Shit You'd Like To Confess On An Online Forum V2: We're all sinners!
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I hate my body sometimes.
[QUOTE=Limed00d;49177614]I hate my body sometimes.[/QUOTE]
Use the hate and fix it.
Sometimes I think I really don't take life or my two "careers" seriously enough, as in don't work hard enough on both of them or should just choose one. I have a test in 3 hours that I was just going to warm up for this morning but instead I've been[URL="https://soundcloud.com/nofuchsgiven/morningmist/s-uBpD4"] arranging a classical soundtrack thing[/URL] since I want to start doing scoring work
could've waited until after test, but nope. then I'm sure after test I'll be worn out and wanting to make music is no bueno so I'll just sit and play with my samples or synths for several hours and get nothing done :v
[QUOTE=EuSKalduna;49173290]For me it's because my tablet never fucking notifies me and I end up making people feel ignored.[/QUOTE]
For me the people never reply at all, and I'm not quite too sure why.
I signed up for Math and Physics this quarter and ended up dropping my math class because I had a D in it. I have 2 quarters left at this college before I transfer out.
Signing up for next quarter's classes, I didn't get to sign up for either of those two math classes that i need. Therefore I'll need to take both in the last quarter.
I just feel like I fucked myself over, I mean I had TWO classes this quarter and ended up dropping one. Come on, man. Now I need to take four (not easy) classes per quarter for my last two quarters. What have I done :cry:
[editline]24th November 2015[/editline]
and I'm determined not to stay another year just for that
i wear a poncho almost everywhere i go
i feel bad for not buying L4D1 when it was out and new. i enjoy L4D2 a lot and it's obviously a straight upgrade but still
Whenever I am playing BF4 I want to be better than everyone else so no one can shittalk me
[QUOTE=LoNer1;49181352]Whenever I am playing BF4 I want to be better than everyone else so no one can shittalk me[/QUOTE]You'll still get shittalked.
I've lost 15 pounds in the past month. Feels good.
i'd kill for a palm-sized hatsune miku hologram
i've been getting quite interested in her music recently so
[url=https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sex-negativity]Sex-negativity[/url] annoys me so much
I've been looking at a lot more gay stuff recently and I'm questioning my life's decisions.
spending money I shouldn't on things I shouldn't
[QUOTE=Skwee;49182314]spending money I shouldn't on things I shouldn't[/QUOTE]
like...?
[QUOTE=Trixil;49182344]like...?[/QUOTE]
booze
Just finished re-reading my favorite book series, the Farseer Trilogy. I was feeling very sad near the end and almost got teary-eyed as well.
Back a month or two ago reading the book actually made me cry because it reminded me of someone I love, but back then I cried because I felt more lonely than ever. This time I felt very sad because I made this person dislike me, maybe even be disgusted with me, and I know I have demolished my chances with him forever.
I really could use something cheery to read, but since I don't have anything like that at the moment I will just continue with the sequel trilogy. Hopefully I won't get as sad during the re-read of that series..
i tear up at the lamest shit bro, doesn't even have to relate to my life. T.v. shows, movies, books, whatever, just fuckin tear up for cheesy shit all the time. Fuck it.
I sleep with earplugs early .most of the time. The slightest noise keeps me awake
[QUOTE=Skwee;49182836]i tear up at the lamest shit bro, doesn't even have to relate to my life. T.v. shows, movies, books, whatever, just fuckin tear up for cheesy shit all the time. Fuck it.[/QUOTE]
It's a bit different though, the book really reminded me that the person I am in love with no longer feels anything good towards me because of actions I have done
Basically, [sp]I had feelings for other people as well and I am not able to force myself to not have those feelings, so I told him this and now I feel like I betrayed him.[/sp]
Ah.. I see. Well I don't really know what to say about that since I've never experienced that myself.
[QUOTE=Recurracy;49182850]I sleep with earplugs early .most of the time. The slightest noise keeps me awake[/QUOTE]
I'm the complete opposite with sleep. It takes me a while to actually fall asleep most times, but once I do I'm pretty much ded. Nothing short of someone physically punching my face can wake me up.
I routinely sleep through my alarm on full blast. I once apparently slept through falling off my bed and getting put back on it by my dad (who apparently got woken up by the thud [I]while in another room[/I]) and just recently I actually slept through an apartment check-up where some technicians entered on their own, checked around my air-con and left again.
[QUOTE=Jrose14;49181920]I've lost 15 pounds in the past month. Feels good.[/QUOTE]
I once managed to lose 40 pounds in a day.
Never did find that wallet again
I think I'm addicted to fast threads when I should be revising
i'm very close to a break down at the moment. Everything is fucking up big time and money is a massive issue with it.
I based on what little I know about these things, am starting to side with socialism. Not agree with. Just side with it. At least with the centrally planned aspects of it.
[QUOTE]I've been looking at a lot more gay stuff recently and I'm questioning my life's decisions[/QUOTE]
Like what?
[QUOTE]booze[/QUOTE]
When you drink alone, you have a problem or a start of one.
I don't know how, but I was able to quit that cold turkey. No problem. So was my father. It seems to be a generational pattern.
[QUOTE=JohhnyCarson;49184917]Like what?[/QUOTE]
Things I'd rather not link here because it's neither the time nor place for it.
Thats fine.
Related but not related, I read about that old lady and her fate in a liquor store.
I always wanted to catalog such stories in form of fiction so people can read them and not make the same mistakes as others have had.
[QUOTE=FunnyStarRunner;49185149]Things I'd rather not link here because it's neither the time nor place for it.[/QUOTE]
sexuality is weird and personal and can be, especially in the case of going from more hetero to homo, a complete transformation. I used to think I was 100% straight and was content, secure, and okay with myself there. Now I realize that was vastly a construction but in the moment it felt real. Doesn't discount how straight I was then, or where I'm at now.
I keep trying to find ways to miss my flight home. I don't want to go home. Grades will come up. I'm doing poorly again. I don't know what I'm doing wrong. I don't think I'm changing or really improving, but I don't know how to improve. It feels like there's a block in my mind, and I'm on the precipice of either recovering and pushing through this or losing myself to dark thoughts again. When grades do come up, its probably all going to fall apart.
I just don't think college is for me. or engineering. or anything. I can't make music anymore, either. I can't get much of anything done anymore, even with medication.
[editline]25th November 2015[/editline]
the suicidal thoughts have come back. mostly because I don't want to live this life, of telling myself I tried my best and gave my all when i didn't and at my core know I never will.
not going to do it, but they're back and i don't like them
Sexuality isn't black and white, there are going to be grey areas.
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