• Nee Year's Resolutions
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:toxx: Lose belly fat and tone body Cut back even more on soda, or stop it out right Eat healthier foods and less junk :toxx: No escape if I fail to deliver by the end of 2018.
Do a lone travel around my country this summer, visit some people along the way. Finally finish and stop working on Half-Payne mod Figure out simple gamedev workflow, maybe participate in some kind of game jam afterwards
[QUOTE=EddieLTU;53020212]1080p i'm serious, i never had a 1080p monitor before[/QUOTE] If you lived near me I would give you one of the extra I have
release my game's demo.
[QUOTE=highvoltage;53020314]If you lived near me I would give you one of the extra I have[/QUOTE] thanks, but i'm trying to find an IPS panel with audio passthrough
Focus on my own health and well being. I've focused more energy on my career than I have on my mental state and it's burned me out several times over 2017, so it's time I let myself be the priority for once. Whatever I feel is best for me, is what I'll do.
- Reach 500 subscribers on YT(?) (Highly doubtful due to those sub4sub slobs :v: ) - Read 25 books this year - Write a book - Use it up, Wear it out, or DO WITHOUT! - Learn Italian
Start a career in veterinary medicine and throw my current career in the trash.
- Try to survive this year - Join a meet up in London - Make money out of a hobby - Get a proper relationship
I want to hopefully move out to an apartment soon
Get cycling and gyming, and get stronk
Try to make 2018 as lit as possible
Going to America for a few months seems to be the goal.
I went from not liking cats at all to thinking they're okay. Don't know how "ahead" that puts me but... yeah.
to travel out of the country more.
[QUOTE=Nookyava;53020213]My New Year's Resolution is to not screw up this new relationship I've found myself in with this amazing girl.[/QUOTE] Well it looks like it's already failing. She's been acting weird the past few nights so it wouldn't surprise me if she cuts it off soon.
I've never done New Years Resolutions, I never saw the point of them when I was younger. But 2017 was an absolutely awful year for me emotionally, I spent nearly most of it on the brink of suicide as I hit rock bottom. Emotionally, easily one of the worst years I've ever experienced. I've slowly been fixing it back up, working on making everything better for the past couple months, but I'd like to move forward and make 2018 [i]my[/i] year. [b]1. Openly be a girl[/b] My name alludes to the fact I'm not actually a girl :v:. I've been struggling with gender identity since I was 14 or so. By 19 or so I finally realized I'm a girl, but working and going to school and such, it's simpler and easier to remain male. I'm going to be 21 in a few days, and I'd like to set this right. [url=https://i.imgur.com/lSBG9PD.jpg]I'm already a girl privately[/url], and my friends all refer to me as female. So I plan on taking steps to work on my voice (my current 'weakness') as well as other aspects of me to be more feminine and work my way to being publically and openly a girl. [b]2. Start my art career [/b] My goal in life is to bring my passion for animation and stories to everyone else. My experiences in life has given me a mindset and view on things that I feel is rare and I want to share it with everyone. My end goal eventually being making movies, I need to start smaller: By the end of the year, I need to have completed a full (albeit probably rough) animation that tells a story that I like. I would also like to start sharing my art and comics and stories with the world. Making a website, getting to know people, and making content should become a regular part of my life. [b]3. Take back control of my life [/b] One of the reasons 2017 was so taxing emotionally is one of my strongest supports, my mother, has basically revealed herself to not be that nice a person. I'm currently working 2 jobs and not seeing a single cent. She has specifically told me not to be transgender. I take care of everything in the house and have lost any hopes for a social life or privacy. Living under her roof and being unable to even say a word. I'm not some shy introverted person, I'm an aggressive dominant go-getter who isn't afraid to be honest and open. But underneath her, I've been forced to become what is essentially an over-worked slave. She's manipulated her way into my life in a way that doing anything to make myself self-sufficient is nearly impossible without throwing away my life and becoming homeless in America this time. But I will not let that falter me, nothing has stopped me yet and nothing will stop me ever. By the end of the year, I will live alone, be self-sufficient, and I will have left her and this awful life behind. [b]4. Be a better girlfriend [/b] I've been in an extremely dysfunctional relationship with a boy since I was about 16 or 17. We both destroy eachother, but love eachother too much to let go. Working on it hasn't been easy, but being apart is something we just can't handle. So we are working towards a more stable and stronger relationship, and in turn, I will try to solve my extremely clingy, dependent, and obsessive problems towards him. I love him and I hope one day we can both say our relationship isn't a mess. A lot of me typing this is for myself, but I also hope someone else sees this and gets inspired. It's never too late, and the odds are never too great. Just keep pushing through, and everything is going to be alright.
not be as sad as i was last year
to not give in to the temptation to just give up and kill myself
I want to stop smoking and I'm still going strong
Work on improving myself, eating better, stop being horrifically lazy, and working out more. I wanna confidently say I'm a femboi by the end of 2018.
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