[QUOTE=DTkach;26072256]I've always lived with the philosophy that strangers should be considered untrustworthy from the start (But don't show it), but only now do I find it disgusting.[/QUOTE]
I've been the exact opposite for most of my life. I'd have my prejudices about individuals but would be fine with them until they did something to make me hate them, and that attitude usually finds a way to kick me in the proverbial balls. Your disposition is pretty much ideal. Don't trust anyone until you know they're deserving of it, but don't immediately dismiss them. With the majority of people you meet you won't ever be able to trust them, you just need to find the ones you can.
I feel sorta shitty today, I promised my niece I would take her fishing for trout, and catfish, and I accidentally fell asleep (re-doing fishing lines, and shit), and when I woke up she went, "Uncle Joe I thought we were going to go fishing...?" I felt fucking terrible.
[QUOTE=JoeSkylynx;26075620]I feel sorta shitty today, I promised my niece I would take her fishing for trout, and catfish, and I accidentally fell asleep (re-doing fishing lines, and shit), and when I woke up she went, "Uncle Joe I thought we were going to go fishing...?" I felt fucking terrible.[/QUOTE]
Do it another time?
[QUOTE=seebok;26075653]Do it another time?[/QUOTE]
I'm going to try today if I can. It just was a pretty big kick in the gut if you know what I mean.
[QUOTE=JoeSkylynx;26075667]I'm going to try today if I can. It just was a pretty big kick in the gut if you know what I mean.[/QUOTE]
Sounds sort of like parents. They can tell me they're angry at me and I won't flinch but when they say 'I'm not angry, I'm just disappointed', there's just this entirely different tone to it.
I always had cats. When my previous cat died of age, a couple a months after we had a new one. Cutest thing ever, very playful and loving. Yesterday he diddnt came in for dinner, like he did every night. Neither did he show up later that day. I diddn't sleep last night, worried sick. This morning we got a phonecall, he got hit by a car and died. He was just 1.5 years of age.
My mum has type 4 bowel cancer. It spread to her ovaries and now the tumour there is around the size of a small melon. There's a rather high chance she won't get to see me, my brother and my sister grow up. I don't really tell anyone this but sometimes it's nice to let it out.
I'm scared.
I feel for all you guys. There's some heavy shit going on in this thread.
Sometimes I feel like my art is going nowhere. I still draw the same shit over and over without it really improving. I'm self conscious about showing my REAL art as opposed to the shitty cartoon shit that I whip up just to make people laugh.
I used to want to be a concept artist but the way my art is going, I feel like there's no way I can manage that. I honestly feel like my whole college career is a waste of time since I'm going for a degree in 3D Animation and I have no intention of being an animator. There's nothing else available for me at my community college and I feel like there's not going to be a university out there that I can afford that has what I want to study. There's no point to going to school.
I honestly have no idea what's going to happen when I get my degree.
There is too much going on in my life now, to think about, to do, to regret. Everything. It gives me a headache and extreme stress.
anyone ever felt like that before?
[QUOTE=Monkey pie;26076947]There is too much going on in my life now, to think about, to do, to regret. Everything. It gives me a headache and extreme stress.
anyone ever felt like that before?[/QUOTE]
All the time.
My brother doesn't understand how the world works, and expects everything to be easy, and I think i'm to blame.
Almost all my life I've doing as much for him as I could to make it easier for him, but now he's dependant on it and I'm not sure how he'll survive when I'm gone.
He says that the only thing stopping him from doing his college work is games, but when I suggest that he works on a different pc that doesn't have games he replied "That's too much like work"
I really don't know what to do, i'm really worried for him and I don't want to see him suffer
Also he's my identical twin.
[QUOTE=Swilly;26073741]Ignore them...to quote Yahtzee.
"Fans are whiney bitches who will never ever be happy with the slightest changes you make."
((Had to change it since I don't remember the exact quote.))[/QUOTE]
They're not exactly my fans
I woke up with the bright idea of consuming 30Ml of NyQuil to stave off my congestion because I couldn't find any non-drowsy cold relief medication.
Bad idea.
It took me about three minutes to type this message without any grammatical errors.
[QUOTE=Swilly;26073741]Ignore them...to quote Yahtzee.
"Fans are whiney bitches who will never ever be happy with the slightest changes you make."
((Had to change it since I don't remember the exact quote.))[/QUOTE]
Actually, that's:
"Fans are clingy complaining dipshits who will never ever be grateful for any concession you make."
If my mother died right now, I would be happy. If she was buried tomorrow, I'd piss on her grave.
One of my friends died 2 days ago. I've only cried once about it so I think I'm on a good way.
Something that can easily be fixed and is nothing compared to the majority of this thread but I hate TECHNOLOGY.
Fucking Zune, plugged my Zune HD in to put John Mayer and Ladytron on, along with 28GB of other music. Zune deletes all 28GB before putting on a few hundred MB of the rest. I didn't have any of the 28GB on my computer, I spent 2 hours the other day putting it on my macbook which does not have a syncing client for Zune. I don't want to buy an ipod because it simply works better, less someone wants to trade a 32GB one.
/wank
Serious problems are, I can't sleep right anymore, stay up all night trying to sleep which makes no sense. Was worried about finance there too but tomorrow I open a new bank account and have the security of a small overdraft to cover my rent till I get a big load of money next money! HURRAH
[QUOTE=haloguy234;26077420]I woke up with the bright idea of consuming 30Ml of NyQuil to stave off my congestion because I couldn't find any non-drowsy cold relief medication.
Bad idea.
It took me about three minutes to type this message without any grammatical errors.[/QUOTE]
And that's how you picked your avatar.
My dog died today :( he was such a good dog he used to cry each time i came home now hes gone :(
Fuck you jew! Fuck you muslim! Fuck you guy!
Fuck justin beebuurrr!
[editline]15th November 2010[/editline]
[QUOTE=Werem00se;26077454]If my mother died right now, I would be happy. If she was buried tomorrow, I'd piss on her grave.[/QUOTE]
Id piss on your moms grave too!
I often lurk the love advice forum hoping that someone else there is in a situation similar to me. Doing this usually makes me feel lousy and hopeless though.
FUCK YOU RayDark!
I fell in love with a girl who was smart and intellectual, but she found someone else, now I'm chasing a girl less intellectual, but slightly hotter and I feel like a dick and there's nothing I can do. Help.
[QUOTE=Rasrap Smurf;26080607]I often lurk the love advice forum hoping that someone else there is in a situation similar to me. Doing this usually makes me feel lousy and hopeless though.[/QUOTE]
I do this too from time to time...
[QUOTE=RayDark;26080655]I fell in love with a girl who was smart and intellectual, but she found someone else, now I'm chasing a girl less intellectual, but slightly hotter and I feel like a dick and there's nothing I can do. Help.[/QUOTE]
Give less of a fuck, alot less.
[QUOTE=Big Dumb American;26071906]
Yeah, I suppose it is. You probably get enough of that anyway. Sorry, I'll leave you be.[/QUOTE]
You have no idea. :smith:
Do you guys know what it's like to have a really big crush on a girl, and you think everything would be just wonderful with her. But also knowing that it probably would never work out? As well as there being some things in the way.
That's pretty much how I feel right now. Dunno if I should bother posting it all in this thread. Should I?
P.S. Love is really tough
[QUOTE=Pascall;26076917]Sometimes I feel like my art is going nowhere. I still draw the same shit over and over without it really improving. I'm self conscious about showing my REAL art as opposed to the shitty cartoon shit that I whip up just to make people laugh.
I used to want to be a concept artist but the way my art is going, I feel like there's no way I can manage that. I honestly feel like my whole college career is a waste of time since I'm going for a degree in 3D Animation and I have no intention of being an animator. There's nothing else available for me at my community college and I feel like there's not going to be a university out there that I can afford that has what I want to study. There's no point to going to school.
I honestly have no idea what's going to happen when I get my degree.[/QUOTE]
I have a friend who's spent the last five years in a small box of an apartment sleeping on the floor coloring comic books, and he's still alive.
Try to understand that in the art world, tenacity matters more than skill, for the most part.
[editline]15th November 2010[/editline]
[QUOTE=Monkey pie;26076947]There is too much going on in my life now, to think about, to do, to regret. Everything. It gives me a headache and extreme stress.
anyone ever felt like that before?[/QUOTE]
I did.
Then I got hit by a car.
I have a very big hatred for those who smoke. Though, rarely, I sometimes think, what would have happened if I smoked? I don't like to think about it.
And people who do drugs, just...get the fuck out. :frown:
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