I've lost motivation to do anything any more it seems. I used have lots of motivation when I was younger but it all seems to have disappeared. The funny thing is, it's not disbelief that motivation will not do anything, it seems to be pure laziness.
[QUOTE=AJones;26262958]I FUCKING hate how stupid women are. I met the perfect woman, the most wonderful girlfriend in every way possible. We fit so well together. She even called me the most perfect boyfriend in the whole world. Only problem? She's still in school. So she's too scared to date someone whose not in school anymore. It is so fucking stupid. I hate it. I hate this. I just want to fucking punch her in the face because she knows and all of her friends know that I'm the perfect one for her. So why is she so dumb? Fuck this.[/QUOTE]
[quote]I'm the perfect one for her[/quote]
[quote]I just want to fucking punch her in the face[/quote]
[QUOTE=Rasrap Smurf;25892303]There's a boy at school who has a crush on me, and so he doesn't leave me alone. It wouldn't be so bad if he wasn't really weird - every single sentence he says is as if he learning how to speak a new language and is doing a test, where he has to ask the most simple questions like how many pets you have or what your hobbies are.
I don't want to upset him or to be rude so I don't ask him to go away. I would just avoid him in the first place but then it seems that every single person at my school is a massive homophobe and I'll feel really guilty if I treat him the way everyone else does.
That's not the hardest thing about being me but it's the most recent :([/QUOTE]
Ugh this guy again. If you're going to stare at me while I'm trying to work, can you PLEASE have the decency to at least sit across from me so I don't feel incredibly awkward feeling someone breath on me.
Also liking every single comment and status I post on facebook is getting annoying, some of these don't concern you, and sometimes are negative things that you shouldn't be 'liking'.
Also also stop telling me I'm a genius. You've told me before and I heard you the first time, also I'm not. Stop saying that.
[QUOTE=Rasrap Smurf;26272426]Ugh this guy again. If you're going to stare at me while I'm trying to work, can you PLEASE have the decency to at least sit across from me so I don't feel incredibly awkward feeling someone breath on me.
Also liking every single comment and status I post on facebook is getting annoying, some of these don't concern you, and sometimes are negative things that you shouldn't be 'liking'.
Also also stop telling me I'm a genius. You've told me before and I heard you the first time, also I'm not. Stop saying that.[/QUOTE]
That sounds horrifyingly creepy. I would have punched that guy in the face long ago.
Whelp, my parents are separated right about now. Mum's gonna live right by the high school I go to, dad's going to stay at my previous home.
Fucking hell, I'm already a mental case, my friends are worthless and probably detrimental to the situation, and to top it off on a higher note, I'm swamped down with school work!
So my dog was put down yesterday. She was almost 8, rottweiler/black lab mix. Her name was Asia. We had her for almost her whole life, getting her in Winter 2003. She was really playful at the start, but she got sprayed in the face by a skunk one night, and after that she lost all activeness. She was diagnosed with arthritis, and the night before she was put down, she was shaking and shivering because she was losing a lot of blood; this is because she was in heat, and possibly had an inflammation in her uterus area. She also has growths on the tips of her ears, which could have been cancerous, and the vets suspected cancer in other parts of her body. She had many different lumps on her body, and a big one in her throat. She had giant callouses on her elbows, and one was so big it hung off a little like the size of a baseball.
Here's a picture:
[img]http://sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc4/hs1209.snc4/156189_10150094932247119_659202118_7180128_7270257_n.jpg[/img]
R.I.P. Asia :(
[QUOTE=slayer20;26263217]As life goes on, I realize just how depressing things really are.
Christmas is coming up, my favorite time of the year! Presents, presents, and more presents. This year I was planning on buying everyone a gift. I already know what I want to get everyone, but the way things are looking, it's going to be a butt load of money. Around $300 or so total. Things will obviously change later, and come Black Friday, prices will drop, so it may just well go down to $200, but that's not my big problem here.
I currently have about $800 saved up. I have been wanting to get a new computer for YEARS now. I've had the same computer for about 5-6 years and it needs to be replaced. I already have a wish list saved that's about $900. One more pay check and I can get it.
But here's the thing, I also want to get everyone a Christmas gift. My mom and other family members have said that I don't have to get them anything. What kind of person would I be if I didn't though? They've been giving me gifts for years, it's time I return the favor.
I like making people happy. Getting everyone those gifts would make them happy, which would make me some-what happy. I would also be some-what happy getting a new computer.
I would be happy that I make others happy, but unhappy that I didn't get a new computer that I've been waiting on getting for 5-6 years.
I would also be happy getting a new computer, but unhappy for not getting everyone a gift.
My family said it's alright to not buy them anything, and I have been waiting a long time for this computer.
So, do I throw away my happiness to make them happy, or do I not get them anything and spend my money on me?
That's just a small portion of my problems.[/QUOTE]
You're in the same problem I'm in... Everything is just so fucking expensive now.
Best thing to do, get rid of the whole 'im going to buy them really expensive presents' idea and get something that would emotionally mean more to them, then something expensive...
Like if im low on cash and its my mums birthday, ill make her a little gift bag of all sorts of cheap little things; chocolates, nice smelling things, flowers or wine and a book (because she loves reading) and shove it all in a cheap but pretty gift bag. Problem solved :)
[QUOTE=Xenoyia v2;26267435]It's just as bad.. I saw land before time when I was younger :saddowns:
I'll never think of it the same way again.[/QUOTE]
Great, now you made me do it. MY EYES.
Good thing that's not the Spike I think about every 5 minutes, anyways. :allears:
Yup, it's perfectly nor-
[media]http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v230/Ragnarokdragon/best_spray_ever.jpg[/media]
Wait.
[QUOTE=Pascall;26261251]I think about Garrus every 5 minutes or so. :allears:[/QUOTE]
You should stop or you will get like i did when i used to do the same over this girl i really liked.
[editline]25th November 2010[/editline]
[quote=nidhogg;26279015]great, now you made me do it. My eyes.
Good thing that's not the spike i think about every 5 minutes, anyways. :allears:
Yup, it's perfectly nor-
[media]http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v230/ragnarokdragon/best_spray_ever.jpg[/media]
wait.[/quote]
omg my eyes!!!! My eyes!!! They burn!
Sometimes I wish I was a junkie. That each click of the mouse and swift keystroke was a needle to my arm instead. Then maybe everyone I know would better understand my need for escapism and feel empathy as I do, instead of mocking it and finding it hard to come to terms with how I'm addicted to things that 'don't exist'.
Why is it still so real to me?
Regarding my post awhile ago... I took my niece fishing with my dad, and while we were fishing she caught a 6 inch baby catfish.
New update in Runescape today!
[img]http://www.veganhappyhour.com/images/fuuu.png[/img]
Yeah, I play Runescape
[img]http://img825.imageshack.us/img825/8127/1288915759193.png[/img]
Runescape > wow
Runescape < Flooded Toilet
My town is being featured on the Secret Millionaire :smith:
[QUOTE=Arcesious;26259689]1. Never having had a girlfriend kind of bothers me sometimes. Then I realize - 'what's the point of it? It's just an irrelevant biological instinct', and then I realize that I'm hopeless in terms of that issue.
Seriously though, it really bothers me. Sometimes I really wish that there was someone who I could relate to in every way, who understood me, who I found attractive, and wasn't just another one of my nerdy friends. I have friends who are just like me that 'get' me, but are guys, and any girls I know that 'get' me are either completely unattractive or aren't single.
Yep, pretty typical, all too common story, I guess.
2. I'm a huge slacker who gets things done at the very last second and gets A's and B's in everything. My teachers all seem to think I'm their best student, but I really don't even put forth much effort into anything other than to just avoid getting in trouble for not doing homework.
[/QUOTE]
These 2 points sum me up completely. I find it incredibly hard to meet girls, especially those that would be interested in me. I go to an all boys school so unless I talk to random girls on the street I don't really have anyway of meeting people. I do loads of other stuff outside of school, but even so, those don't really bring me into female company. I met a great girl when I did work experience about 4 months ago, and recently I got in touch with her. I organised for us to do more work experience on Saturdays and she seems genuinely keen to do it and can't say thanks enough. Yet I know I don't have a chance with her, she has a boyfriend of 3 years who is a year older than both of us, and I'm some boff who is slightly on the small side.
On the school side of things, I am a bit of a boff, but I really don't put a whole lot of effort in. It kind of makes me guilty when people praise me for doing well in test and I didn't bother revising. We've got mocks all this week and next week, and the study leave I'm mostly using to go on facebook or bad company, or maybe just chilling on the guitar. Yet I know I'll probably get all As/A*s except for 1 subject.
Problem with putting no effort in is that it soon catches up with you, I was fine till I got to university and suddenly it was like getting hit by a train. The amount of work I have to do is scary, had to suddenly swap from been a slacker to working pretty much every day to get on top of my work. However if you do something you enjoy you do put more work in than you would normally.
Also guys, seriously just talk to random girls where ever you are. Any half way mature girl will respond well to you randomly sparking up a conversation with them at some sort of out of school club or sport. Doesn't always have to be with the intention of getting anything, can just be striking up a conversation for friendship since it will get your foot in the door to meet more people. If people see you been social they will be social with you.
I love this picture. Its so cute! But i know guys aren't suppose to like Cute things.
[img]http://img225.imageshack.us/img225/8083/02bbbfac24d79392eb8fa04.jpg[/img]
Also i have looked at SO MUCH PORN!
Here I go...
The person I loved the most, my mother. Has had affairs her whole life. I don't love her anymore.
After telling myself that I'd do really well during my senior year of high school, I did the total opposite and am now on the verge of flunking advanced functions. All I have to do is do my goddamn homework, but I keep procrastinating. I've started changing though. I run after school to get in shape, I practice guitar regularly, I take my camera with me wherever I go, and I bring my homework home to help bring my grades up.
Do this. Stop lying to yourself, stop being lazy. Just do it. It feels so good to be better.
Started my 2nd year in college. joined a club instead of being a loner... I go to a community college.
I introduced TF2 to a few people, all i hear every day is a freaking saying from the "meet the" video's or a pun all the time.
Fail and "THE GAME" is used every 20 minutes.... *sigh*
My car broke down this morning, so I have to spend all Thanksgiving weekend sitting around the barracks being sad. It seems like I've been having pretty bad luck lately, but I suppose that's all relative.
I lost some money on the hotel room, but the cash is only secondary. I'm wicked bummed, I would've been cozed up in the city with my girl right now. I'll probably think this is funny in a couple of weeks, but right now it's kind of "[i]fuck, man.[/i]"
[QUOTE=Speedbumb0;26301488]Started my 2nd year in college. joined a club instead of being a loner... I go to a community college.
I introduced TF2 to a few people, all i hear every day is a freaking saying from the "meet the" video's or a pun all the time.
Fail and "THE GAME" is used every 20 minutes.... *sigh*[/QUOTE]
Reminds me of highshchool.
Little brother has cancer, couldn't do much of anything this break with him while I am home from school. Girl I've spent the last few months getting to know starts ignoring me the day I was planning on asking her to come to a Big Band bash with me for some dancing awesomeness.
And yet, here I am. I've started playing piano again to kill time, and I must say it's helped me get better.
Another thing that pisses me off it all the pictures of my high school classmates underage drinking on facebook, everyone is living normal life's without penalty.. i got no job.. or job work experience and I'm trying my best to secure a job.
[QUOTE=Speedbumb0;26301488]Started my 2nd year in college. joined a club instead of being a loner... I go to a community college.
I introduced TF2 to a few people, all i hear every day is a freaking saying from the "meet the" video's or a pun all the time.
Fail and "THE GAME" is used every 20 minutes.... *sigh*[/QUOTE]
A lot of people seem to complain about this. I haven't met anyone that does this so excessively that it becomes unbearable...
I ate the last donut fo the box, now i feel bad :saddown:
[QUOTE=Ehm;25879318]people who say that they've changed but they haven't
for example
"I used to be a huge emofag but I've changed I swear!"[/QUOTE]im 50-50 emokid i dress emo fashion and wear emo hair i just dont feel emo
[editline]26th November 2010[/editline]
[QUOTE=ytr191;26298534]I love this picture. Its so cute! But i know guys aren't suppose to like Cute things.
[img_thumb]http://img225.imageshack.us/img225/8083/02bbbfac24d79392eb8fa04.jpg[/img_thumb]
Also i have looked at SO MUCH PORN![/QUOTE] O.o
I'm in a house share at Uni and lately we've had a kind of "Banter" War involving pranks and people rooms.
The rules are pretty simple:
1. No moving shit outside
2. No damage or anything that jeopardize our deposit
3. Prank only if the person is out of the house for a length of time.
We all agreed to this for a bit of fun.
Well tonight. Round 3 occurred when one of my house mates made the error of going out for the evening and leaving his door wide open. He has friends from back home round and such but that's beside the point, might have been a factor in what happened later.
Basically tonight, as a form of escalation for what he did to another one of my house mates rooms we moved all, and I mean ALL of his furniture down to the wall fixings under the stairs and into the front room leaving nothing but a sleeping bag and pillow in his room.
Now we figured given the progression of this kind of room based stunt so far (Moving things to an adjacent room, flipping everything upside-down, wrapping everything in tin foil) that this level of banter he would find hilarious as far as pranks go. He's been a great sport in this War so far, we all have but tonight when he came back 2 hours ago.
He was FURIOUS. Being the sole computer guy in our house I'm up till early (See: 4am) I was awake and forgot to lock my door but had it closed. He came in, 30 seconds passed and I could hear his friends saying typical surprised shit and then he must have seen it before he yelled throughout the house at 1 in the morning:
"I left my door open... fucking..YOU MASSIVE CUNTS, I CANNOT BELIEVE YOU DID THIS TONIGHT"
Followed by a string of chat and him being all flustered.
I was worried as all hell he was gonna take two steps to my door and knock/ bang/ open it to interrogate me as he sounded more pissed than anything I've ever heard before and this guy can get really passionately pissed about some things.
So to make sure I slept safely for fear of reprisal in my sleep which is against an unwritten rule I think. I snuck out my window and walked back in front door pretending to have gone for a midnight walk :v:
Didn't see him but it gave me an out to lock my door at least. It is hilarious but I also in hindsight can see tonight might have been a bit shitty given his friends are down. My housemate was quick to point out an open door equates to a prank as it's a rare opportunity but still. I feel guilty despite how fucking funny it is/ was.
Gonna apologise in the morning and help heave hoe all his furniture back into his room. Smooth things over hopefully, didn't mean to upset or piss him off. :smith:
P.S. However, once this does calm down to a funny level again. I cannot wait to see how he plans to get his back. Amazingly creative people in this house for funny shit
I'm a fuckin monster!
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