[QUOTE=ScoutKing;27339211]written or skills test?[/QUOTE]
skills, I fucked up the parallel parking by an inch and now I have to wait 2 and a half months to take it again :(
[QUOTE=ScoutKing;27338587]I've fallen for this girl, who ironically didn't fall for me, or I think.
But instead of doing something like any other girl would do when a guy likes them, she decided to become a really close friend instead.
Well so now im stuck in a position were ive developed quite some feelings for a really good friend now, but I know they would never want to be in a relationship with me (well I assume), so i'm stuck with feeling down about it all the time, seeing shes constantly texting me and doing things that would to most people seem like shes interested, but at the same time explained shes just a good friend.
SO ive tried to forget her, but its proven impossible unless i tell her she needs to give me space, or actually try and find out if shes interested.
THE later is probably not true nor likely.
so its a no win situation from my perspective.[/QUOTE]
if your want the closure just straight up ask her out. If she says no, then there you go, now you know and you can get past it. If she says yes, go have some fun. Dont get stuck thinking "what if?" regret is worse than rejection. And another thing, DONT ASSUME, you will only make an ASS out of U and ME. get it?
[QUOTE=Cpn Crunch21;27339478]if your want the closure just straight up ask her out. If she says no, then there you go, now you know and you can get past it. If she says yes, go have some fun. Dont get stuck thinking "what if?" regret is worse than rejection. And another thing, DONT ASSUME, you will only make an ASS out of U and ME. get it?[/QUOTE]
Yeah, never assume. I was doing that all last week and got stressed over nothing.
[QUOTE=Identity;27321607]It's not worth it to go back to cocaine. I know how much it sucks to be cheated on. The worst feeling in the world. But the more you harm yourself by doing drugs, the more she still affects you. Yes, letting go of the past is the right thing to do, but do it in a positive way. There is always someone out there for you. There always will be. About her saying she loves you, I don't know whether to trust her on that or not. For me, I could never trust anyone the same again after they used me, and I'm the one who believes in second chances. Work through it. Maybe take out a journal and a pen, and write it all down? It helps just to get it out, you know?
[editline]9th January 2011[/editline]
I've been feeling that way for the past few days. Not really sure why though. I usually gets these little packages of depression every now and again.
Somehow I'm more creative and a better person when I'm depressed. Not sure how that works, but that's what I've been told.[/QUOTE]
Thanks man. You know, I think she loves me, but I think she just to young. She's 17, i'm 18, but you know, I asked my mom I said: "Mom, can you love someone and never love anyone else like you loved them?"
She said "Yep, you can love someone beyond words, love them more than anyone or anything, and whether you end up with them or not, you will still love them like mad"
I think that's what happened to me. I don't think I deserved what she did to me. I missed my military ball and prom for her. I stopped partying because I wanted to be faithful, but she continued.
She says she can never forgive her self, and I actually hate that. I tell her "I'm not mad anymore, I'm over it. The past is the past."
She said "You don't get angry when you think about it?"
I said to her "The past is like a orphan tugging at your shirt, every once in awhile you look back and see the little orphan and you can't help but cry, because sometimes it looks so sad"
I think I am finally happy again. I have been clean for a couple months now. I am bringing my grades back up. I told my dealer I didn't want buy no more, he's a semi-friend so he respected that.
I am getting a job, and looking for a place to live on my own. I'm also looking into college.
I'm ready to show the world I can make it.
[editline]10th January 2011[/editline]
[QUOTE=nigfops;27339308]skills, I fucked up the parallel parking by an inch and now I have to wait 2 and a half months to take it again :([/QUOTE]
I aced the parallel parking the first time, and failed the backing up. Backing up a bronco is not easy.
Don't worry bro, you didn't fail you just figured out one more way not to parallel park.
[editline]10th January 2011[/editline]
[QUOTE=nigfops;27339308]skills, I fucked up the parallel parking by an inch and now I have to wait 2 and a half months to take it again :([/QUOTE]
I aced the parallel parking the first time, and failed the backing up. Backing up a bronco is not easy.
Don't worry bro, you didn't fail you just figured out one more way not to parallel park.
[QUOTE=Daddy-of-war;27339625]Thanks man. You know, I think she loves me, but I think she just to young. She's 17, i'm 18, but you know, I asked my mom I said: "Mom, can you love someone and never love anyone else like you loved them?"
She said "Yep, you can love someone beyond words, love them more than anyone or anything, and whether you end up with them or not, you will still love them like mad"
I think that's what happened to me. I don't think I deserved what she did to me. I missed my military ball and prom for her. I stopped partying because I wanted to be faithful, but she continued.
She says she can never forgive her self, and I actually hate that. I tell her "I'm not mad anymore, I'm over it. The past is the past."
She said "You don't get angry when you think about it?"
I said to her "The past is like a orphan tugging at your shirt, every once in awhile you look back and see the little orphan and you can't help but cry, because sometimes it looks so sad"
I think I am finally happy again. I have been clean for a couple months now. I am bringing my grades back up. I told my dealer I didn't want buy no more, he's a semi-friend so he respected that.
I am getting a job, and looking for a place to live on my own. I'm also looking into college.
I'm ready to show the world I can make it.
[editline]10th January 2011[/editline]
I aced the parallel parking the first time, and failed the backing up. Backing up a bronco is not easy.
Don't worry bro, you didn't fail you just figured out one more way not to parallel park.
[editline]10th January 2011[/editline]
I aced the parallel parking the first time, and failed the backing up. Backing up a bronco is not easy.
Don't worry bro, you didn't fail you just figured out one more way not to parallel park.[/QUOTE]
Good on you! Glad to see you're doing better!
[QUOTE=Daddy-of-war;27339625]
I aced the parallel parking the first time, and failed the backing up. Backing up a bronco is not easy.
Don't worry bro, you didn't fail you just figured out one more way not to parallel park.[/QUOTE]
Thats a nice way of looking at it
I wish I had my license though, its so hard to get around my fucking down without a car :sigh:
I have a "relationship" going on with a fellow FP'er.
HE and I enjoy each others company so much. Does this make me weird?
Give me your opinion, FP.
[QUOTE=Goldsonic55;27339887]I have a "relationship" going on with a fellow FP'er.
[b] HE [/b] and I enjoy each others company so much. Does this make me weird?[/QUOTE]
Nope.
Actually, let me rephrase it for the sake of not confusing Pascall's quote
Me and my friend have developed feelings toward each other, we're both male.
He was thinking of traveling down here when I managed to get my ass a house, and when I do, I'm pretty sure he will.
Opinion on this, FP?
Not weird at all. I've made some super close friendships here on FP and plan on partially living with a fellow FP member too.
Sooo not weird to me at all. Might be to other people though. I wouldn't worry about it.
[QUOTE=Pascall;27327198]Dinner and a movie always seems cheesy to me, I think. Too much pressure to consider it a "DATE" because of the cliche. But of course, it's not always a bad idea. I just think going somewhere more casual like for coffee and maybe just a stroll around your city or something to some different shops is a lot less intimidating.[/QUOTE]
I've always felt like dinner and a movie were a way to just have a date without worrying about it being a date, just because it's so simple but it can really give you time to talk/whatever
[QUOTE=Goldsonic55;27340127]Actually, let me rephrase it for the sake of not confusing Pascall's quote
Me and my friend have developed feelings toward each other, we're both male.
He was thinking of traveling down here when I managed to get my ass a house, and when I do, I'm pretty sure he will.
Opinion on this, FP?[/QUOTE]
Not weird.
[QUOTE=DanTehMan;27340190]I've always felt like dinner and a movie were a way to just have a date without worrying about it being a date, just because it's so simple but it can really give you time to talk/whatever[/QUOTE]
Kind of the opposite around here I guess. When someone says "dinner and a movie" that's pretty much a way to say "THIS IS A DATE".
Might be different in other places though.
[QUOTE=DanTehMan;27340190]I've always felt like dinner and a movie were a way to just have a date without worrying about it being a date, just because it's so simple but it can really give you time to talk/whatever[/QUOTE]
I think that really depends on the person, everyone has different beliefs of what is a date.
My boyfriend and I have been together for just over two years now and I don't think my life would be where it is now if I hadn't met him, I've met some amazing people, ended up loosing a lot of shitty friends, went through some terribly tough times but made it out alright cause I've had him there to sort-of... look up to? He has to put up with a lot from me, I go though phases of being a stereotypical girl-on-her-period phases (even though I don't really get periods, I've been on the pill so long I get one... every three months), I'm ridiculously socially awkward so taking me out with his friends is hard (not that I go out with him/his friends much, they're all eighteen+, I'm sixteen), I'm stupidly clumsy and literally derpy and I've broke some of his stuff before :smith:
I kind wish there was something I could do to tell him how much I love him other than just saying "I love you!", I know if I try to explain what I just posted in real life, I'll probably just gel all tongue-tied and massively mess up my words. He probably even already knows how I feel... But I just feel the urge to tell him how special and amazing he is.
:unsmith:
I... I just wanted to ramble.
[QUOTE=Goldsonic55;27340127]Actually, let me rephrase it for the sake of not confusing Pascall's quote
Me and my friend have developed feelings toward each other, we're both male.
He was thinking of traveling down here when I managed to get my ass a house, and when I do, I'm pretty sure he will.
Opinion on this, FP?[/QUOTE]
If it makes you both happy then go for it.
[QUOTE=Passerby Silver;27340421] I'll probably just gel all tongue-tied and massively mess up my words. He probably even already knows how I feel... But I just feel the urge to tell him how special and amazing he is.
:unsmith:
[/QUOTE]
You sound like an awkward junior high boy learning to date. I guess I can't speak for your boyfriend, but I'd find it cute if you tried.
[QUOTE=CaptainQuirk;27340835]You sound like an awkward junior high [b]boy[/b] learning to date. I guess I can't speak for your boyfriend, but I'd find it cute if you tried.[/QUOTE]
I assume it's a girl, considering that she's on "the pill".
[QUOTE=Pascall;27340241]Kind of the opposite around here I guess. When someone says "dinner and a movie" that's pretty much a way to say "THIS IS A DATE".
Might be different in other places though.[/QUOTE]
You say it's a date like it's a bad thing haha
Well it's not a bad thing. It just might put more pressure on the people involved lol.
[QUOTE=Passerby Silver;27340421]My boyfriend and I have been together for just over two years now and I don't think my life would be where it is now if I hadn't met him, I've met some amazing people, ended up loosing a lot of shitty friends, went through some terribly tough times but made it out alright cause I've had him there to sort-of... look up to? He has to put up with a lot from me, I go though phases of being a stereotypical girl-on-her-period phases (even though I don't really get periods, I've been on the pill so long I get one... every three months), I'm ridiculously socially awkward so taking me out with his friends is hard (not that I go out with him/his friends much, they're all eighteen+, I'm sixteen), I'm stupidly clumsy and literally derpy and I've broke some of his stuff before :smith:
I kind wish there was something I could do to tell him how much I love him other than just saying "I love you!", I know if I try to explain what I just posted in real life, I'll probably just gel all tongue-tied and massively mess up my words. He probably even already knows how I feel... But I just feel the urge to tell him how special and amazing he is.
:unsmith:
I... I just wanted to ramble.[/QUOTE]
you dont have to do anything special for him, in my opinion. Just being with him should be enough for the guy, i always thought that the guy is the one that has to go out of his way to show you how special you are to him. If you want to really do something special for him then, idk find out what he likes (his passion/hobby). Then buy him or make him something related to that hobby, it should be custom, that way its extra special. BUTTTT then again you are incredibly young, so you can just wait until your first year anniversary or something like that.
I used to live in Seattle about 9 years back. Every now and then we'd go to a place called Gameworks. In there, you could play so many games, as many times as you wanted, for 3 hour increments. It was amazing. Motion tracking, arcade, ticket games, the works! There was one game however, that was the star game. Sky pirates. It was 2 stories tall, half of it was screen, the other was a series of seats (with straps) that shot up and down as the virtual balloons popped each other. Each time we went there, i never could work up the courage to play it. When i finally did, i was so terrified, i kept mashing the 'panic' button so i wouldn't move. I felt awful afterwards. I told myself the last time we went there before we moved i'd play it again, for real, and win. Sadly, i never worked up the nerve again.
I still search for a local gameworks so i can conquer this now. It's just one of those awful weights upon the heart, the kind that say 'you weren't good enough' and just make you feel awful. But... Thanks for reading. I haven't found any gameworks yet, but someday...
Someday i'm flying to seattle, and i'm beating that game.
Someday.
[QUOTE=Passerby Silver;27340421]My boyfriend and I have been together for just over two years now and I don't think my life would be where it is now if I hadn't met him, I've met some amazing people, ended up loosing a lot of shitty friends, went through some terribly tough times but made it out alright cause I've had him there to sort-of... look up to? He has to put up with a lot from me, I go though phases of being a stereotypical girl-on-her-period phases (even though I don't really get periods, I've been on the pill so long I get one... every three months), I'm ridiculously socially awkward so taking me out with his friends is hard (not that I go out with him/his friends much, they're all eighteen+, I'm sixteen), I'm stupidly clumsy and literally derpy and I've broke some of his stuff before :smith:
I kind wish there was something I could do to tell him how much I love him other than just saying "I love you!", I know if I try to explain what I just posted in real life, I'll probably just gel all tongue-tied and massively mess up my words. He probably even already knows how I feel... But I just feel the urge to tell him how special and amazing he is.
:unsmith:
I... I just wanted to ramble.[/QUOTE]
If you're good at art, make him a card.
If you're good at music, write him a song.
Anything helps really. And honestly, as a guy, a girl being sorta clumsy and tongue-tied when it comes to saying "I love you" can be one of the most cutest things on the planet. You have nothing to worry about. Just be yourself. :)
[QUOTE=Passerby Silver;27340421]My boyfriend and I have been together for just over two years now and I don't think my life would be where it is now if I hadn't met him, I've met some amazing people, ended up loosing a lot of shitty friends, went through some terribly tough times but made it out alright cause I've had him there to sort-of... look up to? He has to put up with a lot from me, I go though phases of being a stereotypical girl-on-her-period phases (even though I don't really get periods, I've been on the pill so long I get one... every three months), I'm ridiculously socially awkward so taking me out with his friends is hard (not that I go out with him/his friends much, they're all eighteen+, I'm sixteen), I'm stupidly clumsy and literally derpy and I've broke some of his stuff before :smith:
I kind wish there was something I could do to tell him how much I love him other than just saying "I love you!", I know if I try to explain what I just posted in real life, I'll probably just gel all tongue-tied and massively mess up my words. He probably even already knows how I feel... But I just feel the urge to tell him how special and amazing he is.
:unsmith:
I... I just wanted to ramble.[/QUOTE]
Lemme put on my pseudo-French accent text.
Ahh, eet ees de louve of deux young shildren cette litee up my eyes. It ken onli remond mee of my 'outh.
But to be more frank, that's the real love for him talking. I can tell you're fond of him just by the way you speak about him.
[QUOTE=CaptainQuirk;27340835]You sound like an awkward junior high boy learning to date. I guess I can't speak for your boyfriend, but I'd find it cute if you tried.[/QUOTE]
Hehe, nah, I'm just an awkward college-girl who gets ridiculously tongue-tied whenever I try to say something long. It get's... awkward, when trying to form a decent conversation, but I don't think most my my friends mind :3:
[QUOTE=Cpn Crunch21;27343027]you dont have to do anything special for him, in my opinion. Just being with him should be enough for the guy, i always thought that the guy is the one that has to go out of his way to show you how special you are to him. If you want to really do something special for him then, idk find out what he likes (his passion/hobby). Then buy him or make him something related to that hobby, it should be custom, that way its extra special. BUTTTT then again you are incredibly young, so you can just wait until your first year anniversary or something like that.[/QUOTE]
At Christmas/Birthdays I try to buy him games he wants that others probably won't think to buy him :3: I'm not so good at thinking at gift ideas~ ;w;
[QUOTE=Identity;27343374]If you're good at art, make him a card.
If you're good at music, write him a song.
Anything helps really. And honestly, as a guy, a girl being sorta clumsy and tongue-tied when it comes to saying "I love you" can be one of the most cutest things on the planet. You have nothing to worry about. Just be yourself. :)[/QUOTE]
Actually, every Birthday/Christmas I make him a card :3:
Awh, well, I've never tried to be anything but myself, I just sometimes worry my ditziness might get on his nerves sometimes or something.
[QUOTE=Killy_Mcgee;27343578]Lemme put on my pseudo-French accent text.
Ahh, eet ees de louve of deux young shildren cette litee up my eyes. It ken onli remond mee of my 'outh.
But to be more frank, that's the real love for him talking. I can tell you're fond of him just by the way you speak about him.[/QUOTE]
Aha
And :h:
When I made that post I was kinda emotional (not "upset" or "super happy" or anything, just felt like letting out some emotion) so that might be why~
Just had an, uh, interesting chat with a good friend just now.. Guess I have to wait and see if they even remember the conversation in the morning lol.
[editline]11th January 2011[/editline]
As far as I know both of us are quite happy right now.
[editline]11th January 2011[/editline]
:3:
oooh whats going on here? ^
Where things stand right now it could either be something or nothing.
[editline]11th January 2011[/editline]
This is all based off my own observation, I have no idea what's going on the other end of things.
[QUOTE=Passerby Silver;27340421]My boyfriend and I have been together for just over two years now and I don't think my life would be where it is now if I hadn't met him, I've met some amazing people, ended up loosing a lot of shitty friends, went through some terribly tough times but made it out alright cause I've had him there to sort-of... look up to? He has to put up with a lot from me, I go though phases of being a stereotypical girl-on-her-period phases (even though I don't really get periods, I've been on the pill so long I get one... every three months), I'm ridiculously socially awkward so taking me out with his friends is hard (not that I go out with him/his friends much, they're all eighteen+, I'm sixteen), I'm stupidly clumsy and literally derpy and I've broke some of his stuff before :smith:
I kind wish there was something I could do to tell him how much I love him other than just saying "I love you!", I know if I try to explain what I just posted in real life, I'll probably just gel all tongue-tied and massively mess up my words. He probably even already knows how I feel... But I just feel the urge to tell him how special and amazing he is.
:unsmith:
I... I just wanted to ramble.[/QUOTE]
You sound exactly like my girlfriend.
Do this; say I love you. He'll say I love you too. Grab his face, and say "No, I LOVE you (his name)" and kiss him. That'll get the point across. :unsmith:
ahh yes, its al about perception. You can see a message from her as being personal and loving to you, but to her it could be just another message to a friend. Oh wait dont let that bother you tho, im just saying thats what happened to me, when i would talk and text to my crush i interpreted some of her messages as though she liked me, but she really didnt. But we all make mistakes.
Anyway i wish you luck and hope that it turns into something beautiful.
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