[QUOTE=Druid51;26325623]I'm a fuckin monster![/QUOTE]
Elaborate?
not having internet completely fucking sucks for me as it gets so lonely down in the middle of nowhere. :frown:
I just sent my boyfriend six text messages explaining how I really need a break from the relationship that we've had for almost three years now. I still love him to death, but I'm scared because I'm not giving him the attention he deserves. I'm struggling with college and home life and other things and I can't focus on both a relationship and all that at the same time.
I'm fucking terrified. I don't want this to be the end of it, I just want to take it back to square one where we weren't as serious. I don't want him to think I don't love him anymore and I'm doing this just to flirt around with other guys.
I'm scared he'll think I'm a bitch, which I fuckin' am, but.. I honestly don't know what to do. I just want to slow down a shitload so I can take care of my important life stuff. Or else both my relationship AND my career will suffer.
Not exactly happy right now.
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I'm a baby.
My brother is a right arse.
I wouldnt help my sister on club shitguin, so by brother flips out and takes the power cord to my PC.
He thinks im getting away with something, yet his room is a tip as usual after my mum told him to clean it up before she went out.
[QUOTE=XanKrieger;26323599]I'm in a house share at Uni and lately we've had a kind of "Banter" War involving pranks and people rooms.
The rules are pretty simple:
1. No moving shit outside
2. No damage or anything that jeopardize our deposit
3. Prank only if the person is out of the house for a length of time.
We all agreed to this for a bit of fun.
Well tonight. Round 3 occurred when one of my house mates made the error of going out for the evening and leaving his door wide open. He has friends from back home round and such but that's beside the point, might have been a factor in what happened later.
Basically tonight, as a form of escalation for what he did to another one of my house mates rooms we moved all, and I mean ALL of his furniture down to the wall fixings under the stairs and into the front room leaving nothing but a sleeping bag and pillow in his room.
Now we figured given the progression of this kind of room based stunt so far (Moving things to an adjacent room, flipping everything upside-down, wrapping everything in tin foil) that this level of banter he would find hilarious as far as pranks go. He's been a great sport in this War so far, we all have but tonight when he came back 2 hours ago.
He was FURIOUS. Being the sole computer guy in our house I'm up till early (See: 4am) I was awake and forgot to lock my door but had it closed. He came in, 30 seconds passed and I could hear his friends saying typical surprised shit and then he must have seen it before he yelled throughout the house at 1 in the morning:
"I left my door open... fucking..YOU MASSIVE CUNTS, I CANNOT BELIEVE YOU DID THIS TONIGHT"
Followed by a string of chat and him being all flustered.
I was worried as all hell he was gonna take two steps to my door and knock/ bang/ open it to interrogate me as he sounded more pissed than anything I've ever heard before and this guy can get really passionately pissed about some things.
So to make sure I slept safely for fear of reprisal in my sleep which is against an unwritten rule I think. I snuck out my window and walked back in front door pretending to have gone for a midnight walk :v:
Didn't see him but it gave me an out to lock my door at least. It is hilarious but I also in hindsight can see tonight might have been a bit shitty given his friends are down. My housemate was quick to point out an open door equates to a prank as it's a rare opportunity but still. I feel guilty despite how fucking funny it is/ was.
Gonna apologise in the morning and help heave hoe all his furniture back into his room. Smooth things over hopefully, didn't mean to upset or piss him off. :smith:
P.S. However, once this does calm down to a funny level again. I cannot wait to see how he plans to get his back. Amazingly creative people in this house for funny shit[/QUOTE]
I did that last year with a house down the road from me. Ending prank was filling this guys room with about 500 balloons. He was away for a weekend so 4 of us spent the entire weekend blowing them up.
[QUOTE=Pascall;26328584]I just sent my boyfriend six text messages explaining how I really need a break from the relationship that we've had for almost three years now. I still love him to death, but I'm scared because I'm not giving him the attention he deserves. I'm struggling with college and home life and other things and I can't focus on both a relationship and all that at the same time.
I'm fucking terrified. I don't want this to be the end of it, I just want to take it back to square one where we weren't as serious. I don't want him to think I don't love him anymore and I'm doing this just to flirt around with other guys.
I'm scared he'll think I'm a bitch, which I fuckin' am, but.. I honestly don't know what to do. I just want to slow down a shitload so I can take care of my important life stuff. Or else both my relationship AND my career will suffer.
Not exactly happy right now.[/QUOTE]
Following up to this, things went.. better than expected I guess. He told me he's doing his best to give me space and not be so clingy all the time, and I appreciate it. He got a little mad at me, which is understandable, but I think overall we're alright.
I guess I couldn't really ask for more.
I wish I could express my emotions better, some shit hurts :smith:
[QUOTE=Pascall;26334000]Following up to this, things went.. better than expected I guess. He told me he's doing his best to give me space and not be so clingy all the time, and I appreciate it. He got a little mad at me, which is understandable, but I think overall we're alright.
I guess I couldn't really ask for more.[/QUOTE]
Well, glad that turned out to be somewhat ok.
I'm slightly insane.
I got cut from the senior (varsity) basketball team and a fat 290 lb native kid whos played ball for 2 months made it over me
where is the sanity in this world
yep thats pretty much the only thing wrong with my life
There's shit on my chest.
[editline]27th November 2010[/editline]
[QUOTE=Rach Runner;26334024]I wish I could express my emotions better, some shit hurts :smith:[/QUOTE]
I feel you :\
A while ago, I broke up with my girlfriend because things weren't really working out. I've missed her since, more and more, and now, she has a new boyfriend. Feels like utter shit. I'd like to just move on and find another girl, but hot, nice girls are an extreme rarity around here.
Money money money. That's all that matters anymore these days. I don't want to spend my entire life working just so I can go somewhere when I'm not working to wait to work again.
Today's society pisses me off.
Depression sucks.
At least money will begin to phase out when robots can do our jobs.
Sadly I don't think it's going to work that way.
A new batch of shit to say.
1. I'm tired of building a wall from the rest of the world. I've been desensitized and find it hard to share emotions. Hiding behind my emotionless wall. I bottled up too much and can no longer hold anymore.
2. I'm sick and tired of being the "Nice guy". Everyone tells me I'm the nicest person they've met. What do I get in return for actually attempting to be courteous to fellow humans? I get shit on and stepped on, I'm tired of the fucking douche bags getting everywhere in life.
3. Girls, Girls in general fucking annoy me. Stop trying to over analyze everything. You try to figure out a meaning that isn't there. Stop reading that fucking bullshit they shove down your throats in magazines. Literally had a girlfriend break up with me this week because I was the perfect boyfriend and was very nice. Well bitch have fun with whatever piece of shit you can pickup now. I tried helping you, I cared for you. You ended it with a fucking text message, way to go.
4. Once again the media. Fuck the media, fuck their slanderous biased ass views. Get the idiots off the screen and replace it with someone who actually knows what the fuck they are talking about and not talking out of their asses.
Office Depot employee here.
I don't care how shitty your life is, how bad your day is or any of that shit, you have no fucking right to take that shit out on someone who is just trying to get by and [i]HAS[/i] to make [i]that[/i] sale so they don't have to make the choice between paying rent and being able to eat for 2 weeks.
So from the bottom of my heart, to those of you that do that shit, I say. [b]GO FUCK YOURSELF[/b]
[QUOTE=slinkman;26351812]Office Depot employee here.
I don't care how shitty your life is, how bad your day is or any of that shit, you have no fucking right to take that shit out on someone who is just trying to get by and [i]HAS[/i] to make [i]that[/i] sale so they don't have to make the choice between paying rent and being able to eat for 2 weeks.
So from the bottom of my heart, to those of you that do that shit, I say. [b]GO FUCK YOURSELF[/b][/QUOTE]
I don't really understand? What shit? I doubt people do that shit here, or I've never noticed.
I shot someone during my service, on patrol, two months ago...
He was only nineteen.
He obviously was under peer pressure, to be in that gang that shot at us.
Does that make me evil?
[QUOTE=broo20;26351847]I don't really understand? What shit? I doubt people do that shit here, or I've never noticed.[/QUOTE]
tl;dw: People are assholes.
[editline]28th November 2010[/editline]
[QUOTE=The Green;26351864]I shot someone during my service, on patrol, two months ago...
He was only nineteen.
He obviously was under peer pressure, to be in that gang that shot at us.
Does that make me evil?[/QUOTE]
Nope.
[QUOTE=slinkman;26351943]tl;dw: People are assholes.
[editline]28th November 2010[/editline]
Nope.[/QUOTE]
Oh, good...
For a second there, I thought I had to confession for the other dozen lives.
Literally. No jokes.
I really hate snobs. I make sure to mention to everyone that I hate them badly. Although I go to a public school, very few people actually know that I used to go to a private school, and it fucked with my head, and that stayed with me for a year after I went back to a public school (my very first school was a public school though). Thank god I'm back to normal (and I'm 100% sure that I am too).
But seriously, I am capable of saying I hate snobs because I was surrounded by them and partially turned into one for a few years. I just wanted to say all of that and give you a warning: When you have kids, don't send them to a private school, you may think you are doing it in their best interest but it's just turning your kids into fucking douches and prevents them from socialising with a wide diversity of peoples (only whites and some Asians go to private schools, never knew any blacks).
Also if you want your kids to go to university, public school is the best anyways, because at private schools they have a very odd curriculum compared to public schools and universities, so public school students typically end up better. Also because private schools are expensive my father ended up having to use money that he was intending for me to pay off university when I got to it, so that would've been nice but shit happens.
i wipe my anus with money i'am that rich
I always just feel like crap because this isn't the life I wanted. I mean it's mine, so I'll take it but...
I've always wanted a real family. My mom was killed by my uncle at young age and every time I see someone talking about things they did with their family, I get jealous so easily. I know it's stupid but still...
I also find it so ironic, how to many, being in love is a thing of joy, when to me, all it is is pain. I may sound like an emo faggot but regardless.
old men crying turns me on
I feel so shitty. I feel like nothing I do has a point, it's all meaningless.
My birthday is coming up now and after that it's christmas, but there is [I]nothing[/I] I want.
Well, nothing that can be bought by money. Money has no value to me atm.
Guess I wish I felt close to someone, friend or a love, that's all.
I want a girlfriend. I feel like shit looking at all my friends and all the fun they have with girls and there's me, the chubby indian kid looking for some company. Being the nice guy is so fucking overrated, I've been the nice guy for 17 years of my life, it's gotten me nothing. Fuck society and the stupid whores that make it what it is today.
/endrant
Being nice + being independent/strong > Being an asshole/being a pussy
[QUOTE=MrJazzy;26354338]I feel so shitty. I feel like nothing I do has a point, it's all meaningless.
My birthday is coming up now and after that it's christmas, but there is [I]nothing[/I] I want.
Well, nothing that can be bought by money. Money has no value to me atm.
Guess I wish I felt close to someone, friend or a love, that's all.[/QUOTE]
aww
grow up
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