few years.
Give it a few years and you will not recognise yourself, even if you don't intend it to happen you will change. You will become more confident and find everything easier. The more relaxed you are the better things will be.
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