Girl I like is going out with my friend :smithicide:. It's not that bad on it's own but it just pisses me off because I was going to ask her out after Winter break. Now I feel like crap and I can't even get the closure of a rejection.
I'm suspecting someone told me that they went to Texas, to not hang out with me...
Feels bad.
Then again, perhaps I'm being paranoid...
I'm gay.
[sp] Not really [/sp]
Dad just stop trying to pretend like you didn't leave us and don't live at home, you break my mum down every time you ring and she cries every time you leave after a visit. Just stop please...
[QUOTE=junker|154;26808879]Yesterday night was so strange. A very old friend of mine and I decided to meet up, back in the old days we were always best friends and I was kind in love with her and she loved me. But we were only kiddies, so nothing really happened. But still we had a great time.
So last night we went both to a pub for some drinks. And it was so fucking weird because we haven't heard from eachother for almost 8 years. And now she's all grown up but still quite the same as she used to be. Time has passed and we talked a lot about our lifes and such, it was truly great and I like her a lot. We both were on the same level and I felt great being with her and talking to her.
Later on she was a bit drunk and we both went to my flat, we had some snowballfights on the way home and we had some fun. Strangely she was holding my hand all the time. At my home I gave her some warm clothes and she looked great in underwear, then we were lying in my bed and suddently we kissed eachother and we were making it out. But it was kind of weird, because we hadn't seen us for such a long time and so we stopped. So we didn't had sex, which was quite a shame.
The main issue is that she doesn't like casual sex and all that jazz an prefers relationships, afterwards as we were lying in bed she said that she would love me and I was confused and all. I wasn't aiming for a relationship. Furthermore she had quite a crazy past and loads of problems with drugs and depression. She also looks a bit alternative, piercings and tatoos everywhere but it fits to her and I even like it. I thought that I did a mistake by kissing her. But the next day we woke up and I accompanied her home. We both were quite confused and I have a weird feeling today.
And now I even miss her.[/QUOTE]
I think you know the answer to this one...
The people I look up to don't like me.
Fuck i just wasted four hours watching AVGN.
How? HOW THE FUCK?
You are not a fucking photographist with wordart and greyscale, fuck.
Got a "How to play guitar" book at christmas. First I was like "meh probably won't be using this, mainly because I thought it was so god damn hard. I've only yesterday started teaching myself though and it turns out it's alot easier than I thought. I've learnt how to read tabs, how to take some simple chords and how to 'pick' and shizzle. There is obviously alot more to learn and I need alot of practice but hey, I'll probably go on with this and learn how to play the guitar. It would be awesome to be able to play something else than piano, and I'm quite an efficient(spelling on that?) learner.
[QUOTE=MrJazzy;26983793]Got a "How to play guitar" book at christmas. First I was like "meh probably won't be using this, mainly because I thought it was so god damn hard. I've only yesterday started teaching myself though and it turns out it's alot easier than I thought. I've learnt how to read tabs, how to take some simple chords and how to 'pick' and shizzle. There is obviously alot more to learn and I need alot of practice but hey, I'll probably go on with this and learn how to play the guitar. It would be awesome to be able to play something else than piano, and I'm quite an efficient(spelling on that?) learner.[/QUOTE]
That's great :buddy: Hope it works out for you, join a band if you can because they're great fun
Also yeah Efficient was spelled right :3:
Haha, thanks man! This thread needs some hope and happiness to put up with all of these depressing posts :buddy:
I can give happiness too, just look at my avatar. Bender can always raise your mood, 'specially with his kickin rad shades :smug:
I love you all and I wish the best of luck to everyone here
[editline]26th December 2010[/editline]
purely bro love though, not gay love
My mom was sent to the emergency room on christmas eve and she's been sick since, my sister has been really rude lately to me and everyone. I'd wish I would make more friends or try to stay in contact with them. I'm going to give my best friend a christmas present once I can though :) I've never bothered with a girlfriend, I've never been interested. I'm pretty sure I'm capable though.
I guess I just need a hug. I'm worried about my mom though :(
Hmm....
Some chick said that she liked video-games to impress me, I feel.
We played the game she suggested and she had no idea what was going on.
[i]"Go grab that health pack Coach! No, pick it up! We need that one!"[/i] (said the rest of our team to her...)
About a year ago I was with this girl who which I deeply fell for, faster than anyone I have been with before. It was all good for at least 3 months and I finally confessed I loved her, she was happy and so was I. another 4 months go by and things are going great, up to a point where we have a small fight about a game. I though we where fine, but no her "best friend" convinces her that i will become abusive because of it. She leaves me because of that. I watched her for a year date other guys.
Because of this I started collecting masks. Gasmasks, neoprene, fabric,etc. My friends and family thing its a hobby, which in away it is, i love them. But deep down I use them to hide. I also am constantly changing how I look and have been quiet anti-social. I'm actually fairly scared to open up again to anyone really anymore.:ohdear:
[QUOTE=Kumari24;27017805]About a year ago I was with this girl who which I deeply fell for, faster than anyone I have been with before. It was all good for at least 3 months and I finally confessed I loved her, she was happy and so was I. another 4 months go by and things are going great, up to a point where we have a small fight about a game. I though we where fine, but no her "best friend" convinces her that i will become abusive because of it. She leaves me because of that. I watched her for a year date other guys.
Because of this I started collecting masks. Gasmasks, neoprene, fabric,etc. My friends and family thing its a hobby, which in away it is, i love them. But deep down I use them to hide. I also am constantly changing how I look and have been quiet anti-social. I'm actually fairly scared to open up again to anyone really anymore.:ohdear:[/QUOTE]
That sounds like some sort of sociopath talking...
Please don't become a sociopath because then you'd just be fulfilling what that girl's friend said about you.... Prove her wrong by being great again!
[QUOTE=MindMuncher;27017951]That sounds like some sort of sociopath talking...
Please don't become a sociopath because then you'd just be fulfilling what that girl's friend said about you.... Prove her wrong by being great again![/QUOTE]
I'm getting out more I just am a very quiet kid.
and moving to a new town recently isn't helpful. But hey I'm away from her right?
[QUOTE=Kumari24;27018133]I'm getting out more I just am a very quiet kid.
and moving to a new town recently isn't helpful. But hey I'm away from her right?[/QUOTE]
You don't need to be [b]away[/b] from her, you need to get [b]over[/b] her. It's not location so much as mindset.
[QUOTE=MindMuncher;27018510]You don't need to be [b]away[/b] from her, you need to get [b]over[/b] her. It's not location so much as mindset.[/QUOTE]
I guess your right, thanks bud.
I'm really sad about moving because i wont be able to see my friends much anymore, and iv'e lived in the same house for 10 years and now i have to go to a new school and i'm scared of not making any new friends. :smith:
[QUOTE=Choobacca;27018692]I'm really sad about moving because i wont be able to see my friends much anymore, and iv'e lived in the same house for 10 years and now i have to go to a new school and i'm scared of not making any new friends. :smith:[/QUOTE]
You'll be fine. It shouldn't be too hard to fit in unless you are a major assburgers case.
Onto me though, I am quite distraught with my family. Recent events (which I withhold for privacy sake) has caused a rift inbetween my father and some of his brothers and sisters. I quite like everyone in my family but this is just making me sad because whenever we see them I am the only on engaging in conversation. Both parties act as if neither exist. Goddamn get past your differences
I secretly miss my ex-girlfriend. She was a liar and a cheater and I'm glad I broke up with her, but I guess I miss the good parts of our relationship. Eh, gotta move on and stop thinking about her. I hate having to pretend that nothing's bothering me.
My little brother died in my mothers womb, and I try to act like I don't care towards most people I know, even though that's bullshit, I still think about how much fun it would be to have him.
Sure, I have a new little brother, but the gap between us makes it a bit less fitting than if my first little brother had survived... :smith:
[QUOTE=Thedashingrogue;25879285]Felt good to get that off of my chest, bros.[/QUOTE]
Give her a chance.
Probably not as bad as some people here, but, whatever.
So I broke up with my girlfriend about two months ago, and she simply will not stop texting/IMing me about how depressed she is, how she feels like cutting, how she hates me but "still loves me"
It's both annoying, and making me feel like shit, because it all seems like my fault.
...and yet, it doesn't drag me down that much, I feel bad, but not that bad...
[QUOTE=dmillerw;27022507]Probably not as bad as some people here, but, whatever.
So I broke up with my girlfriend about two months ago, and she simply will not stop texting/IMing me about how depressed she is, how she feels like cutting, how she hates me but "still loves me"
It's both annoying, and making me feel like shit, because it all seems like my fault.
...and yet, it doesn't drag me down that much, I feel bad, but not that bad...[/QUOTE]
Four solutions:
1) Ignore it
2) Tell her she can for all you care
3) Block her number
4) Tell her it's time she moves on.
[editline]28th December 2010[/editline]
[QUOTE=Uprising901;27019215]I secretly miss my ex-girlfriend. She was a liar and a cheater and I'm glad I broke up with her, but I guess I miss the good parts of our relationship. Eh, gotta move on and stop thinking about her. I hate having to pretend that nothing's bothering me.[/QUOTE]
I know the exact feeling. Talk to other girls, you'll be over her soon enough. Don't block your ex out, but don't initiate conversation unless you actually want to.
Agh, feeling a little lonely lately. I gotta get outta the house tomorrow.
I hate most of my friends, except some of them. Being around them makes me feel uneasy and awkward. Although I spend most of my spare time hanging out with friends I still feel uneasy around people and in social situations.
I'm disappointed with how little I know or understand about the opposite gender this far into my adolescence, and the lack of time I've actually spent with them. I thought things would be moving a little faster at this point in time, but it's still at a standstill.
I don't want to do anything next year, but drink and smoke by myself everyday. I don't know what I want to do yet but very soon I'm going to have to make choices that are going to be very important to my future.
I wish I could go back in time to the beginning of high school so I could take a different path.
When I was 13, I had my first wank, off to a pornographic image in CSS in a map called xc_funky.
True story.
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