[QUOTE=Meidrex;26037937]I think my little 7 year old sister is going through puberty. She's acting all like "NOBODY UNDERSTANDS ME!" and "I WISH I WAS DEAD!". She also takes offence for every little thing anyone says about her. It's scaring the crap out of me.[/QUOTE]
She'll be ripe in a few months, call me.
I'm in love with my best friend. I asked her if she was interested in anyone, and she said "I dunno, there's this one guy. I mean, it's him :( but then again, it's him :)". I got all excited from this, and pushed her to tell me who it was. She said I had to tell her who I liked, first. After a bunch of stalling, I finally told her I liked her, and she told me she liked me too. I asked her out, but she said she "didn't want to risk losing me as a friend." This was at the beginning of summer break.
Over the course of the summer, we spent all our time together. When we weren't with each other, we were talking on FaceBook, usually all night long. One night, I decided to ask her what she wished for on 11:11 (inb4 Faggot, she does it, I just play along.) She stalled for a few minutes, but then she said she wished that I would kiss her. After this happened, she always had an excuse not to hang out.
By the time school started, I was starting to realize that we weren't going to date. I started to get over her, and I started to like a girl in one of my classes, who obviously liked me back. Since I was still best friends with the other girl, I told her about her. I eased into asking whether she would care if I asked her out, and even though she said "Not really," I knew she did, so I didn't ask. The girl from my class and I would flirt every morning, to the point where she was sitting on my lap every day. This didn't go over well with my best friend.
She immediately classified the girl I like as a whore, and didn't like her at all. My best friend started sitting with me in the mornings in an attempt to get the girl I liked to go away. After a few weeks of their battling, the girl I liked sat on my lap. Since my best friend was right next to me, and the girl I liked kind of cut our conversation off, I said "This is kind of awkward" to break the silence. The girl on my lap asked "Why?" and out of nowhere, my best friend says "Because you're sitting on my boyfriend." The girl I like asked a few questions, which lasted about 30 seconds, and then ran off to her friend. She has yet to sit OR talk with me, while I have to act like I don't care, for my best friend. I don't know what to do at this point; I pretty much have to be a slave to my best friend, without any chance of dating her. Feels bad, man.
My ex girlfriend is driving me up the walls. It started about 2 years ago right after she and I broke up right at the beginning of the school year. About a week after she and I split she starts posting shit like omg lol i lurve dis gai <3!!11! Just to purposely make me feel jealous. Out of frustration and anger I spread a nasty (fake) rumour and her popularity declines.
It felt good for awhile but then I started to feel bad. About 5 months later her and I make up and we are friends again but it turns out shes now dating a guy that does heavy drugs. They go through an unstable relationship for 10 months and during this my ex views me as a person to vent to, she complained almost everyday that he was treating her like shit and he told her that he was cheating on her but she still wanted to be with him.
When they finally broke up, my ex was acting all depressed and now everyday she does drugs and I'm pretty sure shes fucking random guys. I've lost one friends to drugs and I don't want to lose her but shes pretty stubborn.. I just hope she'll be alright :(. Sorry for my shitty paragraph forming or whatever.. getting this off my chest is making my train of thought go everywhere.
There's this cute redhead at my school who is in 3 of my classes.
I want to date her, but I don't have the balls to.
She seems like the gal with bigger expectations than I could live up to, but she seems very nice.
I don't want to take a chance, because no one at my highschool has a boyfriend/girlfriend, and if she says no, she might mention it to her friends, etc.
:saddowns:
And theres this guy in P.E. that is a fuckin homosexual furry who laughs about rape jokes.
[QUOTE=minilandstan;26043147]There's this cute redhead at my school who is in 3 of my classes.
I want to date her, but I don't have the balls to.
She seems like the gal with bigger expectations than I could live up to, but she seems very nice.
I don't want to take a chance, because no one at my highschool has a boyfriend/girlfriend, and if she says no, she might mention it to her friends, etc.
:saddowns:
And theres this guy in P.E. that is a fuckin homosexual furry who laughs about rape jokes.[/QUOTE]
Who cares if she mentions it to her friends? You're not asking her to adopt an underprivileged baby, you're asking her to go out with you. You've got a lot to gain, but I'm not seeing what you have to lose?
[QUOTE=Black-Ice;25880614]I've also been bullied most my life for my disabilities, one of these is very-well known and is used wrongly on here, and that is Autism. I do have it, that is no lie, it is Aspergers, again no lie. I am you, I'm no different. The way I acted when I grew up was what caused this. Others saw me as freaky, others saw me as retarded (technically speaking they are right, but in the way that is an insult), spaz, idiot, fucktard, etc
I've got so many pains from my life, I hear that alot of people wish they were younger, I am horrified at the thought of me being younger. I got called Nazi and shit like that just because I didn't know the consequences of telling ONE person that I was born in Germany but have lived in Britain since I was 1 & a half.
Before 2010 I had a steady balance of money/no money, but now, 2010 has come along, and I'm scared that I might lose my home before 2011. It can happen, we just don't need anymore problems to happen that makes us have to fork out money. My life has been hell so far, and I know some have had it worse, but I sometimes wish I could see life from the other side, what would be different if I wasn't here?
[editline]6th November 2010[/editline]
So...much...in...common...[/QUOTE]
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Was I the only one to notice this? :D
[QUOTE=randomsaccount;26043889][img_thumb]http://i56.tinypic.com/20sdqwz.png[/img_thumb]
Was I the only one to notice this? :D[/QUOTE]
what
I keep my anger pent up on the inside, for a long, long time. I normally don't hold grudges but as time goes on I become less and less forgiving, until the tiniest thing makes me flip a bitch and just go berserk. Normally it's against some shithead who deserves to get the living shit kicked out of him but today it was on my parents. I didn't strike them but I yelled at them and cussed them right out, and fucked off to my room to calm the hell down. I don't feel good about yelling at them like I did, I plan on flying under the radar for a little before apologizing or something.
It sucks because I've lost good friends because generally they'll meet me while I'm in a good mood, then slowly I start turning from nice to a jerk, to prick, then asshole, in a 5-6 month timescale and then I go off one someone. I don't know what to do. I've tried exercising to let out some of the anger but it seems to actually build it up.
It'd be easier if I didn't have to deal with so much bullshit drama around me from my brother and people in highschool, if I just had to deal with my bullshit drama which I don't fucking share with ANYBODY life would be so goddamn easier for me. I don't know why people find it necessary to share excess drama with everyone else. I have never started bitching in the middle of class to my friends, or on the bus, or in the mall, or anywhere public. I always talk to the person of who I have the problem with one on one or however many people, over the internet, phone, person, because I don't think my life is so goddamn fucking important that I should share it with the whole world.(after writing the next paragraph I realize my irony)
Ontop of drama, the fucking assholes who smoke in public, and blow the fucking goddamn smoke in my motherfucking face. Mainly because, A) I'm too nice to ask the person to put the cigarette out, I know nicotine addiction is a bitch but don't be a fucking DICK and B) I'm FUCKING allergic to cigarettes. My eyes become red, water, I start coughing and choking, I can't fucking breathe, my nose is itchy and fucking running now. Thanks asshole. Because it was so fucking important to let me know that you're SUPER COOL and smoking MARLBORO RED HOLY FUCKING GODDAMN SHIT BADASS.
Religious people, who ask me what my religion is, I say, Atheist. Most, by most I mean about three fourths nod and say "Okay" and tell me they respect my decision or whatever and I say you too and all that, but I hear "YOU'RE NOT AFRAID OF GOING TO HELL!?!" Wayy too fuckin' often. Obviously not, or I would be in a religion. I feel kind've sad for these people, though. I don't think they even fully understand the religion they claim to call themselves.
I get a little angry in videogames, but I never put blame on my team if we lose. Because I'm part of the team. I'm just every bit of a winning factor as every one of the other guys on my team, and if we lose it's just as much my fault as everyone else's. I guess my wording is wrong or something but when I'm playing I picture myself as being moral support, cheering the team to press on past a choke point or whatever, rushing to the front lines to do some damage so everyone else can mop up the mess. When we eventually break the stalemate or win the game I always go "Yeah, good job team! Woo!" and all that jazz. If a loss, "GG, better luck next time." Everyone makes it seem like I'm saying "OMFG U GUISE R NUBS WE LOST CUS I DID EVRY THING U GUISE SUCK LOL FUK U" Aaand that's really not the person who I'm trying to be.
Playing alien swarm our welder was fucking around with some aliens and I told him to hurry up and weld the door, he didn't even get on the other side of the door, we got DP'd by aliens and lost. At the drawing board he was complaining about our loss so I said "Well, next time weld the door faster and we'll be fine next time". He ragequit, then complained to my friends that he was deeply emotionally struck from those oh-so-harsh words I used then all three(? how many people are in a squad in AS, been too long) turned against me and told me about how big of a fuckin' asshole I was.
I don't know. Maybe I am an asshole. I don't mean to be. Sometimes I mean to be but most of the time I don't mean to be. I make people laugh plenty, I have a lot of friends, I'm generally well liked in the servers and the places I hang out at. It just seems that the people who hate me speak louder than those who like me.
tl;dr
another angsty teenager
I inadvertantly started a raid on a Naruto RP site by telling GD how there was an anooying weaboo furry rubbing her emotions onto me, her not ever boyfriend, then giving FP the link to her weird Naruto RP site.
Oh wait I've never kept that a secret.
[QUOTE=PortalGod;26038424]I'ith me, while I have to act like I don't care, for my best friend. I don't know what to do at this point; I pretty much have to be a slave to my best friend, without any chance of dating her. Feels bad, man.[/QUOTE]
(I shortened that, so it wouldn't take up so much space... )
So you have a friend that will only sit by you when you are flirting?
You say that for long periods of time, you go by without talking, or seeing each other, yet she seems to like you still, and doesn't like other people getting close to you.
What? Next chance you get, tell her that it's her, or someone else, and that she can't just hover, while also saying that she's won't date you...
I have type one diabetes and none of my friends know because im afraid that if i tell them they will think im different and i try so hard to fit in but in the end i always feel different.
[editline]14th November 2010[/editline]
i feel like i can never get truly close to someone because im afraid that they will hurt me in some way which is why i keep to myself and remain behind an emotional wall.
[QUOTE=MindMuncher;26045605](I shortened that, so it wouldn't take up so much space... )
So you have a friend that will only sit by you when you are flirting?
You say that for long periods of time, you go by without talking, or seeing each other, yet she seems to like you still, and doesn't like other people getting close to you.
What? Next chance you get, tell her that it's her, or someone else, and that she can't just hover, while also saying that she's won't date you...[/QUOTE]
We talk everyday, we're still like best friends. It just sucks that she's in control of my relationships.
Here's a something that's not really a problem. I can't swear, I know it's not important, and that it doesn't make you cool. But it's just something that kinda bothers me.
Also, I don't know what automerge is.
Sorry if I wasted your time, I just needed to tell someone.
im actually a faggot
[sp]I am a freaking zoophilic bastard (for canines), and am hating every second of it. Though, at least the idea of sex does not appeal to me.[/sp]
[QUOTE=patq911;26047341]Here's a something that's not really a problem. I can't swear, I know it's not important, and that it doesn't make you cool. But it's just something that kinda bothers me.
Also, I don't know what automerge is.
Sorry if I wasted your time, I just needed to tell someone.[/QUOTE]
I can't either.
I think it's because I got in trouble when I was little because I cussed.
[QUOTE=zach34;26047504]I can't either.
I think it's because I got in trouble when I was little because I cussed.[/QUOTE]
I was never punished, nor discouraged to. I just can't do it.
When I was like 8-10 I use to headbutt my oldest brother in the balls for no reason.
My girlfriend breaks my heart.
I don't know why, but she pretty much goes out of her way to avoid seeing me, we'll have plans but she cancels them to hang out with her friends.
I don't know what to do.
I don't even care anymore.
stop having a heart
she doesn't like you
leave her and move on
don't be an emo
[QUOTE=Reaver1991;26048534]stop having a heart
she doesn't like you
leave her and move on
don't be an emo[/QUOTE]
good advice actually
The fuck am I going to do for a job? I enjoy politics, psychology, chemistry, engineering, electronics, computers, video games, and yet find myself yearning for occupations within fields within business. I would love to be an inventor and make my own devices, perhaps invent a new and amazing design for an existing product or perhaps even create a new chemical process to do one thing or another. Even then, I could create amazing hypotheses for the interaction of humans and how our mental processes function. Somehow, I could possibly create a new electrical component which exponentially thrusts us into a new age of electronics. There's just too many options and I find myself enjoying too many things to choose, it seems like specialization is my bane.
Sometimes I wear my sisters underwear and start dancing on film, then faceswap my head with a girl in my class and watch for my enjoyment.
:smith:
I've been really bothered by something this weekend, and I can't tell if it's got to do with my current relationship or not, and I don't know if it will suffer because of it. It's driving me insane. I can't even tell exactly what's bothering me so much
[QUOTE=ROFLBURGER;26049043]Sometimes I wear my sisters underwear and start dancing on film, then faceswap my head with a girl in my class and watch for my enjoyment.
:smith:[/QUOTE]
I do that without the sister part (no sister, but I do wear female underwear) and without the faceswap part.
I was raped. I also don't receive any pleasure from masturbating so I don't do it.
I like pregnant, redheaded, pale as fuck girls. I love them so much it almost explode just meeting one. My math teacher was one for awhile and I wanted to fuck her so bad.
[QUOTE=Nohj;26049814]I like pregnant, redheaded, pale as fuck girls.[/QUOTE]
What's your number
Im rich, I have to much money, to many womens to do in the bonghole.
Rich life is a dull boring life of desk work, sex work, and sitting at home with to much leisure time.
I'm lonely and I've never had a girl friend as of my Senior year in High School and haven't really talked to any in years. No way to meet any, no reason to talk to them. (Well, that's not true. I talk to girls, but none I was interested in or were interested in me. Just casual day to day stuff and goofing around)
But aside from that, I'm in a great place. All my needs are met, I could say I'm spoiled. There is little I want, I have a fullfilling social life. I play a sport on weekends, I hang out with friends on and off, I have a vehicle the few items that I want are easily attainable with a little time or work and that's about it.
It's just that I get lonely sometimes, like late at night or if I'm alone for a day or something, I may have a random fit of depression. I just wish I had a girl I could share things with, companionship and all. I can talk to girls without any problem, but I have no way of meeting them and even if I did the ONE thing I can't do is -Start- the conversation. I get so shy and awkward it's painful. But for example, if a girl were to say "Hi, what are you reading?" that would probably be enough. I guess it's my own fault.
[editline]14th November 2010[/editline]
I think I'm trying to hard.
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