So, I’m just about through with what was (is) probably the hardest period of my life I’ve ever known. Be it the recent passing of my father I loved so dearly, the consequential financial collapse of my family, or the embarrassing academic failures that followed, I came to realize I’ve never actually known what true defeat feels like. I’m constantly on the fence of depression, and it feels like my lights are growing dimmer with every flicker. Which is why I want to plug in some new ones.
I’ve been constantly juggling between blatant escapism and being stuck in the past throughout the recent years. I gave too much significance to the insignificant, and too little consideration to my growing self.
I felt like I could use some mild sense of closure this evening, so I figured a compilation thread will do (psychology amirite?). Having never done one before, here’s all my pictures in chronological order. I hope you enjoy them as much as I did making them.
Starting from the first one: