[QUOTE=DJFender;25887518]
wait afro, if you are one of the most popular kids in school why dont you have a girlfriend[/QUOTE]
He said hes popular, but also an asshole, so yeah, good question.
This thread is amazing. I came in here Pissed as can be. Vented a bit. Cooled off and now I feel fine.
I would like to brofist this thread. :v:
I luv u op
I'm afraid to talk about my feelings, even on the internet cause I don't want to sound like a pussy.
That's a chip off of what I need to get off my chest
[QUOTE=bat country;25887362]I've got REALLY low self esteem, and I'm not sure why. It's preventing me from asking out the girl I like, because I feel like she deserves someone better then some fucking loser like me. I can't even look at myself in the fucking mirror. It doesn't help that every adult in my school hates my ass (one even went as far to tell me that I will never get out of high school, give up, ect.)
OP was right. It did feel good.[/QUOTE]
Hey man I felt this way for a LONG time. On Halloween I went to a party and got totally shitfaced. I went around and talked to everyone at the party (including several chicks my age that were super hot who I would never talk to otherwise) I got a few things thrown my way but I just shrugged that shit off and became the smoothest mutherfucker in the room. Ever since that night it seems to have helped my confidence quite a bit. It's still not very good, but it is better than before, and dude, it feels fucking great.
[QUOTE=***zer0***;25879498]I nerdrage [/QUOTE]
You called?
I don't commit suicide because I know there's someone out there with worse problems than me.
[QUOTE=CottonTM;25887428][B]
My girlfriend is large.[/B] And beautiful. I find it sad that society has such a low tolerance for people that don't fit into the fantasy human mold that the media has created.
[B]
My girlfriend and I play Halo: Reach together. [/B]She's pretty okay, but I'm so much better. I show no mercy in versus, she gets really pissed off lol.[/QUOTE]
Kzzzzzrrrttt- Nuclear missile launch detected.
I dont know man.. My life is in spirals..
Nothing I need to get out off my chest expect this:
Was walking to Subway the other day to buy a footlong, and I realized that if i took one step, everything could be over. This harsh life, ended.
TLDR: Poster is emofag.
[QUOTE=Leaf Runner;25879392]That'd be a good idea if the girl was real.[/QUOTE]
Unfortunatly, she is real.
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This next picture is of when she saw someone's profile picture (of a TF2 character)
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I try to find myself a normal person. but the more i try to be social the more people think im awkward and stupid. I Always try to make people happy and lighten the mood. But it just makes me look insane. Im tired of this fucking life. But i always get by with my internet and Xbox. They are my only friends.
[QUOTE=DirgeMarksman;25888221]I try to find myself a normal person. but the more i try to be social the more people think im awkward and stupid. I Always try to make people happy and lighten the mood. But it just makes me look insane. Im tired of this fucking life. But i always get by with my internet and Xbox. They are my only friends.[/QUOTE]
Dude, I'd like you to know that we all love you, and we are all here for you.
Year 11 (Last Year) was one of the worst in my life.
I hate being neurotic, paranoid and I have so much trouble trusting people because all I see them doing is stabbing me in the back.
eh
[QUOTE=Thedashingrogue;25888293]Dude, I'd like you to know that we all love you, and we are all here for you.[/QUOTE]
I can't tell if that was sarcasm. Or if you're just a nice guy. but knowing facepunch it was just a stupid line intended to get funnys because you made fun of the Sad lowlife guy.
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I've been depressed about my dad, sometimes I'll cry at night. I like to write songs and sing them while playing my guitar. Also a girl I like. I never had the courage to ask her out and now she has a boy friend. Along with her and my dad, I tried to slit my wrist. I got a knife but it wasn't sharp enough, no matter how deep I tried to put it in me. It did leave a small cut though.
[QUOTE=DirgeMarksman;25888319]I can't tell if that was sarcasm. Or if you're just a nice guy. but knowing facepunch it was just a stupid line intended to get funnys because you made fun of the Sad lowlife guy.[/QUOTE]
Nah, bro, that was genuine. I'm here for anyone that's feeling down. :buddy:
I fucking [i]HATE[/i] people who talk in lectures. I thought it would stop in 3rd year when the classes are smaller but they still fucking do it. What the fuck?! it makes it really hard for me to concentrate, and why would you come to a lecture to talk jesus christ.
Tell the girl that you Always loved her. And why you like her. And that its a shame that you could not spend you're time with her. As far as you're dad. Im on that same level. he is 64 And he still smokes. Every day i have to worry about him dieing of cancer or a heart attack. In the last month he has has 2 surgerys. My mom keeps herself locked in her room and she always crys. All i do with my life is Homeschool myself. Play the xbox and Cry myself to bed. My life is so fucked up, But there is always small things that make me not kill myself. Like haveing fake ass friends online. and my cat.
I Cryed while writeing this.
[QUOTE=Camp er Joe;25888410]I've been depressed about my dad, sometimes I'll cry at night. I like to write songs and sing them while playing my guitar. Also a girl I like. I never had the courage to ask her out and now she has a boy friend. Along with her and my dad, I tried to slit my wrist. I got a knife but it wasn't sharp enough, no matter how deep I tried to put it in me. It did leave a small cut though.[/QUOTE]
Dude, you're going to get a load of crap for posting this. But not from me. Music is a great way to express feeling, and if that's the best way to get it off of your chest, then let it be so.
[QUOTE=Thedashingrogue;25888457]Nah, bro, that was genuine. I'm here for anyone that's feeling down. :buddy:[/QUOTE]
Yeah but what can you do for me. You just another nice guy with a nice life and no problums (Im guessing) That really does not understand my pain. And the shit i go threw everyday. Have you ever watched you're brother die of leukemia? Or sat in bed crying about you're shitty life and realise you cant do anything about it. Because in this world everyone only cares about personal gain. And people like you can only give me kind words. And soften my tear a little.
[QUOTE=DirgeMarksman;25888484]Tell the girl that you Always loved her. And why you like her. And that its a shame that you could not spend you're time with her. As far as you're dad. Im on that same level. he is 64 And he still smokes. Every day i have to worry about him dieing of cancer or a heart attack. In the last month he has has 2 surgerys. My mom keeps herself locked in her room and she always crys. All i do with my life is Homeschool myself. Play the xbox and Cry myself to bed. My life is so fucked up, But there is always small things that make me not kill myself. Like haveing fake ass friends online. and my cat.
I Cryed while writeing this.[/QUOTE]
We all love you so much, dude. If this is seriously happening, don't worry too much. Your dad is 64? My nan is 67 and she still smokes. Always, always will. The chances of him dying of cancer just because he smokes are very slim, and as for your mother, she needs to her lazy ass out of that room.
[QUOTE=Thedashingrogue;25888500]Dude, you're going to get a load of crap for posting this. But not from me. Music is a great way to express feeling, and if that's the best way to get it off of your chest, then let it be so.[/QUOTE]
I enjoy my music and it calms me down. And with my wrist, I did it because of my dad. The girl only had a small influence because I know its fucking stupid to do it over her.
[QUOTE=DirgeMarksman;25888504]Yeah but what can you do for me. You just another nice guy with a nice life and no problums (Im guessing) That really does not understand my pain. And the shit i go threw everyday. Have you ever watched you're brother die of leukemia? Or sat in bed crying about you're shitty life and realise you cant do anything about it. Because in this world everyone only cares about personal gain. And people like you can only give me kind words. And soften my tear a little.[/QUOTE]
Dude, oh my god.
I'm so sorry.
I was just trying to make it a bit better for you.
I feel incredibly bad for DirgeMarksman. I wish i could do more than award you hearts, but i cant.
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Dammit, dude, don't do this to yourself.
Sometimes I pretend that I forgot to call my girlfriend, when really there is just other stuff going on. It makes me feel really bad when I do it, too.
:smith:
I do have shit i want to say, but id rather spend my time making others feel good.
And Rogue is right, dont rate yourself dumb. Rate yourself hearts. It wont help much, but every little bit of love is good.
That doesnt make sense, does it?
[QUOTE=fenwick;25888588]Sometimes I pretend that I forgot to call my girlfriend, when really there is just other stuff going on. It makes me feel really bad when I do it, too.
:smith:[/QUOTE]
I used to as well. We have broken up since.
[QUOTE=shadow_of_intent;25888597]I do have shit i want to say, but id rather spend my time making others feel good.
And Rogue is right, dont rate yourself dumb. Rate yourself hearts. It wont help much, but every little bit of love is good.
Oddly it does. Knowing some people out there have a keyboard and some good intent.
Sometimes i play chess with my dad and that makes me feel good. Untill he brings up an uncomfortable topic, like "Why do you sit in you're room all day" Or "why dont you go make friends?"
I know he just wants to help. But he real reason im sad is DUE To him only careing about me. He smokes about 8 cigars a day. And the more i try to tell him he needs to stop. The more he gets stressed and smokes. What should i do? Is he unserviceable? I would like more years with him. I dont know what i would do without him. But he wont stop.
That doesnt make sense, does it?
Wait what. I cut into you're paragraph.
Oddly it does. Knowing some people out there have a keyboard and some good intent.
Sometimes i play chess with my dad and that makes me feel good. Untill he brings up an uncomfortable topic, like "Why do you sit in you're room all day" Or "why dont you go make friends?"
I know he just wants to help. But he real reason im sad is DUE To him only careing about me. He smokes about 8 cigars a day. And the more i try to tell him he needs to stop. The more he gets stressed and smokes. What should i do? Is he unserviceable? I would like more years with him. I dont know what i would do without him. But he wont stop.
I used to as well. We have broken up since.[/QUOTE]
I said that?
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