This girl in my school used to have a crush on my older brother one year ago. Earlier this year, we crossed each other on our way home from school. She's pretty shy and awkward (so am I but not as much), so when we started walking together, she didn't say a word. Until I, trying to be nice, started a casual conversation. It was awkward as hell, but she got to talk a little bit. Couple of weeks later, I'm playing a small gig with my friends, so I tell her over the internet to come and see the show. She appears at the gig, but doesn't say a word, as usual.
For the following months, we started chatting online more and more. I was never really interested in what she had to say, but I did it anyway because I wanted to be friendly. I kept inviting her to the concerts I played, but she never spoke in person.
Fast forward to June, I find out she has a crush on [b]me[/b] now. And my friends started to realize, too. Whenever she appeared at one of my gigs, my friends would tell me "Dude! She's here again! How does she know when and where to come?" and I would tell them "I have no idea!" when really, I've been telling her all along, to be nice. Before I flew to the States for the summer (I live in Spain), she gave me a present (a cat... thing keychain) and wished me a good summer. I came back here a long time ago, but since she changed schools I haven't talked to her.
TL;DR: Girl I'm not interested in has a crush on me and I feel horrible :smith:
I listen to 70's TV music
I have wasted almost every creative opportunity I had and now I live in a depressed state.
[QUOTE=KingKombat;25880029]So she just completely disregards me and forgets about the fact that I am-- WAS a friend? The very least she could do is say fucking 'HI' back to me when I do so. Goddamn is it really that hard to do so?[/QUOTE]
Hi. :)
[editline]8th December 2010[/editline]
Page king needs content, I guess.
I can't stand around my mom, she's a complete bitch to everyone, except to her alcoholic boyfriend. The same one who yells at me if I make below an A in anything, even though he never finished high school.
[QUOTE=MindMuncher;26555593]Well I was going to say [i]"I'm just like you!"[/i] to that guy that told us that he's 16, very skinny, and has never kissed a girl, but then it turned into him talking about how he smokes pot, drinks, and beats his retarded little brother...
So, I'm 16, never kissed a girl, and am very skinny, but I [b]do not[/b] beat autistic kids...
I get lonely and want a hug, but I don't ever feel like I'll never meet someone... I feel like I have so little control over things that saying "never" about anything is empty, since it could still happen.
I used to try to hard to stay in control of things, but I've developed a huge well of apathy, and don't care so much anyone...
Apparently, when you don't care as much, you aren't very nice to people all the time, and when you aren't nice to people people like you...
People like you when you're mean... I don't get it, so I told them all that I was disappointed in them.
More people liked that... It's like, anything negative I say about people gets me liked more, and I don't want to be mean. I won't turn into some sort of monster, but I just felt like I could safely ramble here.[/QUOTE]
Me too. All of this. Except one thing. Apathy. Why the hell be apathetic, be happy instead. I mean, embrace your non carieness of things and go into "I dont give a shit anymore" mode. I.e. DO things you like, listen to music, watch movies, try your hardest to be happy. Then it doesnt matter. Yeeeaahhh.
girls suck..
Oh and be nice to people. Even if they'd like you more if you're mean, they will be happy when you're nice to them. Hell, some of them might be in your situaion, wouldn't you want someone to be nice and comforting rather than mean to you?
[editline]8th December 2010[/editline]
GODDAMN automerge breaker. I DESERVED THAT AUTOMERGE
YOU RUINED THE LITTLE HAPPINESS I HAD.
John Lennon is dead. I am sad.
[QUOTE=killa101;26552094]My ex whom I dated for 7 months left me for a guy who ruined her life because he is an 'all new' person. He has been friends with her on and off multiple times during our relationship. I knew she liked him the whole time we were dating, so I dumped her. Anyways I kept telling her that he hasn't changed and that I'm not going to be there for her when shit goes wrong. Last night she texted me saying, "You were right, he cheated on me"
Best fucking feeling ever in my life.[/QUOTE]
This sounds mean as fuck, but I want the same to happen to my ex. She's now going out with a complete manslut, and she doesn't want sex. Naturally, this means he'll cheat.
chocolate ice cream tastes shitty and nothing like chocolate.
if you want chocolate-flavored ice cream have some vanilla ice cream with chocolate syrup
Ihe only death I've actually cried for was when I euthanized my dog, sprite
My only real friend is my girlfriend.
Lol
I have 3 friends in real life. My best friends are on the internet.
Ugh, I feel like such shit right now. Long story short, there's this kid in my school that's handicapped and uses a walker. I assumed we were fairly friendly and he knew me well enough, so as teenagers do, I screw around with him(ex: asked him how it feels to be a cripple, we both laughed at it). Except now he's gone and told the dean of my school about it.
Now, before you say I'm a dick, consider two things;
1)He's laughed at it before and didn't seem to have anything wrong with it.
2)I've told him repeatedly that if he wants me to stop, I will immediately and apologize.
And then he goes and does this, which may or may not get me suspended. It's so ridiculously stupid...
[QUOTE=Arachnidus;26569471]Ugh, I feel like such shit right now. Long story short, there's this kid in my school that's handicapped and uses a walker. I assumed we were fairly friendly and he knew me well enough, so as teenagers do, I screw around with him(ex: asked him how it feels to be a cripple, we both laughed at it). Except now he's gone and told the dean of my school about it.
Now, before you say I'm a dick, consider two things;
1)He's laughed at it before and didn't seem to have anything wrong with it.
2)I've told him repeatedly that if he wants me to stop, I will immediately and apologize.
And then he goes and does this, which may or may not get me suspended. It's so ridiculously stupid...[/QUOTE]
I know what you mean, i think if they laugh then it should be okay since its not like he was showing that he was offended.
[QUOTE=OreoExtremist;26569655]I do that with my black friend but i call him a darkie[/QUOTE]
My dad once told me about his college friend who was black.
They were both on the basketball team and they were getting their laundry done. There was a basket labeled "whites" and another labeled "colored", for the clothes. My dad told me he picked up his black friend an put him in the "colored" basket.
I'm a bad person
[QUOTE=OreoExtremist;26569655]I know what you mean, i think if they laugh then it should be okay since its not like he was showing that he was offended.[/QUOTE]
That's my point. I had every intention of it being in friendly jest. As I said, I made it very, very clear(cannot stress this enough) that if he was feeling uncomfortable about it, I would stop. He didn't say anything, so I thought he would be fine with it.
So, now I'm trying to contact him to apologize and make it clear.
[QUOTE=Arachnidus;26570032]That's my point. I had every intention of it being in friendly jest. As I said, I made it very, very clear(cannot stress this enough) that if he was feeling uncomfortable about it, I would stop. He didn't say anything, so I thought he would be fine with it.
So, now I'm trying to contact him to apologize and make it clear.[/QUOTE]
Good Idea, i hope it works out for you
[QUOTE=OreoExtremist;26570756]Good Idea, i hope it works out for you[/QUOTE]
Thanks, man.
[QUOTE=kinki-bunni;26563602]girls suck..[/QUOTE]
..my dick
:smug:
:smithicide:
[QUOTE=randomsaccount;26043889][img_thumb]http://i56.tinypic.com/20sdqwz.png[/img_thumb]
Was I the only one to notice this? :D[/QUOTE]
Your point?
I happen to like Minecraft, doesn't mean that it caused it.
[QUOTE=Croix;26563597]Me too. All of this. Except one thing. Apathy. Why the hell be apathetic, be happy instead. I mean, embrace your non carieness of things and go into "I dont give a shit anymore" mode. I.e. DO things you like, listen to music, watch movies, try your hardest to be happy. Then it doesnt matter. Yeeeaahhh.[/QUOTE]
My problem is that I'm just not motivated enough, I guess.
I'll try to be specific.
I really would like to do certain things, mostly involving school, or saying something to someone to get it out there, but I just [i]won't[/i], and I can't understand why, so I can't seem to fix it.
I feel like I can put things off indefinitely, when I [i]know[/i] that I cannot, and this causes me great amounts of anxiety...
So, when I say 'apathy' I was being pretty vague. It's not an 'I don't care about shit' so much as 'I really wish I cared about shit right now!'.
I want to care, so I suppose I do care, but I don't due anything as a result.
I'm fairly sure it's all just a phase though, and that it'll right itself, but I can't help but see that I'm applying everything I just said to that statement (I'm putting off trying to do anything about it, because I'm confident that it will right itself...).
I made a girl cry at school today by sarcastically calling her ugly
and I haven't the nuts to apologize
oh, woe is me
[QUOTE=Sir Tristan;26573972]I made a girl cry at school today by sarcastically calling her ugly
and I haven't the nuts to apologize
oh, woe is me[/QUOTE]Girls are emotionally unstable, calling them any names hurts them more than it does for guys. You should definitely apologize to prevent anything else from happening
[QUOTE=Shustriy;26574102]Girls are emotionally unstable, calling them any names hurts them more than it does for guys. You should definitely apologize to prevent anything else from happening[/QUOTE]
But the thing is, she KNOWS my sarcastic personality, I've joked around calling her much worse names before and she has known I was joking!!
Just a few days ago she was walking next to me in the halls and she said "hey" and I said "Buzz off douche!!!!!!" but sarcastically so she would know I was joking, and we both turned to eachother and started laughing. I did exactly the same thing today but she walked away and friends told me they found her crying, I don't understand.
Given that I didn't witness her crying myself, if she ever mentions it I'll say I didn't know and apologize profusely.
In addition, when I'm upset, I hate it when people bring the negative event up. When my brother died, I was fucking upset as any man can get. People would always walk up to me and say things like "dude, I'm so sorry about your brother man," but bringing the subject up always made me more upset and I was only seconds away from losing it and beating the shit out of those people sometimes
[editline]9th December 2010[/editline]
In fact, she's mentioned in the fact that she likes my sense of humor because it is unique out of the guys she knows. Everyone else shows sympathy she says, but I like to joke around. I don't know what happened today.
[QUOTE=Sir Tristan;26574422]But the thing is, she KNOWS my sarcastic personality, I've joked around calling her much worse names before and she has known I was joking!!
Just a few days ago she was walking next to me in the halls and she said "hey" and I said "Buzz off douche!!!!!!" but sarcastically so she would know I was joking, and we both turned to eachother and started laughing. I did exactly the same thing today but she walked away and friends told me they found her crying, I don't understand.
Given that I didn't witness her crying myself, if she ever mentions it I'll say I didn't know and apologize profusely.
In addition, when I'm upset, I hate it when people bring the negative event up. When my brother died, I was fucking upset as any man can get. People would always walk up to me and say things like "dude, I'm so sorry about your brother man," but bringing the subject up always made me more upset and I was only seconds away from losing it and beating the shit out of those people sometimes
[editline]9th December 2010[/editline]
In fact, she's mentioned in the fact that she likes my sense of humor because it is unique out of the guys she knows. Everyone else shows sympathy she says, but I like to joke around. I don't know what happened today.[/QUOTE]Girls are very different than guys, emotionally. Maybe she was having a bad day, or she was upset about something.
no shit she was upset about something, thanks for that
Alright, so news on Cripplegate(as I'm calling it). The kid's apparently a fairly major ass, he makes fun of the other disabled kids, talks shit about everybody else in the school, and is an all around douchenozzle. To quote a famous Commander, I could use this.
i'm extremely dissatisfied of what good things i do, or something I achieve
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