Help! Where Can I Find This Rebel Skin??? (Picture Included)

Hi! I’m Doing a garry’s mod movie, and i want a player model that would kinda describe “Me”, and i Found A Great model (This Pic, The 6’st From The Right), But I Have No Idea Where can i find it.

Can you please Tell me where to find it??? I Would appreciate It, And Will Give Credit.

Those are Hl2 Beta concept art. I dont think a model was created for them

I wish I could draw a sketch and instantly get a 3d model.
That’d be awesome.