You should all watch this and learn from Arnold Schwarzenegger's wisdom -
[media]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hvOUVil7W5s[/media]
[QUOTE=Arcturus;26061542]You should all watch this and learn from Arnold Schwarzenegger's wisdom -
[URL="http://www.facepunch.com/"]View YouTUBE video[/URL]
[URL]http://youtube.com/watch?v=hvOUVil7W5s[/URL]
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I like how he looked the same his entire life.
I am highly insecure and I always end up crying at night because I can't find that perfect girl. If I didn't have friends I'd be a fucking wreck.
There's a girl in my college, she occasionally says hi to me and sometimes we have a brief "how's you?" chat. She has no idea that me even seeing her makes my day perfect.
I don't know whether or not to tell her of this before I join the forces, hopefully I'll stop being a pussy before it's too late.
I'm pretty sure she lurks on here too, so I won't mention names.
I wonder almost every night if I should go back to my old school just to ask this girl if she'd go out with me
I can't stand the idea of never knowing
I don't know if I have a crush on my best friend or not.
I can't stop thinking about her, literally, and I would do anything to hang out with her / see her / talk to her, but I've never been friends with a girl before so I don't know if this is just a crush, or it's simply because I have trouble making friends, and she's the best thing going in my life. The thing is, whenever I see her with other guy friends, or just friends in general, it breaks my heart to see her laugh because I know it means I'll never be as special to her as she is to me.
I mean, I'm more than happy to be 'just' friends, because I'm a better friend than I am a boyfriend, and I wouldn't want to lose what we.. no, what I have.
It doesn't help that she drops all these little hints that she does 'like' me, then drops hints that she doesn't. I just want to know where I stand with her.
Oh god, I'm sorry for posting, that sounds like some utter shit, doesn't it.
I just spent ages writing out something then got afraid to post it :saddowns:
[QUOTE=Mystery Penguin;26047501][sp]I am a freaking zoophilic bastard (for canines), and am hating every second of it. Though, at least the idea of sex does not appeal to me.[/sp][/QUOTE]
I would've guessed Penguins
[QUOTE=Jimbojib;26063069]I just spent ages writing out something then got afraid to post it :saddowns:[/QUOTE]
I do that quite a lot.
[QUOTE=Jimbojib;26063069]I just spent ages writing out something then got afraid to post it :saddowns:[/QUOTE]
Post it for the love of God, you're meant to get this stuff off of your chest.
I [B]FUCKING[/B] HATE ROLEPLAYERS.
But I like roleplaying. It's fun, it's kind of like being a chef and cooking your own meals. Only that you're a writer playing your own characters.
[QUOTE=Big Bang;26063180]I [B]FUCKING[/B] HATE ROLEPLAYERS.
But I like roleplaying. It's fun, it's kind of like being a chef and cooking your own meals. Only that you're a writer playing your own characters.[/QUOTE]
In a server with a bunch of lonely nerds and 12 year old raging admins.
Roleplaying is fun
[QUOTE=kurry;26060140]I've moved from the US to the UK and consider neither my 'home', and feel isolated from my family in the US. There.[/QUOTE]
I haven't spent my life in one town, I've moved around quite a lot, mostly between England and Scotland and as a result I had an identity crisis. I spent a few weeks wondering 'who am I?', 'where can I call home?'. I decided that once I have the cash, to move to Edinburgh where I have a lot of family, because it's where I feel most comfortable and to me it feels a lot like home.
There are so many places in Europe I want to visit but I'm terrified of flying overseas or taking a boat.
:saddowns:
[QUOTE=Pascall;26063539]There are so many places in Europe I want to visit but I'm terrified of flying overseas or taking a boat.
:saddowns:[/QUOTE]
Swim.
I have asperger and i take antidepressants
At the moment I feel like my whole family is breaking apart and it fucking sucks :saddowns:
[QUOTE=Maximum Mod;26064383]I have asperger and i take antidepressants[/QUOTE]
I feel for you man. It must really suck having burgers in ones ass.
It seems admitting how pathetic you are has become the new trend, so I suppose I'll give it a go.
When I was in year 5, around 9/10, I had this group of friends. There was around 8 of us (I can't really remember) and there was this one guy, Andy, that was the obvious dominant one. Right below him in our little group's food chain was Reece, by best mate for the last year or so. Reece and I had become good friends when he moved in about 30 seconds away from mine. I remember the first day he knocked on my door, it was really awkward. I was expecting it to be for someone else, and he was standing there and he just asked if I wanted to hang out and we quickly became best mates. Anyways, at school I was a bit of a loner. I honestly can't remember who I hung out with at the time I was best mates with Reece. Andy and a few other mates always used to play it around this one part of the playground. I one day asked to play and he allowed it, and although I felt like a third wheel, it was pretty fun. I gradually began playing with them more, until I was one of their gang. Reece I never used to talk to because he used to play football, which I despised. Somehow, I introduced him to "the gang" and he started hanging out with us. Reece and Andy then became best friends and sort of pushed me away. It was so unfair. I had introduced a good friend and my best friend and now they were just not very good friends. This resulted in me getting excluded from games. When we started playing football, I wouldn't be allowed to play, so I would just sit and watch. This went on for quite some time. A girl in the year below who was a massively obese, fuck ugly, retarded shit cunt decided to publicize the fact that she fancied every girl in the school, me included. My "friends" decided to "exploit" this and came up with a cute little song so make fun of me. Nowadays, if my current friends did something like they did, I would just laugh it off, as they're all like that; kind of dicks but in a funny, sarcastic way. Anyway, they began chanting this tune every single opportunity they got. At the time, I was only 9. I mean, I was a fucking 9 year old. I didn't understand that what they were saying was fucking retarded. I stopped seeing them outside of school. I became even more "to myself". It quickly became, although I wouldn't admit it, bullying. Thing is, it was worse than that, because they weren't come random cunts preying on the loner. I was used to having friends. I was used to being comforted and welcomed by my friends, so when my friends became the bullies, who did I have to turn to? Fucking no one. It got to a point where I would just stand near my "friends", not saying anything, just listening, hoping they wouldn't get bored and decide to victimise me. [I]Again.[/I] It got to a point where I was barely leaving the house. I would often get bored and complain about being bored to my parents, and there response was always "go out with your friends then" or "go outside and play then". I wasn't gonna go outside and play on my own. Fuck that. I was far too badass for that shit. One time, on a particularly good day, after the bullying had settled down a bit, I went round Andy's house with Reece and Alex. We were playing this game where you jump on the trampoline and the person that's "it" throws a ball or something at the people bouncing and they have to dodge it. It just so turns out that after getting warmed up a bit, I was a fucking beast at this game. After an hour or so of playing, Andy got on. Being a whiney little cunt, this pissed him off. So, of course, he looked to someone to blame. To victimise and to bully. He started only going for me. Now, when I look back, it's nothing, but at the time, he was just constantly throwing the football we were playing with at me. He would just throw it at me, over and over again, while Alex and Reece just lay down and watched. He then started chanting that fucking song. I got so pissed off. I couldn't deal with it. I just broke down. I tried to hide it. I just jumped off the trampoline, said I was bored and going home. Of course, the others were asking why I was going. They were just taunting me, being faggots. As soon as my back was turned, I just broke down and started crying. I walked home, in tears. I don't remember what happened when I was home though. I don't remember what happened in the coming months, but there was a school trip to the Isle of White, and we were to share cabins with like 5 people. I ended up with Reece, some other people, and this retard called James that I fucking hated. On something like the 3rd (of five) day, I was sitting in my cabin on my bunk bed. Andy, the massive fucking cunt decided to start on me. I got really pissed and ended up punching the cunt in the face. After recovering for 10 minutes, he claimed I can;t punch for shit and started chanting. Being the dominant cunt of the group of cunts, about 7 other people joined in. I was sitting on my bunk bed, just surrounded by dickheads, crying. I wished so much that I could be somewhere, ANYWHERE else. I just cried and cried. What made it worse is that other people heard and started coming in to see what was happening. There was about 20 people just watching, doing nothing, with me just crying the corner, being bullied. Eventually they got bored and cleared out. There was some activity thing and everyone was supposed to come and do. Everyone started lining up and I heard them doing registers. I hadn't moved from my bunk bed. I then heard teachers asking where I was. My group leader came in, and told me to come out. As soon as I left our cabin, I just broke down and started pissing out my eyes. Through tears, I explained what had happened and I was lead to where we were lining up. My "friends" apologised, although I thought they were compete cunts and I never really forgave them. I can't remember much else from there on. I gradually drifted apart and by the time I had started year 6, I had no friends. I would just drift around, following people. I felt like fucking shit. I wasn't leaving the house, although I hadn't been going out for a long time. As a result, I have zero self esteem, rarely leave the house, have great trouble making friends, can't ask out girls in person, although, despite my flaws, most of which were "inherited" from my unfortunate treatment prior, I've had some good relationships, have a group of friends, one or two close friends and am a mother fucking badass.
I didn't expect to write that much. I don't think I've ever actually talked about what a shitty childhood I had in detail before.
[editline]14th November 2010[/editline]
Holy cunt, that's a shit tonne. No one's gonna read it now :sigh:
[QUOTE=Maximum Mod;26064383]I have asperger and i take antidepressants[/QUOTE]
If life was poker your hand would suck. :smug:
If life was life, there would be a penis on your forehead.
[QUOTE=Buttersscotch;26064641]If life was poker your hand would suck. :smug:[/QUOTE]
:smith:
I just took a shit and when i went to flush it flooded and the flood chased me out of the bathroom and now the toilet wants revenge for me violating it with such a massive shit
WHAT DO?
i like men
I followed my girlfriend to college.
[QUOTE=FunkyHippo;26056840]I spend 5 hours on my computer a day because I have nothing else better to do.[/QUOTE]
I have plenty of uni work I can be getting on with I'm just a lazy bastard
[QUOTE=~ZOMG;26064717]If life was life, there would be a penis on your forehead.[/QUOTE]
Hmm something about this post seems off and I cant quite place it.
Umm let's see
My parents are getting divorced, my dad is an absolute arsebandit and will most probably try anything to get away from supporting us. He already lives in France so at least I haven't had to see him much for the past 10 years or so. My mum doesn't work and neither do I so we're practically skint.
My mum has grade 3 non-hodgkin's lymphoma and has had chemotherapy to tackle it.
I'm about to get kicked out of the sixth form due to lack of motivation which inevitably led to not keeping up with work.
The people who I usually want to be with, who were my best friends this time a couple years ago, live in a town 3 miles away and are never down here, so I always somehow end up with the dickheads they seem to dislike me for associating with. When I actually get chance to hang about with them it's the relatively new friends among that group who actually bother speaking to me, rather than those I came out to see.
The one really reliable friend I have who lives close by is virtually always occupied with his girlfriend and her friends, but they, including his girlfriend, are mostly cunts who practically use him as a doormat. Actually, especially his girlfriend. And the worst part is, he knows it, and I'm the only one he can actually vent to when she does something fucking stupid.
Similarly, one of my ex-best friends has become what's best described as a social recluse since she started going out with a tosspot that absolutely NOBODY likes (Seriously, a bunch of guys who I hardly know were talking about beating the shit out of him). She doesn't talk to any of her old friends and as far as I know doesn't have any others. She knows that the fucker has cheated on her several times but for some reason she hasn't just got rid of him for the year and a half they've been going out.
And back to me again, I'm the least successful person I know when it comes to relationships. The one girl I ever got really close with is one of those people I mentioned earlier who don't seem to give a shit about me anymore, and I don't know why I'm still chasing her when I know it's both pointless and fucking useless. There are other girls I know but she's always on my bloody mind.
To top it all off, I waste what little money I have on booze and weed in an attempt to deal with all this shit that blags my head. Sure, I'm just a teenager and having problems like this is pretty common but that doesn't change what effect it has on me, and that's a fucking negative one.
Everyone around me seems to be changing for the better, their lives seem to get 10x better every fucking day, apart from mine.
What's pissing me off is that furry blocker thing in GD. Its like segregation all over again. :sigh:
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