I can't stop watching [url]http://cdn.anyhub.net/thebest404pageever/swf/ukigumo.swf[/url]
I fucking love it so goddamn bad
[QUOTE=PrusseluskenV2;26022131]You can be my girlboysomethingfriend
:frown:[/QUOTE]
I already have a boyfriend in real life if that's what you mean; but if you want we can be friends... c:
[QUOTE=ConvolutedLogic;26020909]I really, really, really miss my boyfriend. ;_; All I want is to hold him and hug him and kiss him.[/QUOTE]
you probably didn't fulfill womanly duties
[QUOTE=Simski;26011198]There is not a single person in my entire life that I trust 100%, not a single person who I don't withhold information about myself and my opinions of them.[/QUOTE]
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[QUOTE=Random112358;26021808]
Been a guy is crap, so much pressure on you. If you are not good at sports you get treated like a inferior life form, if you can't talk to girls everyone sees you as a failure, you can get kicked in the balls (pain like no other) and you are always meant to make the first move with a girl which is petrifying the first few times. Oh and also shaving every morning is a bitch...[/QUOTE]
I only ever dislike the whole "make the first move" bit... Other than that, I tend not to get kicked in the testes, don't get treated inferior for not playing sports, and can talk to girls...
I just can't make any [i]first[/i] move...
No, I don't particularly want a relationship at the moment. Yes, i'd rather just leave it at friends with benefits.
I do not shave my gouche or balls. Too scared/Too Lazy, smells pretty good.
i hate this forum
My life feels like it gets worse every day. :saddowns: Family problems, financial you name it...
I find if I manage to improve my life in one way, another part of my life will deteriorate, leaving me in what seems to be an endless struggle to just live happy and stress free
I'm STILL sick. :< And I'm getting tired of it.
[QUOTE=Ac!dL3ak;26021624]Find him, pin him down, and torture him until he agrees to go out with you.[/QUOTE]
If only. But he went straight to sleep after work. He works so much that I don't see him or really talk to him much. u_u
I love my friend Canaan. I'm sorry Wes and Tylor, but I do. And I think she likes this football player :( I dunno, but my friend Dannie says she looks at me the same way she did when she was going out with her old BF. I don't care whether she likes me or not, I love her. God I needed to say that.
Last sunday I went jogging and I catched the average seasonal flu. But I haven't got enough sleep at all to make it go away faster.
Monday - school starts 8.15, I have to wake up at 6.
Tuesday - school starts 9.15 I should have been able to sleep til 7 but I have to wake up one hour earlier because I have an appointment with the studies aid.
Wednesday - School starts 9.45 but I have an appointment at another aid so I have to wake up at 6.
Thursday - I finally have a 9.15 morning where I get to sleep until 7.
Friday - It's a day off from school but I have to wake up before 8 because I'm going to the dermatologist.
Saturday - Finally some hopes for getting for getting a long good nights sleep...
... BANG BANG BANG SCRATCH BANG TICTIC BANG SCRATCH!!!
My dad started fixing the bathroom sink (which has been a project here since Wednesday) the issue here is that he started doing it at 7 in the morning and the upper bathroom is next to my room and the sink is paralell next to my bed.
FFFFFFFFUUUUUUUCK
I don't mind other people's beliefs, likes, dislikes, or anything. I'm fine with who ever another person is. But I have one exception with this, people who take their dislikes past what would make it just their opinion. You can say that you hate someone for thinking differently, I'll ask why, but I won't think any different of you. But when people start pointing at others and saying "I hate you" or doing something that would hurt them or mock them, that's the point where I want to punch people for being ignorant jerks. It's not your world, people are different, get over it. We would all live better lives if others would just have some tolerance for others. Yep, that at least one thing off my chest.
Update on the girl in OP:
She keeps staring at me in all of my classes. If I even turn and look at her for a split second she answers back with her disgusting man-like eyes. She's constantly brushing her hair. ALL. THE. TIME. I can't concentrate in lessons because of this constant "CRSSH CRSSH CRSSSHH" noise in the background. She steals all of my jokes. Me and my friend Charlie have this one friend who is scared shitless of slenderman, so we draw circles with X's going through them everywhere, so hopefully he sees one and wets himself. Then the girl in the OP starts doing it, and me and Charlie ask her: "so you watch marble hornets too?" she replies: "what?" "I'm doing this because everyone else is doing it"
FFFUUUUUUU-
[QUOTE=Captain Lawlrus;26020871]Just found out that the girl I was gonna ask out views me as her plan B
feels bad man[/QUOTE]
Man, fuck that. If she asks you out, reject her ass because nobody should accept being a plan fucking B.
Sometimes I get really depressed and think what is the point in life? Why am I here? There are over 6 billion people in this world and not even 1% of them know or care about me. I have worked hard all my life to get somewhere and I am very far from reaching my ambition.
Then you get someone who plays football because they like it and they earn millions for it, all they do is run around for 90 minutes kicking a fucking ball when I have to lift steel pipes, grind metal, empty bins, clean floors, polish metal, fix broken machines and stand/walk for 9+ hours going up and down stairs for £100 a week.
These fucking footballers have it so easy and they are always in the news about how one guy is getting transferred for over £2 million or how one has broken up with his girlfriend because he slept with another woman.
Who gives a shit really? I work my fucking arse off for the shitty wage I get and they do it for fun.
This world is fucked, it should be honest, hard-working people who reap the benefits of the economy not the people who do shit for fun.
Fucking depressing shit man I sometimes think why continue when I have got nothing to look forward to. Nobody cares, nobody will listen and if you tell someone you are depressed they laugh at you. I now understand why there are so many alcoholics, it is because they can't go through with suicide so they instead drink away their sorrows.
[QUOTE=Haxxer;26021784]I need to stop eating Pizza and drinking cola. :frown:
I'm 6' 2'' and weigh 175 pounds, which isn't (too) bad, just the health complications in the future...[/QUOTE]
Stop drinking fizzy altogether, you wont regret it, juice & water is much nicer anyway's, I've only just seen it after 7+ months of just drinking it. I feel healthier and happier because of it.
[editline]13th November 2010[/editline]
I have very bad paranoia though i try to hide it though, i just feel people hate me and are too nice to say anything.
My sister's acting like a real bitch lately.
She's been getting a really shitty attitude, and constantly use gender based cursewords. She keeps referring to me as retarded, and always acts like she's better than everyone else.
Yesterday she openly called my mom a "cunt", and as I saw the sad look on my mom's face, I seriously wanted to beat the living shit out of my sister.
[QUOTE=joshdasmif;26031156]
Fucking depressing shit man I sometimes think why continue when I have got nothing to look forward to. Nobody cares, nobody will listen and [b]if you tell someone you are depressed they laugh at you[/b]. I now understand why there are so many alcoholics, it is because they can't go through with suicide so they instead drink away their sorrows.[/QUOTE]
I don't think I've ever laughed at someone who said they're depressed... Want a digital hug?
[QUOTE=MindMuncher;26035993]I don't think I've ever laughed at someone who said they're depressed... Want a digital hug?[/QUOTE]
e-hugs for e-thugs
[QUOTE=Simski;26031959]My sister's acting like a real bitch lately.
She's been getting a really shitty attitude, and constantly use gender based cursewords. She keeps referring to me as retarded, and always acts like she's better than everyone else.
Yesterday she openly called my mom a "cunt", and as I saw the sad look on my mom's face, I seriously wanted to beat the living shit out of my sister.[/QUOTE]
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Hah, I'd think it was that too... if it weren't for the fact that it doesn't fucking end.
[QUOTE=Simski;26036470]Hah, I'd think it was that too... if it weren't for the fact that it doesn't fucking end.[/QUOTE]
Never know, she might have menstrual problems. Some girls do, and are always on their period and become anaemic because of it. Or she's just being a bitchy sister, like most sisters.
Pretty much all my friends have gone off to university and I am left in my home town feeling pretty lonely.
I absolutely hate how people mindlessly use south Africa as a scapegoat for racism because of aphartheid. those people usually have no idea how nice we were to the natives compared to Australia and america who both almost eliminated the native population, while the boere left the blacks completely alone until the British forced them to move inland, trying to steal another country. We were never colonists, we were only to supply a small amount of food to trading ships, and so the farmers had kids, and eventually they would expand, and so 99% of Afrikaaners were born in South Africa by 1700.
Aphartheid was first began by the boere to try and keep the Boere and the british seperate due to the boere being tired of the two Anglo Boere wars (where we won the first one, and the second one we lost after defeating 500 000 trained british troops with only 20 000 poorly supplied farmers, and believe it or not, we came up with the idea of the trench and modern guerilla warfare)
Apharteid only lasted 40 years (despite many americans claiming it to be ,in fact, 500 years) and during the aphartheid time, the blacks had free health care, free education, and each tribe of blacks got a masive part of the country where they could do anything they want (we even gave them infrastructure such as runways big enough for 747s and power plants, water works etc etc)
I like mandela, he had the perfect vision when he came out of prison, but what many people don't know, is that he was responsible for thousands of murders (he was a terrorist, planting bombs in cinemas and shopping malls)
Another thing is the SA border war, fought about the same time as the vietnam war. The Russians and east Germans were training SWAPO members, and sending them to try and take over namibia, The CIA asked SA for help in stopping the comunist invasion, and as soon as SA troops were over the border, the CIA pulled out without a word, leaving SA alone against the Cubans, Russians and East Germans. This war was bigger than the vietnam war, and yet nobody knows about it. WHy? cause america didn't want other places to know what they did, otherwise they would be seen as untrustworthy, and seen as helping a "racist" nation.
At that time, we were clasified as having soldiers that were an average of 3.5 times better than any country in the world.
Whats more, is that during this time, all countries decided to put sanctions against us, and so we could not import or export ANYTHING. We developed our own weapons, planes, helicopters and built everything from scratch. I can't even begin to list the descoveries our researchers and engineers made during that time. (if you search, you'll find that South African Engineers are some of the most sought after in the world) We never got any credit, instead, like anything that happened in SA, it was quitely taken by other countries, and everything was swept under the carpet. For instance, the standard rocket fuel used by the US, Britain and most countries nowadays was invented by our scientist for the Bush war. The first sucsesfull hart transplant was done in Cape Town. We found ways of enriching uranium 3 times faster than thought possible by scientists after WW2.
The United Nations was started by a south african called general Jan Smuts, the Royal Airforce was also started by him.
and the point I am trying to make, is that people underestimate us, and have built a completely wrong perception of us based on ignorance, and bandwagon beliefs.
I will rant on WITH ALL PLEASURE if you would like to know about what happened during and after apharteid, and how the world has gone into a black fetish.
And please don't be a typical duche and think I'm racist. I am white, Africans are black, I don't mind being called white, its like being called a red head. Its in your genes.
If you don't want to hear about some whiny little bitch's problems, I would advise skipping this post.
Well, to start with, I am almost constantly sarcastic and I hate that. I feel as if I try to say anything funny I just get stupid looks and mocking from those around me. The reason this really bugs me is that I feel my sarcasm makes me come off as an ass and I like to consider myself a pretty nice guy. Worse than the sarcasm though, is how I look, I'm quite frankly overweight and have been for some time. I am 17, about 6', and weigh about 185 pounds, I walk around my school with my gut sucked in constantly and still get mocked about my weight from 'friends'. I run two miles a day and have been doing my best to eat well, but nothing seems to work. Overtime, this has brought my self-esteem down to abysmally low levels and I have often considered suicide but never wanted to go through with it. I am always the butt of my 'friends' jokes and hate it, but fear that if I say anything whatsoever about they'll just mock me even further. I live in the southern United States, am very tolerant towards gays and those who hold different beliefs than myself (I'm an atheist). I feel so out of place that it kills me, I'm socially awkward (who saw that coming?) and the same 'friends' who mock me are the only ones who I even really talk to.
At the start of the year I figured I would try and do my best to correct my social awkwardness and actually try talking to a girl. It went decently, I talked to her after a class I had with her and eventually asked if she may want to join me for lunch that day, she said sure and I actually ended up sitting with her. The thing is, when I went down to meet her in the cafeteria, I walked up to her table and asked where I should sit. She had her bags in the seat next to her but told me that someone else was sitting there, luckily one of her friends moved her things so I could sit there. The girl I had been talking to gave that girl a deathstare the entire lunch and no one ever sat where she had set her bags. I was crushed. I figured "Oh fuck it, there are plenty of fish in the sea." but then a few days later (about a week ago) the friend that had moved her bags for me said that the girl was just extremely shy and had never had a boyfriend. Ever since she told me that, I can't get the girl out of my head, despite my knowing that the friend was probably just trying to make me feel better.
Finally (I know you all can't wait for this to be over), I am a guitarist (who would have guessed by my username?) who has been playing for about 3 and a half years. I consider myself to be absolute shit. My teacher encourages me all the time, giving me praise for the things I write and the songs that I play but I don't trust his judgement. It seems to me that a teacher would always encourage their student no matter how bad said student is. I occasionally hang out with another guitarist and a bassist (both of whom have been playing for under a year) and they constantly mock me for my playing and songs (they are two of the aforementioned 'friends' from the first paragraph). Whenever I say anything about their playing (about what you could expect from only playing for a few months) I am always positive and never put them down. Then, only a few minutes later, they'll criticize my playing and outright mock me for it. I only keep going for the enjoyment of the music and playing in a 'band' and despite me believing their comments are only to make themselves feel better about themselves and their own playing, they've started to get to me and I actually am starting to believe I'm shit. I dream of one day playing in a band and recording songs professionally but I know that it will never happen no matter how much I practice and try to improve.
I'm a middle class white child living in the United States and I bitch this much, that makes me hate myself for being so god damned self centered. I'm done, and my hands are still trembling from writing this. It felt great to get this off my chest, thank you FP.
I killed her.. Oh god I killed her...
My grandma died a few weeks ago.
Now don't go around rating me hearts, because I in fact feel heartless.
Why? Because I still don't give a shit.
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