I need a confidence boost for Gmod. Ever since I started playing Gmod (Which was a year or two ago) I’ve pretty much stayed in Single player because The first server I ever went to was filled with jerks (I wanted to know how to open doors and they wouldn’t tell me. All they did was call me a noob. I had to find out myself.)
Not only that, but I don’t have Counter Strike Source, and I know a lot of maps use textures from the game, so I can’t use a lot of maps, and I see a lot of those maps that I can’t play when I look at the servers.
I also don’t want to join because I don’t have wiremod, and I don’t know how to get it, and I know almost every server uses it.
I also don’t want to join because I like to use a lot of the props and ragdolls I have, and I can’t tell which ones I can use and which ones I can’t use in multiplayer.
I still want to go into servers and interact with other people, but with all of these problems, I’m just too nervous to even learn more about the Gmod community. I was nervous just from typing out this post. Can someone at least help me gain more confidence?