[QUOTE=MonkeyMan44;26359953]aww
grow up[/QUOTE]
Hah, I have, it's not as simple as that.
[QUOTE=G12-A5;26351383]A new batch of shit to say.
1. I'm tired of building a wall from the rest of the world. I've been desensitized and find it hard to share emotions. Hiding behind my emotionless wall. I bottled up too much and can no longer hold anymore.
2. I'm sick and tired of being the "Nice guy". Everyone tells me I'm the nicest person they've met. What do I get in return for actually attempting to be courteous to fellow humans? I get shit on and stepped on, I'm tired of the fucking douche bags getting everywhere in life.
3. Girls, Girls in general fucking annoy me. Stop trying to over analyze everything. You try to figure out a meaning that isn't there. Stop reading that fucking bullshit they shove down your throats in magazines. Literally had a girlfriend break up with me this week because I was the perfect boyfriend and was very nice. Well bitch have fun with whatever piece of shit you can pickup now. I tried helping you, I cared for you. You ended it with a fucking text message, way to go.
4. Once again the media. Fuck the media, fuck their slanderous biased ass views. Get the idiots off the screen and replace it with someone who actually knows what the fuck they are talking about and not talking out of their asses.[/QUOTE]
This pretty much exactly.
Damn, this has been the most miserable week of my life.
I feel like i'm not myself.
Like my body is just an empty husk, which i am merely watching and controlling in first person, without being IT, feels weird.
I have no gf but I have good grades at school and I'm the first in my class, never been bullied, have lots of friends, even the tough guys in my class like me.
So I don't give a fuck about the gf part :buddy:
But I will get one someday...
I am really worried about me mum. My dad lost his job September '09 and is still looking. Mum only works part time, and she's just recently gone back to college to try and get a degree. She's trying her damnedest to keep the family afloat, but I can tell it's taking a huge toll on her.
I've been trying to get a job so that I can dedicate 50% of my paycheck to helping the family, but absolutely no where is hiring around where I live. I've been given the opportunity to work as a performer at the Six Flags in my state, but that's not 'til summer.
Wish me and me mum luck, FP.
I play Treasure Island to please my girlfriend. :smith:
[QUOTE=Paravin;26365352]I play Treasure Island to please my girlfriend. :smith:[/QUOTE]
But Treasure Island is awesome you should force yourself to enjoy it :buddy:
Can anyone get this mimic off my chest? I'm storing my ambiguous medallion that could probably kill some evil guy in there!
Just got friendzoned by the girl I like. To be honest I could see it coming; I was pretty certain she had a boyfriend, but I was still clinging to hope. We were talking over FB chat, and I was saying that I'd had a shitty day (which was true; mostly because I'd been thinking about her and feeling lonely as fuck). Anyway, I asked her for a hug (we're in different rooms on the same corridor). There was this long pause, and then she said 'yeah but just as friends of course'. Wasn't a direct rejection, but it makes it pretty clear how she thinks of me, and almost assures nothing will ever happen between us.
I knew it was the most likely outcome, but it still hurts Facepunch. For a while I'd thought we were getting real close...for the first time in my life I wasn't fucking things up with a girl. Now I'm back to worrying that I'll be alone forever :(
PS. I can just see someone posting the 'Forever Alone' picture. Kinda sums things up pretty well.
that was pretty dumb^^
[QUOTE=MasterQuief;26370294]that was pretty dumb^^[/QUOTE]
While the title you gave yourself, possibly years ago, should not define your intelligence, I could not help but think:
[i]"That was pretty dumb? Oh, the guy named 'MasterQuief' said that, so I shouldn't take it too seriously".[/i]
I'm only 13, but I am already starting to get pissed off about the people at school. You see, I'm in the GATE class (short for Gifted And Talented Education) and most people in my class are.
Extremely.
Fucking.
ANNOYING.
Being in the GATE class does not give you an excuse to be a fucking baby all the time. Basically all my teachers hate this one kid in my class because he doesn't stop being a huge pain in the ass for them. He has no sympathy for them. He does not understand the bullshit they go through day in, day out. If he keeps arguing pointlessly, singing in class, yelling, being a general fuckwit, he will never understand, but unfortunately, everyone in the class likes him, I however, don't. He constantly criticizes me, we have houses in the school and I am the captain of the green house. He will not stop stating that he would make a better house captain than me, yet, he lost the election to me and someone who had his speech written by his own damn MOTHER. Because he is liked, his behaviour is basically copied, a lot of others criticize my ability as house captain, but none of them are house captains, Jesus Christ, could they kindly fuck off? They also support his idiocy in class, the only one who doesn't like it is me, because I seem to have some fucking sense.
I also have a small reputation, again in my class, for being aggressive. I'm only aggressive when provoked, however, and they are not stopping to find ways to piss me off. It's like being in kindergarten all over again, but this time I'm 16 and everyone is 3. Fuck, it pisses me off to no end.
Also, they believe I am not normal because I hate sausage rolls, chicken nuggets, the beach, swimming, not owning a mobile phone, not liking ice cream and think that there is something wrong with me because I play on the computer as a hobby. Also I have reason to believe that some of the girls in my class are closet lesbians.
As a fire fighter, I am sorry for not saving your grandma in the car wreck a few years ago. Still have not gotten that off my mind. Ugh. There wasn't much we could do anyways, but still. Moments like those that haunt you forever.
I am a Communist and I listen to Rage Against the Machine all the time. Call me a angsty teen and rate me dumb, I don't care.
Where the fuck is my book that tells me how to live life.
Why did everyone else get one but here I am a desensitized individual who is socially awkward and can't express emotion. I swear EVERY conversation I have with anyone becomes awkward for me.
My eyes dry up, I think about how my facial expressions are so I attempt to convey some form of emotion through it, then the way I am blinking, eye contact, how am I standing, my arms are in a weird positon.
"Oh sorry what where you saying I was too busy trying to make myself look normal"
I'm tired of this forum randoming dying due to DDoS, technical failure, and other things that are in no way garry's fault. Damn facepunch's luck!
Rather than helping a young child we found stuck in a deep ditch in the sand on the holidays I ignored him thanks to jackass friend with his peer pressure.
Also that I'm gay.
[QUOTE=MrJazzy;26360394]Hah, I have, it's not as simple as that.[/QUOTE]
no you have not you overly sensetive imbecile
[editline]29th November 2010[/editline]
mentally
A few of my friends are cunts who haven't invited me out for the past 2 weeks despite me living 5 minutes away from them, the moment i have mates round bam 'why the fuck didn't you invite us?'. oh my bad i wasn't aware that mates invite each other out...
maybe they think you're an annoying faggot and dont want to hang out with you bro
[QUOTE=MonkeyMan44;26385451]maybe they think you're an annoying faggot and dont want to hang out with you bro[/QUOTE]
then why the fuck do they get mad at me for not inviting them out when in my eyes they're all wankers.
also rating yourself winner lol
Who wants an update on the girl in the OP?
What?
No one?
Up yours, you're getting one anyway.
She dyed her hair black after overhearing me joking and saying I prefer Black hair to Brown hair. She now looks asian.
I love zombie killers, thanks to Valve.
[QUOTE=Gareth;26385510]then why the fuck do they get mad at me for not inviting them out when in my eyes they're all wankers.
also rating yourself winner lol[/QUOTE]
why dont you tell them that they're faggots instead of being such a faggot yourself
To all those who are "socially awkward": Stop trying, that did it for me. I'm serious here, have fun, don't worry about being strange - If someone judges you for being yourself it is simply free stupid radar for people you should avoid anyway.
To all those wanting love: Enjoy yourself, have fun in life, and look for someone, she (he?) won't show up from thin air, but don't get down if things don't go your way - stay confident in yourself. If some girl (guy?) blows you off, their loss, not yours.
To all those who need a life: Get outside, apply for jobs, even those shitty ones you don't want to work. Become a good employee who shows up on time, fills in when they are short, save your money, get promotion. Go to college or vocational school, become a professional, and congrats, you now have a life. It will really suck, that I can almost guarantee, but as you go forward, you will feel so much better running on your own gas.
[QUOTE=Samiam22;26376778]I'm only 13, but I am already starting to get pissed off about the people at school. You see, I'm in the GATE class (short for Gifted And Talented Education) and most people in my class are.
Extremely.
Fucking.
ANNOYING.
Being in the GATE class does not give you an excuse to be a fucking baby all the time. Basically all my teachers hate this one kid in my class because he doesn't stop being a huge pain in the ass for them. He has no sympathy for them. He does not understand the bullshit they go through day in, day out. If he keeps arguing pointlessly, singing in class, yelling, being a general fuckwit, he will never understand, but unfortunately, everyone in the class likes him, I however, don't. He constantly criticizes me, we have houses in the school and I am the captain of the green house. He will not stop stating that he would make a better house captain than me, yet, he lost the election to me and someone who had his speech written by his own damn MOTHER. Because he is liked, his behaviour is basically copied, a lot of others criticize my ability as house captain, but none of them are house captains, Jesus Christ, could they kindly fuck off? They also support his idiocy in class, the only one who doesn't like it is me, because I seem to have some fucking sense.
I also have a small reputation, again in my class, for being aggressive. I'm only aggressive when provoked, however, and they are not stopping to find ways to piss me off. It's like being in kindergarten all over again, but this time I'm 16 and everyone is 3. Fuck, it pisses me off to no end.
Also, they believe I am not normal because I hate sausage rolls, chicken nuggets, the beach, swimming, not owning a mobile phone, not liking ice cream and think that there is something wrong with me because I play on the computer as a hobby. Also I have reason to believe that some of the girls in my class are closet lesbians.[/QUOTE]
I read the Gifted and Talented part and suddenly remembered that I know a ton of people in those class's and realized how much I FUCKING hate them... you GT kids are more then annoying... just plain arrogant and ignorant.. I guess higher education dosn't equal jack shit.
[QUOTE=Thedashingrogue;26385680]Who wants an update on the girl in the OP?
What?
No one?
Up yours, you're getting one anyway.
She dyed her hair black after overhearing me joking and saying I prefer Black hair to Brown hair. She now looks asian.[/QUOTE]
When she is around say you like a new hair colour/cut each week, see how long it takes her to stop.
OP, tell her that marijuana is the best thing you've tried in coffee for a while.
[QUOTE=Midtown123;26394211]OP, tell her that marijuana is the best thing you've tried in coffee for a while.[/QUOTE]
Or you could say that you love ground up chalk in your cereal.
Oh god, that makes me gag thinking of it...
I put 4 gaybows together, like this:
[img]http://img143.imageshack.us/img143/9291/targetu.png[/img]
and fuck it.
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