[QUOTE=Mooe94;25881713]Sometimes you need to admit it in order to understand why you want to do it and see how you can do it, with or without help of others. Believe in yourself and you will be fine, as long as you have a passion for what you do.[/QUOTE]
I'm telling you, the next breakthrough in mobile devices are going to be glasses that lay a HUD for your everyday life.
[QUOTE=BagMinge104;25881809]I'm telling you, the next breakthrough in mobile devices are going to be glasses that lay a HUD for your everyday life.[/QUOTE]
It's going to be/it would be awesome.
But you know it could be as simple as a notebook and a pen tied around my neck with a string.
[QUOTE=JoeSkylynx;25881163]I'm a completely bigot retard who tries to act like something else to find some form of social group. I've twiddled a gun on my tongue before, and have contemplated just offing myself for the better of those around me... In my 16 years of life I've never accomplished anything.
I'm not educated. (I quit highschool.)
I'm basically a socially awkward isolationist.
I'm a closet alcoholic.
I've been arrested twice.
You know what? I have no value.Even though I hate the fact... It's the sad fucking truth. I'm not going to off myself over it, but I hate how I've thrown away any opportunity, any chance, anything and everything which could of taken me out of the shitter, and could of taught me life lessons.
I won't get into description of how I try to talk to people on the internet to find amusement in my life or self fortune, but yeah... It sucks to be me.[/QUOTE]
Last year I was in the same situation as you. I slit my wrist, laid down in a bathtub, and put a gun to my head.
But then you know what happened? My Girlfriend walked in. When she saw me, all she did was say 'When your done, I'll be needing that gun, too.'
You know how much that changed stuff for me? Day and Night difference. Next week she broke up with me. I didn't care though, because she's just one person passing through my life. And I'm that person telling you to give me the gun once your done, because I may not know you, but I KNOW you have potential. And I'm not gonna let you throw your life away that easily.
I'm bi and my parents don't know. :saddowns:
Also, not too much of a surprise, but I also make crap threads. Oh well.
How much down-syndrome is in the Garry's mod help and support section..
The problem is I can't get it off my chest.
[QUOTE=Sobotnik;25881170]I only have one friend.
Coincidentally I am his only friend.[/QUOTE]
If you guys are good friends.. then you're one lucky bastard imo.
[media]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qpk1c_R1t-M[/media]
This world ain't a wasteland
It just taste that way some times.
It depends on the angle
On how you read your lines.
For every brick we stack to come together to build
There's a sick little crack in this foundation still.
Humans! I can't accept them.
Trying to understand them
And what fuels them and their essence.
I'm looking for some leverage.
Catch up, trying to catch me.
Curse-ed, depress-ed.
Here to make you happy.
'Hey daddy tell me why the clown is crying.'
'Well son he's got the task of cheering up the ill and dying.
On top of that everybody thinks that he's insane.
Can't fathom why he'd wanna ease their pain.'
Walking through this maze made of concrete walls
When you're not allowed to climb there's no way to possibly
fall.
When your hands are restricted to hold nothing but self
How can you get a grip?
How can you pick up what you're dealt?
The clown stays sad.
The ground stays hard.
With a couple pounds of migraine, a pocket full of scars.
But the face stays painted on for everyone to gaze upon
continuing the bad dream till he wakes up gone.
One for a walk, but always stood.
(Would you help him, if you could?)
One for a walk, but always stood.
(Would you help him, if you could?)
One for a walk, but always stood.
(Would you help him, if you could?)
One for a walk, but always stood.
(Would you help him, if you could?)
Do they see me?
Do they know that I exist?
I know they do.
I can tell by the way they wave their fists.
Weirdo. Freak.
Words of endearment ring in my ears
And cling onto my tears.
My purpose on this earth was to brighten the sun ray
At the circus or parade, house call on a birthday.
A bag of balloons, I can build you a farm.
Became worthless when they took away both of my arms.
Snake charms.
Magic tricks.
The world is flat.
And the traffic is thick.
Got my back to the wind as I watch the inhabitants.
Every thought I come across is bigger than this planet is.
I used to be a normal person
But I held a hunger to experience it firsthand.
I wanted to turn every frown upside down.
Some how my feet separated from the ground.
And the clown stays sad the people stay lost.
Nah, the people are sad, we lost the clown.
But the face stays painted on for everyone to gaze upon
And it will stay that way until the break of dawn.
So throw your hands in the air!
'Oh, I'm sorry you can't you're wearing a straight jacket.'
sorry for big post
[QUOTE=Random112358;25881740]Most people here seem to have a very common problem, it is called youth! Bet the majority of you are still at school and living with your parents, it may shock you to hear this but everything will change in a few years, you will move off to university far away, create a new life and make new friends. Everything you currently think of as your life won't last more than a few years.
Give it a few years and you will not recognise yourself, even if you don't intend it to happen you will change. You will become more confident and find everything easier. The more relaxed you are the better things will be.[/QUOTE]
A (likely, but not definate) homeless person will get into [b]university[/b]? Good luck with that.
Also, I hate how I have a few friends, but they never invite me out. I could go with a couple of others, but they're the type that you can pretty much guess you [b]will[/b] be bored with. I know my two best friends are in a relationship, and so far it's at a steady pace with its ups and downs, but it just makes me sad how I can still look at that and not wish I had one. Every now and then when I'm on my own with my female best friend, and I'll chat to her and stuff, and how crap I find my life. I enjoy listening to her side too. I'm not saying I have a crush on her (I don't have any interest as to that kind of way whatsoever) but she is a nice person. I've been sober all my life, I don't smoke, I'm very opposed to my friends smoking and I don't really want them to drink.
Sadly, at least in Britain, to achieve in life you must smoke and drink. It's fucking stupid. I see all these pictures on Facebook of parties, they look fun, and in most of them I see fags (or cigarettes) and alcohol, and I just get pissed off.
What amazes me is the fact that I only recently realised that when I said my parents were pretty laid back, compared to everybody else's parents, they weren't. I hate how you must be doing at least straight C's perfectly to have laid back parents. It's depressing.
[QUOTE=Errorproxy;25881991]If you guys are good friends.. then you're one lucky bastard imo.[/QUOTE]
Best friends.
Cept there's a few thousand miles of water in the way.
I have good friends that treat me well and will stand behind me but I can't help the feeling that something is missing...
A girl... I've been rejected before and now I'm too afraid to try again.
[QUOTE=rapperkid04;25880513]I hate the fact that I spend less time thinking about girls I've had and more time thinking about the ones that got away.
Even more so since I still can't change that cycle.[/QUOTE]
Pretty much this.
I'm socially out going, but fucked up a lot of friendships and have betrayed many people.
The main reason I stay inside is because of that, too many enemies that would bully/beat me up/make fun of me. People say just go outside and deal with it but out of my whole life I have had 55 friends, 5 out of those 55 still like me but I never get into contact with them.
So basically I would fuck up everything with friends and in the end, get physically/psychologically hurt. So I just avoid outside now because of the many things that could go wrong, plus I live in a shit neighborhood full of wiggers, so that doesn't help either.
Awesome, this thread just saved about 2 days worth of blog threads in GD.
[QUOTE=mr apple;25882263]Awesome, this thread just saved about 2 days worth of blog threads in GD.[/QUOTE]
And saved me one last shit post about putting those blog posts in the blog section.
Also, women don't understand 2 things.
1. Getting kicked in the balls hurts.
2. It hurts even more being called a "brother". I hate it when the girl I like see's me as a brother.
I always have an in-built 'FFFFFFFF' built up whilst I stand there feeling stupid.
For all you guys with self esteem issues, join a sport at your school(assuming your still in school), most of them will work you really hard and get you in much better shape and people are always more interested in someone who does a sport.
[QUOTE=mookman22;25882366]For all you guys with self esteem issues, join a sport at your school(assuming your still in school), most of them will work you really hard and get you in much better shape and people are always more interested in someone who does a sport.[/QUOTE]
I did join up for sports in elementary school. Nothing happened except me losing some lunch.
[QUOTE=mookman22;25882366]For all you guys with self esteem issues, join a sport at your school(assuming your still in school), most of them will work you really hard and get you in much better shape and people are always more interested in someone who does a sport.[/QUOTE]
If your school doesn't have a support group, start one. Or if your shy about it, talk to a counselor or the principal and tell them what's happening. They'll understand. From then, you're just a few steps away from getting them to start a support group. And what ever you do. NEVER give up.
[editline]5th November 2010[/editline]
And sports aren't always the best option IMO. If anything, sports might even be a bad thing to do. Considering most coaches want PLAYERS, not kids fighting self-esteem issues.
This person I know keeps 'developing' depression every single time I am not within a 5 foot radius.
Personally, I fucking hate them and they have gotten their friend to attempt to negotiate with me on not ditching them. They have done the same thing the girl in your story did OP, I mentioned something about bioshock and he goes on about how his dA name came from it. 'bloodSHAWK'. uh no.
They dont have any sort of physical or mental disease as well, so I feel no guilt whenever someone tells me "OH HE WENT EMO AGAIN BECAUSE YOU ARENT NEAR", why the fuck do I care in the first place?
I would kill everyone I know if I wouldn't get arrested for it.
I hate status updates on facebook so much.
Stuff like this, "Anonymous: So fucking furious right now, I don't understand how self absorbed and judgemental some people are. Fucking hell."
Then literally a new status update every 5 mins about how depressed they are and how no one understands, then a couple about how everyone else are a bunch of emo cunts etc.
I just want to explode.
I will always love her even though she's moved on.
I'll always be there to help even though everyone hates it.
[editline]5th November 2010[/editline]
and that I don't know if she has moved on and that's really fucking confusing brahs.
My story is a very annoying one that I need to get off my chest.
Right. So I have a mate. We'll call him H.
Now H has an annoying and strange habit. Every time that myself or our other friend T. gets a girlfriend. He goes to that girl, cries about emotional problems, says that he loves them and basically tries to make our relationship hell.
So myself and the girl break up. She goes to H. I move on with life. I find another girl, So H and I have a girlfriend at the same time.
What does he do? He breaks up with the girl he's with, with harsh words and leaving the girl a wreck. Then tries to go after my girlfriend.
Now I'm just going to comment on the recent happenings, But it's been happening for about 2 and a half years now.
Now this would be somewhat fine. If this was the first time he's done it. But starting yesterday. He's doing it for the 10th time to me. I am FUCKING SICK OF IT! Every time I get a girlfriend he NEEDS to just come in and make our relationship awkward as hell. Like my girlfriend and I will be walking together, He'll randomly pop between us and start talking, If my girlfriend and I go to kiss, He'll appear and somewhat either pull her or me away. He'll just randomly walk up to my girlfriend, Take her into a corner, And tell her he loves her.
The funny thing is? I led him on once. I said that I liked a girl, Hollie (I'll use her actual name for this). Within two days of me telling him. He's going out with her. I thought "Brilliant, Now I can carry on with my life", So I start to go out with a girl named Stevie. Then what happens? The day after H finds out. Hollie comes to me in tears saying that Hamish is being suicidal and wants to dump her. I comfort her and go on my way, later in the week. He dumps her. She cries to me once again, And I comfort her. Then, I walk into class one day, H takes a look at me, Grabs Stevie, and plops her on his lap and grabs her tit. I was fucking pissed, I would of bashed the shit out of him. But I'll admit. A. He's stronger then me and B. You know that condition where you can't feel pain? Yeah. He has that. So even if I did win (I'm taller and heavier built. And have more skill then him when it comes to fighting (we do martial arts together with T) He can't feel the pain I wished to cause him.
So I get in an argument with Stevie, Which leads to us breaking up. 3 days later. H is going out with Stevie, after another proclamation of love. I thought "You know what? Fuck it, you can have her" But as Hollie, the random girl I told H I was going for, and I got closer. I started to actually like her. H seemed to be going on well with Stevie, So I thought "Alrighty then, you carry on with Stevie, and I'll have a go with Hollie", I tell T that I was going to ask her out. He says "Finally", So 2 days later. I decide it's time. I begin to walk towards her when T comes up and says "I told H that you were going to ask Hollie out, That's cool right?" T knows of the situation, But I shrug him off. I walk up to Hollie, Ask her out. And what happens? "Oh L, I'd love to say yes, Nothing would make me happier, but H asked me out last night" Seems that the day that T told H, H dumped Stevie and went for Hollie. I couldn't believe it. I'll admit that I snapped at Hollie and called her an idiot for going out with H again, Considering he left her an emotional wreck last time.
So I decided "Fuck it" and stayed single for several months. H and Hollie were getting along fine. Then I asked another Stevie out. She said yes. But she told H, Guess what? H dumped Hollie two days ago (Stevie and I have been going out for 5 days) and has already told this Stevie that he loves her and is popping up whenever we are together.
Feels good to get this story off my chest.
What happened to the Heezy Confession threads?
Those were GOOD.
[QUOTE=Big-Bear;25882693]crazy story about H, T, and a bunch of girls[/QUOTE]
Dude, that is fucking ridiculous
I'm 16 and I've never had any friends that invited me anywhere (house/movies etc.)
I try to stay optimistic and hope someday I will be one of the cool kids.
-snip-
[QUOTE=Big-Bear;25882693] Long ass fucking story [/QUOTE]
It's called a punch to a face, use it some time, I know you might be weaker, but anger can lead to extreme amounts of adrenaline and could cause you to land a vicious blow.
Or you could be smart and tell your friend that you don't want to be friends with him if he continues this shit.
all my friends i have had in my life are backstabbing cunts and go around making fun of me and being assholes behind my back ,and i cant write like seriously i cant write with a pencil beacuse i have hypermobile joints and my grades keep getting worse
[QUOTE=Black-Ice;25880614]Autism. I do have it, that is no lie, it is Aspergers[/QUOTE]
My sister has Aspergers, Jimmy Carlin (My favorite skater) has it, Bill Gates has it, I have small signs of it; You shouldn't let it get in your way.
I raped my ginger cousin... OH GOD I FEEL SO MUCH BETTER!
[editline]5th November 2010[/editline]
Shit...
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