• Shit You'd Like To Confess On An Online Forum V2: We're all sinners!
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When I hear a plane coming, I immediately think it's a meteor coming to destroy Earth and kill everybody. And it's not some kind of daydream like: "Oh, this kind of reminds me of a sound a meteor would make, I guess." No. I have to tell myself that it's okay, it's just a plane, everything is cool so I can stop freaking out. Incidentally, this mostly happens to me when I drink too much coffee. Then again, EVERYTHING happens to me when I drink too much coffee.
I did an enema this morning [editline].[/editline] It actually helped my bladder a bit. I don't feel like shitting right after every meal anymore.
[QUOTE=cartman300;49128678]Did it work? [editline]16th November 2015[/editline] My logic tells me the water inside should keep the plastic from melting because the boiling point of water is below the melting point of some plastics. And as water evaporates it takes heat with it. [editline]16th November 2015[/editline] But that depends on the heat distribution. If you start heating it too quickly it will melt. [editline]16th November 2015[/editline] At least the outer layers.[/QUOTE] Lets just say within 30 seconds that particular stove eye got a nice permanent blue tint.
Having to call someone makes me super anxious
[QUOTE=KillerJaguar;49129108]Having to call someone makes me super anxious[/QUOTE] Fuck calling people. I'd rather talk to them in person if possible.
[QUOTE=elevate;49129128]Fuck calling people. I'd rather talk to them in person if possible.[/QUOTE] Me too, but employers prefer phone over email
[QUOTE=KillerJaguar;49129137]Me too, but employers prefer phone over email[/QUOTE] I think I just realized why I hate talking on the phone, at least with people I don't know well. It's the worst of both real and digital communication. Unlike in real life, you can't see the other person's body language when you're talking to them, yet you also have little time to process the conversation.
[QUOTE=elevate;49129162]I think I just realized why I hate talking on the phone, at least with people I don't know well. It's the worst of both real and distant communication. Unlike in real life, you can't see the other person's body language when you're talking to them, yet you also have little time to process the conversation.[/QUOTE] That and I have trouble hearing others over the phone. I have to ask people to repeat themselves like 5 times because I can't understand them.
I'm in love with my best friend, we speak with each other like 12-16 hours on Skype per day. I've been in love with him for like 4 years, and I still haven't made any progress. I fear losing him in case he doesn't feel the same for me... And I'm too embarrassed to post on the gay chat topic to talk with the other [I]gays[/I] :v: [editline]17th November 2015[/editline] now I immediately regret posting this
[QUOTE=Judqment8;49129209]I'm in love with my best friend, we speak with each other like 12-16 hours on Skype per day. I've been in love with him for like 4 years, and I still haven't made any progress. I fear losing him in case he doesn't feel the same for me... And I'm too embarrassed to post on the gay chat topic to talk with the other [I]faggots[/I] :v: [editline]17th November 2015[/editline] now I immediately regret posting this[/QUOTE] I think you did the right thing posting this. It's good to get something like that off your chest.
[QUOTE=Judqment8;49129209]I'm in love with my best friend, we speak with each other like 12-16 hours on Skype per day. I've been in love with him for like 4 years, and I still haven't made any progress. I fear losing him in case he doesn't feel the same for me... And I'm too embarrassed to post on the gay chat topic to talk with the other [I]faggots[/I] :v: [editline]17th November 2015[/editline] now I immediately regret posting this[/QUOTE] We don't bite Using faggot even in a joke context might not be for the best. Don't understand why you wouldn't post there but w/e
[QUOTE=Judqment8;49129209]I'm in love with my best friend, we speak with each other like 12-16 hours on Skype per day. I've been in love with him for like 4 years, and I still haven't made any progress. I fear losing him in case he doesn't feel the same for me... And I'm too embarrassed to post on the gay chat topic to talk with the other [I]faggots[/I] :v: [editline]17th November 2015[/editline] now I immediately regret posting this[/QUOTE] I have the same exact predicament here. While it's not 4 years, it's something. I met some one that had a particular interest that I did. I found my self talking to him every day on steam, and I have yet to miss one. At first what I though was a crush developed even further, now I found my self thinking about him above everything else that I used too. I constantly worry about him and his feelings. It really changed me from who I thought I was. I wasn't as straight as I once thought.
[QUOTE=Exooodus;49125071]i type lots of stuff in this box that just ends up getting cancelled.[/QUOTE] I spend so much fucking time with chat tabs open of people I want to talk to and just can't think of a good excuse to bother them and don't want to look like a cringe worthy idiot greeting someone with no real followup even though I know most people don't judge. PMs too, its so fucking awkward to ask someone if they wanna chat or whatever and I guess I think I look kinda creepy? It's like "hey I'm totally fangirling over your posts, talk to me!" even though they have no reason to. I never feel awkward when someone approaches me but I guess I assume people are less stupid and clingy than me lol It's probably just as awkward for the other person too and I'd make them feel awkward and [I]aaaaaaagh![/I] Even less of a reason to ever be sociable on the internet
[QUOTE=Shibbey;49129424]I spend so much fucking time with chat tabs open of people I want to talk to and just can't think of a good excuse to bother them and don't want to look like a cringe worthy idiot greeting someone with no real followup even though I know most people don't judge. PMs too, its so fucking awkward to ask someone if they wanna chat or whatever and I guess I think I look kinda creepy? It's like "hey I'm totally fangirling over your posts, talk to me!" even though they have no reason to. I never feel awkward when someone approaches me but I guess I assume people are less stupid and clingy than me lol It's probably just as awkward for the other person too and I'd make them feel awkward and [I]aaaaaaagh![/I] Even less of a reason to ever be sociable on the internet[/QUOTE] This is a problem for me when it's with someone I don't know well. However I'll message a close friend whenever I feel like it.
There is a movie night event here for my college building, but im too scared to go because i will have to socialize with people. also I checked as it was starting and no one was there anyways
[QUOTE=paindoc;49129313]We don't bite Using faggot even in a joke context might not be for the best. Don't understand why you wouldn't post there but w/e[/QUOTE] I'm sorry, I was too panicked to write anything and that just came out. Fixed it so I don't look like a douchebag. Also I'm not completely avoiding that place, every time I try to post something I clear the post and go do something else. I'm not just used to talking about stuff like this, or any personal stuff for that matter. I will try to come there later so I won't be filling this topic. Also I'm not even sure if my buddy is gay. If I'd ask him that, he would surely say that he isn't. It's a god damn mess I've "made" and I don't know how to break free. I could always just randomly open myself for him and face the consequences. Then again I couldn't possibly talk to him for a loooong time if he was to reject me. *sigh* It's just so tough when some people still have such prejudice towards other people. It's sad that the only dream I have or ever had is to be with him. It's a simple dream yet it feels like so out of reach.
I just realized how much of a sad, depraved fuck I really am. Not offline anyway, but online I'm a totally different person.
[QUOTE=Judqment8;49129473]I'm sorry, I was too panicked to write anything and that just came out. Fixed it so I don't look like a douchebag. Also I'm not completely avoiding that place, every time I try to post something I clear the post and go do something else. I'm not just used to talking about stuff like this, or any personal stuff for that matter. I will try to come there later so I won't be filling this topic. Also I'm not even sure if my buddy is gay. If I'd ask him that, he would surely say that he isn't. It's a god damn mess I've "made" and I don't know how to break free. I could always just randomly open myself for him and face the consequences. Then again I couldn't possibly talk to him for a loooong time if he was to reject me. *sigh* It's just so tough when some people still have such prejudice towards other people. It's sad that the only dream I have or ever had is to be with him. It's a simple dream yet it feels like so out of reach.[/QUOTE] There's no need to clear the post. for one, sexuality isn't black and white. Is it a crush with more than just romantic feelings? The biggest hint for me was the difference in how I thought of women... it was much more "mechanical" I guess. If you are finding its just someone you really like being around, then thats a different matter. Might have confused deep love for someone you trust very much as a close or best friend with something else. I don't know your situation. Talking about personal stuff and relationships gets easier the more you do it, particularly doing it in person. You cna't bottle that stuff up forever. I used to be unable to talk at all about my feelings, but am much happier now that I can open up more.
Class was boring today, so I decided to check the old emails I for some stupid reason have kept in my inbox since 2007 God, I was such an insufferable whiny bitch in 2012 And I was 17 at the time
I prefer to not go unshaved in the nether regions.
I'm going to miss the train to school so I'll be 15 minutes late. I just find it hard to drag myself out of bed...
I have a bit of a crush on a friend of mine, but I know he already have a partner and they're happy together. I wish them the best but can't help but to be jealous..
[QUOTE=DerpishCat;49131735]I have a bit of a crush on a friend of mine, but I know he already have a partner and they're happy together. I wish them the best but can't help but to be jealous..[/QUOTE] It's natural that you feel that way. What's good is you aren't a pissbaby about it
I've never played a game made by Facepunch Studios.
[QUOTE=Judqment8;49131862]I've never played a game made by Facepunch Studios.[/QUOTE] heretic
[QUOTE=Judqment8;49131862]I've never played a game made by Facepunch Studios.[/QUOTE] Fucking smurfmember.
I accidentally returned a package meant for me to the courier who delivered it to my door because I misunderstood him. He said the package was for someone called "Mas", and I told him I don't know who that is and gave it back. I then realized about 5 minutes later that the "Mas" meant master, as in a title.
i give a lot of relationship and self help advice when i've been dumped twice and suffer from severe depression.
[QUOTE=Qaus;49132616]i give a lot of relationship and self help advice when i've been dumped twice and suffer from severe depression.[/QUOTE] I give both despite not being in actual relationships, or being in exploitative relationships by choice. And I hardly struggle that much with my shit. Still, helping and trying to good speaks more of who you are. Despite being in Seattle for a year and change now I have yet to buy an umbrella mostly so I can feel superior to tourists :v: Edit: that and it hardly actually rains hard here, but this fall it keeps pouring and getting windy
I have had a relation for close to 6 years which i broke off the 1st of september and I've not felt alive for a single day since then. I still have her jar of "101 things i like about you" next to me on my veranda, in front of my window. I occasionally read those to feel a little better.
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