Shit You'd Like To Confess On An Online Forum V2: We're all sinners!
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[QUOTE=Jrose14;49059612]Been invited to a party with just some close friends who are in town for the first time in a while. People will be drinking, but its a bring your own drink policy. I have no clue how to get a hold of alcohol, so I'm just going to enjoy hanging out with some old friends.[/QUOTE]
Find someone over the age of 21 to purchase. Some will ask for tips, others will charge you X% of your total cost. If I knew ya, I'd maybe help ya out with some St Paulie Girl greens.
[QUOTE=SoftHearted;49057063]I honestly can't help but laugh when this sort of shit happens. Every time I talk to a girl and she starts thinking I'm flirting with her I just start laughing internally.[/QUOTE]
I did that with a guy I went on 3 dates with. Or what I thought were dates. I'm assuming he didn't want that from the start, I don't really believe he'd do that just to be a dick haha. It does make seeing him around awkward and I cringe whenever I think of it.
first actual dating experience after months of working on confidence in self and sexuality 1/10 would not do again would not bang
I like listening to the sound of Dial-up.
I like helping people with shit like confidence issues. Two days ago I walked into a girl from my class at the train station. We normally mind our own business when going home. Started talking a bit about the weather at first lmao and then we somehow got to autism (I have aspergers), I didn't really delliberately go to that subject, the conversation went there by itself more or less. Told her that I'm working on my confidence issues myself, according to her I give the impression that I'm kinda confident. So that's an accomplishment I suppose. Anyway, she loosened up a bit as well and admitted that she has eating issues (woah really???), caused by self-esteem issues mostly. I gave her the advice my psychotherapist gave me which I havent even applied myself yet; write down for yourself what went good on that day, and keep doing it.
It wasn't meant as an advance or flirting. I just like talking about feelings. That moment when you see the look on a persons face, that moment of realisation, that's the moment Im striving for when doing this. Its of course a lot easier and a lot more difficult with varying people however. I call it nutcracking; you break the hard shell that is the image they're trying to project, and underneath it, if not surrounded by multiple layers of self-taught lies, lies the core of their personality. Its a lot easier with introverts, funny enough. They seem to be able to talk about their feelings so much easier.
I tried cracking myself several times but I find it hard. Its like trying to look through muddy water to find something on the bottom of the pond.
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[QUOTE=KillerJaguar;49055477]I get way too jealous about other people
[editline]5th November 2015[/editline]
I [b]need[/b] to feel better than others.
I know you're not supposed to do that, but I can't help it.[/QUOTE]
Try to let that mentality go. It might be very relieving.
I embrace jealousy if it makes me try harder to become better than others.
I admitted to my friend that I wanted to bang his girlfriend while she was there.
So I learned that there are actual negative effects to masturbating too much. It makes you unable to cum to anything but masturbation, which sucks when you're with someone else and can't get off.
Maybe I should stop...
Though I never liked cumming in the first place.
[editline]6th November 2015[/editline]
[QUOTE=Recurracy;49060456]Try to let that mentality go. It might be very relieving.[/QUOTE]
I can't, no matter how hard I try. I might stop thinking about it, but I will always end up comparing myself to others to feel better (or worse) about myself.
[QUOTE=KillerJaguar;49061218]So I learned that there are actual negative effects to masturbating too much. It makes you unable to cum to anything but masturbation, which sucks when you're with someone else and can't get off.
Maybe I should stop...
Though I never liked cumming in the first place.[/QUOTE]
This happened to me too.
You also possibly find yourself addicted to masturbating. I masturbated nearly every day, sometimes twice (day and night) and when i had days off, i did it like 3-4 times, it was more of a boredom killer for me. And my body adjusted to me only getting hard when bored and not when i was sexually stimulated.
So when i finally found a partner, it was very hard to get me aroused. And even when i do get aroused, i have to be quick or else i lose it.
[QUOTE=greeley;49061245]This happened to me too.
You also possibly find yourself addicted to masturbating. I masturbated nearly every day, sometimes twice (day and night) and when i had days off, i did it like 3-4 times, it was more of a boredom killer for me. And my body adjusted to me only getting hard when bored and not when i was sexually stimulated.
So when i finally found a partner, it was very hard to get me aroused. And even when i do get aroused, i have to be quick or else i lose it.[/QUOTE]
I think I'm addicted to masturbating then. I do it at least twice every day (once after waking up and before going to sleep) and any number of times during the day, though I'm guessing my average is about 2-3 times during the day. It's kind of a boredom killer for me too, but whenever I see a lewd picture I just have to look at more.
I hate little kids: their tantrums, special needs and all that. They make me nervous and irritable when they are around, like in hospital reception room or aboard plane (God forbid!). That's why I don't want to have them, neither to take care of them. Hell, I even disliked my little cousin.
But here is dilemma - I'm the only child in family and my mother will want grandkids for sure. Now it is not time to talk about it seriously since I'm only 18, but I when I will get older she will start nagging me.
[QUOTE=Creatrick;49061285]I hate little kids: their tantrums, special needs and all that. They make me nervous and irritable when they are around, like in hospital reception room or aboard plane (God forbid!). That's why I don't want to have them, neither to take care of them. Hell, I even disliked my little cousin.
But here is dilemma - I'm the only child in family and my mother will want grandkids for sure. Now it is not time to talk about it seriously since I'm only 18, but I when I will get older she will start nagging me.[/QUOTE]
I don't like kids, but I still want to have one just to make sure my branch of the family tree doesn't wilt when I die.
[QUOTE=Jarokwa;49056331]I have very wide hips for a dude. Which is a weird combo with my broad shoulders and chest because it essentially gives me a hourglass shape and I don't want one of those for myself.
It also leads to sometimes standing a bit ''feminime'' on accident.[/QUOTE]
I've seen pics of this one guy who has such a thin waist that you can almost wrap your fingers around it if you have big hands, and it's quite an amazing sight
I'm installing gentoo right now
My jealousy of others is killing me
[QUOTE=SatoshiAaron;49060805]I admitted to my friend that I wanted to bang his girlfriend while she was there.[/QUOTE]
My friend (whose bf is my bff) always jokes about how she would probably be dating me if they weren't.
[QUOTE=KillerJaguar;49061218]So I learned that there are actual negative effects to masturbating too much. It makes you unable to cum to anything but masturbation, which sucks when you're with someone else and can't get off.
Maybe I should stop...
Though I never liked cumming in the first place.
[editline]6th November 2015[/editline]
I can't, no matter how hard I try. I might stop thinking about it, but I will always end up comparing myself to others to feel better (or worse) about myself.[/QUOTE]
I thought it was friction burns.
In my senior year of high school, i created a server setup with a tv tuner card that used vlc to broadcast live tv through the school network. We were using cable boxes in every room that were no longer manufactured,so the school needed a new system. It took a year of attempts, and at the end of the year, i had a single working demo unit. Before i left for college, I left a self made manual for the school to look at about the server.
Today I learned that they activated the server for the whole district. And what stunned me so much was that they named it after me. So basically every morning the entire district hears my name (which is extremely embarrassing).
A few pages back here i mentioned how I accidentally made my family think i was hospitalized. It turns out I caused some panic at my hometown that i died or something.
I'm really not sure what to say. I always felt so ignored, yet it turns out so many people know and care about me. I guess it is easier for the people who no one expects anything out of to do the unexpected.
I wanted to really thaank facepunch for being a place to go for when I had no one to talk to. I grew a lot as a person thanks to this place
Snip, wrong thread
[QUOTE=.Vel;49063845]Anyone want to see xrays of my teeth?[/QUOTE]
This sounds interesting.
I have SUPER bad crooked teeth, and my family could never afford me to get braces.
Luckily I can turn to adult braces now, I crave having a good smile
I've put off laundry so much that I've run out of underwear
[QUOTE=KillerJaguar;49064458]I've put off laundry so much that I've run out of underwear[/QUOTE]
Im so broke I wear white clothes only.
I put them into a tub filled with bleach water and soak them them over night.
I'm so spring fresh.
[QUOTE=Richard Simmons;49059709]Find someone over the age of 21 to purchase. Some will ask for tips, others will charge you X% of your total cost. If I knew ya, I'd maybe help ya out with some St Paulie Girl greens.[/QUOTE]
I was the first of my friends to come of age, I demanded 10%.
Made 700 dollars in total those few months.
As cool as they are, I hate reading posts about astronomy and space-related science.
It always sends me down the existentialist rabbit hole about what life would be like X millions and billions of years away and makes me feel horrible inside. Others might see the future as awesome, but not so much when you've been raised to be super pessimistic like I am.
That dude in our office nobody really likes and seems cringe-worthy in everyone's eyes? He's much happier with his life not being like me thinking about these things. I envy that.
I kinda wish I had nicer clothes, because I have no sense of fashion, but clothes are expensive.
[editline]6th November 2015[/editline]
Going commando feels weird
[QUOTE=lilguy;49064507]As cool as they are, I hate reading posts about astronomy and space-related science.
It always sends me down the existentialist rabbit hole about what life would be like X millions and billions of years away and makes me feel horrible inside. Others might see the future as awesome, but not so much when you've been raised to be super pessimistic like I am.
That dude in our office nobody really likes and seems cringe-worthy in everyone's eyes? He's much happier with his life not being like me thinking about these things. I envy that.[/QUOTE]
I would say ride it like a rollercoaster. You'll down that rabbit hole, but ride it upwards afterwards thinking "Humanity also has the potential to be the greatest beings to live, and myself and my species has nearly infinite untapped potential"
It helps a lot to think of the positive possibilities that the negatives hold.
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A small group of people will be the first pioneers into space to colonize another celestial body, and while that will be a lonely experience the gateways that it would open are innumerable
[QUOTE=ghghop;49064593]I would say ride it like a rollercoaster. You'll down that rabbit hole, but ride it upwards afterwards thinking "Humanity also has the potential to be the greatest beings to live, and myself and my species has nearly infinite untapped potential"
It helps a lot to think of the positive possibilities that the negatives hold.
[editline]6th November 2015[/editline]
A small group of people will be the first pioneers into space to colonize another celestial body, and while that will be a lonely experience the gateways that it would open are innumerable[/QUOTE]
I also must confess: I don't like riding roller coasters. I'm not particularly a fan of uncertainty and craziness.
It's also a bit of envy and angst that I won't be there when it happens, which is entirely irrational of me because I want to experience it as well. Just a bit of wish fulfillment I suppose, but nothing that can't be fixed when I actually find something to anchor myself spiritually (actually find friends, go out with someone, feel like an integral part of something). Also a part of the reason why I can't wait for VR headsets to come out; so I can at least attempt to try things that people thought was otherwise impossible.
Thanks for taking time to respond.
[QUOTE=lilguy;49064507]As cool as they are, I hate reading posts about astronomy and space-related science.
It always sends me down the existentialist rabbit hole about what life would be like X millions and billions of years away and makes me feel horrible inside. Others might see the future as awesome, but not so much when you've been raised to be super pessimistic like I am.
That dude in our office nobody really likes and seems cringe-worthy in everyone's eyes? He's much happier with his life not being like me thinking about these things. I envy that.[/QUOTE]
My personal advice, as the person who writes these posts and looks cringy, is to just not think about it too deeply from the point of view of the average human. It's easy to think what you think because on a subjective level, we really are nothing to the n-th degree. Enjoy the life in distant galaxies because you know they exist and dream like we do, not because we as a species will never reach them.
Most everyone will probably hate this, but I'm personally of the opinion that it is functionally impossible to have an optimistic yet realistic outlook on even the near future, and that neither myself nor any generation following me will live a truly "good" life. So I've resigned to that fact, and as a result I do what I want, knowing that my own happiness is the only thing that truly matters from my point of view. I'm lucky in that [I]mitigating[/I] this future happens to be something that brings me peace, but because of my outlook on the world as a whole, I do things like volunteer work and charity for the sake of other people's individual happiness and not for the idea that I'm somehow making the world a better place.
[QUOTE=Jarokwa;49065276]I, a fully grown man, walked out of a McDonald's with two happy meals.
My friend had coupons.[/QUOTE]
As long as you got the toys
[QUOTE=Jarokwa;49065276]I, a fully grown man, walked out of a McDonald's with two happy meals.
My friend had coupons.[/QUOTE]
I bought a kids meal at KFC last week when i was hungry but not hungry enough for a bargin bucket
Worth it.
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