• Shit You'd Like To Confess On An Online Forum V2: We're all sinners!
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I say "earl" instead of "URL"
I really feel dumber than I likely am and although I'm vocal about my opinion I usually value validation of it from others more than my own validation
I say Jif instead of Gif, fight me.
Whenever I find a song or album I like I listen to it until I don't like it anymore. and almost never like it again, or feel the impact of the songs. NF's Mansion album (especially Mansion and Face It) gave me chills on my first listen now I don't even like listening to it. Last album I overlistened to was "How To Run Away" by Slow Magic, Youth Group used to be my favorite now its boring
Part of me yesterday wondered if I should stop looking at porn for a while so I can get sex off my mind.
Going under 80 mph on the interstate is TOO SLOW for me Gotta go fast and ruin my fuel economy, yo
[QUOTE=Jarokwa;49119771]English is easier than dutch for me.[/QUOTE] same here english is way easier than dutch for me as well
[QUOTE=Jarokwa;49119771]English is easier than dutch for me.[/QUOTE] Juat like with me and Latvian. I was born and lived in Latvia for 16 years and I learned English, had nearly hte best marks in our class on every single test and exam and shit, but Latvian was difficult for me to learn and I was complete shit at it. So I found English being an easy language, while being a native Russian speaker and I had no clue how to properly even say a couple of sentences in Latvian which is government language that is enforced everywhere :v:
[QUOTE=ColdAsRice;49119913]Going under 80 mph on the interstate is TOO SLOW for me Gotta go fast and ruin my fuel economy, yo[/QUOTE] Have fun getting pulled over by the cops. I will sometimes do 75 on a 70 in the fast lane though.
I sometimes put a smile on my face without meaning it. I'm frequently sad but I just pretend I feel all right because poeple don't like or care about sad people. The world won't stop because you feel like shit. You can open up with people for once, after that if you open up you'll be just an annoying boring oversensitive spoiled 'thing'.
[QUOTE=jp_rsardeto;49123094]I sometimes put a smile on my face without meaning it. I'm frequently sad but I just pretend I feel all right because poeple don't like or care about sad people. The world won't stop because you feel like shit. You can open up with people for once, after that if you open up you'll be just an annoying boring oversensitive spoiled 'thing'.[/QUOTE] None of that is true, and if it is the feeling your "friends" give you they are shitty people. At some point you have to accept responsibility for changing yourself, but if that means you need to reach out for help along the way by venting to friends or talking to friends than thats okay. There is only so much talking to friends can do though, so at some point you have to find another way to get patched up. Doesn't mean those friends are tired of you, or that they're annoyed by your presence, but rather that they are worried that they can't help you or that they may say the wrong thing. It terrifies me, to be honest. I get stressed that I'm going to speak incorrectly, or that I can't help them and they won't listen to me when I beg them to see someone qualified to help. People care more for a friend that they can see is hurting deeply. I know I do. The world may not stop because you feel like shit, but you don't have to stop either. You have to continuously push forward, as hard as it may be, to get through each day because it will get better. Maybe you need more help from friends, maybe you need to see a professional, but you can do this and it will get better.
[QUOTE=paindoc;49123226] Maybe you need more help from friends, maybe you need to see a professional, but you can do this and it will get better.[/QUOTE] Tried all of that. I keep thinking "hey carry on, better days will come" but sometimes I just feel so hopeless.
[QUOTE=jp_rsardeto;49123329]Tried all of that. I keep thinking "hey carry on, better days will come" but sometimes I just feel so hopeless.[/QUOTE] Those times will always come, and they will, with perserverance, get less and less severe. And you can learn coping strategies on how to get through the darkest of times. Sometimes its as simple as getting out of bed to do something, anything. How much did you try all of that? How long did you see a professional for? It took me all summer to make any true progress in controlling my mental stuff, whether its stopping my obsessive tendencies from preventing me leaving the house, to controlling the racing thoughts of unmedicated adhd, to learning to get up on those days where even breathing and lifting away the sheets is a struggle. On those days, which I do still have, I just get out of bed and get moving. Step by step. Break it down, don't make a big monumental task. I'm talking baby steps here- remove sheets. okay, out of bed. now walk to bathroom. turn light on, turn shower on, get undressed, taking each step bit by bit and checking it off and giving myself the credit for doing each step. Its hard, I know it. I really do. But giving up is trapping yourself in a cycle of despair and living the same days over and over. It takes time, and effort, and damn is it hard, but its worth it. I spent most of my money from my job this summer on therapy and medication, since my parents don't believe that my adhd is real and that therapy can help me. But I still did it, and I still pushed forward. Please don't quit.
[QUOTE=elevate;49121343]Have fun getting pulled over by the cops. I will sometimes do 75 on a 70 in the fast lane though.[/QUOTE] Not so in California. 75 MPH is the [i]minimum[/i] in the left lane on 65 MPH interstates unless you want to be rear-ended (assuming no traffic obviously). Traffic can get around 80 or higher quite often and I've been tailgated doing 95 driving up to LA. Cops don't care outside specific speed trap areas that everyone knows about since it is pretty difficult to run radar on super crowded interstates, in which case it's a serious traffic hazard to not drive with the flow anyway. Only time I got pulled over on the I-5 was when I forgot to turn my headlights on at dusk - it was a new car and I didn't realize it had DRLs. I must have been going around 80 and all the guy said to me was to turn my headlights on and drive safe.
How to avoid being pulled over: Drive the speed that traffic is flowing, even if its faster than posted (within reason) Its not uncommon for traffic to flow safely at 85 in a 70.
i type lots of stuff in this box that just ends up getting cancelled.
[QUOTE=Exooodus;49125071]i type lots of stuff in this box that just ends up getting cancelled.[/QUOTE] same here i wonder if what im posting is actually worth it, and i weigh the pros and cons of whether id look like a idiot after i hit reply and it results in me usually ending up not posting
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i haven't felt compelled to get my driver's permit because of a general lack of confidence in myself and the fact that i'd be a terrible driver considering i still do stupid shit like leaving water on the stove for too long. for reference i'm 17 in my junior year of high school, my girlfriend got her license this summer and my best friend will have his in january or so. that and i tend to use music to forget about things like the above
[QUOTE=VietRooster2;49125687]i haven't felt compelled to get my driver's permit because of a general lack of confidence in myself and the fact that i'd be a terrible driver considering i still do stupid shit like leaving water on the stove for too long. for reference i'm 17 in my junior year of high school, my girlfriend got her license this summer and my best friend will have his in january or so. that and i tend to use music to forget about things like the above[/QUOTE] Dude, don't think like that. It's stupid. I was the same but now i feel like a fucking pro rally driver. When i was taking lessons, i was so fucking afraid of doing a misstake and when i finally got my license, my fear went away in an instant. Just go and start taking lesson dude, i command you.
[QUOTE=Bucketboy;49125934]Dude, don't think like that. It's stupid. I was the same but now i feel like a fucking pro rally driver. When i was taking lessons, i was so fucking afraid of doing a misstake and when i finally got my license, my fear went away in an instant. Just go and start taking lesson dude, i command you.[/QUOTE] Ad then when you get comfy drift cause its fucking sweet and dangerous
[QUOTE=VietRooster2;49125687]i haven't felt compelled to get my driver's permit because of a general lack of confidence in myself and the fact that i'd be a terrible driver considering i still do stupid shit like leaving water on the stove for too long. for reference i'm 17 in my junior year of high school, my girlfriend got her license this summer and my best friend will have his in january or so. that and i tend to use music to forget about things like the above[/QUOTE] Ever seen Dukes of Hazard? I drove my car up a hill at top speed and flew on the way back down. Do not ever do this. I took that car to my uncle to fix. He was piiiiiiiiissssssssssssseeeeeeeeeddddddddd.
[QUOTE=VietRooster2;49125687]i haven't felt compelled to get my driver's permit because of a general lack of confidence in myself and the fact that i'd be a terrible driver considering i still do stupid shit like leaving water on the stove for too long. for reference i'm 17 in my junior year of high school, my girlfriend got her license this summer and my best friend will have his in january or so. that and i tend to use music to forget about things like the above[/QUOTE] I'm 21, and I suffer from the same issues, as well as just being overall scared of the road. Mostly due to a wreck I had last November. So many stupid drivers where I live, and I am not sure if I am ready to take on driving. 1. It seems people wait till the last second and pull right out in front of you. 2. No one ever uses their signal. 3. Speeders 4. Lots of drunk rednecks in beat up muddy vehicles. 5. To many preppy rich kids in flashy new cars, typically the ones who are irresponsible drivers. [QUOTE=JohhnyCarson;49126829]Ever seen Dukes of Hazard? I drove my car up a hill at top speed and flew on the way back down. Do not ever do this. I took that car to my uncle to fix. He was piiiiiiiiissssssssssssseeeeeeeeeddddddddd.[/QUOTE] Bottomed out pretty hard?
[QUOTE=FLIPPY;49126849]I'm 21, and I suffer from the same issues, as well as just being overall scared of the road. Mostly due to a wreck I had last November. So many stupid drivers where I live, and I am not sure if I am ready to take on driving. 1. It seems people wait till the last second and pull right out in front of you. 2. No one ever uses their signal. 3. Speeders 4. Lots of drunk rednecks in beat up muddy vehicles. 5. To many preppy rich kids in flashy new cars, typically the ones who are irresponsible drivers. Bottomed out pretty hard?[/QUOTE] He was really red about some something concerning a pan being messed up. That was a long time ago. Some other things got bent pretty hard as well. The price tag was about 2000 to 3000 to fix. It was Chevy Lumia. It wasnt the first beating it went through.
I feel I've fallen short of every expectation set for me.
[QUOTE=JohhnyCarson;49126857]He was really red about some something concerning a pan being messed up. That was a long time ago. Some other things got bent pretty hard as well. The price tag was about 2000 to 3000 to fix. It was Chevy Lumia. It wasnt the first beating it went through.[/QUOTE] Oh nice, we had a 94 Chevy Lumia once be for, pretty rugged car. Long story, it got stolen.
I can confirm, nobody gives a shit about you if you're sad. You just become baggage. If you're not fun, you're effectively worthless. I hate life.
[QUOTE=VietRooster2;49125687]i haven't felt compelled to get my driver's permit because of a general lack of confidence in myself and the fact that i'd be a terrible driver considering i still do stupid shit like leaving water on the stove for too long. for reference i'm 17 in my junior year of high school, my girlfriend got her license this summer and my best friend will have his in january or so. that and i tend to use music to forget about things like the above[/QUOTE] Dude I once tried to boil ingredients on the stove in a plastic bowl. Stuff like that doesn't preclude you from being a good driver.
[QUOTE=Rebi;49128585]Dude I once tried to boil ingredients on the stove in a plastic bowl.[/QUOTE] Did it work? [editline]16th November 2015[/editline] My logic tells me the water inside should keep the plastic from melting because the boiling point of water is below the melting point of some plastics. And as water evaporates it takes heat with it. [editline]16th November 2015[/editline] But that depends on the heat distribution. If you start heating it too quickly it will melt. [editline]16th November 2015[/editline] At least the outer layers.
When I hear a plane coming, I immediately think it's a meteor coming to destroy Earth and kill everybody. And it's not some kind of daydream like: "Oh, this kind of reminds me of a sound a meteor would make, I guess." No. I have to tell myself that it's okay, it's just a plane, everything is cool so I can stop freaking out. Incidentally, this mostly happens to me when I drink too much coffee. Then again, EVERYTHING happens to me when I drink too much coffee.
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