• Shit You'd Like To Confess On An Online Forum V2: We're all sinners!
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[QUOTE=MissingGlitch;49402818]I am one of those freaks that watch ASMR videos. It's how I get to sleep most nights because it super relaxes me.[/QUOTE] i can't stand the intentional ones, but I like watching tutorials and videos of unintentional asmr
[QUOTE=Skwee;49402840]i can't stand the intentional ones, but I like watching tutorials and videos of unintentional asmr[/QUOTE] Funny enough. Most unintentional stuff doesn't do anything for me.
I like listening to Lean On over and over but I only use my headphones so I don't bother anyone. I need help
[QUOTE=glitchvid;49402540]I used to be a bit of the same, my online friends only saw part of who I was. I could be a real prick online, but in real life people really liked me. I don't really know who was "me" out of the parts, but eventually I started being nicer, and stopped acting how I used to. It's been a number of years since that, and I feel that overall making the change to focus on acting like the nicer part of me has worked. And that's even going under the assumption that [I]you[/I] need to change, sometimes you are the healthy person, and it's those around you who have problems. When it comes to love, I'm of the opinion that not everyone finds someone to share their life with, but it's clearly something you want (Maybe deeper down than you realize?), so it's something you should peruse, don't let perceived failure get you down, it's a fucking massive world, and I'm sure there are plenty of great people for you. As for cutting ties, don't do it. I mean someone is really a negative influence, then I can certainly see removing contact, but if you just want to "leave it all behind" then it's not going to help you. Making good lifelong friends can be hard enough, but once you cut off even your normal friends and acquaintances, then it can be disastrous to get back into the swing of things later on.[/QUOTE] Yeah, as I mentioned it worries me that I feel so badly about friends and people in general. I won't cut ties with everyone, despite what I think might feel good at times. Its going to sound remarkably egocentric or pompous I guess, but most of the reason I'm pursuing the degree I am is because I want to help people. I really like people, and I want to use my talents and luck in life to give back. By getting my PhD in Aerospace Plasmas I'm hoping to work on fusion reactors, which would accomplish two things. First, it could help solve the impending global energy crisis and I feel a lot of problems can be traced back to scarcity of energy and resources. Two, it would unlock the stars to true and proper spaceships. The former would lead to an age of prosperity for all, if corporations could be cock-blocked from exploitation. I've always thought fully open-sourcing a reactor design, regardless of the consequences to myself (due to the companies that funded it being pissed), would be the right thing to do. And it all sounds fun! Another little mini-confession: when I do poorly academically it hits me really hard because of this. I'm some spoiled son of a doctor, getting his way paid through college, when so many people never get this chance to attend college and many of those that do are burdened with huge amounts of debt. I want to do good with what I've been given. I feel I let down so many people beyond those I know when I fail to do well. Its really fucking unfair that there are people that can't pursue their passions or get and education due to the circumstances of their birth. And love for me isn't because I want purely to have someone love me- I want to [I]love someone[/I]. I've always really enjoyed small acts of kindness and love towards those close to me, small little doting acts. I'm a completely hopeless romantic, on many levels. But not in the way that I want to receive all these gestures, just that I want to give them. I enjoy it so much and do it so much without thinking that I end up being easily exploited. I've let myself be exploited, to be honest, purely to satisfy this desire. I think someone loving me would be neat, but that's secondary to what I get the privilege to do (someone who made me feel that at least occasionally what I have to say is worthy would be cool too). I don't see myself as anyone particularly noble or great, or selfless and loyal or some such bs. I'm just who I am, and at times I wish who I was didn't seem to be some cringy neckbeard type who is convinced "only my talents can save the world and i'm soverysmart and i'm such a [I]nice guy[/I] who could love so well!11!1"
Sometimes I eat the marrow out of bones because it tastes good. :pudge:
[QUOTE=GamerChick;49403442]Sometimes I eat the marrow out of bones because it tastes good. :pudge:[/QUOTE] What does it taste like? Can't say I've ever heard of people eating it.
I mean bone broths are delicious for a reason. I can't imagine eating the marrow myself, but its where a lot of flavor and richness resides. Your confession isn't weird enough for this thread ;p [sp]better than my melodramatic textwalls though[/sp]
so one morning [sp](jk it was like late afternoon)[/sp] i woke up to find my lube on my desk, it was odd, but i put it back where it belongs in the back of my drawer. Later i get it back out for various reasons, and when I am done with it i put it back and feel a crunch, an odd feeling for a clothing drawer . I found a partially full beer in it's coozy. well now i know why i left the lube on my desk. Wasted.
[QUOTE=nomad1;49403569]What does it taste like? Can't say I've ever heard of people eating it.[/QUOTE] It tastes kind of sweet and fatty. Hard to describe if you haven't had it before.
I have a virgin fetish or something, being someone's first time, showing them the ropes, is super exhilarating to me. [sp]Shame I'm not a girl, or FP would be a gold mine[/sp]:v:
[QUOTE=~Kiwi~v2;49404621]:glare:[/QUOTE] :wink: [editline]later bruh[/editline] Or gay :vs:
[QUOTE=~Kiwi~v2;49404621]:glare:[/QUOTE] He's not wrong though
I think if you have to use more than two words to describe your gender or sexuality you're a boring human being looking to try and be a special snowflake. Bonus points if they feel the need to bring it up at every turn.
[QUOTE=kyle877;49404669]I think if you have to use more than two words to describe your gender or sexuality you're a boring human being looking to try and be a special snowflake. Bonus points if they feel the need to bring it up at every turn.[/QUOTE] As my pansexual friend has explained: [quote]I think the super-wide acceptance movement, while good in some instances, is awful in others. It invites people with truly ridiculous ideas to think their ideas are okay. Like: Transgender - alright. Gender fluid - okay. Non-gender - hmm, okay. Transspecies - ...no. Transcendental - seriously, no. Transobject - look, quit it. "WE'RE ALL SERIOUS. NO OF US ARE FAKING IT. STOP JUDGING US."[/quote] You can kind of see how people that try to change what extreme really means on this spectrum by serving as the example are very inventive of problems. I didn't know my friend was pansexual because he didn't think it was really worth saying considering the fact that we're buddies and nothing more than that. That's the sincerity that I think sets apart people like him and people who are trying to give themselves a problem that allows them to condescend, hate, and validate themselves.
[QUOTE=~Kiwi~v2;49405108]See I'm like this too. I don't explain my orientation either. [B]There's no fucking point[/B]. If I fuck dudes. I fuck dudes. If I fuck chicks. I fuck chicks. At a point where being a judgemental/phobic asshole just ain't tolerated or that no one cares and would rather have your awesome personality and great friendship. Just cause you like it in the ass or putting it in the pussy doesn't mean that has to ruin a potential or already really good friendship with someone IRL or online. TL;DR IT DOESN'T MATTER.[/QUOTE] </topic>
[QUOTE=~Kiwi~v2;49405116]Me and Wauterboi just basically killed the topic. V:v:V[/QUOTE] Better that than have someone try and bring something unrelated, or unnecessary towards it.
I don't think there's anything wrong with prostitution and think it should be legalized
[QUOTE=~Kiwi~v2;49405108]See I'm like this too. I don't explain my orientation either. [B]There's no fucking point[/B]. If I fuck dudes. I fuck dudes. If I fuck chicks. I fuck chicks.[/QUOTE] The orientation known as "fuck everything and anything" :v:
[QUOTE=XiP;49405144]I don't think there's anything wrong with prostitution and think it should be legalized[/QUOTE] It comes pretty much to the point do you mean selling yourself or others.
I really wanna build some shit, but I'm far too lazy to get my arse in movement and actually get something done...
[QUOTE=Combine 177;49405216]It comes pretty much to the point do you mean selling yourself or others.[/QUOTE] Selling yourself.
[QUOTE=XiP;49405144]I don't think there's anything wrong with prostitution and think it should be legalized[/QUOTE] No fucking reason why the only place in America for legal prostitution is in small chunks of Nevada. Not even the whole state.
[QUOTE=XiP;49405381]Selling yourself.[/QUOTE] That is legal, or at least in Finland is but it is quite gray area. Also just call it one night stand.
The Netherlands allows it. Red light district is the most famous example of it, but escort services or brothels are allowed, if they get a permit for it atleast.
I'll be going to my second funeral for the second week in a row Merry Christmas and Happy New Year's!
[QUOTE=Cyberuben;49405730]The Netherlands allows it. Red light district is the most famous example of it, but escort services or brothels are allowed, if they get a permit for it atleast.[/QUOTE] There's this little place called Hazerswouder-dorp which has like 1 pub and 1 supermarket. They don't have a car dealership or stuff like that. The entire village is like one big street. But they have this giant whorehouse
[QUOTE=~Kiwi~v2;49405758] No I haven't gone down K-Road. No I won't ever.[/QUOTE] Liar
kiwi lives on k-road the k in his name stands for k-road
[QUOTE=Cyberuben;49405730]The Netherlands allows it. Red light district is the most famous example of it, but escort services or brothels are allowed, if they get a permit for it atleast.[/QUOTE] Germany's got legalized prostitution too. They've got designated private parking spaces for you and a hooker. Also look at this motherfucker in Cologne: [t]https://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/8/8b/Pascha_K%C3%B6ln.jpg[/t] Largest brothel in Europe. Put that in America and watch society collapse on itself.
[QUOTE=FunnyStarRunner;49406921]Germany's got legalized prostitution too. They've got designated private parking spaces for you and a hooker. Also look at this motherfucker in Cologne: [t]https://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/8/8b/Pascha_K%C3%B6ln.jpg[/t] Largest brothel in Europe. Put that in America and watch society collapse on itself.[/QUOTE] I'll be completely honest. It's really weird seeing Germany be so hard down on censorship on video games yet they have this shit in the public. Makes you think ay.
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