Shit You'd Like To Confess On An Online Forum V2: We're all sinners!
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[QUOTE=Anti Christ;49268768]ive thought about joining the military in some fashion. the only reason i havent is again, apathy. i just dont care either way. getting myself to go anywhere is a chore, and makes me hate myself.
[editline]7th December 2015[/editline]
i cry almost every day. i have 3 times today, did twice yesterday. i dont even know why, usually. it just happens[/QUOTE]
Depression.
What it sounded like in your previous post was boredom.
[QUOTE=Anti Christ;49268768]ive thought about joining the military in some fashion. the only reason i havent is again, apathy. i just dont care either way. getting myself to go anywhere is a chore, and makes me hate myself.
[editline]7th December 2015[/editline]
i cry almost every day. i have 3 times today, did twice yesterday. i dont even know why, usually. it just happens[/QUOTE]
Depression is not sadness, it's apathy. I'd go see a doctor.
i was diagnosed with clinical depression several years ago. i think im in the middle of a bad bout of it right now
I really dislike people who criticise larger music producers and musicians baselessly the more I get into production. Especially those who give skrillex shit
Guy is a huuuge bro and is known as one of the nicest guys in commercial edm, and Dubstep is so fucking hard to produce on a technical level.
I think most music fans who make the most noise are pretty dumb tbh and chase obscure stuff for the sake of obscurity and superiority
[QUOTE=Anti Christ;49268891]i was diagnosed with clinical depression several years ago. i think im in the middle of a bad bout of it right now[/QUOTE]
Im in a lot of physical pain. It partly due to depression
[QUOTE=Hypoxide;49267551]I regularly pretend to understand what people are saying so I don't look stupid. My friends were once talking about cricket and I just sort of thought "shit, sport" before nodding a lot and talking about James McMadeUp and faked a flabbergasted reaction when my friends hadn't heard of James McMadeUp.
I also do it on Facepunch by agreeing with things I don't even understand. I don't know why, I just do.[/QUOTE]
How do you even get away with that nowadays when everyone has internet on their phone and can look up lies in seconds?
[QUOTE=Snowmew;49267961]I made a little white lie in an otherwise genuine post on Imgur thinking it wouldn't even get to most viral and I woke up today to find it hit 12,000 points and I got over a hundred PMs.
I am panicking that one of them might be someone calling me out on it.[/QUOTE]
What did you lie about?
I commissioned an artist to draw something for me (not porn) for $85, he mistakenly refunded me $84 apologizing that he was closing his account and then sent me the final picture anyway.
I'm keeping that money. It was worth it but $84 is $84. He never asked for it back.
[QUOTE=matt000024;49269383]What did you lie about?[/QUOTE]
I said I was an accountant but really I run the books for SL stuff so it is far from true accountancy. I've done freelance accounting work but right now I'm kind of doing a whole lot of jack shit.
[QUOTE=Snowmew;49269592]I commissioned an artist to draw something for me (not porn) for $85, he mistakenly refunded me $84 apologizing that he was closing his account and then sent me the final picture anyway.
I'm keeping that money. It was worth it but $84 is $84. He never asked for it back.
I said I was an accountant but really I run the books for SL stuff so it is far from true accountancy. I've done freelance accounting work but right now I'm kind of doing a whole lot of jack shit.[/QUOTE]
post this picture that was worth $84 to you tho
Going on vacation, and going to try and buy some rum from every island I visit (provided they have rum in their history).
And since I'm going on vacation and won't be able to browse this thread for a while, just wanted to let you guys know you are all wonderful people, whether you think you are or not.
Peace!
i frequently write up posts and then delete them bc i feel like a whiny ass.
i also constantly write these long winded texts to my friends about why they're wonderful people then similarly to my posts i delete them and just send a "hey" instead
[QUOTE=Plattack;49269874]i frequently write up posts and then delete them bc i feel like a whiny ass.
i also constantly write these long winded texts to my friends about why they're wonderful people then similarly to my posts i delete them and just send a "hey" instead[/QUOTE]
I do that shit all the fucking time bro. Better to just get it out rather than keeping it in. Doesn't even matter what it's about, sometimes it's just because I don't want to deal with the impending argument afterwards, I just type that shit out and delete it.
Although, I've read that facebook records even what was just typed out and never posted, so I don't know if it is entirely advisable there.
But yeah, people have diaries and journals for a reason. Doesn't matter what the reason is, whether you feel like a whiny ass or some other reason. Sometimes it's good to just say something without having to deal with the backlash of people that disagree or with people who think they have "good" advice for you.
I'm going away to work and I tell most ppl around me that I'm excited, but the truth is I'm really scared that I'm gonna breakdown and fuck it all up, I am barely able to live a life as it is :v:
i had someone legitimately stop being my friend after 3 years of being extremely close because they didn't know how i'd take not wanting to do a group project with them. instead of telling me they wanted to work alone on the project they actually just stopped talking to me. i didn't actually care about that it was an easy project.
had no idea what the reason was for the cold shoulder and tore myself up over it for a while and then they tried talking to me about it at graduation and i basically said "nah not worth it bye" and haven't had a reason to look back since. kind of a shame but at some point i decided it is not worth it mentally to be friends with someone who would do that shit willingly and then play it off like nothing happened.
I'm not even 18 yet and i already have tinnitus :suicide:
[QUOTE=diobono;49270657]I'm not even 18 yet and i already have tinnitus :suicide:[/QUOTE]
i had a lot of occasional ringing in my ears from 18-20something years old, but i don't recall experiencing it in a long time now, and i am 25.
What i do experience though is this fucking nerve in my left ear that makes my ear itch like crazy when i close my jaw all the way, aka, when i am laying on my stomach and reading, aka, when i am most comfortable, suddenly my ear irritates the fuck out of me with an itch that literally will not go away unless i change something about my posture.
I posted a fake job application on seek. I was on a schools internet as well
A little bit ago I blew my nose and threw the tissue at the trash can. I missed badly and it hit my lamp, bounced back, and landed perfectly in my drink. I fished it out and kept drinking. Felt bad but tasted good.
I must say it feels weird as hell to hear Christmas songs on the radio while it feels like spring outside. Google Now says 13 degrees, but when I went outside to take the trash out a few hours ago with just my T-shirt it felt like 15-16.
[QUOTE=Merijnwitje;49271167]I must say it feels weird as hell to hear Christmas songs on the radio while it feels like spring outside. Google Now says 13 degrees, but when I went outside to take the trash out a few hours ago with just my T-shirt it felt like 15-16.[/QUOTE]
Wait 'till you hear about Kiwi Christmas.
Normally consists of a BBQ with friends at the beach while we all go swimming to cool off from the ~30-degree weather.
On that subject, I've never had an actual wintery Christmas and the last time I even saw snow was about three years ago now.
[QUOTE=Pilotguy97;49271335]last time I even saw snow was about three years ago now.[/QUOTE]
I've never seen real snow before. My only experience with snow was a small enclosure in the Antarctic centre in Christchurch (I was 5 at the time).
I absolutely hate snow, but I adore a white Christmas.
:snip: wrong thread
[QUOTE=diobono;49270657]I'm not even 18 yet and i already have tinnitus :suicide:[/QUOTE]
I've had it since I was like 8. It comes and goes, but boy is it annoying :v:
My tolerance to stuff i don't understand or i think is stupid is REALLY REALLY low currently, i don't know why but im getting more and more angry as time goes on.
i saw a banner ad like 7 years ago advertising a poetry contest with the grand prize being $15000 and me being a greedy 17 year old decided to submit a half-assed poem about ~the wind~. site looked legit so i knew it wasn't some dumb scam, plus it only asked for email address. after about a month i got an email from the site saying i had won 2nd place and my prize was $5000 and my poem was to be published in a book which i would also get free. all i had to do was give them my home address and they would mail a check and later the book once it was printed. this set off a few red flags so i did some googling on the site and stuff, apparently it was 100% trustworthy. they had printed books before and done contests before too. at the time i was still very parent controlled, so i had to ask my mom if it was okay. she didn't care about any of the information i told her about the contest or site or anything, she was somehow convinced it was a scam and would not allow me to give them our address. i never got the money or the book, but i'm 99% certain that my terrible poem is in a limited print poetry book published by some random poetry website.
I got a good one.
I was once subscribed to Brazzers. Wanted to see if it was worth it (hint: it wasn't). After about a month and a half I decide to unsubscribe. To my horror, I find out the only way to do so is literally to call their support and cancel your subscription.
So there I was. Talking with a guy from a porn company, explaining to him that I didn't want my subscription anymore. Most awkward moment of my life...
[QUOTE=diobono;49270657]I'm not even 18 yet and i already have tinnitus :suicide:[/QUOTE]
I'm only 16 and I have Pulsating Tinnitus. :s:
I do most of what I do in life to help others, or with that goal in mind. I make music and teach production to help others through their tough times, and want it to be heard more (or my learning audience to be wider) so I can help more.
I'm in Aero and Astro engineering because I want to get my PhD in Aerospace Plasmas and help work on fusion energy, since that would solve sk many problems and help so many
Sometimes I forget to save myself. And each failure feels like I've let the whole world down. It's silly, and I've tried to let go of it, but it feels wired into me. I'm not trying to be noble, I just don't feel I can be any other way
[QUOTE=Spetsnaz95;49272577]I got a good one.
To my horror, I find out the only way to do so is literally to call their support and cancel your subscription.
So there I was. Talking with a guy from a porn company, explaining to him that I didn't want my subscription anymore. Most awkward moment of my life...[/QUOTE]
Anyone else kinda get the suspicion that this is on purpose? I mean, i'm sure a significant percentage of people watching porn are kinda awkward on the subject, so they'd be afraid to call about it.
I don't mean to stereotype anything/anyone here, but if I wanted to get a few extra dollars from my porn subscription service i'd do this
[QUOTE=Spetsnaz95;49272577]I got a good one.
I was once subscribed to Brazzers. Wanted to see if it was worth it (hint: it wasn't). After about a month and a half I decide to unsubscribe. To my horror, I find out the only way to do so is literally to call their support and cancel your subscription.
So there I was. Talking with a guy from a porn company, explaining to him that I didn't want my subscription anymore. Most awkward moment of my life...[/QUOTE]
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