Shut the fuck up already and go out with me jesus christ its not that hard goddamn.
[QUOTE=~Myst;26065731]What's pissing me off is that furry blocker thing in GD. Its like segregation all over again. :sigh:[/QUOTE]You're not on FurryBlocker yet. You can still save yourself
[QUOTE=TehWhale;26065896]You're not on FurryBlocker yet. You can still save yourself[/QUOTE]
What do? :smith:
I've been having problems to motivate myself to do anything lately. Right now I just want the school term to end so I can graduate and do nothing at all.
I got this childhood friend (which I don't get to see a lot since I moved to another town) who's managed to completely screw his life over, he's dropped out of school, picked up drugs, pissed his family of and stop caring about people around him.
In a way this makes me a bit sad, cause he probably got more sense in his head that most of the douches I'm surrounded by.
But on the other hand I kinda admire him and want his life. I just can't bother to make any changes but I can't stand my current dull life.
We've been talking about moving abroad together... just somewhere, whenever he could get some money and when I'm free from my education.
[QUOTE=~Myst;26065909]What do? :smith:[/QUOTE]
You could always stop beatin' it to animal porn, but I'm sure there are a thousand reasons why you won't do that which I just can't understand.
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I'm sorry, that was mean. Here's a screenshot from the lion king, as a meeting-you-less-than-halfway olive branch:
[img]http://static.guim.co.uk/sys-images/Film/Pix/pictures/2008/06/30/lionking460.jpg[/img]
It's Simba running from the Wildebeests.
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This is [i]before[/i] he has sex with Nala, so you may not be as familiar with this scene.
At least you're not on the list without being a furry :(
I'm starting to consider listing myself as male on most websites/forums. I haven't done it yet, and I don't know if I will, but I'm going through a phase right now where I feel so much more male than female. I should really go to a support group or something about this, but the thing is I'm really nervous, and I don't know anyone who'd be willing to come with me for moral support...
[QUOTE=Passerby Silver;26066117]I'm starting to consider listing myself as male on most websites/forums. I haven't done it yet, and I don't know if I will, but I'm going through a phase right now where I feel so much more male than female. I should really go to a support group or something about this, but the thing is I'm really nervous, and I don't know anyone who'd be willing to come with me for moral support...[/QUOTE]
I can't say that I'm familiar with gender confusion, but it does seem like it would be incredibly troubling. Is this a sexual thing, as in you're attracted to women, or do you just wish you were a male?
[QUOTE=Big Dumb American;26066245]I can't say that I'm familiar with gender confusion, but it does seem like it would be incredibly troubling. Is this a sexual thing, as in you're attracted to women, or do you just wish you were a male?[/QUOTE]
It's both. Though I'm not attracted to just women (I'm bisexual, have had a girlfriend and am currently with a guy). Since I was about twelve, maybe younger, I've been really nervous about my gender, questioned it a lot, and as the years have gone on I'm now just sure I'd feel more comfortable with myself if I was male. I don't believe I was "born in the wrong body"-kinda thing, just with how I've grown up and turned out and all I feel more comfortable being male. I don't quite want a sex change or anything (maybe in the future, maybe, though it's unlikely). It's sort-of complex because I'm uncomfortable being female (having breasts, ect) though I don't completely mind it, I wouldn't mind living the rest of my life as a female, just... uh, male would be much much more preferable I guess. If that makes sense. When I was younger, I always wanted a more masculine physique (flat chest, things like that, not like manly and buff or something), but I just ended up having an extremely feminine physique (large breasts, really curvy, or so I've been told) as I went through puberty (I'm now sixteen).
I'd ask my boyfriend to come with me to a support group (as I know of one near where I live) but he gets awkward over the fact I want to be a guy, well, I don't blame him as he's straight and all... I would ask my best friend but she has orchestra practise at around the same time the group takes place (I think, I'll have to ask...).
Though I have to say, I sort of go through phases of this. Sometimes I'm comfortable being a women- near happy to be, but there are just more times when I'd rather physically be a guy. I don't know where the desire to be a guy comes from but... yeah.
/ramble.
[QUOTE=Morbo!!!;26065320]
My mum has grade 3 [b]non-hodgkin's lymphoma[/b] and has had chemotherapy to tackle it.
[/QUOTE]
My mom went through that as well...
Of course, me bringing this up doesn't really help your morale any, since she died...
This means I never get to see my step-dad of ten years (like a real dad...) and my 5 year old half-sister.
She did, however, create a bank account for my college, that gains money as time goes on, and got me the laptop I'm typing on, before she died...
That doesn't, in any way, mean that I think it was worth it.
She seemed okay, until she didn't...
I remember one of our first conversations about it. We were in the car, and had gotten 'Sonic burgers'...
I said "It's alright... seems like everyone is bound to get cancer now. If you stand in the sun too long, [i]you get it[/i]. If you breath too deeply in the wrong place, [i]you get it[/i]. If you hold your crap in for too long, [i]you get it[/i]..."
Her burger had too much mustard...
[QUOTE=Big Dumb American;26066057]
Words
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Why would you attack me when all i'm trying to do is get it off my chest? Thats the point of the thread.
I dont even look at porn. :smugdog:
I was always a loner, I just kept to myself and didn't bother anyone. I was just never good at socializing, and this lead to some people deciding to have fun at my expense. I was prone to having people make ask me childish questions just to get an answer out of me. I was also the third wheel in most cases, just trying to find some people to talk to or just make myself not feel like a total outcast. My friend, who I don't see a lot, isn't liked by most people and I constantly hear jokes about him when ever he gets brought up. On top of that. I just can't stand most of the people in my school for various reasons. There is so much stupidity going on in my school my head actually starts to hurt. And that is why I have never had a girlfriend, and seeing how great my brother and his girl get along, it makes me feel like I'm missing something. It's not like I'm a bad guy by any means, all I really want is someone who would love me as much as I do her. On top of the school problems, family problems create a lot of tension in my house and yelling is something I'm used to by now. Between all of that, I honestly don't know how I have kept my sanity for this long. I could just use a hug from time to time, really. But what adds to my problems is seeing other people in this world that just make me question what the future will be like. People hating others just because they have different interests just perplexes me. I wish that this world was perfect, but I can only hope that we will reach that at some point in time.
[QUOTE=~ZOMG;26064609]IOn something like the 3rd (of five) day, I was sitting in my cabin on my bunk bed. Andy, the massive fucking cunt decided to start on me. I got really pissed and ended up punching the cunt in the face. After recovering for 10 minutes, he claimed I can;t punch for shit and started chanting. Being the dominant cunt of the group of cunts, about 7 other people joined in. I was sitting on my bunk bed, just surrounded by dickheads, crying. I wished so much that I could be somewhere, ANYWHERE else. I just cried and cried. What made it worse is that other people heard and started coming in to see what was happening. There was about 20 people just watching, doing nothing, with me just crying the corner, being bullied. [/QUOTE]
i rage'd.
it would be at this point that no matter the age of the person, old, new, i would fucking punch until they can't move without the aid of a stretcher.
i hate bullies with a passion, had one in 7th grade, sumbitch kept hitting and pushing me to the ground (i was atleast 20cm shorter than him, and weighed a lot less) hardly stopped me, i hit him, a lot, it just didn't seem to have any effect.
for about 2 years after that, i never saw him, but then, found out he had moved to my new school, and whilst still being taller than me, i'm a lot "bulkier" (weigh more but in muscle), he almost immediately recognized me and as usual, went on to slap me into the back of the head..
to which i reacted by backhanding him in the temple so hard he passed out and was asleep at the hospital for 3 hours, they told me i would've killed him had i hit any harder (not that i would care, fucker deserved it, he bullied many more kids)
You know, I never think that I'm good enough for anything. I get told a lot that I'm incredibly smart but I don't believe them. Although you can't blame me, I go to a school full of rednecks so I'm not sure how much their opinion holds. Whenever there's a group game such as basketball or something, I never join in because I don't think I can play as well as anyone else and I'd rather not try because I'd probably just end up embarrassing myself somehow. I haven't had a girlfriend yet, which wouldn't be much of a big deal except that I used to have an interest in getting one and now I have no feeling at all to get into any intimate relationship with anyone other than my hand. However, I suspect it was just going through the teenager years. I changed a whole lot and I've noticed that when I do participate in things, I end up doing better than most people who attempt it. I'm in a pretty good mood right now so I'm not trying to bring it down.
[editline]14th November 2010[/editline]
It's hard for me to put what I'm feeling into words. :frown:
I throw pencils at teachers and blame it on the kids who do not have a future
[QUOTE=The Pretender;25879347]My friend has an internet girlfriend, he makes me want to fucking go insane and blow up a damn building. Sorry, had to get that off my chest.[/QUOTE]
Fuck you I have an internet boyfriend!
/sarcasm
norly
[QUOTE=Passerby Silver;26066434]It's both. Though I'm not attracted to just women (I'm bisexual, have had a girlfriend and am currently with a guy). Since I was about twelve, maybe younger, I've been really nervous about my gender, questioned it a lot, and as the years have gone on I'm now just sure I'd feel more comfortable with myself if I was male. I don't believe I was "born in the wrong body"-kinda thing, just with how I've grown up and turned out and all I feel more comfortable being male. I don't quite want a sex change or anything (maybe in the future, maybe, though it's unlikely). It's sort-of complex because I'm uncomfortable being female (having breasts, ect) though I don't completely mind it, I wouldn't mind living the rest of my life as a female, just... uh, male would be much much more preferable I guess. If that makes sense. When I was younger, I always wanted a more masculine physique (flat chest, things like that, not like manly and buff or something), but I just ended up having an extremely feminine physique (large breasts, really curvy, or so I've been told) as I went through puberty (I'm now sixteen).
I'd ask my boyfriend to come with me to a support group (as I know of one near where I live) but he gets awkward over the fact I want to be a guy, well, I don't blame him as he's straight and all... I would ask my best friend but she has orchestra practise at around the same time the group takes place (I think, I'll have to ask...).
Though I have to say, I sort of go through phases of this. Sometimes I'm comfortable being a women- near happy to be, but there are just more times when I'd rather physically be a guy. I don't know where the desire to be a guy comes from but... yeah.
/ramble.[/QUOTE]
I imagine you must feel pretty confused, to be so troubled by your gender, but I'm afraid there's not much that I can say to put everything in a more manageable package for you. You are who you are, and it's up to you to learn how to be comfortable and happy with that. I would recommend going to the support groups, even if you have to go by yourself. There will be people there who can help you with that.
[QUOTE=~Myst;26066720]Why would you attack me when all i'm trying to do is get it off my chest? Thats the point of the thread.
I dont even look at porn. :smugdog:[/QUOTE]
Yeah, I suppose it is. You probably get enough of that anyway. Sorry, I'll leave you be.
I contemplate my existence, and blame being limited by mental conditions on myself being a failure.
How can I move into the real world if I'm not able to live how I am now properly?
I liked her a lot, and I thought she liked me back a little too.
Then I saw her going out with some black guy.
That was a kick to the emotional nuts.
Regarding the cat raid incident
Note that it isn't the first time ive had a animal die on me ( been like 4 or 5)
Do I feel horrible? Yes by all means
I told my girlfriend I took out the garbage when I really didnt.
[QUOTE=Jookia;26071991]I contemplate my existence, and blame being limited by mental conditions on myself being a failure.
How can I move into the real world if I'm not able to live how I am now properly?[/QUOTE]
Easy, learn not to think about the things that bother you.
[QUOTE=evilweazel;26071996]I liked her a lot, and I thought she liked me back a little too.
Then I saw her going out with some black guy.
That was a kick to the emotional nuts.[/QUOTE]
Just because she's with some guy doesn't mean she doesn't like you. You can't be with everybody you want.
[QUOTE=Jookia;26072168]Just because she's with some guy doesn't mean she doesn't like you. You can't be with everybody you want.[/QUOTE]
Yeah man, just because there's a goalie at the goal in Soccer doesn't mean you can't score.
My grandma just went nuts in her house, she didn't know where she was. Barricaded herself into the kitchen having memories of random things. I got there and the house was completey wrecked.... I phoned an ambulance and they took her to a hospital on another side of glasgow I don't even know of. They think she's suffering dementia. They phoned me saying she's having problems sleeping and keeps trying to get out of the ward.
:crying:
[QUOTE=Sssssssssssssss;26072199]My grandma just went nuts in her house, she didn't know where she was. Barricaded herself into the kitchen having memories of random things. I got there and the house was completey wrecked.... I phoned an ambulance and they took her to a hospital on another side of glasgow I don't even know of. They think she's suffering dementia. They phoned me saying she's having problems sleeping and keeps trying to get out of the ward.
:crying:[/QUOTE]
This is why euthanasia should be legal.
Been feeling like shit lately, no idea why. I'm usually a very optimistic person, but the past few days I've felt there's no point to life. I've always lived with the philosophy that strangers should be considered untrustworthy from the start (But don't show it), but only now do I find it disgusting. I feel like there's no one I can trust, and I feel isolated and alone.
Its a fucked up feeling, and I fear I'm slowly going mad.
[QUOTE=Jookia;26071991]I contemplate my existence, and blame being limited by mental conditions on myself being a failure.
How can I move into the real world if I'm not able to live how I am now properly?[/QUOTE]
SIR! I thought I was forever alone.
I wish to ramble.
[QUOTE=superdinoman;26065211]Hmm something about this post seems off and I cant quite place it.[/QUOTE]
The dick is in your mouth. Not your forehead.
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