• Shit You'd Like To Confess On An Online Forum V2: We're all sinners!
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[QUOTE=KillerJaguar;49698817]I like being called cute[/QUOTE] it looks like we are the exact opposite [editline]8th February 2016[/editline] [QUOTE=Drury;49700555]Everyone is cute.[/QUOTE] excluding me, right?
[QUOTE=NightmareX91;49700556]excluding me, right?[/QUOTE] No matter how much you try to deny it, there are no exceptions. Nothing personal, just hard science.
[QUOTE=Drury;49700574]No matter how much you try to deny it, there are no exceptions. Nothing personal, just hard science.[/QUOTE] i fucking hate being called cute and that hasn't changed since i first confessed. please don't.
Remember things are subjective.
[QUOTE=LoNer1;49698946]I feel like I'm too nice towards people. [B]They often mistake this as a form of romantic interest [/B]other than (almost) parental. I care for people but I'm actually not one who falls in love on first sight. It took over almost a full year for me to realize I liked my ex before I asked her out.[/QUOTE] This happens to me on steam and irl. i'm not the nicest person nor a saint, I just don't like being an asshole to people. [sp]also, takes me years to even develop the slightest romantic interest in anyone[/sp]
[QUOTE=KOS-MOS;49700147]I used to have this mindset when I was like 10 till I finally had a little brother.[/QUOTE] My follow up question was going to be, "do you have any younger siblings?" [editline]8th February 2016[/editline] [QUOTE=KOS-MOS;49700678][sp]also, takes me years to even develop the slightest romantic interest in anyone[/sp][/QUOTE] I feel like I unconsciously force myself to create romantic interests with any girl who remotely takes any interest in me
I spent 10-15 minutes trying to fix my mouse, the light wouldnt come on when I plugged the wireless transmitter into my laptop turns out I shoved the USB into the LAN port halfway, but because of how the laptop body is built, it has a grip and looks correct from far
my gosh this thread moves fast in 4 days [QUOTE=Clovis;49682471]I've been [sp]fucking my pillow for years, its way better and less strenuous. And yes I do clean up with tissues and change my sheets often[/sp] :v:[/QUOTE] wait... when you said you were doing conversation-inappropriate things.. WHILE IN BED motherfucker were you doing this while you talked to me? I swear you better not have been my fucking gosh
Sometimes I feel sad when I remember that the skeleton meme is just a meme and my skeleton will not live on after I die because I had a diet rich in calcium. Sometimes I also feel sad because bears seem like they'd be the nicest pets from all those videos on the internet of bears doing funny/adorable things but I know that bears really aren't good for being pets for various reasons.
I have an odd phobia of barn owls.
[QUOTE=gary spivey;49700013]I laughed my ass off at this video [media]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R336NoqvJ8Q[/media] I guess I'm a sadist or something[/QUOTE] Can any plumbers here tell me if the poor thing managed to get to an air pocket in time?
i almost bought huniepop today
[QUOTE=bdd458;49701835]i almost bought huniepop today[/QUOTE] [sp]i have 10 hours in that game[/sp]
I know a guy who has 100 hours in Sakura Clicker :v:
[QUOTE=Gunzers6;49701899]I know a guy who has 100 hours in Sakura Clicker :v:[/QUOTE] i know a guy who has 600 hours in sakura clicker
[QUOTE=Jrose14;49701862][sp]i have 10 hours in that game[/sp][/QUOTE] I have 12.
I don't like Foster's Home for Imaginary Friends.
i have 11 hours in nekopara and i haven't even beaten it yet i mean, i haven't finished the game yet
I HATE being yelled at. It makes me feel awful and most of the time I don't know how to react or reply so I just look away. But for some reason, I find it (nsfw)[sp]to be a turn on to imagine some authority figure (like a lady cop) yelling at me in some kind of dom&sub way.[/sp]
I've never had an issue with gore videos of people, and that scares me. Like, when people try to shock me with ISIS executions or whatnot, I just kinda shrug or (most of the time), roll my eyes and push it away. That really makes me upset when I think about it
[QUOTE=Skwee;49702236]i have 11 hours in nekopara[/QUOTE] I got 18 After I beat a VN, I keep the game installed to use it as a background music player, because it loops the music better
[QUOTE=slayer20;49702248]I HATE being yelled at. It makes me feel awful and most of the time I don't know how to react or reply so I just look away. But for some reason, I find it (nsfw)[sp]to be a turn on to imagine some authority figure (like a lady cop) yelling at me in some kind of dom&sub way.[/sp][/QUOTE] tbh this is pretty normal
How do you rate people's posts? Like "Funny", "Agree" and all that? I don't know how.
[QUOTE=RichCrentist;49703471]How do you rate people's posts? Like "Funny", "Agree" and all that? I don't know how.[/QUOTE] You gotta have fifty posts I think.
[QUOTE=matt000024;49703485]You gotta have fifty posts I think.[/QUOTE] Thanks.
[QUOTE=Spetsnaz95;49698738]Puppies are cute. Kitties are cute. Calling me cute is an affront to my masculinity. I am hecka manly. [editline]8th February 2016[/editline] I am tough. Badass. Sexy. Handsome. But not cute.[/QUOTE] I've had girlfriends who called me cute - I take no issue with it. I don't get the whole masculine defense against being called "cute", and I don't get why people feel attacked when they are called cute. Cute doesn't have to mean immature or worthless. Words can mean different things. Cute can be fun, pure, happy, etc. I know a lot of people I'd call cute for all kinds of different reasons. I'll have you all know I'd rather be called cute than brutish. I think hypermasculinity is funny when in jest, but the strive for masculinity is sometimes desperate and divisive. Guys should be allowed to be cute - nothing in the world says men need to be retarded football-watching iron-pumping classy lumberjacks. [editline]8th February 2016[/editline] [QUOTE=KOS-MOS;49700678]This happens to me on steam and irl. i'm not the nicest person nor a saint, I just don't like being an asshole to people. [sp]also, takes me years to even develop the slightest romantic interest in anyone[/sp][/QUOTE] I've had a weird kind of a deal in High School, where I was technically popular because I knew everyone and talked to everyone. In reality, I just hung out because there was nothing else to do, and I could really only name three-ish true friends senior year. It's why I didn't go to prom - I was burnt out on everyone and I didn't really feel like I needed to go. But with that said, I learned so much about everyone. A lot of people told me about their true feelings - sometimes getting even dark with it. I remember a lot of people talking to me about their sexual obsessions, peer pressure with alcohol even though they hate it, rape, depression. Actually, my female friend that was killed last told me that she was barely holding on - that she was depressed and maxed out. Everyone knew her as the happiest person on the planet - a beam of sunshine. And even though we were cool with each other, I saw for a brief moment how she really felt underneath all of the happiness and conceptualization that people assigned to her. She was actually broken inside somehow. I never told anyone about it. And the thing that weirds me out is... why? Why do people tell me all of these things? I understand that I'm an inoffensive guy, but it's like I was passed on some weird ass power from my dad where everyone loves talking to me and referring to me for help or at least consolation despite the fact that it's absolutely not warranted whatsoever. I'm not saying that I'm [I]not[/I] the guy to go to, but I don't see why people talk to me and just straight up unload without really being all that close with me. It's weird. I don't think a lot of people ever had the drive to learn about me, either. High School was a lot like being the viewer of a movie, except all of the characters spoke to me to tell me about their character, only to return back behind the forth wall they just broke to continue their scene. That's since dissipated, though. That was back in high school. Now I'm very secluded from most people, although a lot of friends remember me and try to invite me along to stuff.
[QUOTE=wauterboi;49704010]I've had girlfriends who called me cute - I take no issue with it. I don't get the whole masculine defense against being called "cute", and I don't get why people feel attacked when they are called cute. Cute doesn't have to mean immature or worthless. Words can mean different things. Cute can be fun, pure, happy, etc. I know a lot of people I'd call cute for all kinds of different reasons. I'll have you all know I'd rather be called cute than brutish. I think hypermasculinity is funny when in jest, but the strive for masculinity is sometimes desperate and divisive. Guys should be allowed to be cute - nothing in the world says men need to be retarded football-watching iron-pumping classy lumberjacks.[/QUOTE] oh maaaaaan I have [I]no[/I] issue with masculinity. thats not why I dislike being called cute. The strive for masculinity is very real (top only masc no fem :v:), yes. But I feel demeaned and talked-down to by some people who use cute. It feels juvenile. Also, I don't find myself to possess any of the cute/attractive qualites so that may bias my judgement. [sp]I shaved my arms the other day and so far its not nearly as great as my legs and I regret it because its so much more obvious. I can't let my parents see either, but I probably won't see them for the rest of the year thank god[/sp] [editline]9th February 2016[/editline] [QUOTE=wauterboi;49704010]I've had girlfriends who called me cute - I take no issue with it. I don't get the whole masculine defense against being called "cute", and I don't get why people feel attacked when they are called cute. Cute doesn't have to mean immature or worthless. Words can mean different things. Cute can be fun, pure, happy, etc. I know a lot of people I'd call cute for all kinds of different reasons. I'll have you all know I'd rather be called cute than brutish. I think hypermasculinity is funny when in jest, but the strive for masculinity is sometimes desperate and divisive. Guys should be allowed to be cute - nothing in the world says men need to be retarded football-watching iron-pumping classy lumberjacks. [editline]8th February 2016[/editline] I've had a weird kind of a deal in High School, where I was technically popular because I knew everyone and talked to everyone. In reality, I just hung out because there was nothing else to do, and I could really only name three-ish true friends senior year. It's why I didn't go to prom - I was burnt out on everyone and I didn't really feel like I needed to go. But with that said, I learned so much about everyone. A lot of people told me about their true feelings - sometimes getting even dark with it. I remember a lot of people talking to me about their sexual obsessions, peer pressure with alcohol even though they hate it, rape, depression. Actually, my female friend that was killed last told me that she was barely holding on - that she was depressed and maxed out. Everyone knew her as the happiest person on the planet - a beam of sunshine. And even though we were cool with each other, I saw for a brief moment how she really felt underneath all of the happiness and conceptualization that people assigned to her. She was actually broken inside somehow. I never told anyone about it. And the thing that weirds me out is... why? Why do people tell me all of these things? I understand that I'm an inoffensive guy, but it's like I was passed on some weird ass power from my dad where everyone loves talking to me and referring to me for help or at least consolation despite the fact that it's absolutely not warranted whatsoever. I'm not saying that I'm [I]not[/I] the guy to go to, but I don't see why people talk to me and just straight up unload without really being all that close with me. It's weird. I don't think a lot of people ever had the drive to learn about me, either. High School was a lot like being the viewer of a movie, except all of the characters spoke to me to tell me about their character, only to return back behind the forth wall they just broke to continue their scene. That's since dissipated, though. That was back in high school. Now I'm very secluded from most people, although a lot of friends remember me and try to invite me along to stuff.[/QUOTE] Because you make people feel safe, and that counts for a lot. Or thats probably what did it. That or just seeming like you genuinely cared. Both are rare.
sex is boring even though i never get to try one.
I'm very sex positive in attitude, more so than most people. I judge pretty much nobody's fetish, I'm down with skimpy outfits and people frequently masturbating, and I know about some down and dirty fetishes that, again, I don't judge people for. Even if you like to hot glue anime figurines. HOWEVER, I'm very not this with myself and I'm very uncomfortable with my own sexuality. I find it difficult to express my sexuality even when I'm alone and there are some things I envy people being able to do. Like, some people put nude mods on their games, have sexy wallpapers, sexy posters in their rooms, or very questionable avatars, watch sexy anime, talk with friends about sex stuff, or regularly reblog porn on their tumblrs and shit. I dunno if I actually want to do any of that but I really wish I was comfortable enough with my own sexuality that I could without feeling really weird, bad, or gross about myself. I used to be really, really open about it, but then I got extremely cagey as I got older. I wanna stop being ashamed of my own sexual interests and start being confident about it again. If anyone knows any good advice or guides to being less ashamed of your sexuality, pls to send me this
[QUOTE=paindoc;49704036]Because you make people feel safe, and that counts for a lot. Or thats probably what did it. That or just seeming like you genuinely cared. Both are rare.[/QUOTE] I don't want to sound pompous or pretentious, but I think I just fit a specific criteria of not really being anyone important and not judging a lot of people for the worst or alienating them. I'm just kind of there. There's not a lot of risk in telling me anything, what's the worst that's gonna happen? I'm going to deny your existence? I'm not qualified to do that, and I'm not important enough to matter. It's a weird combination that I've lived all of my life by being a nobody, knowing everyone, and being told all kinds of things. I've never really felt the inverse outside of very, very occasional examples. I don't feel like I can tell most others how I truly feel. Most other people do not understand me nor are they willing to try. Conversing with most people is like a verbal minefield and everything that I want to talk about is a mine. That's not to say that I'm socially defected - I think I can make a lot of people laugh and what not, and there's people that beam a smile widely as they bump into me, but small talk and even common talk is really boring to me and no one [I]truly[/I] wants to shoot the shit. I walk into a lot of conversations with people not really wanting to know me past the basics. I really want to learn about others but a lot of times I hit some brick wall and the limitations are boring. But then, out of the blue, people have told me their secrets after a very short time of knowing each other. Back in high school, I listened more and talked less for this specific reason. People grew close to me, people remembered me, but aren't interested in me. My best friend has been my most consistent friend since 2007, when I was a 7th or 8th grader, and I've never met this person in my life. I've found that I get a lot of my social fill just by participating more on the internet with specific opportunities. But past that friend I'm talking about, there's always issues - mainly privacy and anonymity, ego, the idea that people shouldn't take the internet seriously. And, as in real life, people come and go, and I have never had consistency outside of that person I'm talking about. And on top of consistency, I've yet to find anyone that is really like me on Facepunch. I feel like I fill the void for safeness by consoling myself more and thinking better. I fill the void for caringness by enjoying my friend and close family, as well as the occasional banter on Facebook and people who remember me. I fill the void for deeper conversation by participating on Facepunch as I do with my friend. And in doing all this, I feel like I grow weirder and more distant from everyone, more alien. Everyone walks out of my life, and in spite of caring deeply for everyone, I also simultaneously learned to not care so much about being alone. I've always been around people and been alone. I had my 21st birthday a few days ago and spent time with my dad, my step-mom, and my brothers, and I spent it idle. Everything I said was limited to the occasion, technicalities, etc. A couple days ago, I had dinner trying out alcohols and, again, it's small talk that isn't really engaging. In recent years, I've tried harder to express my true feelings to people and people seriously take it the wrong way. Since I think a lot about stuff to an extent I guess people find weird, it gets labeled as "overthinking". I have unorthodox views on how life should be viewed, i.e. the idea that there is truly nothing after death and that idea truly makes me happy, and that gets viewed as "depression". The people that do understand, though, are very rare and they're always in some weird position where they're now a soldier and have spent a good chunk of time rediscovering themselves. I get closer to people by not talking and remaining the guy in the back that can be utilized for work and therapy at your discretion. That's not to say that I don't enjoy learning about people, but I would enjoy reciprocity more too. And reciprocity without people just saying I'm somehow bad, wrong, or stupid for the unorthodox things I believe in. I guess that's why I'd confess to always being really admiring and friendly with people far older than me - they're more willing to understand and converse with me fairly and in-depth about stuff.
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