[QUOTE=aliendrone123;26110480]Ya I sorta know how that feels man, it sucks. But hey you can talk to me if you want :buddy:[/QUOTE]
:unsmith:
[QUOTE=MrAfroShark70;26110486]:unsmith:[/QUOTE]
Me too man, I know I'm a dick in the chat, but seriously, I can lend a shoulder.
[QUOTE=tesher07;25879461]Alot of People in Highschool piss me off. I hate all of the drama, the wanna be gangster and snobbish attitudes, etc.[/QUOTE]
Another:
My friend's dad died last Friday. It was really unexpected and nobody in his family saw it coming. My friend wasn't in school yesterday and today, which is understandable. The funeral was today.
Now, I find myself comparing the little annoyances which I run into in every day life to what happened to my friend. I find myself saying "I may have a metric asston of homework to do, but at least my dad isn't dead" or "I don't have a girlfriend, but at least my dad didn't die."
It has really put my problems into perspective, and as a result I feel more motivated to just get shit done.
Also, last week I made a video for a Spanish project with him and another friend. I watched the video again today and noticed him laughing and smiling in the video. Then I realized that this was only a day before his dad died. I felt like I was helpless since I knew what would happen the very next night and I had no way to warn my friend.
[QUOTE=MrAfroShark70;26110486]:unsmith:[/QUOTE]
As can I friend. Just shoot me a message.
[QUOTE=_Sniper_;26110551]Another:
My friend's dad died last Friday. It was really unexpected and nobody in his family saw it coming. My friend wasn't in school yesterday and today, which is understandable. The funeral was today.
Now, I find myself comparing the little annoyances which I run into in every day life to what happened to my friend. I find myself saying "I may have a metric asston of homework to do, but at least my dad isn't dead" or "I don't have a girlfriend, but at least my dad didn't die."
It has really put my problems into perspective, and as a result I feel more motivated to just get shit done.[/QUOTE]
kill more of your friend's family members and become a world leader
We all have standards whether we like it or not, I like a girl thats out of my league, my dads never home and my mum's always so stressed and I've never had a girlfriend.
And I'm happy. I don't have to fit in to have people who care about me, I'm grateful for what I get and I don't care if my whole life's like that.
Actually, it'd be shit to die a virgin.
Not as exciting as all you guys, but its my chest to get things off it.
Okay, so I was just realizing, there is this really big kid at my school, who reminds me of you guys. He is shy, doesn't flirt well, has no confidence, and has never even kissed a girl. Then I looked at me, I get girls when I want to, I'm an asshole, and an overall jerk. Shit, I hate myself. But I was once like that kid, but I was happy with how I acted. I'm kind of stuck between what's better..I kind of wish I was happy with myself again.
[editline]16th November 2010[/editline]
[QUOTE=GreenRingOfLife;26110598]We all have standards whether we like it or not, I like a girl thats out of my league, my dads never home and my mum's always so stressed and I've never had a girlfriend.
[b]And I'm happy[/b]. I don't have to fit in to have people who care about me, I'm grateful for what I get and I don't care if my whole life's like that.
Actually, it'd be shit to die a virgin.
Not as exciting as all you guys, but its my chest to get things off it.[/QUOTE]
:smith:
I'm happy I'm...
Still Alive.
I'm a serial killer. Thank god knows one knows me on these forms.
[QUOTE=cdr248;26110770]I'm a serial killer. Thank god no one knows me on these forums.[/QUOTE]
Fixed for you bud.
[QUOTE=GreenRingOfLife;26110792]Fixed for you bud.[/QUOTE]
Thank you. I have to type fast to check if anyone walks into my shed.
[QUOTE=MrAfroShark70;26110250]The first time I've talked to my brother in 3 months from college. I tell him I've been falling on hard times for the last couple of months and don't feel like putting up with his shit when he comes back for Thanksgiving. I thought he would take me serious and say something like, "When I come back, tell me what these problems are" or some bullshit like that.
You know what I hear?
He fucking laughs, LAUGHS, right into the phone and calls me a dipshit. Then he says, "LOL TROLLED." I was about ready to toss the phone across the room and out the window if it weren't for the fact that it was my moms phone.
He was the only one I trusted with my emotions and feelings for years. I thought I'd have a shoulder to cry on and to comfort me. Instead I get fucking laughed at and called names. I never want to talk to him again.[/QUOTE]
Then don't.
When his general douchebaggery lands him in deep shit, don't be there for him.
I fucking hate her. She's so clingy, and won't give me up, I'm over her, it didn't last long, but she just won't let go. Theres only one person that I want <3 He knows who he is.
[QUOTE=cdr248;26110848]Thank you. I have to type fast to check if anyone walks into my shed.[/QUOTE]
Oh, its fine, I shot those guys trying to get in.
Your children are safe with me.
I have a good life with retired parents who love me and treat me well, while most of the people I know have parents who are divorced or who beat them. It's pretty funny
[QUOTE=GreenRingOfLife;26111023]Oh, its fine, I shot those guys trying to get in.
Your children are safe with me.[/QUOTE]
Those aren't [i]his[/i] children.
[editline]16th November 2010[/editline]
[QUOTE=Kiwi Bird;26111106]I have a good life with retired parents who love me and treat me well, while most of the people I know have parents who are divorced or who beat them. It's pretty funny[/QUOTE]
Me too, but dude, that's not funny.
[QUOTE=DJFender;26111114]Those aren't [i]his[/i] children.[/QUOTE]
I know, they're yours.
[QUOTE=99% More Fail;26101718]Man, I am glad I found this thread. Here goes:
Well, first off, I have a kinda weird fetish, and its getting really hard to keep it secret from others. I don't want to admit it because my reputation is down the drain if I do. I keep thinking I should confide in someone but then remember that I really have noone who would understand. Secondly, theres this girl who I don't know, but have a huge crush on. She's smart, attractive and seems to be like me, but I just think that my weird fetish would be a serious impediment to any kind of relationship, and she probably thinks I'm a social reject anyways.[/QUOTE]
Like everyone's said, unless you tell us, we can't help you. If you wanna talk in private, PM me and we'll chat it out a bit.
[QUOTE=Pascall;26109698]I just got the a-ok from my parents to work towards opening my own business. They're really excited about my idea and for once aren't just shoving it aside like some kind of silly dream.
I feel fantastic right now.[/QUOTE]
Oh sweet! What kind of business are you going to try and open?
[QUOTE=GreenRingOfLife;26111183]I know, they're yours.[/QUOTE]
dude I have no kids, but i'm pregnant
Just got of the phone with my ex...You know, you'd never think the phrase "I know we aren't together anymore, but I still feel the same about you. I still love you Sean." wouldn't hurt right? Well, it does.
[QUOTE=Nohj;26049814]I like pregnant, redheaded, pale as fuck girls. I love them so much it almost explode just meeting one. My math teacher was one for awhile and I wanted to fuck her so bad.[/QUOTE]
Who doesn't? Either pregnant or not.
[QUOTE=Monkey pie;26076947]There is too much going on in my life now, to think about, to do, to regret. Everything. It gives me a headache and extreme stress.
anyone ever felt like that before?[/QUOTE]
Yes I have, especially with all the trouble and fights/awkwardness with my dad's wife.
Am I the only one that's in this sort of situation? (has happen several times)
When you start talking to a girl, she's really nice and all. You give her compliments (I do that often). After a while she says that she finds you a nice guy, kind, a little bit cute and so on. But in the end, she either stops talking with you or she just says "You're a nice guy but..."
I wouldn't mind if that didn't happen almost every time :nosmith:.
Oh well, here comes another thing I need to get off my chest.
Also distance fucking sucks, because when I really find someone that I'm interested in, they always live hours away from me. I've had several moments there I was really close to going to some of them, but the idea of having a distance relationship makes me turn around. And the worst part is that, I feel like a fucking ASS for not realizing it earlier, despite it has happen before. I mean, I just "lost" a really cute and kind girl because of I mentioned the distance part (she lives 3 hours away from me). I have talked with her for pretty long time now (several months), we have skyped a lot and started to get used to her nice voice. The part that hurts the most, is that I know she really liked me and was really interested in me.
I'm the guy that likes to cuddle with the girl and all, like to get touchy(one of the reasons I'm having a hard time to think that distance relationships are realistic). It's a way for me to show my love and appreciation to a girl. But every time I bring up that kind of subject she just says "Stop". And I ask why, she just says "You don't understand!". Of course I don't understand if you don't explain to me. I tried to get her too, but I get nothing.
When texting her yesterday, I brought up the distance subject and I didn't really know what happen. I don't know if it were because of how I said it or so. She said completely random that I don't like her and are not interested in her. And that I just want to get under her clothes (what, no. I'm absolutely not that kind of guy. I would feel destroyed if I would do that).
I seriously have no idea, but I couldn't get myself to ask why. My fingers just stopped. She texted me several messages in a row, but I couldn't get myself to write anything. I just read them, without any thoughts, and when I try. I couldn't come up with anything to respond with. I felt like an ass/jerk, without being able to do anything about it.
Oh well, thanks for reading all this if you did. It felt really good to get it off my chest.
TL;DR: Distance fucking sucks, girl that I'm interested in just randomly thinks that I don't like her, I said I do. But she keeps going (as she doesn't want me around). I get to a point when I have no idea to respond back and feel like a jerk/ass because of it.
I'm still in shock after that snow plough accident yesterday. The thought that it could've driven over the engine, or worse over us entirely is mind numbing.
Is it bad that I really want comfort from people around me in school, but they sort of don't show anything because I look fine on the outside, as in no injuries? Sorry I'm just still scared and shocked.
[QUOTE=_Sniper_;26110551]Another:
My friend's dad died last Friday. It was really unexpected and nobody in his family saw it coming. My friend wasn't in school yesterday and today, which is understandable. The funeral was today.
Now, I find myself comparing the little annoyances which I run into in every day life to what happened to my friend. I find myself saying "I may have a metric asston of homework to do, but at least my dad isn't dead" or "I don't have a girlfriend, but at least my dad didn't die."
It has really put my problems into perspective, and as a result I feel more motivated to just get shit done.
Also, last week I made a video for a Spanish project with him and another friend. I watched the video again today and noticed him laughing and smiling in the video. Then I realized that this was only a day before his dad died. I felt like I was helpless since I knew what would happen the very next night and I had no way to warn my friend.[/QUOTE]
Judging by this post and the last you made, it sounds like you got a good head on your shoulders. Try finding your little niche, something that you really enjoy doing. Try sticking to it and who knows what you can accomplish. Sorry to hear about your friend's dad. Keep your future in mind, and use that as motivation, you'll get the hang of it. I'm the same way, and decided to start training for basic training for the Air Force.
Now for my off-the-chest-ness;
I'm exercising again, and running every day, in order to join the air force after my first year of college. I'm really excited for what it has to offer me, regarding self improvement. Once I'm out of basic training, I'll be going into tech school, not really sure what for yet. Thing is, I haven't talked to a recruiter yet, because I've got about 6 months left of college left, and then I will start making arrangements to enlist. I've just hope that I can stick to this decision and put myself through the air force. It'll help me a lot I think, I'm sort of hoping it'll replace not having a father in my life. If anyone has any tips or pointers for me, that'd be great.
[editline]17th November 2010[/editline]
[QUOTE=Nonikai;26114707]I'm still in shock after that snow plough accident yesterday. The thought that it could've driven over the engine, or worse over us entirely is mind numbing.
Is it bad that I really want comfort from people around me in school, but they sort of don't show anything because I look fine on the outside, as in no injuries? Sorry I'm just still scared and shocked.[/QUOTE]
That's understandable man, but try not to think about what could have happened, you know? Traumatic experiences can be hard to handle, but talking about them make them a lot easier to deal with. If you've got anyone you can talk to, make sure you do, I'm sure they are willing to comfort you. If not, let me try :)
I got in a car accident when I was 11 and my mother was driving, and didn't get any injuries. I was still really scared but everyone around me also thought I was fine. I told my mom I kept having bad thoughts about it and couldn't sleep at night, and she helped me think about the good that happened, and how I wasn't hurt. I started realizing I was lucky and all, but it was still stressful to think about. Time will help, just try focusing on the things that went right in the situation, and sooner or later you may forget about the things that could've went wrong.
Thanks, it just didn't help that the driver said that it was incredibly lucky that he didn't drive his vehicle completely over the car.
[QUOTE=BagMinge104;26108543]bring laptop into bathroom
fap to something other than hentai[/QUOTE]
There isn't a lock on my bathroom door... I'd rather not get caught...
[QUOTE=_Sniper_;26110472]I feel like I'm pretty decent at many things that I attempt. I've made a few songs in FL Studio that people have said are good, I'm of above average "skill" at video games, I get good grades without having to study hard, I'm a better driver than most of my friends, I'm not completely awful at sports, I have a good sense of humor, and I'm pretty good at drawing.
However, it disheartens me to think that, for each of these things, I know at least one person who is better than me at it. I feel like I'm a jack of all trades and master of none and that my slightly above average set of skills won't take me anywhere in life.
Also, I regret not learning either piano, guitar, or drums at a younger age.[/QUOTE]
I know what you mean, I also feel this. It's annoying.
[editline]17th November 2010[/editline]
I wonder how it is to have a dad, I haven't seen mine in 8 years. I don't have any feelings or memories left of him.
[QUOTE=Goggles;26106520]If you don't tell us your fetish, there's little we can do to help you.
Also, if you're a little apprehensive about doing so, remember:
This is the fucking internet.
Nothing is unexpected.
And we still love you.[/QUOTE]
Bah, its the internet. Theres sure to be worse things than my fetish. Here goes:
I get really turned on by fat girls. In a lot of cases really fat girls. That and them destroying clothes with their fat. And the worst part is I really think this girl is hot because she is kinda fat. And the sad thing is noone even knows about any of this. It is really hard to keep secret because of things in my life now. I have to live in the shadows half the time so that noone will know. And the worst part is its harder to kick than smoking. I've had this fetish since I was a little kid, and now its getting difficult, since most of my family openly use the internet now.
Well, its all out there now. Trolls can go to hell, I really will not stand for it.
[QUOTE=Passerby Silver;26115472]There isn't a lock on my bathroom door... I'd rather not get caught...[/QUOTE]
If you're desperate, there's always the shower / bath. And you can use your phone to have your "material"
[QUOTE=Passerby Silver;26106865]when I'm on my period... and I can even think about masturbating- though sharing a room doesn't stop me from looking at hentai and the like on my Laptop[/QUOTE]
Didn't know girls got hornier while on their period. Explains a lot.
[QUOTE=_Sniper_;26110472]I feel like I'm pretty decent at many things that I attempt. I've made a few songs in FL Studio that people have said are good, I'm of above average "skill" at video games, I get good grades without having to study hard, I'm a better driver than most of my friends, I'm not completely awful at sports, I have a good sense of humor, and I'm pretty good at drawing.
However, it disheartens me to think that, for each of these things, I know at least one person who is better than me at it. I feel like I'm a jack of all trades and master of none and that my slightly above average set of skills won't take me anywhere in life.
Also, I regret not learning either piano, guitar, or drums at a younger age.[/QUOTE]
I feel the exact same way. I can papercraft marginally well, I'm pretty good at games, I know a little of 3D Studio Max. I've been told by an older gentleman that I am "wise beyond my years". I have a good sense of humor, so on and so forth.
I've done a little bit of a lot of things, but never to the level where it'll help me get a career or anything. Hell, I use video games as an escape from all of the problems I've got going on right now, if only for a few hours at a time.
I'd still love to learn piano or guitar, but I have a severe motivation problem. I rarely finish anything I start and it wrecks me EVERY time it happens. :smith:
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