[QUOTE=Tavish Degroot;27297780]You're my mom.[/QUOTE]
I thought I left you in the dumpster on prom night.
[QUOTE=Pascall;27297785]Only you. And that's because you're my best friend. :love:[/QUOTE]
Can I stay up to watch my favorite TV show?
Yes.
Hell yeah!
[QUOTE=Pascall;27297785]Only you. And that's because you're my best friend. :love:[/QUOTE]
You did but he came back.
FOR VENGEANCE.
i was raised by bears.
Change the title of the thread to "Pascall's Love Life"
wait im supposed to be supporting you so
Great decision Pascall!
I have to confess that I can never learn the months of the year in order and that I was beat up by a little girl in 2nd grade.
[QUOTE=loco;27298164]I have to confess that I can never learn the months of the year in order and that I was beat up by a little girl in 2nd grade.[/QUOTE]
January
December
March
April
July
May
August
September
June
November
February
October
I think I just ruined someone's night. Go me...
[editline]8th January 2011[/editline]
Way to be a dick.
[QUOTE=Makol;27298207]I think I just ruined someone's night. Go me...
[editline]8th January 2011[/editline]
Way to be a dick.[/QUOTE]
Tell us. :allears:
[QUOTE=loco;27298256]Tell us. :allears:[/QUOTE]
I bet he won't.
[editline]9th January 2011[/editline]
Called it.
[QUOTE=Makol;27298263]No.[/QUOTE]
Okay. :smith:
Well I'm ending my own night on a bad note too. Urgh.
I fall in love to easily. Any girl that i become decent friends with i develop a crush on them. I've had two crushes in my life.
The first was in my junior year of high school. We met during the spring when i didnt have any real friends (what i mean is, i didnt really hang out with people outside of school at the time). So it was a regular afternoon taking the bus home. I sat in the back with a bunch of kids in my neighborhood, when one of them suggested we play ultimate Frisbee. I was excited, i was finally gonna hang with people after school. So after a great game we turned it into a weekly event. Every Friday we went to the park and played. This was how i met my 3 best friends today.
Ok, now back to the girl, she played with us most of the time, she played softball so she was very busy and couldnt make some games. So during the summer we began to hang out, not just me and her, but my 3 best friends and her would hang at my place and play LittleBigPlanet and whatnot. So she was essentially the first girl i got to know outside of school. After the summer vacation was over i realized i was developing a crush on her. Since this was my first real crush i noticed i became incredibly nervous around her, it made me sick to my stomach literally. Even worse, she was in my 1st and 2nd period class (im a senior at that time, she is a junior). So in the morning me and the guys would sit in the cafeteria before class started, and every now and again she would come sit with us. When she did, i became nervous (not noticeable on the outside, but my insides were hurting). Luckily there is a bathroom next to our table so if i realllllly felt bad i could run in there (make up an excuse, i gotta piss/whatever) and vomit. So i got this reaction whenever i wasnt menataly prepared to be around her. So in November i finally opened up to my 3 best friends about it, asking for advice. One of them didnt care or had and experience with gf, so he gave me no advice. The other two, i would say better best friends were at an impass. One said to go for it, or else you'll regret it. The other (which i believe was the right choice) told me no, dont, bc you two really dont have anything in common.
So i ignored the "no" and decided to plan a way to get with her. Unfortunately i was too late. The weekend i finally decided i would seriously try to get with her i see on her Facebook that she was in a relationship. So i was crushed, mind you that i had started having these "love dreams" about her (dreams where we are going out, we are the perfect couple, she's under my arm and im happy like i never was before). I was devistated that i pussied out by waiting too long. So prom came along, i still really like her, and we are still really good friends. As a friend, i asked her to prom. She was ok with it, so we went and had a great time.
BUT WAIT THERES MORE. The weeks coming to prom my third best friend had difficulty finding a date. So we asked an old friend (lets call her Erica) if she would be his date for prom (that way they could be an asian couple). Erica was a year above us, an old friend from the bus and she was still in the neighborhood since the college was really close to our township. So she happily agreed. During the weeks before prom Erica hung out with us, to catch up with us. And as you might have guessed, i got a crush on her, mind you i still didnt get over my crush on my date to prom (lets call her Lisa). So i already have this nervous reaction to Lisa, and i was developing the same for Erica. So imagine going to prom with my 2 biggest crushes, doubling my nervous reaction. Luckily, by some miracle i was fine. We had a GREAT time, i will never forget it.
Anyway, after graduation i never really see Lisa anymore and she is still in the high school dating the same guy (who is a year older than me). So i turned to Erica as my new love interest. We go to the same college and we've been hanging out regularly. Now this is when i finally got over my crush on Lisa. When i was with Erica i realized what i want in a gf, someone that has an interest in games, and also someone who just likes to chill (things that Lisa wasnt into, she liked the occasional video game, but she was no gamer). So in my mind Erica was perfect for me. She plays tf2, and loves to hang with me and the guys at my place. So i decided to make some moves, i would drive her around and what not, set up situations where it was just us two and everything seemed to be going well. I knew she had no boyfriend and she was very honest to me about her problems in life, as i was honest with her about mine. I set up in my mind that she was perfect, and i had the "love dreams" about her a lot.
I finally asked her out, but i never had a chance. Although she really likes me, she explains that she is not ready for a relationship, she cant love somebody bc she cant even love herself. She has a lot of self-image issues so she just isnt ready. I was crushed, but looking back on it, it isnt so bad. It's not like im not good enough, or that theres someone else. In no way does it make me feel inferior. She just isnt ready, and i totally respect her decision. I dont want to force her into anything. Now i know what i want in a girl, so if anything this has really helped me out. So we still talk and hang out.
I am still concerned though. So far the only two girls that ive hung out with outside of class i have had huge crushes over, which begs the question, do i fall in love too easily? Hopefully i will only fall in love with something i know i want, bc Erica really taught/showed me what i want in a girl. So when the semester restarts, or when i get a job i will wait thorugh the girls instead of reeling in the first nibble i get.
I cant remember any point in my life where i've been happy with my physical appearence, as far as im aware its the main thing thats holding me back.
I have no confidence in social situations and its really starting to bug me. I lie awake at night thinking about how Ill probably end up dying alone while everyone else has great lives.
I now have to lie to my friends about having sex and the like just to fit in, im 18 now and still a virgin, it terrifys me to think that Ill end up as one of these 30 year old virgins, so I lie to the people I know so that as far as they know, I have some grasp of social skills.
Phew.
[QUOTE=JohnnyNapalm007;27275181]1 post of spineless whining
grow up jesus christ[/QUOTE]
wow sorry pal wasn't expecting the waterworks
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[QUOTE=Cpn Crunch21;27299552]I fall in love to easily. Any girl that i become decent friends with i develop a crush on them[/QUOTE]
Man tell me about it I always do the same thing.
[QUOTE=Cpn Crunch21;27299552]I fall in love to easily. Any girl that i become decent friends with i develop a crush on them.[/QUOTE]
Goddamn SAME, Captain. It can totally get in the way and most of the time ruins friendships. Which sucks, because most of my friends are girls. :sigh:
[QUOTE=Cpn Crunch21;27299552]I fall in love to easily.[/QUOTE]
Oh jesus same here I think. The worst part is when you see them with someone else and you realize how hard it is to get over it, even though you're aware you fell in 'love' way too quickly.
So many fucking times
in 7th grade i let out a massive fart, while it was silent, it smelled SO BAD. the teacher then smelled it and made the most memorable face, and soon it spread to the whole room, the the teacher said "oh my gosh who ate all the eggs and beans" and blamed the small asian kid next to me. I had the best poker face of all time
Sometimes I try to imagine what it'd be like to be a douche 'Alpha'.
I just can never do it. It's not in me.
I really want to get this spider off my chest
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I once shat on the toilet seat
Hey guise.
I've read some pretty aweful stuff in that thread and trust me, I know how it feels to want to vent out. I lived in a war thorn bigotly racist, homophobic and generally hateful country for most of my teenage (more or less by force) and I've had my share of things to deal with in life. I don't really like the thought of someone anguishing and not having anyone to talk to, seek advice or maybe just rant while knowing the person is listening and is understanding. I've helped lots of my friends and have dealt with suicide attempts, family issues and all the general nitpicking life throws at us with school, work, love, whatever it is. My friends know I'm a good listening ear and always here to help, so if someone out there needs someone to talk to, really, don't hesitate.
I'm a 21 years old Canadian college student with a job. I'm not a recluse and will most probably know what you're talking about and at worst, if I can't help or offer any advice, I'll at least be here to listen to you. I try not to judge. If you're an adult, I've just begun adulthood and will probably know what you're going through. If you're younger, I was your age not too long ago and it's all pretty fresh in my memory. If you're an ethnic minority, I've been there. If you're depressed, I've been there. Whatever it is, I probably have dealt with or heard about it and can perhaps offer you some insight. So regardless of how old you are, where you're from, what you do, I'm here if someone wants to chat.
I don't post much on Facepunch besides on the Gay Pride board, so you can more or less be sure you're Anonymous if that's what you want. I won't ask who you are on Facepunch unless you don't mind telling. I won't talk about you to anyone else unless you ask me to and I won't ask for any personal detail (age/sex/orientation/whatever) unless it has any revelance in the conversation mostly because it doesn't really matter, I just like being here if someone needs to talk.
I'm not too sure what else to say. From what I've read in this thread, some of you guys have been through tough shit and I know how it feels not to have anyone to talk to. I also know that sometimes, it's easier to talk to someone that doesn't know us because we don't have to talk to that person if we don't want to, any time we like and they won't really have anything to judge us. And if they do, we can just block 'em. But I doubt you'll have any reason to do that. :buddy:
MSN: [email]lifeisgood_@live.ca[/email]
Skype: KarlLovesU
Steam: [url]www.steamcommunity.com/id/KarlLovesYou[/url]
I usually appreciate honesty, but if you're going to add me pretending you're a mafia hitman with remorse, I won't mind the laugh. :3: However, please don't joke around with suicide, family issues and whatnot. I'm here to help out people, I know how to stay detached, but I'm a human and I get genuinely worried too.
[editline]9th January 2011[/editline]
[QUOTE=Dance_Commander;27299769]I cant remember any point in my life where i've been happy with my physical appearence, as far as im aware its the main thing thats holding me back.
I have no confidence in social situations and its really starting to bug me. I lie awake at night thinking about how Ill probably end up dying alone while everyone else has great lives.
I now have to lie to my friends about having sex and the like just to fit in, im 18 now and still a virgin, it terrifys me to think that Ill end up as one of these 30 year old virgins, so I lie to the people I know so that as far as they know, I have some grasp of social skills.
Phew.[/QUOTE]
For the record, most 18 years olds are virgins to penetration. It's no big deal really.
As for your physical appearance, honestly, whatever you look like (yes, I mean WHATEVER you look like) tall, chubby, fat, skinny, muscled, short, ginger haired, blonde haired, blue eyes or black eyes, hairy or smooth, there IS someone out there whose "favourite body type" is exactly what yours is and not only a single person trust me, there's quite a few. You see, it's either they're into it, or they're not into it. It's more or less a 50/50 chance and you have more chance than you imagine. What you lack is self confidence. As soon as you meet ONE person that is into your body type, you'll realise you're actually sexy to certain persons and you'll gain self confidence, you'll become willing to show your body more to people and you'll accept that certain people don't find it attractive, certain people find it attractice and certain people will cream their pants at the sight of you.
If YOU'RE uncomfortable with your physical appearance though and it's not as much about what others think about it, well, it's possibly rectifiable. Gym? Conditioners? Either way. When you like yourself, others will start liking you too. It's cliché but damn true.
I let my dog chase a cat up a tree.
I can't say I don't feel guilty now, but god damn it was hilarious.
[QUOTE=Cpn Crunch21;27299552]I fall in love to easily. Any girl that i become decent friends with i develop a crush on them.[/QUOTE]
This, i have fuck all female friends so whenever the rare occasion comes around that i do this happens.
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My life ain't bad. Its pretty good actually. But thats not my problem. I always have been looking for more wisdom, i do believe in science, but science is not always obvious. Its just like in the Ancient times, certain things which normally occur and are completely explanatory with science were taken as Gods Powers. Maybe the same happens now. I'm not pointing at anything, no event or else. I'm just wondering certain things, if there are other Worlds, and what is the True meaning of Death. Does other Dimensions exist, and is it true that the whole world, space and everything materially existing is just an infinite loop? If it is, then theres as said, other Dimensions and Worlds. I just keep thinking about this every minute now. Its sad that i can't get any confirmed answers. The Only way would be Death, but if it all isn't like this? I rather enjoy live as much as i can, I'll die eventually anyway. But those thoughts will plaque me my entire life. These and others, like did you ever dreamed about other people? I did. They seemed so realistic, i want to meet them again. Science says that Dreams are coming from experiences, but in facts, we don't know anything confirmed about Dreaming at all. Did you ever fell in love in a dream? Or not even your Dream, maybe you just Imagined a Person, or took it from another source, like a book, or a story, will you ever be able to meet those people, and will you ever be able to feel after your life... Those questions bother me all the time.
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