[QUOTE=Dr.Critic;41498876]That sounds very dire, you have my sympathy.
Just a thought.[/QUOTE]
What pisses me off quite a bit is that actual honest to god physical disabilities are viewed by the people who assess such things as less important than mental ones, to qualify you have to reach a certain points threshold, physical disabilities are worth less than mental ones for some reason. Another thing that pisses me off is that Alcoholics not only get benefits, they also get extra money to "self medicate" (i.e buy fucking alcohol). It pisses me off because there are recovery groups for alcoholics, but what I've got, there is no recovery from (Hell, there is technically surgery available to fix me...except the surgeons I've spoken to [B]refuse[/B] to do it because they dont want to kill me or put me in a wheelchair, my condition, plus, now we've found out, a slight mental thing that i was born with, plus my inhereted genetics from my parents, makes me [B]really[/B] prone to depression, which always hits me hard, most people when they're down they may pick up a movie, or ice cream or something, I can't even afford to fucking do that, quite often, I'm left with do i pay my bills (and thus not get made homeless or in debt i'd never be out of) or to pay my bills do I eat less, food is the first thing to go, more than once I've eaten maybe twice a week, sometimes less. So there's two people that I really hate, 1 is people lie in the OP who fraud the system and make it more difficult for those that really need it to get the help and 2. people like Lambadvanced, in another thread, who are of the mindset that people on benefits are workshy scroungers who are just lazy.
Heck, even when I've contemplated suicide, there's been no real emotional attatchment to the idea, i just thing that some day it may just be the best way for me to choose, like an old ailing family pet you put down so it doesnt have to suffer.
[QUOTE=EvacX;41492931]Fuck man I remember reading some of your posts regarding the pain you're in some time ago and I feel so genuinly fucking bad for you. I swear if I ever become a millionaire I'll throw tons of money your way :'([/QUOTE]
Actually Asgard did try to get a fund raiser for me going to seek aid in another country (surgeons here either cant or wont fix the cause of my pain) but it ended up being nowhere near enough, so I ended up givng what was raised to a girl who had bad medical bills for a silly thing, since someone on here made a thread about their friend.
[QUOTE=Roll_Program;41492777]Can you work from home? You can use a computer so it opens up a lot of possibilities.[/QUOTE]
Not to a degree where I'd earn anywhere close to what I need to, mentally I'm capable but physically, my sleeping pattern is wildly irregular, some days the pain is so bad I barely move from my bed because it's so painful, other times I'm rendered insensible, having to suffer so much pain it's literally affecting my memory to the degree where, if i took 7 steps towards my fridge to get something out of there, sometimes by the time I reach the fridge I've forgotten what I went there for in the span of 7 steps, Even on benefits, I'm also under the poverty line, which last year was £130 weekly after rent and tax and stuff, I get £100 a week. If I lose my benefits, or even have them reduced, I'm fucked one way or the other.
~ThE WiZaRd~
[QUOTE=RayvenQ;41499492]What pisses me off quite a bit is that actual honest to god physical disabilities are viewed by the people who assess such things as less important than mental ones, to qualify you have to reach a certain points threshold, physical disabilities are worth less than mental ones for some reason. Another thing that pisses me off is that Alcoholics not only get benefits, they also get extra money to "self medicate" (i.e buy fucking alcohol). It pisses me off because there are recovery groups for alcoholics, but what I've got, there is no recovery from (Hell, there is technically surgery available to fix me...except the surgeons I've spoken to [B]refuse[/B] to do it because they dont want to kill me or put me in a wheelchair, my condition, plus, now we've found out, a slight mental thing that i was born with, plus my inhereted genetics from my parents, makes me [B]really[/B] prone to depression, which always hits me hard, most people when they're down they may pick up a movie, or ice cream or something, I can't even afford to fucking do that, quite often, I'm left with do i pay my bills (and thus not get made homeless or in debt i'd never be out of) or to pay my bills do I eat less, food is the first thing to go, more than once I've eaten maybe twice a week, sometimes less. So there's two people that I really hate, 1 is people lie in the OP who fraud the system and make it more difficult for those that really need it to get the help and 2. people like Lambadvanced, in another thread, who are of the mindset that people on benefits are workshy scroungers who are just lazy.
Heck, even when I've contemplated suicide, there's been no real emotional attatchment to the idea, i just thing that some day it may just be the best way for me to choose, like an old ailing family pet you put down so it doesnt have to suffer.
Actually Asgard did try to get a fund raiser for me going to seek aid in another country (surgeons here either cant or wont fix the cause of my pain) but it ended up being nowhere near enough, so I ended up givng what was raised to a girl who had bad medical bills for a silly thing, since someone on here made a thread about their friend.
Not to a degree where I'd earn anywhere close to what I need to, mentally I'm capable but physically, my sleeping pattern is wildly irregular, some days the pain is so bad I barely move from my bed because it's so painful, other times I'm rendered insensible, having to suffer so much pain it's literally affecting my memory to the degree where, if i took 7 steps towards my fridge to get something out of there, sometimes by the time I reach the fridge I've forgotten what I went there for in the span of 7 steps, Even on benefits, I'm also under the poverty line, which last year was £130 weekly after rent and tax and stuff, I get £100 a week. If I lose my benefits, or even have them reduced, I'm fucked one way or the other.[/QUOTE]
Damn that really sucks... As a person who has gone through some rather sever bouts of depression (Read psychiatric hospitalization) I understand how shitty it is to be depressed. If you ever need to talk to someone to get you through the day I am usually available.
[editline]17th July 2013[/editline]
wow I just noticed I have you friended on steam.
Did this at school a few years ago, I made some considerable money off it. Nearly $1000, that combined with botting on runescape and selling high level account, I built my first gaming PC with the money.
Early high school was good times.
That's dailymail for you.
look at that webpage wow lol is this 1997
There's a shop near me that only sells pirate DVDs. Proper brick and mortar shop. Go in there sometimes, get five new films, straight DVD copies for £10
[QUOTE=RayvenQ;41499492]What pisses me off quite a bit is that actual honest to god physical disabilities are viewed by the people who assess such things as less important than mental ones, to qualify you have to reach a certain points threshold, [b]physical disabilities are worth less than mental ones for some reason.[/b][/QUOTE]
Really? That sounds equally broken as everywhere else but in the opposite way, for some reason.
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