[QUOTE=Binsky;27250480]great. i hope everything goes well[/QUOTE]
So far it is. But what I'm also worried about is that I could've have been acting like that to other people I know and I never know when I'm acting like an asshole.
[QUOTE=Intoxicated Spy;27250501]I'm the one killing all those animals that keep showing up on the news.[/QUOTE]
Well shit. PETA's going to give you hell. You may want to get the hell out of dodge
[editline]6th January 2011[/editline]
[QUOTE=Makol;27250540]So far it is. But what I'm also worried about is that I could've have been acting like that to other people I know and I never know when I'm acting like an asshole.[/QUOTE]
I don't know how you can't know necessarily. Try to think more before you talk. Spend more time listening.
You seem like a nice guy, though
[QUOTE=Intoxicated Spy;27250501]I'm the one killing all those animals that keep showing up on the news.[/QUOTE]
PETA is going to skin you
[QUOTE=Binsky;27250544]
I don't know how you can't know necessarily. Try to think more before you talk. Spend more time listening.
You seem like a nice guy, though[/QUOTE]
I like to think I'm a nice guy. Now I just have to be more careful about what I say and pay better attention to people.
[QUOTE=Makol;27250612]I like to think I'm a nice guy. Now I just have to be more careful about what I say and pay better attention to people.[/QUOTE]
exactly and that's very doable. Shit happens you just need to be more considerate to people and see how your actions are affecting others. Don't lose yourself in that, though.
[QUOTE=Simski;27145880]My mind confuses me.
My morals tells me I like people, that I wish them well, and that I should feel happy for them.
Yet I often feel a hatred towards other people, I wish pain upon others, and seeing other people happy only makes me feel all the more miserable.
I don't understand how other people manage to do it, feeling happy for other people's happiness.
Seeing someone else live a fulfilling life only reminds me of what I'm missing out on, I don't feel happy for them, I feel jealous and hateful.[/QUOTE]
Yeah I sort of have that feeling sometimes to....
It feels horrible :smith:
[QUOTE=Binsky;27250647]exactly and that's very doable. Shit happens you just need to be more considerate to people and see how your actions are affecting others. Don't lose yourself in that, though.[/QUOTE]
Yeah, I'll work on that. Just need to figure out some other stuff I'm not willing to share now, maybe another time I will.
[QUOTE=Makol;27250714]Yeah, I'll work on that. Just need to figure out some other stuff I'm not willing to share now, maybe another time I will.[/QUOTE]
that's understandable. Just keep living and learning, buddy.
[QUOTE=Binsky;27250796]that's understandable. Just keep living and learning, buddy.[/QUOTE]
You too man. Overall things lately have been turning around for me, this was just a bump in the road.
Well this will probably get half the world to hate me but oh well.
I take a computer programming course. I easily have the highest grade in there. I get so bored that I'll take a simple problem and do it the hard way for a challenge. Unfortunately I completed all my work and my teacher decided, "Hey! You can help the handicapped kid!" Being the nice guy I am, I said okay sure. I don't have anything against handicaps but I want to slap the shit out of this kid. We got through two programs today. With me repeating not just once, or twice, or three times. How to declare a variable, how to put a number from a text box into said variable, and how to use that variable in a equation to get a result. I've had to do this for the past 3 days. If I have to do it anymore I am going to snap. He isn't mentally handicapped.
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[QUOTE=darkrei9n;27251047]Well this will probably get half the world to hate me but oh well.
I take a computer programming course. I easily have the highest grade in there. I get so bored that I'll take a simple problem and do it the hard way for a challenge. Unfortunately I completed all my work and my teacher decided, "Hey! You can help the handicapped kid!" Being the nice guy I am, I said okay sure. I don't have anything against handicaps but I want to slap the shit out of this kid. We got through two programs today. With me repeating not just once, or twice, or three times. How to declare a variable, how to put a number from a text box into said variable, and how to use that variable in a equation to get a result. I've had to do this for the past 3 days. If I have to do it anymore I am going to snap. He isn't mentally handicapped.[/QUOTE]
Ask your teacher if you can have some different assignments so that you can work on stuff for yourself because you'd like the chance to further your own knowledge. Say you'd LIKE to help the other student, but you wanted to take this course to learn things for yourself. See what she says. She might give you some different stuff to work on.
sometime i will just think of the meanest and most honest thing to say to someone, and it will generally feel entirely counter-productive to the relationship i want to have with that person, and then i will say it anyway.
[QUOTE=Kybalt;27251219]sometime i will just think of the meanest and most honest thing to say to someone, and it will generally feel entirely counter-productive to the relationship i want to have with that person, and then i will say it anyway.[/QUOTE]
i know it can be tempting to say things like that but you prob should think of a better way to go about it. Maybe tell them in a less attacking manner and more with a form of constructive criticism
This thread is good because you can give and get bromance
[QUOTE=Makol;27251081]-snip-[/QUOTE]
i know how it's like to be crushed. Everyone has hard times. Get through it, keep trying to better yourself in someway. Whenever i get upset i work out, climb, play tennis, etc. Find someway to channel frustrations and make them productive. Don't be so ready to fall and be crushed.
I care too much. Little things upset me when they shouldn't. I hate being like this. Baww.
I can't drive yet. I know the basics and have driven before, but after an incident during a practice drive where I nearly slammed right into a truck, I'm terrified of trying it again.
I'm 19, no license, and without that license, no hope of getting a job any further than five minutes away. Can't afford a car even with the license. I get a bit frustrated about it at times.
[QUOTE=Binsky;27251318]i know how it's like to be crushed. Everyone has hard times. Get through it, keep trying to better yourself in someway. Whenever i get upset i work out, climb, play tennis, etc. Find someway to channel frustrations and make them productive. Don't be so ready to fall and be crushed.[/QUOTE]
Yeah back in high school I'd use my frustration with what I was upset with in football, good way to cool down. But I graduated and injured so I just try to do as much physical activity as I can. I just have the feeling it will happen again soon and I'll need to find a way to suck it up and move on.
But with what I was talking about before, things turned out ok in the end.
I dress up in my sister's clothing and do a strip tease to my camera.
Then I photoshop girl's heads that I got from facebook onto my body, then fap to it.
:smith:
[editline]6th January 2011[/editline]
I think I said this before, I dunno I told somebody...
[editline]6th January 2011[/editline]
I think I was selling some of the videos...
[editline]6th January 2011[/editline]
meh, I dunno
[QUOTE=Jacam12SUX;27251338]I care too much. Little things upset me when they shouldn't. I hate being like this. Baww.[/QUOTE]
i think a lot of people have this problem to some degree, people just try not to show it in public. I think a lot of people would be suprised/disturbed by the affects they have on others if they knew
[editline]6th January 2011[/editline]
[QUOTE=Makol;27251378]Yeah back in high school I'd use my frustration with what I was upset with in football, good way to cool down. But I graduated and injured so I just try to do as much physical activity as I can. I just have the feeling it will happen again soon and I'll need to find a way to suck it up and move on.
But with what I was talking about before, things turned out ok in the end.[/QUOTE]
If you're worried about injuries it doesn't have to be physical. Art and writing are great outlets too. Ones that i wish i had more time for and am actually trying to focus on more. There's always something new out there
And i'm glad things turned out well.
[editline]6th January 2011[/editline]
[QUOTE=ROFLBURGER;27251440]I dress up in my sister's clothing and do a strip tease to my camera.
Then I photoshop girl's heads that I got from facebook onto my body, then fap to it.
:smith:
[editline]6th January 2011[/editline]
I think I said this before, I dunno I told somebody...
[editline]6th January 2011[/editline]
I think I was selling some of the videos...
[editline]6th January 2011[/editline]
meh, I dunno[/QUOTE]
well if you're making money that's good. Why wouldn't you just take porn vids or something and photoshop a girl on fb's face on the girl and maybe your face on the guy?
Something I need to get out there...
Recently met someone awesome, would be chill if something happens but I doubt anything will happen down the road. They're too good of a person to even consider being with me, I'm probably not worth the time or effort for anyone really. And I'm pretty sure neither of us are ready for anything to happen as it is given our current situations. If nothing happens that's how life works, but I'm sure we'll stay friends for a long time.
I'm still in love with my ex who broke my heart. And now she wants me back, went over to fix her computer and she wanted to basically make love to me but I said I had to go. I kissed her though and it was kind of "awkward."
I feel like a fucking idiot going through this emotion for someone who tore me apart last year.
Take my advice, don't go back. I went through something similar. I'm still damaged.
[QUOTE=Makol;27253874]Take my advice, don't go back. I went through something similar. I'm still damaged.[/QUOTE]
Yeah thats what the logical side of me is thinking.
The lonely part is screaming for someone to love.
But thanks for the input, I don't think I am gonna trip on the same branch twice.
Yeah I went back and it messed me up. That was almost 3 years ago and only just now I'm considering getting back out on the hunt for someone, still don't think I'm ready but that has yet to be decided.
[editline]7th January 2011[/editline]
My lonely part is doing the same thing to me too, but I'm trying my best to ignore it.
I live my life in nervosity, stress and fear. I don't know what it is I'm feeling so nervous about either. I feel it constantly, all the time, every minute of my life. It's so horrible because I can never feel that ease, that relief you feel when you've done something that you were so nervous about untill you did it. I can't feel achieved. I can't sit down and just be happy for what I've done, what I am and what I have. I can't be happy. I can't even just lay down and feel tired and sad because I'm always nervous. This has gone on for years, and eventually it's just made me ignore everything I feel... But I still feel it. I thought that it would go away after a while if I ignored it, I thought it was just a phase, a period, but I still feel it.
Meh, had to get that off my chest.
[QUOTE=MrJazzy;27256163]I live my life in nervosity, stress and fear. I don't know what it is I'm feeling so nervous about either. I feel it constantly, all the time, every minute of my life. It's so horrible because I can never feel that ease, that relief you feel when you've done something that you were so nervous about untill you did it. I can't feel achieved. I can't sit down and just be happy for what I've done, what I am and what I have. I can't be happy. I can't even just lay down and feel tired and sad because I'm always nervous. This has gone on for years, and eventually it's just made me ignore everything I feel... But I still feel it. I thought that it would go away after a while if I ignored it, I thought it was just a phase, a period, but I still feel it.
Meh, had to get that off my chest.[/QUOTE]
Oh man I know exactly how you feel. I suffer from an anxiety disorder where everything always makes me nervous. And the worst part of it is, it affects my stomach so it also affects my appetite and eating habits. I've been like this since I was like eight too, around the time my aunt and my grandfather died within three months of each other, which I guess triggered something or other.
What I try to do is, develop an addiction to something that'll get your mind off of it. For me, I developed an addiction to gum. Like a hardcore addiction. The only thing it does to potentially harm me though is a certain ingredient which messes with your stomach, but it's great to just chew some minty gum and it totally takes my mind off of something. It's much better than developing an addiction to a drug or drinking, too. You can try it, if you want. Might work for you like it worked for me. Worth a shot.
I'll try that out, thanks!
[QUOTE=Pascall;27257394]Oh man I know exactly how you feel. I suffer from an anxiety disorder where everything always makes me nervous. And the worst part of it is, it affects my stomach so it also affects my appetite and eating habits. I've been like this since I was like eight too, around the time my aunt and my grandfather died within three months of each other, which I guess triggered something or other.
What I try to do is, develop an addiction to something that'll get your mind off of it. For me, I developed an addiction to gum. Like a hardcore addiction. The only thing it does to potentially harm me though is a certain ingredient which messes with your stomach, but it's great to just chew some minty gum and it totally takes my mind off of something. It's much better than developing an addiction to a drug or drinking, too. You can try it, if you want. Might work for you like it worked for me. Worth a shot.[/QUOTE]
That really sounds depressing and sad. Seriously I don't get that feeling. I'm sometimes like that but constantly?
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