Shit That Gets You Mad v25 Too tired to be bored and too bored to be tired - General

[QUOTE=TheFilmSlacker;51440279]"I don't like -insert popular thing here-" "Oh Alex, you're such a fucking hipster"[/QUOTE] Reminds me during highschool when i got flak for not liking pop or rap, i usually stuck with classic rock, alternative, and grunge. "Oh im sorry for not being part of the hivemind..."

My mom kept forcing me to sleep. Meanwhile,our class are only required to bring book+pen and then we can slack our ass. literally there is no study subject in there,since we just completed the semester and now we only waiting for the holiday. Like come on,i can sleep my ass in there without any teacher complaining after i finished 1 test,or maybe they allow me to go home earlier so i can spend more quality time with my laptop.

I have three classes to bring the F I have in Calculus up to a D so I at least pass the class. :hairpull: I hate math.

Haven't posted here in a while, I finally quit United and started working at a General aviation airport as a airframe mechanic. Hours are better and I finally have more time to mess around. They even pay me slightly better. problem is that my commute is now 20 minutes instead of the 5 minutes, but hey, can't complain.

This semester I realized that a huge part of my self esteem (which is lacking already) is tied to doing well academically. So, naturally, after encountering the class that challenged me the most so far (principles of physics 1), I went to a pretty dark place this semester. I haven't been this distraught in a while. I started the class off with a 9/60 on the first test, hell yeah. And unlike other times I've failed, where I usually chalked it up to laziness, on this one I legitimately gave it my all and still failed miserably. What an eye-opener that was. I've never felt more like a failure than I did then. Second test went better, I got what I set myself up to get, 24.5/60. I figured I wasn't going to be a physics God out of nowhere, so I figured my best hope was to just slowly improve over time. Now I just finished my third test, hoping to get a 30/60, and I'm freaking the fuck out man. I fail this and I'm stuck in this hellhole for another year. More than that, the illusion I've set up for myself, that I'm at the very least not an idiot, comes crashing down. A lot of the times I've felt like that was the only thing I had going for myself, every time I've been down in the dumps there's always been a voice in my head that said "shiieeeet mang at least you ain't dumb though". I don't want to lose that voice. I don't know, I'm probably just being a fucking pussy.

People who just [I]have[/I] to talk on their fucking phone with speaker, like everyone needs to hear about some douche who cheated on you.

Water got shut off with no notice right now. I NEED A FUCKING SHOWER. UEGH.

So for my programming study we both have actual programming and documentation and holy fucking shit how fucking demotivated i am with making the documentation. It is supposed to be a 30-40 page word document filled with graphs, technical flowcharts and images of what the product will look like without putting down a single line of code and this for 3 weeks already and not one fucking company i know off uses this, i can't even be bothered to do anything with it but i have start working on it at some point...

[QUOTE=darth-veger;51440895]So for my programming study we both have actual programming and documentation and holy fucking shit how fucking demotivated i am with making the documentation. It is supposed to be a 30-40 page word document filled with graphs, technical flowcharts and images of what the product will look like without putting down a single line of code and this for 3 weeks already and not one fucking company i know off uses this, i can't even be bothered to do anything with it but i have start working on it at some point...[/QUOTE] Not sure which companies you've worked at, but every single project that isn't some small school assignment we've written up extensive document designs for both pitching and structure. You really can't just spitball the structure of an actual large app, you need to be running off a solid base design to begin with.

The water is still off. UGH. I took a massively huge dump earlier and had to clean myself and wash my hands with baby wipes. I need a shower DAMN YOU. :v:

I just made a really cool looking pixel art of Eliphas The Inheritor and paint.net crashed before I could save it. :)

[QUOTE=GhillieBacca;51440467]I left my door open and my fucking dogs shat and pissed all over my bed.[/QUOTE] Your dogs don't respect you and see your bed as opposing territory. That seriously sucks though.

Meant to be meeting up with this guy to form a band. Guy keeps blowing me off before he's even met me.

50 point assignment due today and I didn't realize today was the due date so a B is pretty much impossible now

[QUOTE=plunger435;51441092]Not sure which companies you've worked at, but every single project that isn't some small school assignment we've written up extensive document designs for both pitching and structure. You really can't just spitball the structure of an actual large app, you need to be running off a solid base design to begin with.[/QUOTE] I don't know about you but most companies use Unified Modeling Language (UML) for their documentation, not Business Process Modeling and Notation (BPMN) which looks and works completely different. Sure i know how to make documents but when i was doing internship i had to relearn a rather large part. That and we don't even get scrum.

I wish people would listen to me. Every single fucking day I have to let my cousin into the apartment because he doesn't have a key to it, and he doesn't ask to borrow mine ever. This time I had to go out into the rain to let him into the entire complex because he still didn't ask for my key. Nobody fucking listens to me no matter how many times I tell them and I'm sick of it.

[QUOTE=TheFilmSlacker;51440279]"I don't like -insert popular thing here-" "Oh Alex, you're such a fucking hipster"[/QUOTE] Or as soon as you give any complaint about something, even when it's minor or a personal opinion, people just go "You should just have fun." Plus finding movies/music/tv shows/books that not many people know about can be fun.

Well it's basically impossible to get a C in my stats class. That puts off my AA degree by a while semester and might result in my losing my acceptance to the 4 year I was planning on enrolling in. I'm not really too mad, since I did want to get a part time job this semester and take fewer credits, but I know my parents will be devastated.

My girlfriend has a weird fixation with wanting to put makeup on me and I [I]do not want[/I].

[QUOTE=gk99;51442628]My girlfriend has a weird fixation with wanting to put makeup on me and I [I]do not want[/I].[/QUOTE] just do it once to humor her, how bad can it be :v:

I let my ex do it because she wanted to. It made her happy and at most my eye got poked once or twice. I [B]hate[/B] things near my eyes, so that shows how much I liked her.

[QUOTE=kijji;51442653]just do it once to humor her, how bad can it be :v:[/QUOTE] I did once but she still wants to :cry: [editline]28th November 2016[/editline] [QUOTE=FlakTheMighty;51442710]I let my ex do it because she wanted to. It made her happy and at most my eye got poked once or twice. I [B]hate[/B] things near my eyes, so that shows how much I liked her.[/QUOTE] I don't like things on my lips because I feel like no matter what I'll be swallowing it somehow, but the first thing she goes to is "CAN I PUT LIPSTICK ON YOU" and I'm like "[I]No[/I]" [editline]a[/editline] Plus I've got a beard and I don't feel like getting that in there.

I let her do eyeliner and eye shadow. I'd be fine with lipstick regardless tbh

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Our neighbor's old yorkie got mauled to death by a pitbull that managed to break through their screen door. There was blood everywhere except the bathroom and kitchen and every single one of its ribs were broken.

[QUOTE=Humin;51442957]Our neighbor's old yorkie got mauled to death by a pitbull that managed to break through their screen door. There was blood everywhere except the bathroom and kitchen and every single one of its ribs were broken.[/QUOTE] What the fuck, man

Ugh why did we have to move so far to this shitty fucking overpriced apartment. It's so fucking goddamn expensive here in san diego for [I]literally everything[/I]. Lets see... NO CATS. NO DOGS. PET MOTHS, ANTS, AND ROACHES EVERYWHERE. No dishwasher. Shitty washers and shittier driers, plus it's humid here almost all the time so clothes take 2 days to hang dry. Oh and yeah no fucking sunlight hits this side of the building so it's super fucking depressing in here and I can't grow any food to save money except for green onions. It's also been almost 5 months since we moved here and I CAN'T FIND ANY JOBS. LIKE AT ALL. I GOT FUCKING TURNED DOWN FOR DISHWASHING AND RETAIL. So much for my degree too. Oh and we are paying 1300 a month for less than 700 sq ft IN A GHETTO ASS RUNDOWN NEIGHBORHOOD plus like 100 in utilities not including phone bills and groceries and stuff. So really we are probably paying close to 1700. Anywhere here that is remotely better is easily 2k a month. Oh and anything cheaper is section 8 halfway houses or shitty rooms with shitty house owners who won't let your SO stay. [B][I][U]FUCK THIS. [/U][/I][/B] JESUS BF CAN WE PACK OUR SHITE AND GET THE FUCK OUT OF CALIFORNIA PLEASE! Ugh. I feel like crying.

Chrome just wiped a really important bookmark folder for me, luckily I was able to get a .bak file with the folder still intact but I'm not sure what to do with it, I can't get Chrome to accept it

I am so sick of the generic white grizzled brown haired protagonist archetype in games. In particular it bugs the shit out of me in historical settings where most characters [I]but[/I] the lead protagonist and maybe his love interest look like, y'know, people from that era, but then the protagonist still looks like a modern male model in only slightly old fashioned looking clothes. [t]http://vignette4.wikia.nocookie.net/vsbattles/images/2/2d/Booker_de_witt_by_quahod-d60jv2v.png/revision/latest?cb=20160616042157[/t] Booker DeWitt is a perfect example of what I'm talking about

We need Large Monstrous Fight-Ladies to be protags of our games already.