Every time I finish watching a movie i re enact bits of it outside and when i'm out and about.
I action roll to the kitchen and pour my OJ before a major fight with a yogurt carton.
I dream about celebrities and my online friends more than I dream about my family and boyfriend.
I have a feeling there is something wrong with this..
Damn.. I just found out my mom has bone cancer. Fuck. Living with my druggie dad isn't an option after she passes, so looks like I have no choice but to join the air force.
There are so many questions going through my head right now. I guess why is the biggest one. This really sucks.
You can't rate. On my phone but the abpve post deserves so many hearts
I keep getting mediocre grades in school, for one reason:
I just can't focus on anything. I had a major history assignment (study journal sort of thing) due a while back, and plenty of time to do it, but I kept getting distracted. I hate that so much of high school is just jumping through idiot hoops, doing pointless busy work. I got an A on the history exam right after that journal, and I ace most of the quizzes; I know the stuff, but I get poor grades (C+) because I just can't focus on doing the stupid busywork.
Plus I'm getting a C in jazz band because it's before school, so I have to get up early, which I'm awful at. I show up to class a few minutes late most of the time, generally before anyone is even playing yet, but he still marks me tardy and takes off tons of participation points. I just really feel like the school system as a whole isn't really made to encompass people like me; I want to do creative assignments, like writing and design, but instead it's just "read stupid passage, write about it, rinse, repeat." The dullness of the assignments makes me lose interest, then I get bad grades.
At least this is my last year of high school. I just want this crap over and gone.
I get discouraged too easily.
I really want to learn web development, and the Source SDK, but whenever I try to learn, there's a roadblock in my way and I just give up.
If anyone has any tips, it would be helpful.
[editline]18th November 2010[/editline]
Also, there's a kid in a year or 2 up who looks exactly like me, but older. Perhaps I build a time machine at some point.
[img]http://avatars.fpcontent.net/image.php?u=295011&dateline=1289857257[/img]
[QUOTE=Ray551;26064470]At the moment I feel like my whole family is breaking apart and it fucking sucks :saddowns:[/QUOTE]
My family's non existant, but it's coo', get used to it if it happens, enjoy it if it doesn't
Kid who always sleeps on a bench at school during lunch and today while i was walking by him i screamed and scared the shit out of him and he literally jumped off the bench. Very funny stuff till later when i come to find out he has a mental disorder.
Holy shit I've got a crush on a human female! :buddy:
[sp]She has a boyfriend.[/sp]
Im a "nolifer". I enjoy talking to my internet friends rather than rl "friends", if i can even call them that... except for my best friend who i know for ages. She moved to other town which is really far from where I live so I only can see her twice a month.
Also Im really shy and I just can't socialise, ever since i've turned 13, 2 years ago, so that means I can't make many friends, I can't keep conversations going, I just stay quiet and observe others act. I can't get a boyfriend. At least i don't get bullshit relashionships...and love :l
It's weird when someone is trying to have a conversation with you and you can't keep it going..
I keep most of my thoughts to myself, so people don't get to know me. I don't like how some people try to know me.
Sharing this makes me feel uncomfortable :l
[QUOTE=Covalent;26142024]I don't find the idea of intercourse appealing, nor do I feel attracted to either sex.[/QUOTE]
you:
1. have not started puberty yet
OR
2. are asexual.
Pick one! :)
[QUOTE=Guy Mannly;26143039]especially if you're near-sighted like me. wearing those over my regular glasses gives me the worst headache, and if i take off my regular glasses and i'm sitting farrish away from the screen everything's blurry anyway.
also 3d is a huge fucking gimmick. people think that if they make something 3d it's automatically good. as far as i can tell they haven't found a way to effectively use it to improve the movie.[/QUOTE]
I really liked Avatar in 3d for a few reasons...
1. no cheap gimmicks where things pop out
2. the 3d didnt add to the story but non the less all that glories CGI looked amazing
RRRRRRRRR PHYSICS
I don't understand any of it and never will, and I'm only in my first year. Math is easy for me, but physics, I just can't do it. I have all the formulas and everything, but I can't apply them. The unit we're on right now is circular motion and gravitation, and I have a test on it tomorrow. RAAAAAA
[QUOTE=ducky5;26146699]I really liked Avatar in 3d for a few reasons...
1. no cheap gimmicks where things pop out
2. the 3d didnt add to the story but non the less all that glories CGI looked amazing[/QUOTE]
This is incorrect. I [b]KNOW[/b] they put that stupid bit where dirt flies up into the screen just for the 3D effect.
Well I killed someone
[QUOTE=D0C H.;26132287]No, dude. I was serious. Really, though. Lets as two strangers have a conversation. What has been happening in your life?[/QUOTE]
Alright:
Today, I started out feeling crappy. I realized that I have to initiate conversations in order to have one, and that this meant that no one felt the need to go out of their way to speak to me.
Most everyone in the school was gone for a school musical that lasted four hours, so not too many people to talk to anyway (though I wish there were...).
I copied a large portion of definitions from someone else's work, since I did not want to look at an example of a 'synecdoche' in the play: [u]Julius Caesar[/u]...
I ate lunch with my friends, who also didn't go to the musical, and we chatted.
Then, before school was over, someone, who I almost never talk to, came up to me and said:
"[i]Hey[/i] [MindMuncher's real name]! [i]I just thought you should know, me and my friends had a conversation, today, about how awesome you are[/i]".
What?
Very creepy, but that turned my day around. I was kinda sloping into being depressed, and not wanting to go through the effort of talking to people, but that fixed that.
(Also, some semi-friends who never ride my bus anymore, offered to take me home (I don't have a license just yet) because our bus was late. Generosity is still a boost to morale)
Today was my birthday, and pretty much all my friends wished me a happy birthday except for the girl I like.
[img]http://img59.imageshack.us/img59/1534/foreveraloney.png[/img]
In reality she probably did and I just didn't hear her. I hope.
Seriously? Why invite me to something then tell me after it started when I was supposed to be there? and be all like "oops lol"
[tab]I have got to stop talking to her[/tab]
[editline]18th November 2010[/editline]
[QUOTE=dudder;26148316]Today was my birthday, and pretty much [b]all my friends wished me a happy birthday[/b] except for the girl I like.
[img_thumb]http://img59.imageshack.us/img59/1534/foreveraloney.png[/img_thumb]
In reality she probably did and I just didn't hear her. I hope.[/QUOTE]
and youre complaining?
I took a giant shit in the girl's change room back in 08.
Don't ask me how I got in there.
Fuck you Advanced Algebra II
I will never need to divide polynomials in real life
[QUOTE=Xystus234;26142825]I FUCKING HATE THE WORLD AND STUFF[/QUOTE]
Listen, you can just -plain and simple- calm the fuck down or stop bitching. You are not the only person on this planet, but you are possibly the laziest fuck who ever lived. Bitching about the conditions that brought you to be such an ass bring no advancement, no help to you. Stop fucking complaining ON THE INTERNET and go and do something about your life. Hate originating from a source should not be redirected and used as an excuse, it should be a fuel to keep going, to succeed. Get a job. Goddammit, just send a resume to EVERY place of work. Find someone who you can truly confide in, whom will help you understand why the hell you're taking everything with too much hate, too much anger.
The world isn't wrong, you are. It doesn't matter what event transpired to cause you to simply wish the world was gone, but I can tell you one thing: acting like its not in your ability to do something with you life is a fucking lie and you know it. You have potential, and the ability to stop being such a dickfuck, but you CHOOSE not to use it. Stop focusing on events that don't affect you in ANY way, and do something good for the negative events that do. Make a friend of an enemy, talk to your father, relax, and see the good side of the world. Use up the options given to you as a result of your living and residence in this country.
A black heart merits no warmth.
Pascall, you never answered my question :frown:
[QUOTE=Elizer;26111270]Oh sweet! What kind of business are you going to try and open?[/QUOTE]
I had a gay experience with a friend a long time ago.
[QUOTE=Elizer;26150914]Pascall, you never answered my question :frown:[/QUOTE]
/late
Well to sum it up, I want to open a diner/venue with a Beatles theme. It's interior will be based on the Cavern Club, stage and all, only larger (to make room for a daytime restaurant). During the day, we serve food and show clips from Beatles movies/promo and music videos/recording sessions/cartoons on a screen that will be mounted on the wall behind the stage. Evenings, we'll clear out the tables and book live shows geared more towards the adult crowd. Murals, wall art, and all kinds of Beatles related things will decorate the walls and the "bar" will be, not an alcohol bar, but a bar that sells vintage bottled sodas instead.
That's the gist of it at the moment.
[QUOTE=Pascall;26151142]/late
Well to sum it up, I want to open a diner/venue with a Beatles theme. It's interior will be based on the Cavern Club, stage and all, only larger (to make room for a daytime restaurant). During the day, we serve food and show clips from Beatles movies/promo and music videos/recording sessions/cartoons on a screen that will be mounted on the wall behind the stage. Evenings, we'll clear out the tables and book live shows geared more towards the adult crowd. Murals, wall art, and all kinds of Beatles related things will decorate the walls and the "bar" will be, not an alcohol bar, but a bar that sells vintage bottled sodas instead.
That's the gist of it at the moment.[/QUOTE]
Build it near a neighborhood or an apartment complex and i'll be happy
[QUOTE=Krytikal Masz;26145055]At least this is my last year of high school. I just want this crap over and gone.[/QUOTE]
:cheers:
[QUOTE=TheIceman;26141946]Just got dumped.
Manic depression going on.
[editline]18th November 2010[/editline]
Almost 9 month relationship, and all the sudden she pulls the plug.
First time dumped btw.
'heard those are the worst..[/QUOTE]
I got dumped after a 9 month relationship also, but that was like 2 years ago. been single ever since and all I can say is that I am enjoying my freedom by sitting at my desk all day...
wait what?
First post now has an even 100 hearts.
You're welcome.
Eh, general teenage bullshit for me. One girl I really like is in Montana, I'm in Texas. Another one has a boyfriend. And there's this one punk/druggie girl I'm attracted to somehow.
I'm tired as fuck, all the time. Thank you football.
All my friends lives are getting better and better, mine just seems to be getting shittier and shittier, even though I know it's not even that bad.
Sometimes I am a really likable, social person, or at least I like to think so, but sometimes, I'm afraid I just come across like a loud-mouthed dick.
Worst of all, and probably the only thing I'm actually getting off of my chest, is that I have random panic/terror attacks. Basically, I will get scared as hell, for no reason, no matter where I am. I've told one person before, but not my family. It's absolutely horrible, and a lot of the time when I seem anti-social it's because I'm scared out of my fucking mind. I can function almost normally during one of the panic attacks, but it's still horrible and makes everything more difficult, especially talking to people and focusing.
And that's about it.
[QUOTE=PILLS HERE!;26151302]Build it near a neighborhood or an apartment complex and i'll be happy[/QUOTE]
I would probably have to build it downtown, as that's the only place that would really get good business.
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