• Shit You'd Like To Confess On An Online Forum V2: We're all sinners!
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[QUOTE=Katska;49031469]I occasionally get weirdly paranoid that my heart has stopped beating, so I press my hand over my chest to feel my heartbeat and reassure myself that I'm just being delusional.[/QUOTE] If I sit still I can feel every heart beat, despite that it's really hard for people to get my pulse anywhere except my jugular.
[QUOTE=adam1172;49032182]I'm intrigued at what made you want to jerk off in such a place.[/QUOTE] what do you think? I was fucking horny as fuck dude
[QUOTE=adam1172;49032182]I'm intrigued at what made you want to jerk off in such a place.[/QUOTE] hey, if it peels your banana, there's nothing wrong with it
[QUOTE=Croc Shock;49032314]what do you think? I was fucking horny as fuck dude[/QUOTE] My major question is, what did you do with the... mess?
[QUOTE=Spetsnaz95;49001770]Today I realized that I've become so emotionally attached to a single person on the internet that I can't stop thinking about her. Worst part: There's no way in hell she's the same about me, and I think the only way for me to get normal again, is to completely cut ties with her.[/QUOTE] Continuing on this, I have now further realized that I am essentially obsessing over a stranger on the internet. Went to watch Spectre last night, had a blast with my friends watching it. Thought about this girl for a moment, and bam, my mood went down completely. How fucked am I?
I've been hit on by several men and women of varying age and relations the past two years and it still makes me uncomfortable and surprised, not to mention that I'm always thinking I'm not that attractive at all.
[QUOTE=Limed00d;49032568]I've been hit on by several men and women of varying age and relations the past two years and it still makes me uncomfortable and surprised, not to mention that I'm always thinking I'm not that attractive at all.[/QUOTE] I seem to pull more men on the internet than men or women in real life
[QUOTE=Spetsnaz95;49032369]Continuing on this, I have now further realized that I am essentially obsessing over a stranger on the internet. Went to watch Spectre last night, had a blast with my friends watching it. Thought about this girl for a moment, and bam, my mood went down completely. How fucked am I?[/QUOTE] Been there, done that, and depending on how far you've gone down the rabbit hole, you may still be able to unfuck yourself
[QUOTE=Hippo-critical;49033115]Been there, done that, and depending on how far you've gone down the rabbit hole, you may still be able to unfuck yourself[/QUOTE] Gone far enough into the rabbit hole that I've begun feeling possessive of her. For some reason, even the thought of her talking to anyone else is sickening to me. And yes, I am totally aware that's a fucked up way to think, but I can't help it as things are now. Not sure what to do about it.
Confession: some of the worst confessions here make my blood boil.
Talvy you are such an angry person. Why so?
Everywhere I moved I managed to always be pretty much treated the same in the end, but Atlanta and Spokane were the worst. I get emotional really easy, especially over grades and poor test scores and other people teasing me- sk kids in both places figured this out and would make me cry because they thought it was funny. Also got called ugly, weird, awkward, unloveable all that. I never got it terribly severely, but it's been enough to fuck with me to this day- I feel constantly, honestly unattractive and don't think anyone can ever find me physically or personally attractive. I still get emotional easily but had to learn to bottle it up, so that I know have a hard time with expressing deep emotions in a healthy fashion. And I always am convinced I talk too much. I take these things on as my responsibility to fix ad have been trying to really hard for a good year now, but its slow going. Hope I don't make you angry Talvy :^)
[QUOTE=Limed00d;49032568]I've been hit on by several men and women of varying age and relations the past two years and it still makes me uncomfortable and surprised, not to mention that I'm always thinking I'm not that attractive at all.[/QUOTE] the only people that love me are my internet friends
[QUOTE=IJNOMED;49033360]Talvy you are such an angry person. Why so?[/QUOTE] Because I don't actually come here when I'm happy. :happy:
[QUOTE=Vodkavia;49033671]I've been hit on by a fair amount of people when I was in highschool, feel dumb never taking interest in any of them[/QUOTE] It might be a good thing you didn't high school relationships are usually immature and end for the worse, unless you get lucky with the type of person.
I have ZERO sense of direction when on foot. I get lost easily. Like today just a few minutes ago, I thought I knew where my little brother's school was, I was tasked with pickint them up. I got lost and wound up on a highway, and now my brothers are missing and I'm getting the blame for it. I don't know what to do.
[QUOTE=Vodkavia;49033822]Smart phone, google maps, some tape and your dash board[/QUOTE] >I don't have a fucking car >I don't have a fucking smart phone >I don't know where to get a fucking map of this town. I went on foot.
I can't do homework.
[QUOTE=IJNOMED;49033812]I have ZERO sense of direction when on foot. I get lost easily. Like today just a few minutes ago, I thought I knew where my little brother's school was, I was tasked with pickint them up. I got lost and wound up on a highway, and now my brothers are missing and I'm getting the blame for it. I don't know what to do.[/QUOTE] Speaking of that, sometimes when I'm walking around, I suddenly lose sense of my direction and my surroundings. Like, I feel my vision shaking for a bit, and I forget what was I doing and where I was. It takes me about thirty seconds to get back to normal, but it's pretty annoying.
I'm actually really upset that I can't remember numbers. Family's birthdays, phone numbers, addresses, etc. Anything number related I cannot remember it. I struggle in math to a point where It's considered kindergarden/elementary stuff. I cannot count back change unless it's done for me or I have a calculator. I have been called pathetic/stupid for this. As a kid in the 1st/2nd grade; I had a verbally abusive teacher who (needed to retire) publicly, (infront of all my classmates) yelled at me and held me in from recess to do math, wouldn't let me eat snack, use the bathroom, get a drink, until I finished a math problem. And when I got stuck she would yell at me and call me stupid. One day she sat me down and scolded me, said "YOU'LL NEVER GET A JOB IF YOU CAN'T DO MATH!" and "YOU CAN'T CARRY A CALCULATOR WITH YOU WHEN YOU'RE AN ADULT!" When I told people and my parents about it and they confronted her, she said "Oh she's just making up lies!". I was sent out of class to sit in the hall by myself and cry almost every day.
^ Did you find your brothers yet?
If I had the ability, I would re write the Bond films. I would make it it about an agent who is female, who is an anarchist trying to subvert the world government. Would be an interesting reversal.
[QUOTE=Kirbyfactor;49034492]^ Did you find your brothers yet?[/QUOTE] They walked home on their own I guess. They're here now. :0( I feel dumb because I've lived in this town for 2 years I should know how to get around by now.
[QUOTE=IJNOMED;49034240]I'm actually really upset that I can't remember numbers. Family's birthdays, phone numbers, addresses, etc. Anything number related I cannot remember it. I struggle in math to a point where It's considered kindergarden/elementary stuff. I cannot count back change unless it's done for me or I have a calculator. I have been called pathetic/stupid for this. As a kid in the 1st/2nd grade; I had a verbally abusive teacher who (needed to retire) publicly, (infront of all my classmates) yelled at me and held me in from recess to do math, wouldn't let me eat snack, use the bathroom, get a drink, until I finished a math problem. And when I got stuck she would yell at me and call me stupid. One day she sat me down and scolded me, said "YOU'LL NEVER GET A JOB IF YOU CAN'T DO MATH!" and "YOU CAN'T CARRY A CALCULATOR WITH YOU WHEN YOU'RE AN ADULT!" When I told people and my parents about it and they confronted her, she said "Oh she's just making up lies!". I was sent out of class to sit in the hall by myself and cry almost every day.[/QUOTE] These are the kind of horror stories that make me glad I don't live in America. Seriously, how the fuck do you have so many teachers that are so blatantly crazy and unfit to teach children? I've had some terrible teachers too, but you could always expect them to fall the fuck back in line if you went to the principal with it.
[QUOTE=Spetsnaz95;49034531]These are the kind of horror stories that make me glad I don't live in America. Seriously, how the fuck do you have so many teachers that are so blatantly crazy and unfit to teach children? I've had some terrible teachers too, but you could always expect them to fall the fuck back in line if you went to the principal with it.[/QUOTE] I was a teacher for a few months actually. (Well, teacher's aid.) And I loved working with kids, they say the funniest stuff.
Yeah, I wanna be a teacher too, and every tells me I'd be great because I have such a relaxed attitude to most things. I'm sick and tired of rigid old teachers that believe that fun = equals bad students.
[QUOTE=IJNOMED;49034519]They walked home on their own I guess. They're here now. :0( I feel dumb because I've lived in this town for 2 years I should know how to get around by now.[/QUOTE] If it makes you feel better, I've lived in a town for 8 and only know one neighbor. The rest don't really...talk.
I met a redheaded girl at the movies some time ago and I colossally fucked up. We mingled throughout the film and afterwards, but I was too chicken shit at the time to ask for her name and her number. I've been possessed with trying to find out who she is with craigslist missed connections ads, posting to Facebook groups, looking through some of my friend's Facebooks that have like 5000+ people on them, and all this time I haven't gotten a single clue. Nobody knows the short petite red-headed nerd girl that went to see a movie, and strangely I think about this girl quite a lot.
[QUOTE=Spetsnaz95;49034560]Yeah, I wanna be a teacher too, and every tells me I'd be great because I have such a relaxed attitude to most things. I'm sick and tired of rigid old teachers that believe that fun = equals bad students.[/QUOTE] The world needs more fun teachers. I had a teacher in highschool who was fun/laid back and he still had control of the class even if we all went off on a hilarious tangent. Everyone looked forward to classes with MR. T. God damn I miss that teacher. But yeah totally, if you think you're up for it, start with younger kids and gradually work your way up to older kids. I was a pretty fun teacher's aid and all the kids listened to me. It made me feel really good to know I was helping these kids settle their differences and learn while not being a grouchy old crab like most teachers.
Last year I had a dream that I was a girl. I was also the hottest bitch in town.
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